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Got you covered. Although I'm more in the mood of taking a look at this post than playing it right now.
Okay, I'm going to try reading and addressing your post since people are more apt to just mock you (and I'm not saying I blame them, but you could probably use some variety). I haven't read any other posts relating to you, so I'm viewing your post with the cleanest slate possible. I don't know who you are, why you're here, or what people have said about you.
But I'm going to preface this by saying that bringing up a post from the middle of the thread people have already forgotten to basically advertise yourself for us is not a good idea, which I'm almost certain you still haven't learned, as most people don't. If you want things not get worse, leave and don't come back. If you want to entertain us due to some mindless notion that continuing to give us what we want will somehow give us our comeuppance, well, maybe post a few more times, I guess.
Bad idea. Also this is a general thread, not a thread specifically about you. That's why nobody cared about you both before that post and any page in the thread since. It is technically about you now for the time being, though.
FYI "troon" is just slang that we call trans people, here. The history behind it isn't worth getting into right now.
The internet isn't "the world" and Kiwifarms isn't "humanity," maybe even less so since we're all admittedly easily amused cretins. Don't be afraid to leave your house, since none of this will most likely affect your daily life other than upset you for a little while. Not to sound dismissive, but you'll get over it.
While making fun of people behind their back may not be polite, it's ultimately harmless since our comments are second only to the information we document. At times when we do it, however, we do so as commentary. The purpose of us posting here is for documentation of what others would be able to find regardless. If we weren't here, the same information would still be out there and people would still think the same thing as you.
People talk about others regardless, and we make it a point not to directly confront any person of interest outside of this very forum. Besides, those we talk about or the people that surround them already don't listen to us, and they won't even know what we've said unless they actively search for it. If anything, it's a morally neutral thing, and they can actually improve themselves from reading criticisms regarding them. Some of them, in fact, do.
And while some users may disagree, we obviously know that the people we make fun of don't represent the population as a whole. You don't need to explain that to us. This thread also isn't limited to trans Reddits (and even when it specifically was, it still was basically an umbrella thread). Besides, the fact you only used a Reddit once still makes you a Redditor, in the same way you are now a Kiwifarms user, but both don't matter regardless.
Nobody here is coming after you, nor will anybody here attack you for being bipolar (or borderline, I'm always iffy when people just say "BPD") or trans. I've used this example before, but you could be the most vanilla, white, Christian male with a wife, full-time office job, and 2.5 kids living in a home with a white picket fence and no mortgage, and you'd still get made fun of here if you make a big show of yourself. When people point out the mental disorders of those we talk about, it serves either as an explanation or a means to accentuate their already-eccentric nature for mockery.
In that regard, if people everywhere you go find you annoying or mock you, even in Reddits specifically for helping people with your particular condition, the issue is not everyone else. There is something with your conduct that defies social norms for those communities. Furthermore, if people regularly call you an "attention whore" or "narcissist," and these people have no means of communicating who you are to each other, then that's a pretty good indicator of what may be the source the issues people have with you. Whether or not you act differently in person (which I personally doubt) versus online is irrelevant.
I'll take your word that you never self-diagnosed, but the diagnostic process is more than "just a label." The process for treating mental disorders is identical to treating an illness in concept, with testing for a diagnosis the first step. What you've said is equivalent to saying a broken leg is just a label. While technically true, it's one with significant biological identifiers and is necessary in the process for treatment. If doctors can link suicidal ideation to a diagnosis of mental disorder, they would be able to treat both, and the former more effectively so. Having the viewpoint that the diagnostic process is equivalent to a personality quiz is not only dangerous, it's actively harmful.
That isn't to say that we call you evil due to you being "labeled" as trans or having some disorder. That's not a judgment anybody can feasibly make based off of that, and I doubt anybody actually did. If somebody did call you evil, it's probably because you did something morally reprehensible. Given that one of your attachments includes a quotes suggesting you both doxed somebody with the intent to intimidate them and actually outright threatened violence, that certainly shows malicious intent and thus calling you "evil" isn't a baseless accusation.
As for your last comment, you'd be surprised of the credentials many members of Kiwifarms have. But it doesn't matter whether or not we are qualified to diagnose when we are identifying an active and apparent problem. I don't require a degree in fire studies to identify when my house is burning.
I don't see any comment suggesting you have a "girl fantasy," but if I could use the obvious context clues, I can deduce they probably mean you have a fantasy about being a girl. You are, ultimately and biologically, a man, however. Thus any attempts you have made to appear feminine is irrelevant to that actual truth. When you try to defend yourself as being "feminine" because other people referred to you as such, that sounds as if you put more stake into what other people say about you than your own belief. You also can't use your supposedly feminine behavior as a justification for becoming trans and then, in the same breath, say that it's just your personality and isn't connected to your trans identity.
I don't know what "FOH" means. But I thought you didn't know what "troon" meant, so why does it matter when somebody calls you it?
Anyway, generally when people see a man who is obviously trying (keyword) to pass as a woman, they refer to them as female as to not cause a fuss. Nobody is going to rile you up just because your trans, as most people just won't care enough to bother. Or, if your family does it, it's because they care too much to not upset you. Kiwifarms is scummy like that, because we're horribly, cruelly, maliciously truthful and don't care about the consequences of stating what we observe or perceive. But, once again, you're using other people's perceptions to justify your transitioning. You make it sound like you're transitioning because you felt you were obliged to.
As for your other comments, a little nitpick is that you have all the time in the world to prepare for a video if you're not on a set schedule. The final product will be around for an exceptional length of time and will also represent you to an unknowing viewer, so why wouldn't you put effort into presenting yourself as best you can? However, a big nitpick is that doxing somebody for sending a death threat is not self-defense. You had many options at your disposal, from reporting them, or contacting help, or asking what to do. You weren't even in immediate danger, so you can't even call it self-defense.
By the way, it's "doxing." There isn't a second "x." That's just a pet peeve of mine, though.
If people still attack you for the "Blaire White" video, have you considered issuing an apology? You don't even seem regretful of making the video to begin with, just annoyed that people keep bringing it up. Either way, a "big difference" does not three years make. A 17 year old is not a helpless, mindless baby. That's almost old enough to be treated as an adult. But, at the same time, you don't magically become smart, with all past-held viewpoints immediately changing, the moment you become an adult. Three years is nothing. Using the "oh, that was a long time ago" card on just five years is pushing it. I'd only buy your viewpoints and behavior suddenly changing after maybe a decade or a tragic/major event spurring some sort of epiphany. But just three years? I'd even expect a 10-year-old to have the exact same perspectives on the world the moment they turned 13.
Anyway, you're on these forums because you cause drama, respond to provocation, and dramatically react to said provocation. You don't need to have a disorder, or a be furry, or behave like a weird sex pervert (although all three help; and often overlap, I suppose). That fact that you're even here, right now and directing attention to yourself proves that you belong here. So, as I said before, you can either prove us right and stay here, or cut your losses and leave.
Well, that was strenuous. Time for a break.
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