Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

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I know plenty more. But I am banned from posting in the melinda thread as well as banned on commenting on anyone's profile including my own as well as banned on sending people messages. So i could only reply to you here. But i can say i have no knowledge of the castersen child you asking him about. My knowledge is confined mostly to melinda not Marshy.

I can say that Melinda does not get child support from any of her childrens fathers but she tried to get child support with all of them. She at first wanted it, but then decided she didnt want her kids fathers in her life or in her kids lives so by refusing to pursue legally enforcing child support, shed rather have no money if it means keeping her kids dads out of her kids lives. One father doesnt believe he is actually the father when she told him he was the father he refused to believe it was his child. One father she tried to sue for back owed child support but wasnt able to legally enforce it since he lives in another state. She tried to get marshall to pay child support when they broke up a few times but they never stayed broken up long enough for it to lead to child support from marshall.

Thanks, I was going to message you and ask this question. Can you post this in their thread or are you locked? If so, may I copy it over there (with mod permission of course)
Edit: I'm dumb, you clearly said you were locked. I've asked permission, and admitted my mistake over there. We'll see what staff says. Thanks again for your correction and further info.

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

@xtamarlover Are you also against vaccinations? Were you vaxxed as a child?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

@xtamarlover Are you also against vaccinations? Were you vaxxed as a child?

I was vaccinated as a child but I am in fact against vaccines. I however do not see adequate evidence that autism is caused by vaccines or that autism as its commonly understood even exists.

Just to be clear, I am also opposed to a medicine or technology that makes you live for ever. The way i see it God created death and death is a good thing. By unnaturally attempting to prolong your life you directly rebel against the creator. Also diseases were created for a reason. they were created as punishment for our sinful actions. Thus i am opposed to things like eradicating aids/HIV, and many other illnesses. I think we were given natural methods to eliminate diseases and those are proper to use. Outside of the intended design of things, I think attempting to do all this stuff is rebellion. I think if someone comes down with cancer they ought to die unless they can eradicate through natural means.

If God didnt want diseases to exist he wouldn't have created then so who are we to defy his will? Rather than trying to eliminate stds, we shoyld avoid sinful sexual activities. Rather than trying to eliminate cancer we should try to avoid carcinogens. Theres a reason God doesnt heal people when they pray to him to heal them. Its because death suffering and sickness is as a rule what he desires to occur naturally when the actions one or another does are harmful.

That being said i respect others right to do whatever medicine they want as long as they respect my freedom to resist it for myself and my family. That being said i was making major compromises with my ex girlfriend, telling her that shed be the ine to make all medical decisions and that even though i wouldn't approve of most of her decisions i would accept it

As an aside here's a funny video depicting my attempts at trying to get a girlfriend https://youtu.be/i80JioXMpYw

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

I was vaccinated as a child but I am in fact against vaccines. I however do not see adequate evidence that autism is caused by vaccines or that autism as its commonly understood even exists.

Just to be clear, I am also opposed to a medicine or technology that makes you live for ever. The way i see it God created death and death is a good thing. By unnaturally attempting to prolong your life you directly rebel against the creator. Also diseases were created for a reason. they were created as punishment for our sinful actions. Thus i am opposed to things like eradicating aids/HIV, and many other illnesses. I think we were given natural methods to eliminate diseases and those are proper to use. Outside of the intended design of things, I think attempting to do all this stuff is rebellion. I think if someone comes down with cancer they ought to die unless they can eradicate through natural means.

If God didnt want diseases to exist he wouldn't have created then so who are we to defy his will? Rather than trying to eliminate stds, we shoyld avoid sinful sexual activities. Rather than trying to eliminate cancer we should try to avoid carcinogens. Theres a reason God doesnt heal people when they pray to him to heal them. Its because death suffering and sickness is as a rule what he desires to occur naturally when the actions one or another does are harmful.

That being said i respect others right to do whatever medicine they want as long as they respect my freedom to resist it for myself and my family. That being said i was making major compromises with my ex girlfriend, telling her that shed be the ine to make all medical decisions and that even though i wouldn't approve of most of her decisions i would accept it

As an aside here's a funny video depicting my attempts at trying to get a girlfriend https://youtu.be/i80JioXMpYw

I would say you are a case example that vaccines do indeed cause autism.

