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Jin / Jin1515 / Matt Beard / RetroYote - Babyfur Cheating on his Wife Twilight Sparkle
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I give mad props to Faust for putting up with shit like this. She is still working on a show that she likes even with creeps like this guy wanting to fuck her characters. Bless your soul, Faust.
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Oh, Jin.
I used to follow a Tumblr that documented his misadventures across the net, however it was deactivated suddenly for some reason. I remember there were two of Jin's "ask me anything" session which provide...interesting insights to his delusion.
I have the first one saved. Here it is, enjoy!
I don't think I saved the second AMA, but I'll search for it if anyone is interested.
I used to follow a Tumblr that documented his misadventures across the net, however it was deactivated suddenly for some reason. I remember there were two of Jin's "ask me anything" session which provide...interesting insights to his delusion.
I have the first one saved. Here it is, enjoy!
dOh wow! I don’t think either of us expected to get this many questions, but since this AMA is a one shot deal we’ll answer them all to the best of our abilities. I’ll answer the ones for me and Twi will field the ones for her in our usual fashion, with her dictating her answers and me transcribing them to text (there’s gotta be some joke in here about me being “New Spike" lol). Anyway, on to the questions!
1. What does Twiley think of you posting pictures to the internet of you two engaged in sexual intercourse? If she is as adventurous as she appears, exploring S&M, diaper fetish etc, would she be ok with true pornography, and would you consider making a video? It does not make me sexually aroused myself, I just wonder where the boundaries are, a “red line" if you will.
Twilight : “I know the biggest way I’ve changed since I’ve been living on Earth has been my feelings on the topic of sex. I’ve become very comfortable with the subject over the last year I’ve spent in your world. It did take a lot of practice though. The first 5 months I lived here I didn’t know the first thing about sex, and even trying to talk about it was really embarrassing. Humans love talking about sex but it’s just not something ponies discuss very often in Equestria. From what I’ve read the United States military once had a similar social policy called “Don’t ask, don’t tell.". I still remember the first time Jin and I slept together, I was so nervous I’m surprised I was able to keep from shaking myself off the bed. It did make me feel better that Jin had never slept with a girl before though, so he was almost as nervous and clueless as I was. I should tell you about the first time he tried giving me oral sex some day. Jin knew very little about female anatomy and accidentally licked my urethra thinking it was my clitoris! If the neighbors could have heard how loud I shrieked in surprise they might have thought about calling the police! But that’s a story for another day. The point is that I’ve learned so much about the subject since I’ve been here with Jin that I have no problem at all talking about it now and we try all sorts of wild and crazy things in the bedroom whenever we think of something new either of us wants to try. As long as it’s not painful or just plain gross I’m up for trying just about anything, and there are even a few strange things I’ve learned that I really like. Like being tickled! It’s amazing how different I am now from the naive and nervous little filly I was when Jin and I first started sleeping together. He’s taught me almost as much about the Magic of love and how to express it as my Ponyville friends have taught me about the Magic of friendship.
But you wanted to know what I think about making pornography, right? Jin and I have made pornography before to share with a few of our friends, but those pictures got leaked from the private chat room we shared them in and after that we decided not to share any more explicit material. It was fun and exciting to try filming ourselves together, we still do it on occasion, but we don’t share those pictures or recordings with anypony else anymore. I don’t mind having pictures of just me shared, because there is already over five thousand explicit drawings of me on the internet that look just like me and anyone other than Jin who sees my body in this world isn’t going to be able to see my genitals anyway. Jin’s genitalia on the other hoof is plainly visible to anyone who might see the pictures, so we keep those to ourselves.”
