Snowflake Chloe Wilkinson / DissociaDID and Nanette Zuniga / Nan / TeamPinata

[Heat O'Brien]

Finally checked out this thread, can't believe people actually fell for this ridiculous roleplaying shit in the first place, jesus. Entertaining nonetheless. Since I have nothing to add in the pot, I leave with this 5-second shitpost because I thought the original source was pretty fitting given the whole implosion around Nan at the moment:

 

[DissociaDONT]

This thread is an absolute gold mine. Especially these bits right here:

Spoiler: Chloe Knows She's A Liar

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God, I don't have time to say all I'd love to about all those screenshots. The comments trying to decipher the disturbing ritualized abuse in the stick figure drawing she drew on her beleaguered boyfriend's lap is my personal favorite.



So much symbolism. One comment said Non-Abrahamic ritual abuse because of the sun motif. My first thought was some kind of Takeshi's Castle obstacle course, but I think he's on to something.

 

[Joker 1940]

God, I don't have time to say all I'd love to about all those screenshots. The comments trying to decipher the disturbing ritualized abuse in the stick figure drawing she drew on her beleaguered boyfriend's lap is my personal favorite.

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So much symbolism. One comment said Non-Abrahamic ritual abuse because of the sun motif. My first thought was some kind of Takeshi's Castle obstacle course, but I think he's on to something.

I think she drew the toy horse from Santa’s workshop, Da Vinci’s Vitruvian Man, the shark tank from Ace Ventura and a reeeeeeally big snow shovel. So basically, she’s seen a couple of popular movies and once it snowed a lot in Britain.

If she ever draws a totem pole with a stick figure on it and the words “earthquake test” I’ll know my theory is true.

 

[YourDrunkDad]

God, I don't have time to say all I'd love to about all those screenshots. The comments trying to decipher the disturbing ritualized abuse in the stick figure drawing she drew on her beleaguered boyfriend's lap is my personal favorite.

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So much symbolism. One comment said Non-Abrahamic ritual abuse because of the sun motif. My first thought was some kind of Takeshi's Castle obstacle course, but I think he's on to something.

She full on admits she used to have fun lying as a child hmmmmm....

 

[HighOnLife]

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She full on admits she used to have fun lying as a child hmmmmm....

Yeah cause little kids never lie about stuff unless they’re gonna go on to become malingering narcissists.
At this point we’re just assuming EVERYTHING is evidence.

 

[AmbiTron]

Don't think I saw anyone mention, but this thread and the subjects of was featured in Null's most recent stream. Give it a watch if you haven't, he features that hunk of lard who got doxed and cried about it after practically begging us for attention.

 

[tampax pearl]

Wonder if Chloe is gonna pull inspiration from books like Michelle Remembers now.

 

[lamp]

Don't think I saw anyone mention, but this thread and the subjects of was featured in Null's most recent stream. Give it a watch if you haven't, he features that hunk of lard who got doxed and cried about it after practically begging us for attention

Ah shit, hope it was Chloe or Nan on a Lurker account

Yeah cause little kids never lie about stuff unless they’re gonna go on to become malingering narcissists.
At this point we’re just assuming EVERYTHING is evidence

little kids lie, but not like that. That’s a clinical sign of being a pathological liar.
Memories are altered slightly every time we remember them, but not like how Chloe describes.


petite update: that account posting Nan’s artwork is now receiving threats, but what else is new. It’s chloe’s masochistic fan base.

 

[Rice Satay]

From watching a few of her videos she seems to have moments where she gets off on duping her fans and can't help but smile at her own performance.

Oh definitely, I’ve seen this psycho straight up laugh/crack up after some ridiculous moments, especially at Nan’s insane accents (couple times she has even mocked it by putting on a wilder accent). Many times she smiles firmly to suppress the laughter, other times she smiles during peak moments just having an absolute ball playing pretend at this scale. She’s well aware this is all a grand performance and soaks it up.

 

[Null]

Can people in this thread please learn how to archive and stop talking about how fucked they are in the head?

