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Plus, if I'm not entirely wrong about the diagnosis for BPD, her relationships with others especially Nan don't seem to suffer much on the surface from the black and white reasoning and fear of abandonment.
Snowflake Chloe Wilkinson / DissociaDID and Nanette Zuniga / Nan / TeamPinata
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Plus, if I'm not entirely wrong about the diagnosis for BPD, her relationships with others especially Nan don't seem to suffer much on the surface from the black and white reasoning and fear of abandonment.
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If you have no idea how any of this works then why are you acting like you have some sort of authority on the matter?
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So, I'm sure everyone remembers the very sad "My parents didn't buy me a Bop-It Tik Tok.' Part of me still had enough faith in humanity to assume this wasn't a serious, "pity me and my childhood trauma no one has evidence of or remembers' video.
But after looking through the comments I'm just... Well, I'm dead inside.
But after looking through the comments I'm just... Well, I'm dead inside.
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Yeah... the fuck? Just because you didn't have these things doesn't mean you were abused or neglected. Holy shit, these people man. Oh no, you didn't watch Fresh Prince of Bel-Air? That's so fucking sad mate, your parents should be executed via firing squad for their crimes against humanity.
These people genuinely cannot see a difference between mistreatment and your parents trying to make the best out of a shitty situation, but I'm probably giving these people too much credit. They are all probably middle class with moderately strict parents and now cry abuse since they weren't given floppy disks or a GameCube. The only reason why they act like this is such a big deal is because they more than likely never had any actual hardships and instead have to grasp at straws to act like they were abused. They don't realize how lucky they were to have food on the table and a roof over their heads, assuming they weren't horribly mistreated, but anyone who was probably wouldn't be telling people how brave they were for toughing through the years of abuse spurred on by not owning a Bop-It.
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All evidence points to Chloe being upper middle class with (by her own admission) loving, supportive parents. Also, she's in her early twenties. She wasn't around for the heyday of any of these things. How would she even remember Tupac getting shot?
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Did any of these shows even air in the UK In the 90’s? The audio clip is just talking about US pop culture.
This whole video screams “woe me, my parents didn’t get me plastic toys growing up.“ The addition of “Trauma Edition”really hits the nail on the head for this. Apparently it’s very traumatic if you were too young to remember 9/11 or Tupac getting shot.
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I found an interesting article on the differences and similarities between HPD, NPD, and BPD. Theres alot of overlap between them.. but its possible to have several personality disorders at once which could be the case with Chloe... It would be really ironic if a cow pretending to have multiple personality disorder turned out to just have multiple personality disorders.
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If that was the case I'd definitely tune in to that channel, like and subscribe.
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Her suicide attempt sounds like a story as well. Embellished at least. Anyone else I know who has attempted (like, really attempted, with the intention of dying), doesn't talk about it like it's a part of a movie plot. A quote from her, "The girl who tried to end her life regularly like a ritual," so which is it? Is suicide a singular event that is a severe point of trauma? Or a solemn habitual action?
I've refrained from criticizing him because he has bipolar disorder. I realize he's medicated, and all, but... yeah.
Her first suicide attempt: She says she felt scared AND dissociated. This is a contradiction. Dissociating is the feeling of detachment from oneself and reality, a complete state of disconnection. You would be unable to recall what you were feeling, because during dissociative episodes, you cannot form memories in the same way you do when you feel connected to yourself and reality. She would not be able to recall how she felt during it because she wouldn't have been connected to those feelings. She was released after 24 hours, meaning that the resident psychiatrist who evaluated didn't find any glaring issues with her and felt she was mentally stable enough to be released.
Her first dissociative episode: One of the things she mentions is that she felt like she was "playing a video game". My psychiatrist mentions that this is one of the key markers she looks for when people have factitious disorder presenting with DID. When you are playing a video game, you are in the driver's seat. You are in control of your actions, and you may be someone who is so imaginative and suggestive (which a lot of factitious/histrionic personalities are) that you become immersed and attached to the role-playing fantasy in a video game. What she's describing sounds like normal dissociation, and she's recalling it with the senses of being an adult.
