Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

I read all three books forward and backwards, and either I'm too used to how TTRPG supplements read or the editor did an amazing job of removing any of Jake's particular voice and mannerisms from the writing.

I think I'll try again in a week or so, but if I have to read anything more about Taldor I'm gonna puke.

I suspect no one lets Jake write anything substantial and his only contribution is occasional flavor text on monsters.
 
wow he has almost 100 ppl donating for him to do nothing basically, I wonder why people donate to him to do nothing but not for other useless cows like Lucas Werner or ADF

I wonder what happens if someone dies and Patreon isn't notified? I mean, I know the money isn't there for the charge, but does the site still show the patronage of the deceased and just assume they don't have money to pay this time when they attempt to charge? If yes, how long until patreon closes an account for non-payment?
 
I wonder what happens if someone dies and Patreon isn't notified? I mean, I know the money isn't there for the charge, but does the site still show the patronage of the deceased and just assume they don't have money to pay this time when they attempt to charge? If yes, how long until patreon closes an account for non-payment?
So, you're saying Jake's Patreon income is actually 41% lower? :drink:

The don't close accounts for declined payments, they block a subscriber's access to the paid content as soon as the payment fails to go through. The user will still be listed as a subscriber and Patreon will try charging the payment method at least one more time, and then whenever the method or the subscription is updated, for each declined monthly payment. E.g. if a piggy lapses for a year, then comes back and updates his subscription to a working payment method without cancelling it first, he'll get hit with a year's worth of charges.
 
So, you're saying Jake's Patreon income is actually 41% lower? :drink:

The don't close accounts for declined payments, they block a subscriber's access to the paid content as soon as the payment fails to go through. The user will still be listed as a subscriber and Patreon will try charging the payment method at least one more time, and then whenever the method or the subscription is updated, for each declined monthly payment. E.g. if a piggy lapses for a year, then comes back and updates his subscription to a working payment method without cancelling it first, he'll get hit with a year's worth of charges.

Could be. Based on what you explained, it sounds like if people pledged and then just didn't pay, patreon would still show the pledge amount anyways.

Hmmm . . .
 
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And now, for some quality time with my favorite Twitter thot:
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Obligatory link:
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NO JOKES AROUND JAKEY
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More wars against the Nazis and their collaborators:
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Someone tries to be reasonable:
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What surgeries?!?!?
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Local area man continues to lament his life choices:
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"I basically ruin the days of nazis/related bigots/pedophiles arguably for a living"
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He's still going on this one and about to attack KiwiFarms or similar soon but I had to drop back so I could cap the latest part underneath his STILL PINNED tweet:
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It never ceases to amaze me how Jake simply doesn't realize that it is perfectly reasonable for someone to decide they don't want to associate with an annoying 40 year old shut-in who pretends to be a woman online. Like I think he can't even understand that, "I wanted to speak with a transwoman, not a man who pretends to be one online, you are annoying, you're an exhausting emotional parasite, and you do nothing for me," is a perfectly good reason to not want to be friends with someone. He has to maintain this fantasy about there being these "whisper campaigns" that claim he's some horrible person who committed unspeakably bad acts because he cannot understand the mediocre reality that he's just too annoying to want to hang out with.
 
It never ceases to amaze me how Jake simply doesn't realize that it is perfectly reasonable for someone to decide they don't want to associate with an annoying 40 year old shut-in who pretends to be a woman online. Like I think he can't even understand that, "I wanted to speak with a transwoman, not a man who pretends to be one online, you are annoying, you're an exhausting emotional parasite, and you do nothing for me," is a perfectly good reason to not want to be friends with someone. He has to maintain this fantasy about there being these "whisper campaigns" that claim he's some horrible person who committed unspeakably bad acts because he cannot understand the mediocre reality that he's just too annoying to want to hang out with.

I think it's one of the reasons I find him so creepy. The belief that rejection must be justified and that the justification must be acceptable to the person being cut off is really common in people who are manipulative and abusive. It's a huge red flag.
 
I think it's one of the reasons I find him so creepy. The belief that rejection must be justified and that the justification must be acceptable to the person being cut off is really common in people who are manipulative and abusive. It's a huge red flag.

It's the main mental defect of tamarlover.
 
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I think it's one of the reasons I find him so creepy. The belief that rejection must be justified and that the justification must be acceptable to the person being cut off is really common in people who are manipulative and abusive. It's a huge red flag.

