Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

So what you're telling me is that she's right?

Of all the hebrew roots people ive interacted with or heard of i believe melinda and marshall are the most extremist and horrifying i ever met came across

Most people even those out there are far less looney than them. Most hebrew roots people are easy going basically protestants trying to be jews. Some more crazy than others. Like some believe flat earth. Some are polygamists. Etc.
 
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Of all the hebrew roots people ive interacted with or heard of i believe melinda and marshall are the most extremist and horrifying i ever met came across

Most people even those out there are far less looney than them. Most hebrew roots people are easy going basically protestants trying to be jews. Some more crazy than others. Like some believe flat earth. Some are polygamists. Etc.
Since they seem to hold actual jews in contempt, do any of them believe that Hitler did nothing wrong?
 
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You shouldn’t think of “Hebrew Roots” as some kind of denomination or sect of religion in the same manner you might consider Fundamenalist Mormons or Jehovah Witnesses. It doesn’t have a founding document or bound up with a historical person, but more akin to a conspiracy theory than anything else. Hebrew Roots is essentially a worldview predicated almost entirely on what I’d call a pseudo-history of religion that is offered as an alternative to traditional Church history done inside religious organizations and as an alternative to the secular accounts of Church history done in modern day academia.

When Tamar starts ranting about Pagans it has more in common with someone like Christopher Cantwell ranting about Jews than actual historical paganism. That same sort of paranoid hermeneutic used by people to divine the influence of Jews by the prevalance of cuckporn on imageboards is the same kind at work with adherents of Hebrew Roots.

The entire movement isn’t well documented yet and to be honest, the historical conditions that even made the movement possible also help ensure it’ll never be anything more than a loose association of fringe communities and eccentric individuals with little to no digital footprint to a moderate one. To be brutally honest, people like Tamar and Anaiah are representative of the kind of people associated with the movement. It is a haven for legitimate predators looking to establish cults and those afflicted with personality disorders, which makes the community susceptible to chaos and prone to extreme drama.

What draws me to groups like this is that it forces people to become autodidactics to fill in the details of the pseudo-history used to prop up their religion. The results of those home studies are fascinating to me and I often read them closely. That was why I was asking both Tamar and Anaiah questions about their beliefs because I wanted to gauge how much they’ve studied. I stopped with Tamar because how she answered communicated to me everything I needed to know and Anaiah is so open and prolific that I have more material than I could hope to consume.

That reminds me... @xtamarlover if you don't already own it, you should probably pick up Eerdmans' English translation of the Samaritan Torah if you consider them some kind of lost tribe.

Except Jews DO control the porn industry. This isn't a conspiracy theory.

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Since they seem to hold actual jews in contempt, do any of them believe that Hitler did nothing wrong?
There are some such as black hebrew israelites and other groups who are anti jew and some of them either question or severely downplay the events of the holocaust. Its not widespread but i have met people who have voiced antisemitic sentiments including explicitly denying the holocaust. Typically these are people who hold to other conspiracy theories too.

Did you use it during your 2 hour stream on Samaritans? Because you almost exclusively reference either the Leningrad Codex or the Rahlfs-Hanhart Greek.

The point of that video i did was to show evidence the samaritans are authentic israelites. You cant really show that much with quoting from their torah. You have to quote from later documents because its only later history that has adequate evidence regarding the issue.

Did you see i did a 6 hour live youtube video yesterday? Lol
 
The point of that video i did was to show evidence the samaritans are authentic israelites. You cant really show that much with quoting from their torah. You have to quote from later documents because its only later history that has adequate evidence regarding the issue.

Let me see if I can make my point another way.

To start with we'll take that example of 2nd Kings Chapter 18 verse 11 you open with in your video. You noted a differences between the standard Hebrew Text and the standard Greek Text, namely a switch from Israel to Samaria. If you had to guess why do you think the unknown translator of the Greek picked Σαμάρειαν and not Ισραήλ?

Did you see i did a 6 hour live youtube video yesterday? Lol

I did, how long was the document you were reading from?
 
That image macro is wildly compelling.

So yeah Tamar is doing just that using different categories, but the same game of association is at play.
It's not a game of association though. My evidence is reality, whereas Melinda's is just idiotic nonsense.
 
Let me see if I can make my point another way.