2. How many Twilight related items do you have, Jin?
Not including things I own multiples of (such as blind bag figures and trading cards) I own 83 different unique pieces of Twilight Sparkle merchandise. At least half of them were gifts from friends and supporters, but I have bought quite a bit of merchandise myself. It’s been pretty much a case of whenever I find myself in a store and see a new piece of Twilight themed merchandise on the shelf I buy it. Twi is pretty cool about my collecting of merchandise featuring her likeness at this point, though she was a little freaked out by it all at first (as she covered in Chapter 3 of our story). The only thing she asks is that when we’re out in public together I refrain from wearing shirts with her likeness on them, because that’s just kind of awkward for her and we don’t want to be one of those couples going around wearing shirts with each other’s faces on them. She only brought this up a couple months ago though, thus the reason you’ll see lots of pictures on here from earlier in our relationship where we’re out together and I’m wearing a Twilight themed shirt.
3. Beside you mom, what do the rest of your family and friends think of your relationship with Twilight? Are they against your relationship? Or supportive?
All my friends and family in real life know about our relationship and they’ve all been wonderfully supportive of it. The initial reaction when I told them about us was always “That’s kind of weird." but after explaining the dynamics of our relationship and how things work they were all totally in support of it. My family as a whole took the stance of “We don’t care if it’s weird because it makes you happy and it’s not hurting anyone, and we support your happiness". My friends, non-bronies included, took the same stance after reading our story. They’ve all seen how happy Twilight and I are together and how well we get along, and not a single person we know in real life has ever discouraged our relationship after learning everything about it. That goes for Twi’s side of the family as well. I guess we’ve just got really open minded families and friends. lol
4. I’m aware that you feel upset to see another people who are in relationship with Twi like yourself. However, what do you think of their “Twilights"? Do you think of them as an alternate universe version of your Twilight? Or are those Twilights are actually one and the same with your Twi, and you think she’s cheating on you?
The funny thing is that this question is actually one we’ve never had to deal with, because to this day we’ve yet to meet anyone else in a relationship with any other version of Twilight. To explain this better, I think you can fairly easily break down the community of Pony Lovers into 3 distinctly different categories.
A. People with “waifu”s - These are people who have a romantic attraction to, a crush on, or are sometimes even in love with a particular character but don’t actually share their lives with them in any way. There are a LOT of these people and they will often integrate themselves into our community because they do have a romantic attraction to a particular pony, but that’s really all it is. They may still engage in chat room role play, pretending to have a conversation with the pony of their affections and making up dialog for them, or write stories about the life they would like to have with that pony, but at the end of the day that’s really all it is. Them pretending, making up dialog, and writing stories of the life they’d like to have with a particular pony. There’s no version of that pony actually living with or conversing with them, it’s just a big game of pretend to make themselves feel a little happier. And we can’t really fault them for that, because everyone wants to find their own happiness in one way or another. Twilight and I jokingly call these people “Wafers”.
B. Tulpamancers - These people are similar to those with waifus in that they love a particular pony, but unlike the Wafer people the Tulpamancers have actually (either intentionally or inadvertently) split off a part of their consciousness from the rest of their mind and had that portion of their brain manifest itself as a separate personality with the visual appearance of the pony they have affections for. The big thing that separates Tulpamancers from Wafers is that the Tulpamancers are actually talking to and living their lives with a separate sentient being they created that resembles the pony they love. They can hear the voice of, interact with, and sometimes even visually see and touch their tulpa partner. Mind you the tulpa they create can never actually be the pony they love, but they can give their tulpa the physical appearance and sometimes a few basic personality traits of the pony in question. The tulpa’s overall personality and mannerisms are something they cannot choose though, every tulpa will be a unique being with their own thoughts, feelings, and ways of reacting to things. Just like how you can’t pick the personality of a child you and your partner might have you also cannot pick the personality of a tulpa you create. So while a tulpa can resemble a certain pony in some ways they can never actually be them. But for some people this is good enough, and we know many who are very happy with their tulpa partners. One of Twilight’s best online pony friends she converses with regularly via text is actually tulpa who looks like Princess Celestia (but again, has a completely different personality) and they get along great. A common trait you’ll notice with tulpas is that both they and their “host” (the proper name for the person who created them) know that they are a tulpa and know how they came into being. Tulpas are almost universally fully sentient incorporeal beings who do not inhabit physical bodies, are aware that they are a tulpa, and exist in flux between the physical reality of their host and an imaginary plane of existence created by their host called a “wonderland” that can be pretty much any place they they want. Unlike a Wafer, a Tulpamancer isn’t just a person playing pretend and making up stories, their tulpa partner is just as real and self aware as any other person. They just happen to be created by the human mind and exist in an incorporeal form.