Well, Jake is an abuser, just not a very good one. He can't really hook people to stay with him and dependent on him despite using similar tactics as a abuser. Every knows about the grognard gnome behind the curtain of secret gamer girl
 
It never ceases to amaze me how Jake simply doesn't realize that it is perfectly reasonable for someone to decide they don't want to associate with an annoying 40 year old shut-in who pretends to be a woman online. Like I think he can't even understand that, "I wanted to speak with a transwoman, not a man who pretends to be one online, you are annoying, you're an exhausting emotional parasite, and you do nothing for me," is a perfectly good reason to not want to be friends with someone. He has to maintain this fantasy about there being these "whisper campaigns" that claim he's some horrible person who committed unspeakably bad acts because he cannot understand the mediocre reality that he's just too annoying to want to hang out with.
He doesn't even grasp the enormity of the fact that even trans people are "taking up pitchforks" against him. Usually in far-fringe extreme communities like the ones he tries to slide into, there's a sort of "shared delusion" effect going on - everyone comes to tolerate, or even believe in, everyone else's idiosyncrasies because that's the only way a community will congeal out of these disparate parts. For example, among conspiracy theorists, the Lizard People guy will often start believing in chemtrails too, or the flat-earth guy will become a sovereign citizen, or whatever. In the sphere of, let's call them "gender nonconformists", they'll uncritically accept things like headmates, invented genders, fanciful intepretations of "PTSD", the secret gay history of the world, and so on. Past a certain point, believing one weird thing makes you more likely to believe any weird thing.
Jake's gone even further than that - he's at the point where even the Lizard People guy is saying "Hold on, this is bullshit." That should be a red flag that's damn near impossible to ignore.
 
Well, Jake is an abuser, just not a very good one. He can't really hook people to stay with him and dependent on him despite using similar tactics as a abuser. Every knows about the grognard gnome behind the curtain of secret gamer girl

Imagine being so bad at life that you fail at narcissism.
 
I can’t tell what Jake believes is real and what he believes is fake anymore. Does he believe his own lies or does he repeat them to make his followers believe them? Not just the female stuff but the things like block lists and his relationship with Chelsea. On some level he has to believe his own lies, since he frequently refuses to call out Zoe by name and seems to think the relationship can be repaired? With most cows, you can discern what they believe from what they lie about to feel better, but as time goes on, Jake is just so delusional... you have to wonder what he truly believes is reality. If you took away twitter and had him sit down in person and explain everything.
 
I can’t tell what Jake believes is real and what he believes is fake anymore. Does he believe his own lies or does he repeat them to make his followers believe them? Not just the female stuff but the things like block lists and his relationship with Chelsea. On some level he has to believe his own lies, since he frequently refuses to call out Zoe by name and seems to think the relationship can be repaired? With most cows, you can discern what they believe from what they lie about to feel better, but as time goes on, Jake is just so delusional... you have to wonder what he truly believes is reality. If you took away twitter and had him sit down in person and explain everything.
He's deeper in his delusion than Chris is with the dimensional merge. It would be impressive if Jake wasn't more pathetic than OPL.
 
I can’t tell what Jake believes is real and what he believes is fake anymore.
"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away." But when your world is a box about 200 square feet at the outside, you can stop believing in anything you want and poof, it's gone. I'm confident that Jake believes in whatever he is saying at any given moment.
 
I think he does believe Zoe and the rest of CON will someday come back to him. I think he also believes that there is a whisper campaign against him. No doubt he is aware of the real reason no one likes him, but he doesn’t believe it or want to believe it. His claims of being a buxom redhead who doesn’t look remotely male and that he’s never been doxed are clearly just lies.

As for his wilder speculations, who knows? The dude lives in the attic and has no life experience. Maybe he really does believe Glinner had a crush on him, he’s never experienced romance otherwise.
 
I can’t tell what Jake believes is real and what he believes is fake anymore. Does he believe his own lies or does he repeat them to make his followers believe them? Not just the female stuff but the things like block lists and his relationship with Chelsea. On some level he has to believe his own lies, since he frequently refuses to call out Zoe by name and seems to think the relationship can be repaired? With most cows, you can discern what they believe from what they lie about to feel better, but as time goes on, Jake is just so delusional... you have to wonder what he truly believes is reality. If you took away twitter and had him sit down in person and explain everything.

I think he knows that he embellishes and exaggerates "a little" for dramatic effect, justified because he's fighting the good fight. Repeating the same shit for years also means that he's been embellishing his embellishments, his tall tales getting taller with every retelling. He might not 100% believe what he's saying right now, he might believe 80% of it, but that probably holds true for when he told a less severe version of that same thing 6 months ago, or an even less severe version a year ago, or two years, three years. We've all seen how his stories grow in scope and severity so when he needs to exaggerate the story yet again he accidentally buys into the previous version, again. He probably think he's great writer and a firebrand but I don't think he understands that he's actually recursively feeding himself lies and going crazy in the process.
 
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