To start with we'll take that example of 2nd Kings Chapter 18 verse 11 you open with in your video. You noted a differences between the standard Hebrew Text and the standard Greek Text, namely a switch from Israel to Samaria. If you had to guess why do you think the unknown translator of the Greek picked Σαμάρειαν and not Ισραήλ?



I did, how long was the document you were reading from?

The septuagint is translated from Hebrew manuscripts that differed from the masoretic. The particular difference of samaritans vs israel is not clear on initial review what the more original reading is. However samaria is mentioned often in the chapter. And upon study i learned that samaria was the capital city of israel. Thus, whether it was samaritans or israel in the verse, it was the same basic meaning. It served for me however as a springboard to many other verses that connect samaritans with samaria and samaria with israel. So whether the lxx reading is original or not they clearly interpreted samaritans as valid israelites.

The 6 hour video i did yesterday was based on a document i wrote that was 60 pages; i read through about 50 of them in the live video.
 
Tamar is currently getting sued again for unlawful detainer. this is like the third or fourth time she has been sued for unlawful detainer.
LOL. Do you have any idea what her current or previous abodes were like? Did she keep them clean or did she make a horrific mess that the landlords complained about? Has she always rented? Do you have any idea what she'd likely do to wriggle out of this one?
i'll be showing up to her meetup after the PO is over. however, i'm thinking that when the PO is over, i'll wait an entire year before attempting any such contact as that. that way she doesn't see me contact her immediately after the PO ends. if she sees i waited an extra year that the PO didn't require that could show maturity and lack of desperation. my plan for the meeting thing is to just show up and not to make it about her, but just to try to go and if she objects ill try to say please just let me stay but if she says no then ill leave and then do it the hard way. She can do it the easy way with me or the hard way. The easy way is not freaking out and just letting me attend her meeting without a fuss, and letting me attend occasionally the meetings, while not having much interaction with each other at all and the only interaction we have is cordial and respectful. The hard way is me emailing her periodically every now and then the rest of her life to try and get closure for me. And i say the rest of her life and not the rest of my life since I'm pretty confident I will outlive her. I also believe I will outlive Melinda heh.
you know what make look even less desperate and more mature? Not showing up at all!
Yeah my ex girlfriend is a nice girl for the most part and certainly there is no comparison with Melinda. There are so many horrible things that Melinda did that my ex girlfriend would never do. That being said i still think Melinda is not an absolutely horrible person and that she does have a small number of redeeming qualities. Now, I don't want Melinda or Marshall to suffer in such ways, however I do think there is something to said for people suffering the things they wish on others if they wrongly wish it on others. Thus, if someone wishes their spouse to kill themselves for example, it is very fitting in a karmic justice kind of way if their own spouse ends up killing themselves. If someone wishes cancer or sickness on someone for an action that simply doesn't deserve such a harsh punishment, then in a karmic justice kind of way its very fitting if that person gets what they were wickedly wishing on others. In that sense, karmic justice would destroy them both with the very plagues and pestilences that they wish on others who don't deserve them.

I still would secretly love to slap my ex girlfriend across the face though because of how much she hurt me. But i don't think I'd have it in me to actually do that to her even though part of me wants to hurt her in some way like that. I am not a violent person, but doesn't mean i don't occasionally have thoughts of violence towards others. But I control my thoughts and resist such things. Thus so far, I don't have a violent bone in my body and i am harmless and not dangerous in any way towards anyone

Like I said, I don't know else about Ramon. I have the impression mexican but i have no clue really. I think the maximum for jail i could get is 1 year for violating the protective order. Ive thought about turning myself in just to get rid of it. However that could effect me the rest of my life much worse, like making it more difficult to get a job. And I have a good job now at least a job i feel good about. So if I were to turn myself in id have to start back from square one which I don't want to do. For now Ill just avoid Virginia. Maybe later in life ill turn myself in when things are fine and I dont have a job anymore (i am considering an early retirement at age 40 or 50 and making money in an alternate way such as charging rent or selling my books of the Bible).
I'm not one for karma but this is a healthy mindset. Melinda is a horrible person but getting butt mad over her wouldn't help anybody. She isn't worth it.
 
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LOL. Do you have any idea what her current or previous abodes were like? Did she keep them clean or did she make a horrific mess that the landlords complained about? Has she always rented? Do you have any idea what she'd likely do to wriggle out of this one?
you know what make look even less desperate and more mature? Not showing up at all!
I'm not one for karma but this is a healthy mindset. Melinda is a horrible person but getting butt mad over her wouldn't help anybody. She isn't worth it.

