Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

Hi,

it's not an unhealthy fixation, it's stalking. Leave women alone if they turn you down. They don't owe you anything.

Bye

Its wonderful that we live in a free country where everyone is entitled to their opinion. thanks for sharing yours.

I dont bother women who turn me down. I bother women who cut me off for selfish reasons after having deep friendship with me. If someone doesnt want to be my friend that is their right initially but the moment you become someones close friend you owe it to them to honor the friendship and to be loyal to it so long as they honor it and are loyal to it. If one of the two dishonors the friendship or is disloyal to the friendship the person that was wronged has a right to either reject friendship or demand friendship.
 
No just curious. I'd recommend you check some out, but that's just because I'm insanely biased lol.

Well i believe in enjoying the good things in life to the full so i may indeed check some out at some point. Though i have a bias against overtly fictional literature.
 
Well i believe in enjoying the good things in life to the full so i may indeed check some out at some point. Though i have a bias against overtly fictional literature.
You should be more open. Fiction can let us explore aspects of reality and ourselves that non-fiction can't. It can speak to us on a fundamental level.
 
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You should be more open. Fiction can let us explore aspects of reality and ourselves that non-fiction can't. It can speak to us on a fundamental level.

The fiction i love is movies tv shows and video games. Books are very time intensive which is the big downside for me. also why im not playing games much nor watching tv shows much. But i woukd like to get into fiction books just my preference is nonfiction and for fiction my preference is movies.

Ever travelled outside the USA, not including Canada?
I went to Ireland once. thats it. When i learn some languages id like to travel to different countries every year. My main countries id like to visit some day are Sweden, France, Italy, Germany, Russia, China, Ethiopia, Egypt, and Israel. One of my life goals is to take a picture at every grave of my ancestors that i can find and make it into a scrap book. Unfortunately tho i was told that every time i come back into the usa i will be detained due to the virginia arrest warrant. Which makes none of my family want to travel with me. My mom and sister were in the car when i was detained last year. So anyways that makes international travel significantly more stressful.

@xtamarlover how are you doing considering the fact @TamarYaelBatYah is probably spawning forth the rapebaby of herself and @Marshall Castersen? Will you honor kill the child? Send it money? Write a book?

Im doinh fine. Missing my ex girlfriend a lot. some days im fine but others it really bothers me that she doesnt want anything to do with me simply because we broke up. Its a horrible reason to end a good friendship just because you broke up over personal preferences of what she wants in her future husband. Im trying to stay optimistic and hopeful for restoring friendship or finding something better in my life, but i cant help holding much bitterness and resentment for how she treated me post breakup. It showed me her true colors. I feel a deep empyiness without her in my life and it is trslly painful to have such a senseless rejection looming over you constantly. I also feel grrst shane that she had a po against me because i feel like she thinks im a horrible person even though im not. But even worse not just her but i feel like her dad and her best friend have a rrally low opinion of me now yet i jever had a chance to tell them my side of things. In particular the possibility her dad thinks im horrible really saddens me. I dont know what he actually thinks though i wish i could know

I might make a lolcow wiki specific to me about me and melinda, summarizing the content of our kiwi threads as well as giving broad biographical info about our lives.

I had one day wanted to meet melindas children with or without her approval, once they become at least 20 years old. but now im not sure. Likewise i had wanted to meet ramon but now im not sure. That was more when i was fixated on restoring friendship with melinda. now i dont particularly care muchh so im thinking its probably not worth the effort to try to meet any of those people. But you never know what life has to offer or what life throws your way.
 
The fiction i love is movies tv shows and video games. Books are very time intensive which is the big downside for me. also why im not playing games much nor watching tv shows much. But i woukd like to get into fiction books just my preference is nonfiction and for fiction my preference is movies.
The good thing about comics is that individually they're only 20-30 pages long with some exceptions.) With stories taking place over multiple issues, usally 6-12. Of course of you really get into them like I do you can end up reading decades worth (there are several title I've read completely from the early 60's til current year) most people don't feel the need to do that though unless your an autist with OCD like me.
The good news is there's a site you can download entire series from. I've downloaded literally hundreds of gigs worth of comics from it.
 
Unfortunately tho i was told that every time i come back into the usa i will be detained due to the virginia arrest warrant.
I might make a lolcow wiki specific to me about me and melinda, summarizing the content of our kiwi threads as well as giving broad biographical info about our lives.

Likewise i had wanted to meet ramon but now im not sure.

Dude you totally should make a wiki about yourself!!!

By detained what do you mean? Do the police say, "Hey there's a warrant for your arrest in Virginia but theres nothing we can do about it so bye."

Who is Ramon Carcamo? Do you have his doxx or a pic of him?
 
Tamar is currently getting sued again for unlawful detainer. this is like the third or fourth time she has been sued for unlawful detainer.
Well she better get ready to spread those legs for another landlord. Maybe if she's lucky the landlord will take @Marshall Castersen's asshole as payment instead.
 
Dude you totally should make a wiki about yourself!!!

By detained what do you mean? Do the police say, "Hey there's a warrant for your arrest in Virginia but theres nothing we can do about it so bye."

Who is Ramon Carcamo? Do you have his doxx or a pic of him?

Heres what happened when i was detained last year:

Whats going on whats taking so long at this booth we are thinking. He says mam turn your car off and give me your keys. He makes a call while we are confused what's going on. we can hear him faintly talk about me and we figure what its about by overhearing some of his words. He then asks whats the deal with the arrest warrant. My mom tries to explain but doesnt know what to say so i speak up. After i say what happened he says normally id put someone in your situation in hand cuffs but im going to be nice this time to you. Get out of the car and walk to that building over there. Hands at your sides at all times.

I walk over to the building. I sit in a room. I then empty my pockets as instructed and put them in a bin. They then ask me about the arrest warrsnt why havent i feslt with it, and they asked if melinda is in the car with me. I think they thought my sister could be melinda and they wanted to make sure. I had to wait what seemed like forever and they also brought me into a side room and i was searched like tsa search, feeling me up including my crotch to see if i had any weapons on me. I waited a long time b3cause they were waiting to get a call back from virginia authorities so they could know if they should arrest me and extradite me or not.
Eventually after reaching the Virginia authorities and being told not to arrest me, they then told me why they detained me and said that as long as this arrest warrant is unresolved they will have to detain me every time i enter back into the country. Eventually when they say i can go i walk into the lobby area with my mom and sister sitting there visibly upset by the whole situation. We are then given permission to leave and we walk over to where my moms car is and they give her her keys back when she asks for them back and then we drive off. I try to make light of the situation in the car but my family as not amused. I was like whatever not a big deal. but they felt differently. The whole thing lasted about an hour to an hour and a half.

I never seen a pic of ramon. I just know he lived in California in 2017 in a religious commune. thats all i know. And he owes over $20,000 in child support that he hasnt payed and melinda tried to sue to force the community he was staying with to pay her the $20,000. She lost her lawsuit immediately.
 
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