It's so sad, watching a mentally ill young man who still has ambition and his whole life infront of him, watching him try to escape what he knows to be a bad situation but being unable to. Either because of his self-sabotaging fatalism or because he just doesn't know how. Ella Hollywood jokingly refers to himself as a "wannabe mainstream actress" in his tweets, referring to the fact that he is actually trying to have a regular acting career that would allow him to transition out of porn. It's not going well for him right now, as he's getting ghosted by producers. He's extremely fatalistic about his ability to transition out of porn:
He's trying to make the cross-over into regular indie film acting but while it's not really working out for him, he did manage to get on Leah Tverly's favourite TV show Euphoria:
Like I posted here before, Ella fantasizes about playing the role of Feyd in Jodorowsky's Dune:
Ella will show you his cock and balls from every angle, he will take you deep inside his ass with his glass dildo and his anal pump, but he will never show you his sci-fi stories because he's extremely protective of what that reveals and implies about him.
Ella, whatever you've written or drawn has to be better than Lindsay Ellis' new book, so don't worry about it, if that shit can get a publisher you will be fine.
What does Ella envision for the future of sci-fi? Unfortunately, he goes full SJW (he must've just seen Black Panther when he wrote this):
Ella has just discovered Afrofuturism...
It's sad how BreadTube is ruining a whole generation of sci-fi authors, feeding them such a simplistic paradigm. Ella needs to understand that the continued value of sci-fi in an age that's already very sci-fi is that because of the advent of VR/AR and pseudorealities, you can now make things way more ambiguous and disorienting than just "capitalism is bad, we're all non-consentually plugged into the big bad machine" (to understand why that is stupid and simple, go and watch
Cronenberg's eXistenZ if you haven't already). The fact that we are subjected to various pseudorealities is no longer a theory or a possibility, it is an actual fact of daily life to which we actively, continuously and enthusiastically consent. Ella of all people as a porn actor needs to be more reflective about his own role in creating and maintaining pseudorealities on the internet and in his own life. Take for example this truly horrifying dystopian image of Ella himself being milked in a BDSM movie:
NSFW click at your own risk for you will surely want to gauge out your eyes after seeing this nightmarish degeneracy baptized in unholy gore. Ella consented to this scene, he consented to being milked by the online BDSM t-porn industry, and this image is then a metaphor for everyone else consenting to being milked for their money by Ella just to see it ( that is, if it weren't for his fans pirating this footage on Reddit where they have set up
a 18+ subreddit with 7000 panty sniffers). In the new version of
The Matrix people aren't plugged into the machine and fed dreams blissfully unaware as to their real conditions. Instead they rather enthusiastically consent to entering the battery farm and getting milked, just like Ella did in the above clip while extending this rather dubious "privilege" to his audience. "Capitalism is bad" is just not gonna cut it when you are dealing with deep psychological motivations/manipulations for voluntairy subjugation/exploitation (and this is why no one under 25 should be in BDSM, because this kind of mindfuck is not for the youth). But I digress.
Ella asks why rednecks aren't considered gothic because everyone wants to be a goth nowadays:
I guess he hasn't seen Oliver Stone's
Natural Born Killers either, because that's exactly what that movie was, redneck gothic in the desert with a rattle snake and "Native American culture and folk tales waved in". Does he know that such cultural appropriation gets you cancelled by the SJWs nowadays?
While he remains stuck in t-porn for now Ella tries to revolutionize the online t-porn industry but he soon realizes that the industry is less SJW than he had expected (shocking, right?):
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