 

[Trina Belson]

To be quite honest I noticed something maybe not SUPER interesting- but still interesting to me at least.

I went on YouTube and searched “DissociaDID f-” and of course the auto search was like “FAKING, RIGHT????” So I was kinda like aight lets see who else thinks she’s maybe faking and why. Right? At least publicly on YouTube of all places.

Well. Really the only video that popped up was the recent-ish one by Thotiana, and then..... her own. So of course the only thing I could immediately think was... okay so what do you wanna bet she searched herself and saw this in the auto search? Because obviously other people are searching it.... So then she intentionally made that video..? (The one saying “how can you know how someone is faking DID”.)

If you think about it from Chloe’s perspective: NOW, If anyone in the future searches “DissociaDID faking” they’d see HER video (which was a super weird thing for her to post in the first place if you think about it considering she never wants to address ANYONE “faking” DID at least until the Trisha thing) and then the person searching would be like “oh, the reason this quick-search is even here is because she HAS a video discussing “faking”, not because other people are searching it.” Or at the least, they’d never know for sure.

Just something I noticed and kinda rolled my eyes at after reading the entirety of this thread lol. She probably tried to save herself a lil there.

 

[Negative Nancy]

This thread is an absolute gold mine. Especially these bits right here:

Spoiler: Chloe Knows She's A Liar

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This is all so weird because she is essentially being spoon-fed this information and symptoms of her (most likely non-existent) trauma by other self-diagnosed freaks. As a 20-something Englishwoman, she doesn't even know what "Gaslighting" means and it's not like that it is a term that's only used in discussions about PTSD or DID. She sounds as gullible as some of her fans are online, learning stuff from people who have learned them from someone else, mostly without professional help. With all the goodwill that's left inside me, I am starting to believe this woman was manipulated and influenced by people she has talked to and ended up genuinely believing that she has this disorder. At this point, I am refusing to believe she isn't mentally ill in some type of way, she just doesn't know what it is since she is way too focused on forcing her symptoms on an unrelated disorder.

...which brings me to my question. I was looking through Reddit posts and Twitter threads about this and saw that a fuckton of people are defending Chloe against people who raise doubt by parroting everything she has taught them in her Youtube videos. All the information about how alters are formed, what the significance of [x] thing is, even the terminology comes from her videos. I was wondering if these terms the DID community use come from any academic source written by psychologists and psychiatrists who recognize DID as a disorder (and I know the number of them is very scarce) or if it's just the DID community coming up with them.

Another thing that rubs me the wrong way is all of their refusal to get treatment. I understand not everyone can afford it (I'm sure Chloe can) and wants to but I don't understand how there are no videos encouraging it from any of these channels on DID. Why isn't there an "integration" journey where we get to watch cutesy vlogs of these people getting the help they need to integrate into one person? I guess all the fun disappears if it's just the boring old Chloe talking...

Also... the way they are all determined to make sure everyone understands this isn't a personality disorder. Who the fuck cares? If this illness really gets in the way of how you live your life that you were kicked out of university (debatable), why wouldn't you want to get some help even if some doctor tells you this is a personality disorder. I feel like if they are diagnosed with a personality disorder, they have a higher chance of getting the right treatment...

 

[ConSluttant]

Between mailed gifts, superchats, and donations we as a system have spent over $1000 on a fraud. No. I have no sympathy for narcissistic con artists.

Bloody hell. I've only gotten this far in the thread but this is pushing me over the edge.

If you EVER use "we" to describe yourself and you are NOT using it as the Royal We and ironically, just do a flip. For the good of the planet.

F. How much more autism can I stand before I keel over?

 

[comrade666]

That's what I was thinking - there would be Facebook, Twitter, or Reddit posts in a case like that, and in the first link I posted there is evidence that UEA does at least acknowledge when there are incidents in the broad. The complete lack of anything related to that on any of the above platforms is what's concerning. For the record, I did advanced searches on Twitter, Facebook and Reddit for "missing," "uea," "universityeastanglia," and a bunch of related words for the dates of December 14, 2016 to December 18, 2016, but there was absolutely nothing, even from other students.