Another thing about this story is that it doesn't strike me as likely that an 8 year old would be able to articulate, or even consider this level of distinguishing between feeling connected to reality and feeling disconnected from it. One of my only memories from childhood is of dissociating, but I didn't know that's what it was until recently. I had fallen off the monkey bars at school in a drizzle and had the wind knocked out of me, and I recall feeling like I was watching a memory, like I had died. When I got into 6th grade or something, I got super into witchcraft (The Craft was a popular movie at the time), and I told my friend I had out of body experiences. I was a very smart™ kid, and I still couldn't articulate that I didn't feel like I was myself or a part of reality. I also, even now, feel unsure if I'm actually remembering it, or if I'm only remembering remembering it because of what was told to me. Because there is absolutely no sensory information encoded with the memory, it's like looking at what you might create in your mind while reading a book.
"I felt like I was dreaming" sounds like normal dissociation. "I felt that nothing was real or solid" sounds like a lie.
Her first NHS visit: She states the counselor was confused by her depression. This doesn't sound right to me. Depression and anxiety disorders can have biochemical causes, and nutritional causes. She's spoken about having anorexia as a teen (and relapsing as an adult), which can cause depression. (and also, interestingly enough is the eating disorder that is not linked to childhood abuse or PTSD). It is unlikely that a psychiatric professional would be confused about the source of severe depression and anxiety in the 21st century. In the same paragraph, she says that she had literally no idea that she was being abused, therefore would never have suggested it, but then also had to be convinced that the issue was not "an environmental" one. Which is it? You had felt shame and guilt and sensed that you had been abused and couldn't get at the memory of it or you were blissfully unaware? It doesn't match up.
Her first visit with a psychiatrist: She says medication helped her. She says that DBT and group therapy did not help her. Dialectical behavior therapy is used to help patients learn coping mechanisms and develop healthy attachments. It is used to treat BPD (and it is helpful in patients who have had abuse and detachment from parents/guardians), PTSD, and DID. It has shown to be quite effective for patients with traumatic childhoods who did not have proper support systems to learn how to cope with stress. The fact that these therapies were not helpful and medication was indicates to me that her issues are, in fact, not based on early trauma and detachment from caregivers.
She also says that he told her her account of her internal dialogue wasn't anything he was concerned about. At this point, she likely had it stuck in her head that because the Crisis Team member told her it wasn't normal, that this psychiatrist was somehow less qualified to evaluate her. I believe this must coincide when she started googling things to come up with her diagnosis and eventually found Dr. Remy Aquarone and the Pottergate Centre.
University: Her account here is that her alters were destroying her life and wouldn't let her get help by taking control of the body to make her miss appointments with mental health professionals. This doesn't make any sense whatsoever. They didn't feel "fulfilled" so they created chaos to have jobs? That's ludicrous, and insulting. I can't really dissect it much further than that. It's just offensive.
She wasn't even ALIVE for most of the stuff in the list. I made a list in a previous post and the CD player was the only thing she WOULD have been exposed to. Imagine if they had said Walkman instead of CD player. She'd be crying because she didn't have that either!! Like great, you weren't poor, so you didn't have to play with fucking hand-me downs from the decade you were barely a fucking infant for.
The way she minimizes childhood trauma and abuse, and even just detachment from parents/guardians, and then plays the "well, I just don't remember mine cuz DID" card is just the worst shit an attention-seeking cow like her can do.
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I've been trying to put my finger on what about her bothers me so much, other than the malingering itself. I typically only get this invested when there's fraud involved.
I think what is so cow-like about her to me is that she is manipulating people by piercing typical intimate boundaries in relationships with strangers and taking advantage of the dynamics of parasocial relationships with children and codependent people with their own mental health issues to create income... in a way, it is a fraud in a class of its own.
