0:00 - 1:50 - she shows her plants, shows what a mess the garden area/backyard is and keeps saying how she needs to clean it but can't even walk around without getting winded filming.
*also worth noting, she hasn't edited this video AT ALL and shows the ground and her feet wobbling often.
1:57 - 2:24 - shows a shot of the shed and MORE mess in their backyard and then wobbles up to her brother.
2:25 - 2:48 - bothers her brother who is trying to work, breathing heavily and making no insightful commentary.
2:48 - "sorry to be outta breath. I dunno why I'm out of breath but...uhm, I guess its due to my vaping bullshit." yeah I'm sure its just the vaping.
2:50 - 3:10 - more rambling, nothing insightful and heavily breathing. bothering her brother more.
3:32:- her brother: "well when I'm done today I'mma clean up the vast majority of it"
her: "yeah"
her brother knows what a useless fuck his sister is.
3:50 - 5:00 - more goddamn rambling, lord help me watching this. Even her brother fucked off away from her to get away, she shows the garden again, shows their old shed, even includes a boob shot when she tries to film the ground (lol).
5:01 - 6:09 - she shows her face and starts rambling about the covid virus, how she was paranoid people were protecting themselves wearing gloves/masks (like they should be) while being out.
6:09 - "we went to the vape store, I didn't get no vape juice this time"
why am I surprised she went to a vape store during a PANDEMIC CRISIS
6:50 - "the guy that took our buying (this is literally what she says) had a mask on and it got me paranoid as fuck"
yeah how dare this essential guy who has to deal with re.tards like her being out during this pandemic protect himself with a mask!!! I bet he was wearing gloves too the sicko
7:16 - "this pandemic is not a joke"
then why are you scared that the vape store guy was wearing a mask and protecting himself and you??
7:20 - 8:24 - talks about how she'll do her best to stay home (lmao yeah that's real different than her norm) and shows off a wild bunny she has named "bunny bob" that is grazing.
8:25 - gives herself a well deserved break of waddling around for a few minutes to lay in her hammock.
8:33 - "it's been kinda a stressful day for me...as I was grocery shopping, the paranoia and...such."
I'm sure its hard on her, being sick free from covid, still has her job, being safe at home, and having supplies during this pandemic. can't even imagine.....
8:40 - 9:26 - she starts rocking in her hammock, its getting harder to hear her. she starts rambling about the five o'clock alarm that goes off in her town, repeating that like three times.
9:27 - "I know a lot of people probably know where ah live now, because of kiwifarms..."
says the woman mentioning her dox in her public video, says the woman filming outside of her house, and says the woman who has accidentally doxed herself many a times in the past before. but sick shoutout!
9:30 - 10:40 - rambles about how she's not happy about the dox, and that it was probably accessed through public records.
10:45 - "I hope nobody comes to...stalk me, vandilate me....or kill me... I just don't want that to happen. I worry about my safety. I worry about getting arrested for no apparent reason either."
bitch who the fuck in this pandemic is gonna even waste time with that? also why are you paranoid you're gonna get arrested if there's no reason?
11:28 - "they (us evil kiwifarmers) think I do bad things...but I'm only human. we're all human....we make mistakes."
no no, we dont think, we know you do bad things.
11:48 - 11:54 - long boob shot for no apparent reason.
11:55 - 13:25 - rambles, repeats and REPEATS, about mistakes and how people should learn or dont learn from them, admits shes an idiot and hasn't learned sometimes (try at all). the rocking of her hammock is incredibly annoying.
13:26 - "as long as it ain't repeating (mistakes) twentyyyyy...or thirty years...y'know. I mean ten years is enough."
??? what does that even mean? that if you keep making the same mistake for ten years but not twenty - thirty you're in the clear? What?
13:49 "maybe I should stop validating my existence from other people and start validating my own existence by myself...instead."
then stop posting on the internet and looking for pity points
13:52 - 15:45 - rambles about existence, the birds that start to chirp, karma, her IQ, and god. how god and yourself is the only person that should validate your existence and yourself. will someone also please cut her hammock down so I dont have to keep listening to that thing rocking under crushing weight.
15:48 - "even if you do good...dont expect good to come back to you, just let it...flow through. expect nothing..."
I think we all know how hypocritical this is of her as she has bitched, complained, and whined about how she deserves nicer things countless times in the past.
15:55 - 20:20 - she rambles for the longest period of time (I admit I zoned out for a lot of this part so if I missed something I apologize) about how we are all human, god, mistakes, the covid virus, fate, blah blah blah, all this philosophical stuff to make her sound so """"deep"""" or spiritual.
20:45 - after staring at her walnut tree for a while "be appreciative for what you have...admire whats around you...be appreciative of WHO you have around you."
says the cheater who just cheated on her ex-boyfriend, lmao. the AUDACITY.
20:50 - 24:00 starts harping on the fact that people should be appreciative more, tell people you love them, and that she appreciates what she has now. says that she was unhappy in her heart and didn't do that before, how she wasnt a happy person. thank god she stops rocking on the hammock.
24:02 - 26:30 rambles about her job a little, about covid and how shes grateful shes not sick. yeah if she got sick with covid with all the breathing problems she has ALONE she'd be fucked.
26:38 - "ah need to stop overrating too...I was binging a little bit. I don't have binge eating disorder I know that...it wasn't a huge binge, you know like. I was eating last night and then went to bed."
she says as she blamed """pms""" for gaining ten pounds back.