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

So to be clear, you're against all medical treatment? If you got an infection, you'd want them to let you get sepsis and die? For God?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

So to be clear, you're against all medical treatment? If you got an infection, you'd want them to let you get sepsis and die? For God?

I believe in natural medicine what some might call alternative medicine. If there is a safe plant I believe we can consume it in its basic form or cook it. Beyond that i think its forbidden to change its chemical properties or to refine it into drugs. I also believe that doctors can do surgery to remove something dangerous in the body. And to fix broken bones and dislocations. Perhaps things like taking your own skin and your own blood and giving it back to yourself during surgery. Perhaos some other things cause medicine is so vast its hard to cover all its nuances. But basically i dont agree with drugs even for medicine, nor hormone injections, nor organ donations nor blood donations. No vaccinations. These various things may and do save lives, but at what cost? If one objects, one must face the very really problem of God intentionally creating us to easily get diseases. He could have made our bodies naturally immune to diseases. so the biggest non vax being is God since he literally created and designed all life to be unvaccinated. So either God is evil or vaccination isnt mandatory and perhaps is even wrong

And also when you fight to eradicate diseases and pests, it leads to even stronger and more resistant diseases and pests. Theres a very real concern that the more we try to eradicate these kind of things, the more deadly diseases and pests will get to counteract our attempts to nullify the created design. So by our medicines we may unknowingly be creatijg superviruses and superdiseases which may result in the end with far more people dying than would have been had we just left nature alone as it was designed to be

Oh and yes, i refuse medical treatment. I havent been to a doctor in 10 years and dont plan to unless absolutely necessary and even then im not sure i will. I refuse health insurance as well as i dont pay for what j wont use

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

I believe in natural medicine what some might call alternative medicine. If there is a safe plant I believe we can consume it in its basic form or cook it. Beyond that i think its forbidden to change its chemical properties or to refine it into drugs. I also believe that doctors can do surgery to remove something dangerous in the body. And to fix broken bones and dislocations. Perhaps things like taking your own skin and your own blood and giving it back to yourself during surgery. Perhaos some other things cause medicine is so vast its hard to cover all its nuances. But basically i dont agree with drugs even for medicine, nor hormone injections, nor organ donations nor blood donations. No vaccinations. These various things may and do save lives, but at what cost? If one objects, one must face the very really problem of God intentionally creating us to easily get diseases. He could have made our bodies naturally immune to diseases. so the biggest non vax being is God since he literally created and designed all life to be unvaccinated. So either God is evil or vaccination isnt mandatory and perhaps is even wrong

And also when you fight to eradicate diseases and pests, it leads to even stronger and more resistant diseases and pests. Theres a very real concern that the more we try to eradicate these kind of things, the more deadly diseases and pests will get to counteract our attempts to nullify the created design. So by our medicines we may unknowingly be creatijg superviruses and superdiseases which may result in the end with far more people dying than would have been had we just left nature alone as it was designed to be

There's a guy in a rapidly-flooding house, no end to the floodwaters in sight. He's a religious man, and he sees no way out of his predicament, so he begins to pray.

"Lord, if it be Your will, please deliver me from this peril, Amen."

A few minutes later, a speedboat passes by the fast-flooding first floor, just as the man's having to escape to the second floor. "Come with us," they say. "We'll save you!"

The man shakes his head. "God will deliver me."

He's up in the attic, climbing out onto the rooftop, and offers up another prayer. "Lord, if it be Your will, please spare me from this peril, amen."

The water's climbing higher and a helicopter appears above him, and through a bullhorn he hears "Grab the rope in front of you, we will airlift you to safety."

Again, he shakes his head. "God will deliver me."

A few minutes later, the waters rise above the roofline and he's washed away, drowned in the flood debris. As he gets up to the pearly gates, he's sad. "I know I shouldn't question God's will," he says to St. Peter, "but I have been a faithful Christian all my life. I really thought he would deliver me."

St. Peter looks at him in confusion. "We sent you a boat and a helicopter, what more did you want?"

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

There's a guy in a rapidly-flooding house, no end to the floodwaters in sight. He's a religious man, and he sees no way out of his predicament, so he begins to pray.

"Lord, if it be Your will, please deliver me from this peril, Amen."

A few minutes later, a speedboat passes by the fast-flooding first floor, just as the man's having to escape to the second floor. "Come with us," they say. "We'll save you!"

