Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

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Just to be clear, this is the woman you spit/drooled all over during sex and who's son you abused by forcing him to take hot showers and locked him in the basement correct?
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I spread a mouth full of spit on her face on only one occasion, and it was during sex. I gave him a 1 minute shower as a punishment one time and never gave him one ever again after, neither as punishment nor as a simple shower to clean either. We lived in the basement and there was a living room area as well as our bedroom. We left him down stairs by himself a few times as punishment. And yes this is the same woman. I would do things differently if i were back in that time but i was ignorant not knowing the proper way to discipline and i was trying to avoid methods i knew to be abusive, like hitting including spanking i made sure to avoid. Looking back i wouldny have put him by himself like i did. I acknowlwdge it was a selfish and shitty thing to do. However i did it with lyndseys consent and she agreed with me doing that or at least did not express disagreement on it and cooperated with my method. I dont think it makes me a horrible person for making that mistake. It was unintentional and i do not believe it traumatized him.
 
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xtamarlover said:
I spread a mouth full of spit on her face on only one occasion, and it was during sex. I gave him a 1 minute shower as a punishment one time and never gave him one ever again after, neither as punishment nor as a simple shower to clean either. We lived in the basement and there was a living room area as well as our bedroom. We left him down stairs by himself a few times as punishment. And yes this is the same woman. I would do things differently if i were back in that time but i was ignorant not knowing the proper way to discipline and i was trying to avoid methods i knew to be abusive, like hitting including spanking i made sure to avoid. Looking back i wouldny have put him by himself like i did. I acknowlwdge it was a selfish and shitty thing to do. However i did it with lyndseys consent and she agreed with me doing that or at least did not express disagreement on it and cooperated with my method. I dont think it makes me a horrible person for making that mistake. It was unintentional and i do not believe it traumatized him.
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Do you know what kind of employment Lyndsey has now?
 
When I read about you and your romantic adventures with Melinda and this Lyndsey girl, all I have on my mind is one saying: "Birds of a feather flock together"

And god, you are a fucked up bunch of birds.
 
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Czolg said:
When I read about you and your romantic adventures with Melinda and this Lyndsey girl, all I have on my mind is one saying: "Birds of a feather flock together"

And god, you are a fucked up bunch of birds.
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Most likely had i not been with Lyndsey i wouldnt have been interested in Melinda.
My experience with Lyndsey traumatized me and fucked me up.
 
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xtamarlover said:
Most likely had i not been with Lyndsey i wouldnt have been interested in Melinda.
My experience with Lyndsey traumatized me and fucked me up.
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Do you have any prospective love interests at this time that don't include Melindslut, Lyndsey, or that other newer ex?
 
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Do you have any prospective love interests at this time that don't include Melindslut, Lyndsey, or that other newer ex?
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Not at this time. Im thinking its better for me to just stay single for now and work on my own issues. Then maybe when i am more mature ill be ready for another relationship.
 
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Czolg said:
When I read about you and your romantic adventures with Melinda and this Lyndsey girl, all I have on my mind is one saying: "Birds of a feather flock together"

And god, you are a fucked up bunch of birds.
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Don't worry, Andrew just has a little autism. He likes vidya just like you! ;)
 
ForscytheBat said:
How
How old was Lyndsey when you tried to impregnate her and hownold were you?
Its horrifying to me that any woman would agree to carry your spawn.
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How is it horrifying? I was 19 and she was 28 so you cant really compare what you know of me now from who i was back then. Even in the beginning of knowing Melinda i wasnt like i was eventually. There was a time in 2013 when melinda very briefly ended friendship with me and i was hurt but i had no plans to try to win her friendship back. Then she called me and left a voice message saying she wanted access back to our fake fb profile we were sharing. I told her only if she becomes my friend again. She said ok. It was only after another 1.5 hears of prolonged exposure to melindas extremism that i developed my own version of extremism to counteract hers. I didnt start out with the "crazy" kind of behavior. It developed over time after being treated horribly again and again. And finally i flipped a switch in the end of 2014 and ever sjnce then ive had the more extreme view of contacting until i get closure that i deserve. I wasnt always like this so its unfair to think a woman wanting to have kids with me back then is horrifying. Until i was 17 i was an entirely normal christian protestant kid.
 
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xtamarlover said:
How is it horrifying? I was 19 and she was 28 so you cant really compare what you know of me now from who i was back then. Even in the beginning of knowing Melinda i wasnt like i was eventually. There was a time in 2013 when melinda very briefly ended friendship with me and i was hurt but i had no plans to try to win her friendship back. Then she called me and left a voice message saying she wanted access back to our fake fb profile we were sharing. I told her only if she becomes my friend again. She said ok. It was only after another 1.5 hears of prolonged exposure to melindas extremism that i developed my own version of extremism to counteract hers. I didnt start out with the "crazy" kind of behavior. It developed over time after being treated horribly again and again. And finally i flipped a switch in the end of 2014 and ever sjnce then ive had the more extreme view of contacting until i get closure that i deserve. I wasnt always like this so its unfair to think a woman wanting to have kids with me back then is horrifying. Until i was 17 i was an entirely normal christian protestant kid.
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Can you provide evidence to back the claims? Lile maybe post the voicemail from Melinda to you or a screenshot of her saying she wishes to marry you?

Many mental illnesses manifest in the late teenage years and early twenties so makes sense. You should go back to being a normal protestant Christian kid.
 
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ForscytheBat said:
Can you provide evidence to back the claims? Lile maybe post the voicemail from Melinda to you or a screenshot of her saying she wishes to marry you?

Many mental illnesses manifest in the late teenage years and early twenties so makes sense. You should go back to being a normal protestant Christian kid.
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Czolg said:
Is this how all of the religious nutcases flirt? It's both interesting and terrifying.
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Its not flirting. Its discussion over whether to marry. Courtship. Flirting would be how I would say to her how beautiful she was or pretty or most amazing woman i know i would say. And I would compliment her intelligence and say she's so sweet and nice and other things to butter her emotions up. Also defending her in arguments publicly and just conveying that she meant so much to me. those intimate kind of compliments is how I flirted. Discussing our beliefs was the courtship aspect of the possibility of pursuing a romantic relationship.

break these cuffs said:
You don't deserve shit.
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I beg to differ nigger.
 
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xtamarlover said:
Its not flirting. Its discussion over whether to marry. Courtship. Flirting would be how I would say to her how beautiful she was or pretty or most amazing woman i know i would say. And I would compliment her intelligence and say she's so sweet and nice and other things to butter her emotions up. Also defending her in arguments publicly and just conveying that she meant so much to me. those intimate kind of compliments is how I flirted. Discussing our beliefs was the courtship aspect of the possibility of pursuing a romantic relationship.



I beg to differ nigger.
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We got you to start calling people niggers. :heart-full: You truly can change for the better. Unfortunately for you the overwhelming majority of societies around the world do not view relationships as autistically as you do.
 
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We got you to start calling people niggers. :heart-full: You truly can change for the better. Unfortunately for you the overwhelming majority of societies around the world do not view relationships as autistically as you do.
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The word is fine to use: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_O1zUVkIbUM

I avoid using it generally in public to avoid offending people. But it is actually really dumb that people think its a bad word. its just total ignorance.
 
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