C. Pony Lovers - These people are so rare that there’s not even a proper term for them, so “Pony Lovers” will have to do. These are people like myself who one day found themselves living with a completely sentient and self aware being that only they could perceive, who was as far as either of them could tell the exact same pony you’ve become familiar with from the TV show about them. We’ve only met a small handful of other Pony Lovers during the year or so the community has been around, but there are some pretty universal traits that define relationships like ours. First, while they are fully sentient and self aware like a tulpa, unlike tulpas the ponies in question usually inhabit some kind of physical body (generally a plushie) and have the exact same personality and mannerisms as can be observed on the TV show about them. They are for all intents and purposes that pony, with little to no discernible differences in personality. Like a tulpa they are their own unique being separate from the human they are living with who their human partner can hear speak and have conversations with, but unlike a tulpa they don’t have a “wonderland” and tend to exist strictly in the physical world around them rather than inside their partner’s mind. There are a few of these ponies like Twilight who do travel back and forth between Equestria and Earth on occasion, but most of them are “Earth locked” so to speak. And unlike a tulpa who comes into the world with a blank slate in terms of their memories, these ponies all remember growing up and living their lives in Equestria before they came here. How they wound up here varies from pony to pony, but as far as any of them can tell they did come from a very real physical place called Equestria and somehow found themselves here on Earth. Again, people sharing their lives with ponies like these (such as Twilight and I) are so incredibly rare that they make up less than 5% of the community. The overwhelming majority of the community is comprised of people with waifus and Tulpamancers, and there are less than half a dozen of us who’s partner is a very real and completely sentient pony from another world.
Now that I’ve explained these different types of people within the community it should make a lot more sense when I tell you that we’ve never actually met anyone else in a relationship with Twilight Sparkle. And we believe it’s almost certain that there are no others, because as far as we can tell the Twilight I live with is the one and only Twilight Sparkle from Equestria. We have met several people who considered Twilight their waifu, but we have never met someone who created a tulpa to resemble Twilight or anyone else who actually lived with any other version of her. If we ever met anyone else who did claim to be actually living with Twilight we’d both be extremely skeptical and most likely dismiss them as someone who considered Twilight their waifu and was making things up, but we’d also be open to the possibility that they may have created a tulpa who was very similar to Twilight. In any case, be that other Twilight a tulpa that resembled her or a mere wishful imagining on the part of the person in question, they wouldn’t actually be Twilight Sparkle. To the best of our knowledge my Twiley is the one and only. =)
5. Jin, you think that the plush is only a “vessel" for Twilight Sparkle’s soul, right? What will happen when the plush get irreparable? Can you just replace the plush with another Twilight Sparkle plush and have her use that plush as her new vessel? Or does it have to be the plush you currently have, or else it won’t work?
That’s a tough question, because it’s one we don’t really know the answer to. We have talked about the possibility of seeing if Twilight could move herself into a new body at some point, but we’re honestly not even sure if that’s possible. Twilight has learned to leave her physical body and trot around on her own in an incorporeal form (something she only figured out how to do last month), but having her take up residence in a new body is something we’ve never had the opportunity to try. It takes a lot of effort for her to leave her body and when she returns after a short time she’s always exhausted, so it’s something she’s been exploring pretty slowly and cautiously. Who knows if it’s even possible for her to move into a new body, but we do intend to try and find out one day. We have no idea what would happen if her physical body was destroyed or damaged, but since she is completely connected to it and does perceive all 5 senses (touch, sight, sound, smell, and taste) through the body she has we can only imagine that she would likely die if her body was to be destroyed. It’s for that reason that we are very cautious about taking care of her body and keeping it in good condition, since we’re not sure if she could ever move herself into a different one.