Edit: Fixed link.

It definitely happened as we've seen in the UEA psychology group chat that students noticed a group shouting Chloe's name in the area of the lake. Something was going on, something significant enough to attracted attention on campus that filtered down into the group chats. But she claimed that she was reported missing. I did check the social media of her known associates and the time and found nothing. The local police post online when someone goes missing - I can't say for sure whether they do so in every case but they didn't on the dates we know Chloe went swimming. I wouldn't put it past her to exaggerate her 'suicide attempt' beyond all recognition.

With that said, those in the group chat did acknowledge the police were present and a boat was sent to look for her. I've been given the rest of the chat history so I'll sift through that later and see if more details emerge. I do believe she exaggerated significantly as we already know from her hints about it being a hanging but I don't believe she's lying about the event as a whole. I'll get back to you on that.

Went through the thread again to see if this had been posted already and couldn't find it anywhere.

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So much for never posting about her so called little's online. Wouldn't one of her protectors, Jade especially, have stopped her from posting this or deleted it.

Still pretty advanced for a six year old. Good spot, hadn't been posted yet. This was prior to her channel starting and shortly after she got her diagnosis. Not sure how she managed to develop such great communication with a traumatised child alter that she could be co-conscious five months into a diagnosis... but sure. I thought that took an awful lot of therapy but it seems she was able to have fun with her alters from day one.

She most likely has some personality disorder that helps her feed into the delusions. It just seems like she committed SO HARD to this role I have to believe she could keep this schtick up almost 3 years.

Narcs go hard. As Chloe herself said.

Congrats are in order to @comrade666 for hitting 1 million views in just over a month.

Thanks! I didn't see that one coming.

Oh definitely, I’ve seen this psycho straight up laugh/crack up after some ridiculous moments, especially at Nan’s insane accents (couple times she has even mocked it by putting on a wilder accent). Many times she smiles firmly to suppress the laughter, other times she smiles during peak moments just having an absolute ball playing pretend at this scale. She’s well aware this is all a grand performance and soaks it up.

Examples of this can be found in the OP. When you watch Chloe's content you can definitely see her enjoying herself. Around other DIDtubers even she finds them a little melodramatic at times. You can see her trying not to laugh in the Non-Human Alter Does My Make-Up video (op) when Nan's accent becomes too much.

God, I don't have time to say all I'd love to about all those screenshots. The comments trying to decipher the disturbing ritualized abuse in the stick figure drawing she drew on her beleaguered boyfriend's lap is my personal favorite.

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So much symbolism. One comment said Non-Abrahamic ritual abuse because of the sun motif. My first thought was some kind of Takeshi's Castle obstacle course, but I think he's on to something.

Is that not just a drawing of her inner world? She described it as a large house with tunnels underground leading to Jade's cave in the video where she designed her inner world on The Sims. These fucking retards with their Non-Abrahamic ritual abuse are going to push me over the edge.

 

[Bananasaurus]

Regarding the lake incident:

I'm pretty sure she was missing for like 2 hours maximum. Nothing serious happened to her and she was joking about it with friends the very next day. I doubt the police even got involved (missing persons case etc.) Chloe made a huge deal out of it because it is not like she has any other trauma she could m*lk for sympathy, but I find it pretty obvious that fucking nothing happened.

I don't find it very surprising that there was no newspaper article along the lines of "Histrionic student throws herself in lake and immediately gets dragged out unharmed". Students having mental health breakdowns or panic attacks due to stress is just a thing that happens sometimes. I'm sure the university would have posted something eventually if she was missing for a couple of days and all things pointed to something having happened to her. Even then, universities don't usually coddle their students all that much. I doubt one chick having a breakdown would matter. If you can't handle the heat, get out of the kitchen. Next please.