She lived in a literal trailer park at times. Another place she had was a lot she purchased in like a mobile home type parklot which was called Indian Acres. She actually had me pretend to be someone she hired to find a place for her. She had me call people on the phone and refer to her as my client. lol. she wanted to make it seem like she was more well off and more successful haha. That was so funny from when we were friends that she had me do that. what a character she was.

She also had a nice house rental with a nice wooded backyard. When we were still friends she told me she wasn't paying anymore over a disagreement with the landlord or something can't remember details and that she would stay for as long as she could, knowing that it takes a while for the legal progress to force her to leave. Other places she said the living conditions were bad like a hole in the ceiling things like that. her current rentals for the last four years have all been with a special housing assistance committee for her county which specializes in providing apartments for people very cheap. i dont know all the stories of her unlawful detainers are, i just know from the legal sites the ones she had.

How would it make me look mature if i never try to reach out to my ex girlfriened again? she'd probably twist it and say see he didn't really care about me enough to reach out to me ever again. thats something she would do i bet. anyways, attending her meeting doesn't look desperate or immature if i am not interacting with her at the meeting but simply attending for the sake of attending.
 
Do you know whose thread you're in? His plan to wait a year before contacting is just as, maybe more, pathetic and creepy contacting her right after the PO ends.

How's it more creepy to wait a year after the PO ends to contact her than to contact her immediately after the PO ends? contacting immediately after it ends would show pathetic desperation. contacting her a year after in a chill laid back way and not emotional way at all, seems like a much better more respectful way to do it. and less creepy.
 
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How's it more creepy to wait a year after the PO ends to contact her than to contact her immediately after the PO ends? contacting immediately after it ends would show pathetic desperation. contacting her a year after in a chill laid back way and not emotional way at all, seems like a much better more respectful way to do it. and less creepy.
During the PO you could be moving on with your life instead of obsessing over your ex. Not only are you going to obsess over her during the PO, but you're going to tack on an extra year of that in order to seem normal. Any normal person looks at that plan and seen stalker weirdo written all over it.
 
During the PO you could be moving on with your life instead of obsessing over your ex. Not only are you going to obsess over her during the PO, but you're going to tack on an extra year of that in order to seem normal. Any normal person looks at that plan and seen stalker weirdo written all over it.

Even if I marry someone else and have kids, until I have closure with my ex girlfriend, I will not cease in my desire to initiate contact with her again at some point. Things need to be discussed for me to have that closure. Unless my future wife were to insist never to reach out to her then ok. only then would i cease.
 
Ive only had 2 pos: 1 from melinda and 1 from ex girlfriend. Lyndsey never got a po against me. And i was not allowed to see Melinda's complaint against me. My ex girlfriend's complaint however was sent to me in the mail by the court.

Guess many most of us have?

None, and I would wager a majority of the guys on here who are 30 have been in relationships with more than three women.
 
Even if I marry someone else and have kids, until I have closure with my ex girlfriend, I will not cease in my desire to initiate contact with her again at some point. Things need to be discussed for me to have that closure. Unless my future wife were to insist never to reach out to her then ok. only then would i cease.
Spoken like a true autist. Everyone leaves things unfinished or unsaid. Fucking way she goes. If you gave one rat fuck about her you would leave her alone since she wants nothing to do with you, but we all know you're a selfish prick.
 
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Spoken like a true autist. Everyone leaves things unfinished or unsaid. Fucking way she goes. If you gave one rat fuck about her you would leave her alone since she wants nothing to do with you, but we all know you're a selfish prick.

She's the selfish prick, not me.

Guess many most of us have?

None, and I would wager a majority of the guys on here who are 30 have been in relationships with more than three women.

Only reason my ex girlfriend has a PO against me is because i told her about Melinda. i shouldn't have told her about Melinda. its a loop feedback. had i never told her about my legal trouble with melinda, she would never have felt the need for a protective order. it was only because she knew my history with Melinda that she was scared i was going to do what i did to Melinda. i thought telling my ex girlfriend about my past was the right thing for full disclosure and being open and honest and vulernable. but it turns out that being open and honest with people about things very often doesn't work in your favor. its often best to never tell someone bad things about your past.
 
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