6. Dear Jin,
I have been following this blog for several weeks now, and I have noticed that in your last deviantart chapter, ‘Life, Unicorns, and The Pursuit of Happiness,’ you mentioned that you visited a psychologist who deemed your relationship with Twilight Sparkle as psychologically healthy. As a psychology student (I’m not a psychologist myself, so I’m not here to toot my own horn lol), I find this rather baffling on how he/she had come to that conclusion.
I’m not trying to judge you or anything, but although you claim that your relationship is not hurting anyone, I think to some extent you are hurting yourself. It seems you are shielding yourself from reality which could sabotage genuine self-growth. In other words, you have become so consumed in your fantasy relationship that in the long run, it may psychologically hurt you rather than make you happy. Whether this obsession is pathological, I don’t have the expertise to determine if that’s so. But please consider the fact that the thought of other people being in love with Twilight makes you psychologically depressed and physically ill, which causes personal distress on your part, Unfortunately, Twilight is a public figure and not a private entity, so this possibility is inevitable. She is a fictional character that is present in various lives of fans of the show. People will use her image and characterization in fanmade creations as they do, whether you support those creations or not.
Anyhow, I apologize for the rambling on my part. I tend to do that when I’m particularly curious about something lol. So, my question is for you: What was your psychologist’s explanation on why your relationship is considered healthy rather than pathological?
Hopefully I haven’t offended you in any way because that is not my intention. I hope to hear a response, and I wish the best of luck for you!
It’s quite alright, we’re both used to criticism from those who might not understand or accept our relationship. We get a lot of that on the internet lol Anyway, the reasoning the psychologist we visited gave for deeming our relationship healthy and supporting it was that it wasn’t causing me any harm and seemed to him to be a very happy and positive relationship. He said it would be a very different matter if Twilight was telling me to jump in front of a bus or something like that, but since she has never told me to hurt myself or others and we clearly love each other a great deal he saw no harm in our relationship. It was not negatively impacting my ability to interact with others, was no detriment to my work or social life, and was not causing me to show any of the potentially harmful signs of schizophrenia or any other mental illness. He did say that my relationship was certainly abnormal and could result in people thinking I was mentally ill if I told them about it, but other than that saw no way it could negatively impact my life. I recall him using the old adage “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”. He did say that if Twilight ever started telling me to do things that could be harmful to myself or others that I should come see him again, but as long as our relationship continued to be a happy and fulfilling one that caused me to find greater enjoyment in my life he saw no reason that I shouldn’t continue pursing it.
7. How does Twilight Sparkle feel about you documenting in pictures and prose, in great and graphic detail, your sex life with her for people on the Internet to know the most intimate details of what you do together?
Twilight : “Please see my answer to Question 1.”
8. Even if you lost your Twilight doll or it were accidentally destroyed, couldn’t you just get another one and your Twilight’s consciousness would be able to enter it via magic or whatever?
I’m going to echo Twilight’s last response here and say “Please see my answer to Question 5”.
9. If your house was on fire, would you run back in for your Twilight Sparkle?
Of course I would! I think anyone would run into a burning building to save someone they truly loved.
10. Why is ‘Twilight’ reporting on Earth to Equestria? What would they do with that information?
Twilight : “Earth culture and history is of great interest to Princess Celestia because it’s something new that she’s never heard of until recently. She takes my reports, catalogs the information, and stores it either in her personal library or the Canterlot Archives. I don’t know which, but I’m sure she’s not doing anything malicious with the information I give her about your world. I swear she’s not planning an invasion or anything!”