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How the hell did this chick's pretend/scam partner and long-distance so become popular? She ain't really pleasant to look at with her Where's Waldo aesthetics, and she's highly unpleasant to listen to. Her voice should be used for car and home-security alarms, cuz the fake trauma that she talks about becomes all too real on my eardrums with just a few sentences of her babbling, and this is coming from someone with one of the thickest and loudest of the most hated stereotypical type of accents you could have
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In the beginning when it asks about how she first realized she has alters (2nd paragraph), she says that Kyle was with her on her first attempt which was in college. That contradicts her past statements saying she had an attempt before she left for university..but the story has changed so many times. She leaves a paper trail for us to follow though and I'm glad she's too empty headed to keep up with her own BS
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Is it just me or are Chloe's non-DID videos also incredibly scummy?
On her video about relapse, she spouts truisms about addiction for 6 minutes before trying to guilt-trip her audience into sharing the video. Because without her getting more views, nothing will ever change. Like, subscribe, ring the bell, and go to her Facebook page for a list of resources that can actually help. It's a super special list Jade made for you. That's why you need to promote her video for her, so they can see the special list.
On her video about relapse, she spouts truisms about addiction for 6 minutes before trying to guilt-trip her audience into sharing the video. Because without her getting more views, nothing will ever change. Like, subscribe, ring the bell, and go to her Facebook page for a list of resources that can actually help. It's a super special list Jade made for you. That's why you need to promote her video for her, so they can see the special list.
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Yeah, he was a little loose with it in that video.
The video I found more on point is the one below. He talks about DisossiaDID specifically. He mentions how people think everything she says is fact. It's kinda funny. I agree he should be more careful on the subject if its gonna make a real difference at some point. I don't think Chloe is EVER going to admit she's a fraud, no matter how much evidence is infront off her!
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I'm surprised people can even sit through her videos to find this stuff. I hate to be a-loggy but that disingenuous almost condescending tone being masked with fake sweetness and sincerity of hers I can only get about a minute through most of her content.
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DBT isn’t something you’d routinely get on the NHS anyway unless you actually had been diagnosed as BPD.
I wouldn’t take too much from it not being effective for her, particularly if she has other underlying issues.
What I would take is that BPD comes from shitty parenting. Somewhere along the line, these loving, stable, middle class parents fucked her up.
Might be that she’s somewhere in between denial and refusal or inability to engage with therapy from a personality disorder perspective and the DID stuff looked like an attractive alternative.
It wouldn’t be the first time someone with BPD got themselves neck deep in escapism online.
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Hard to verify but that's gold if true. For something that supposedly gave her so much trauma she split into another alter she sounds fairly nonchalant about the whole affair.
When she says college she means sixth form college. That's pre-university in the UK. I'll post a timeline later I've been working on to make it clearer.
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Yeah, cuz Lol is such a typical response to a near death experience. They actually do seem really concerned. She acts like no one gave a sh!t. It was her who didn't seem to give a shit.
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Jesus, who on earth would talk about their extremely recent suicide attempt with "lol that was me" Of course, this needs verifying if possible, it could be bullshit considering all the tweens coming out to hate on her here. @craig25pop where does this chat come from and can you give any indication how you knew her, without doxing yourself of course. I'd suggest you PM a mod and provide proof if you can so that they can verify you - they won't post your shit. Otherwise, we need to take these screenshots with a pinch of salt but if they are real than just fucking lol at this bitch, what a fraud.
A short note for what it's worth regarding her saying that DBT didn't work for her - the friend of mine I mentioned in a previous post who is too mentally unwell to work, is diagnosed BDP after a breakdown. She was on the NHS waiting list for DBT for a fucking year and a half and now it's started for her she has 6 months' worth of sessions to attend. Considering Chloe's botched timelines, I don't believe she ever even attempted DBT and it's just another cop-out. She'd have still been on the waiting list for it whilst she was recording her first videos.
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I would love to but I'm not sure how without giving too much information. How do I send a direct message