The man shakes his head. "God will deliver me."

He's up in the attic, climbing out onto the rooftop, and offers up another prayer. "Lord, if it be Your will, please spare me from this peril, amen."

The water's climbing higher and a helicopter appears above him, and through a bullhorn he hears "Grab the rope in front of you, we will airlift you to safety."

Again, he shakes his head. "God will deliver me."

A few minutes later, the waters rise above the roofline and he's washed away, drowned in the flood debris. As he gets up to the pearly gates, he's sad. "I know I shouldn't question God's will," he says to St. Peter, "but I have been a faithful Christian all my life. I really thought he would deliver me."

St. Peter looks at him in confusion. "We sent you a boat and a helicopter, what more did you want?"

If it was God's will to save someone, wouldn't he save them regardless of if they prayed? If it was God's will not to save them, then the prayer would be futile anyways unless prayer sometimes causes God to go against his own will. Or perhaps prayer allows God to do certain aspects of his will and without prayer God is unable to do certain things. The phulosophical conundrums of prayer. But in this life, so much ijnocent life dies for no reason and god does nothing. also the animal kingdom is equally ugly as humanity, eating each other alive in a cruel and horrifying way. When someone pours ton of water to try to kill bugs, no one thinks twice meanwhile untold number of creatures are dying. If God doesnt save the ants, what makes us think us humans should be any different? I dont see getting on the boat or helicopter as being wrong. But an important difference is if you get sick with something you probably deserved it due to your actions. Also many times medicines or procedures have high degree of risk much higher than a boat or helicopter. so with the boat and helicopter the safety is pretty confident. But with the other stuff its typically not. But to fuether the cimplicatjons jf you are in the watwr with yiur entire family and yiu pray to be saved and a boat comes but only has space for one person at a time, you might feel you have to decline because yiu di not want to risk separation from your family. Or perhaos you will send one by one your family. But youll go last for the sake of your family. So yoy may have to turn down help and hope it comes from somewhere else.

Also nice story i heard that one growing up too

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

But an important difference is if you get sick with something you probably deserved it due to your actions.

So an infant that dies of a hole in its heart deserved it because of its actions. Got it.

Do you have a plan concocted to get your newest ex back once your P.O. with her expires? You should tell us what she looks like or post a pic of her so we can comment and laugh at how much prettier she is than that bitch Melinda.

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

If God doesnt save the ants, what makes us think us humans should be any different?

So everything on earth and nature is a beautiful part of God's plan. Except doctors, who spend their lives training to save people's lives and do the work of preserving God's most perfect Earthly creation. They're the ones who are really not part of the plan. God couldn't figure out how to not have us invent drugs. Those damn devil doctors, powerful enough to thwart the will of the divine.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

So an infant that dies of a hole in its heart deserved it because of its actions. Got it.

Do you have a plan concocted to get your newest ex back once your P.O. with her expires? You should tell us what she looks like or post a pic of her so we can comment and laugh at how much prettier she is than that bitch Melinda.

The PO does not allow me to make any public posts about her. However earlier in this thread there is a pic of her and me.

My plan is once the PO is over, about 6 months after the PO ill show up at one of her meetings unannounced without warning. Ill have a piece of paper with what id like specified on it and hand it to her. And ill basically say can we start over and pretend we were never in a relationship and just be friends? And that if she forgives me ill forgive her and that i want us to put the pain in our past and move forward and have healing. Something like that. I dont plan to get her back. I just want to be friends with her and on speaking terms. If she wants to get back together that is something im willing to consider but im not sure i would considering how she treated me after she dumped me. Maybe if i felt she is more mature and wouldnt react the way she did. But even then im pursuing a religious path now that she is out of the way. So im kind of thinking ill only want to be with her if she agrees to be semireligious.

Hiwever if i marry a religious woman who agrees with my values, i might with my wife's permission offer to take my ex girlfriend in as a concubine. Basically if she decides she made a big mistake and still loves me but im already married to someone else, she could still be with me as a side fling. Biblical concubinage. so there are many optuons. But im not giving up on my ex gurkfriend. If Melinda was willing to give me another chance, earlier this year than mt ex girlfriend certainly could as well. It took me 4 years for Melinda to give me another chance. So im willing to wait for my ex girlfriend to be my friend again.

 

[SamTheEagle]

ill show up at one of her meetings unannounced without warning.

