I agree with you. Pudgy Pammy's mind is degrading, leading to her thoroughly losing the plot--both of reality and of her own lies and delusions. This is clear from how she was insisting in December that she was far enough along in her imaginary pregnancy that she could feel the baby kick, then in January she insisted she'd had an imaginary miscarriage in September (that was somehow her imaginary celebrity stalkers' fault, I bet). We can also see it in her recent defensive sputtering that she didn't have any voices in her head, despite multiple posts within the past month where she claimed God spoke directly to her and gave her information about Harvey Weinstein and her other imaginary celebrity stalkers. She keeps forgetting what lies she's already used and gets tangled up in her own pathetic attempts at manipulating and gaslighting us.
Of course, we've easily caught her in all her lies and contradictions, and she can't handle that fact. The attention whore also refuses to accept she isn't the center of the universe, and all the celebrities she obsesses about 24/7 don't know or care that she even exists. So she just falls back on insisting that everyone else's logical statements and points of fact "don't make sense, nyah nyah, so there!!" and projecting her confusion and lack of reading/reality comprehension on us.
The hilariously ironic thing is that, for all of Pudgy Pammy's whining about how she wants this thread deleted, the only reason this thread remains active is because Pudgy Pammy keeps endlessly posting in it. While she was banned from the forums a while back, the thread stopped dead for months. She's just not that interesting a lolcow when it comes right down to it; all she does is repeat the same nonsensical erotomanic fantasies ad nauseam. Fun to poke at when she's here sperging for our amusement, but not worth any Kiwi's time to regularly monitor in the wild because it's always just more of the same.
If Pudgy Pammy stopped posting in her thread (and stopped sperging about her schizo delusions in other threads here in a transparent ploy for attention), her thread would die again, likely for good. But she won't stop. She's desperate for attention and meaning, as she receives neither in her home life. She's alone, over the hill, unemployed, and insane. She's never going to be a mother. She's never going to matter to the world. It's why her broken mind spins the hallucinatory narrative it does. It's easier for her ego than accepting the insignificant nothing of her real life. So in the end, she's entirely responsible for this thread's continued activity, thereby building her own claimed hell to live in. An attention whore snake feeding on her own tail.