Also regarding Chloe's diagnosis, I'd like to give her the benefit of the doubt and think that she has some generic personality disorder, didn't get the help she needed in her late teens and was pushed into getting a DID diagnosis by shitty health care staff. It does seem like she is acting when she randomly laughs at herself during switches, but I also feel like if she decided to fake this disorder, she could have done it much more competently. She outright admits that she does not remember any childhood trauma but insists that it must have happened. Why not just make something up? Tell your parents not to worry about what they see online because you're going to act out a character. They're boomers anyway so they won't get it. Then make up some creepy uncle they didn't know about and voilà.

 

[Carlos the Scientist]

Not sure if this has been mentioned already, but I don't think I've seen it. Looks like Chloe's taken down all the videos on her channel with Nan in them.

 

[Lurk]

Wha..... t?
That is the most bizarre thing I’ve ever heard. Alright — maybe not EVER — but still...

I’m behind and I’ve been skimming/lurking through this thread all throughout the day (on page 64 currently and had to pump the breaks here), but haven’t seen this image mentioned yet.

Does anyone have a link to it?

There is a link to the bloody-dick-sneezing image right on the first fucking post under Nan's timeline. Read it, you lazy cunt.

 

[comrade666]

I've been given the full download of the Psychology group chat from Chloe's year group at UEA from a verified source. I'm currently sorting through as and when I get the chance, but Chloe features often and there are some interesting things to note. With that said, there are thousands of messages and it has been messily cut up to protect the identity of the source. The earliest message is at the very end of the PDF which complicates comprehension and for ease of reading I considered simply sharing the conversations she was involved in whilst cutting out the rest.

Would it be easier to copy her points into text form, or would people prefer to see screencaps? I only intend to include the relevant points rather than general student bullshit so this is just an example.

Spoiler: Text

8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Chloe Wilkinson Does this mean my offer is unconditional now????
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Yasemin Serpen It's not loading
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Yasemin Serpen Gimme a sec X
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Beth Lankester not sure cause it doesn't say
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Habiba Diab Not suree but i hope so
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Rowena Golledge Wooooo u got in chloe
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Rowena Golledge Yasemin would u say most peeps get a wristband?
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Yasemin Serpen Sounds like it
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Chloe Wilkinson I just woke up from a dream I didn't get in and then saw this aaahhh

Spoiler: Caps

 

[AmbiTron]

I've been given the full download of the Psychology group chat from Chloe's year group at UEA from a verified source. I'm currently sorting through as and when I get the chance, but Chloe features often and there are some interesting things to note. With that said, there are thousands of messages and it has been messily cut up to protect the identity of the source. The earliest message is at the very end of the PDF which complicates comprehension and for ease of reading I considered simply sharing the conversations she was involved in whilst cutting out the rest.

Would it be easier to copy her points into text form, or would people prefer to see screencaps? I only intend to include the relevant points rather than general student bullshit so this is just an example.

Spoiler: Text

8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Chloe Wilkinson Does this mean my offer is unconditional now????
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Yasemin Serpen It's not loading
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Yasemin Serpen Gimme a sec X
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Beth Lankester not sure cause it doesn't say
8 Aug 2016, 15:26 Habiba Diab Not suree but i hope so
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Rowena Golledge Wooooo u got in chloe
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Rowena Golledge Yasemin would u say most peeps get a wristband?
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Yasemin Serpen Sounds like it
8 Aug 2016, 15:27 Chloe Wilkinson I just woke up from a dream I didn't get in and then saw this aaahhh

Spoiler: Caps

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I'd say both. Or if only one, screencaps. We need it to be provable.

 

[Carlos the Scientist]

She outright admits that she does not remember any childhood trauma but insists that it must have happened. Why not just make something up?

On her channel, the bigger her audience is getting, the more she's drifting from the 'I don't remember my trauma' plotline, and instead heavily implies that it's just too awful to talk about. I'd say that adds to the intrigue from a fan's perspective; she knows that telling people not to speculate won't make a blind bit of difference. And leaving it open means that people make up their own stories to fill the gaps, about the worst possible things that could happen to a child, which is probably worse than something she could make up and stick to.