I suppose she's less likely to shoot you for doing this at work instead of her home.

 

[break these cuffs]

My plan is once the PO is over, about 6 months after the PO ill show up at one of her meetings unannounced without warning.

Livestream or no ballz.

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

The PO does not allow me to make any public posts about her. However earlier in this thread there is a pic of her and me.

My plan is once the PO is over, about 6 months after the PO ill show up at one of her meetings unannounced without warning. Ill have a piece of paper with what id like specified on it and hand it to her. And ill basically say can we start over and pretend we were never in a relationship and just be friends? And that if she forgives me ill forgive her and that i want us to put the pain in our past and move forward and have healing. Something like that. I dont plan to get her back. I just want to be friends with her and on speaking terms. If she wants to get back together that is something im willing to consider but im not sure i would considering how she treated me after she dumped me. Maybe if i felt she is more mature and wouldnt react the way she did. But even then im pursuing a religious path now that she is out of the way. So im kind of thinking ill only want to be with her if she agrees to be semireligious.

Hiwever if i marry a religious woman who agrees with my values, i might with my wife's permission offer to take my ex girlfriend in as a concubine. Basically if she decides she made a big mistake and still loves me but im already married to someone else, she could still be with me as a side fling. Biblical concubinage. so there are many optuons. But im not giving up on my ex gurkfriend. If Melinda was willing to give me another chance, earlier this year than mt ex girlfriend certainly could as well. It took me 4 years for Melinda to give me another chance. So im willing to wait for my ex girlfriend to be my friend again.

Yeah you better livestream that shit nigga. Otherwise LARP.

 

[redcent]

I was vaccinated as a child but I am in fact against vaccines. I however do not see adequate evidence that autism is caused by vaccines or that autism as its commonly understood even exists.

Just to be clear, I am also opposed to a medicine or technology that makes you live for ever. The way i see it God created death and death is a good thing. By unnaturally attempting to prolong your life you directly rebel against the creator. Also diseases were created for a reason. they were created as punishment for our sinful actions. Thus i am opposed to things like eradicating aids/HIV, and many other illnesses. I think we were given natural methods to eliminate diseases and those are proper to use. Outside of the intended design of things, I think attempting to do all this stuff is rebellion. I think if someone comes down with cancer they ought to die unless they can eradicate through natural means.

If God didnt want diseases to exist he wouldn't have created then so who are we to defy his will? Rather than trying to eliminate stds, we shoyld avoid sinful sexual activities. Rather than trying to eliminate cancer we should try to avoid carcinogens. Theres a reason God doesnt heal people when they pray to him to heal them. Its because death suffering and sickness is as a rule what he desires to occur naturally when the actions one or another does are harmful.

That being said i respect others right to do whatever medicine they want as long as they respect my freedom to resist it for myself and my family. That being said i was making major compromises with my ex girlfriend, telling her that shed be the ine to make all medical decisions and that even though i wouldn't approve of most of her decisions i would accept it

As an aside here's a funny video depicting my attempts at trying to get a girlfriend https://youtu.be/i80JioXMpYw

You said it is okay to cook a herb but not change chemical composition if something

Cooking IS changing the chemical composition of something

To not change the chemical composition if anything, you have to like... Not exist

And as for seeing illnesses as punishment from God, what if they are a test instead? Happened with Job. All of his problems and when others said it was all punishment they got ass-blasted

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

Do you jerk off to pictures of your most revent ex?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

You said it is okay to cook a herb but not change chemical composition if something

Cooking IS changing the chemical composition of something

To not change the chemical composition if anything, you have to like... Not exist

And as for seeing illnesses as punishment from God, what if they are a test instead? Happened with Job. All of his problems and when others said it was all punishment they got ass-blasted

When i said not changing chemical composition i meant it in the narrower sense of radically changing its composition resulting in something very different. For example, heating water, it remains h2o whether it is a liquid solid or gas. Etc.

So, sickness comes from the following sources: your own sins, someone elses sins, your own accident/"sin", someone elses accident/"sin", or a natural disaster, in which cause being harmed by the natural disaster is a result of your accident or someone elses. I dont believe god tests with sickness just to see if you will be faithful. If so thatd be a sick god. Instead, he tests using someone elses sins or accidents. Taking advantage of the sin or accident someone does, this doubles as a divine test. Sin in hebrew and greek and even in some usages in english is broader than immoral or evil and can also include simple errors and mistakes. But the sins that can damn us are moral sins. the sins that cant damn us are amoral. Akin to pure hearted mistakes, errors, or accidents.

The answer is yes i fsntasize about my ex almost wvery day. Lucky me i get new pictures of her every couple months or so so far. Even though i canf see her fb pics or insta pics, i still find pics of her which is nice. She jerked off fantasizing about me all the time when we were together and we talked regularly about how we masturbate thinking about each other all the time. I dont think she would mind or be offended that i still fantasize about her. But im prettybsure shw doesnt fantasize about me because she doesnt want to think about me cause she's trying to move on. But she wouldnt be creeped out or offended that i still fantasize about her. I think part of her would feel flattered but would feel bad for my sake that i havent moved on. I made her feel sexy so if she knew she still is super sexy to me i think she would feel good about that.

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

When i said not changing chemical composition i meant it in the narrower sense of radically changing its composition resulting in something very different. For example, heating water, it remains h2o whether it is a liquid solid or gas. Etc.

So, sickness comes from the following sources: your own sins, someone elses sins, your own accident/"sin", someone elses accident/"sin", or a natural disaster, in which cause being harmed by the natural disaster is a result of your accident or someone elses. I dont believe god tests with sickness just to see if you will be faithful. If so thatd be a sick god. Instead, he tests using someone elses sins or accidents. Taking advantage of the sin or accident someone does, this doubles as a divine test. Sin in hebrew and greek and even in some usages in english is broader than immoral or evil and can also include simple errors and mistakes. But the sins that can damn us are moral sins. the sins that cant damn us are amoral. Akin to pure hearted mistakes, errors, or accidents.

The answer is yes i fsntasize about my ex almost wvery day. Lucky me i get new pictures of her every couple months or so so far. Even though i canf see her fb pics or insta pics, i still find pics of her which is nice. She jerked off fantasizing about me all the time when we were together and we talked regularly about how we masturbate thinking about each other all the time. I dont think she would mind or be offended that i still fantasize about her. But im prettybsure shw doesnt fantasize about me because she doesnt want to think about me cause she's trying to move on. But she wouldnt be creeped out or offended that i still fantasize about her. I think part of her would feel flattered but would feel bad for my sake that i havent moved on. I made her feel sexy so if she knew she still is super sexy to me i think she would feel good about that.

You are a disgusting, barbaric subhuman. I dont think any woman would feel flattered that you bust a nut on her pictures.

Also, how do you explain an infant getting sick? Infants dont really have the mental capabilities to understand right from wrong, so why do they get sick if sickness is a byproduct of sin? Is it because the infant's parents sinned?

In all seriousness, go see a psychiatrist and get on SSRI's ya goof.

 

[Give Her The D]

You are a disgusting, barbaric subhuman. I dont think any woman would feel flattered that you bust a nut on her pictures.

Also, how do you explain an infant getting sick? Infants dont really have the mental capabilities to understand right from wrong, so why do they get sick if sickness is a byproduct of sin? Is it because the infant's parents sinned?

In all seriousness, go see a psychiatrist and get on SSRI's ya goof.

An antipsychotic too. They prescribe those with SSRI's often.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

You are a disgusting, barbaric subhuman. I dont think any woman would feel flattered that you bust a nut on her pictures.

Also, how do you explain an infant getting sick? Infants dont really have the mental capabilities to understand right from wrong, so why do they get sick if sickness is a byproduct of sin? Is it because the infant's parents sinned?

In all seriousness, go see a psychiatrist and get on SSRI's ya goof.

many porn stars feel flattered. and besides I don't bust a nut "on" her pictures. many women fantasize about their exes as well. as far as fantasizing goes, that's not creepy or disturbing.

and basically regarding what i said about sickness, if someone does something "bad" it causes bad consequences, even if the person did it accidentally without "sinning", its still considered a "sin" in the sense of "bad", but it's not a sin you need to be atoned for. like i said, someone gets sick either due to their own flaws or someone else's flaws (being sinned against) or a freak accident of nature in which case your "bad" was that you were in a place that you got hurt in unintentionally. had you been somewhere else you wouldn't have been hurt by that. thus where you choose to be effects your "bad" consequences even if its entirely a freak accident of nature.