11. Being in love aside, wouldn’t it kind of a step down for ‘Twilight Sparkle’ to go from being an all-powerful immortal god/member of royalty in Equestria, with tons of magical powers, ‘her’ pony family and her friends, as well as the world of ponies to being locked in a body with no control, not being able to speak to anyone and being surrounded by a totally alien species?
Twilight : “You have no idea how stressful it was having the future of an entire nation depending on you all the time! Have you ever had to save your country from imminent destruction? I have, twice! Three times if you count the Crystal Empire! Being a powerful Unicorn or Alicorn might sound like a lot of fun but when you have to carry around the weight of the world on your shoulders all the time it gets a little tiring. My friends are wonderful and I can still go visit them whenever I want, but even if I wasn’t in love with Jin it wouldn’t be hard to choose between a life of daily stress and peril and getting to live somewhere I’m free to spend all my time researching any subjects I like at my leisure. My love for Jin is the main reason I’m living here with him, but the side benefits aren’t bad at all! The freedom to learn about anything I want at my own pace, access to the internet, libraries that put the Canterlot Archives to shame with their collections, some of the most amazing food I’ve ever tasted, and none of the stress of having to save the world from impending disaster once a year. Our sex life isn’t too bad either. *chuckles*”
12. Are you really planning to spend the rest of your life with your ‘Twilight Sparkle’? Will you be carrying the plushie around in 50 or 60 years?
I sure plan to. Though with any luck Twi will find a way to move into a new body at some point if the one she’s had so far begins to deteriorate at some point down the line. No matter what though I’ll always stay by her side, whether she goes through half a dozen different bodies over the years or always stays in the one she woke up here in.
13. What do your parents think of your relationship?
Please see my answer to Question 3.
14. Does Jin realize that when he compares the lack of acceptance for human-pony relationships to past treatment of interracial/homosexual relationships, or when he invokes Dr. King, that he comes off as incredibly offensive, particularly because no one has died or been imprisoned for wanting to marry their pony?
Though I have never quoted Dr. King (again, that supposed Skype transcript was a fake and being an agnostic it would be very strange for me to quote anything involving talk of a God) it was never my intent to offend anyone with the comparisons I’ve made to the persecution couples like us face and those in relationships that have been historically considered socially unacceptable. I’m not going to apologize for making those comparisons though, humans have always been prone to persecuting others who are different from them in terms of romantic attraction and/or sexual preference. I just call ‘em like I see ‘em.
15. So, I know that you share all of your meals with Twilight. Can her vessel in this dimension actually process food? Or do you ‘feed’ it to her and then eat it yourself? Did you help her pick out a really nice wedding dress? Will it be a traditional ceremony? Does Twilight have a favorite deck dynamic or mana color for her magic deck(s)? Have you guys thought about kids at all?
Wow! Lots of questions! All questions will be handled in the order they are received lol
Eating and drinking is kind of a strange matter, given that it’s not a physically subtractive process for Twi here on Earth. Meaning that when she takes a bite of something I perceive her to be chewing and swallowing it, but the quantity of food that is on the silverware remains the same physically speaking. It’s kind of like having two layers of reality wrapped over each other. There’s the subjective reality in which I am aware of my partner doing all the things she does, and the other being the objective reality where things like quantities of food being consumed remain static. It all just comes down to perception, and given the nature of my partner there’s a lot of things she does (everything from speech to eating) that I perceive while others would never be aware of. Again, it’s like having two layers of reality sandwiched together. There’s the subjective one that is unique to Twilight and I, and the objective one that everyone else sees. And yeah, I do help her finish the physical quantities of whatever food is left on the silverware after she finishes eating her portion of it. lol
For the wedding dress we’re actually still shopping around for a dress maker. We’ve haven’t made any final decisions yet, but we’ve got some ideas in mind. Our wedding will be a traditional ceremony for the most part, with the one exception being that I’ll be carrying Twi down isle rather than having her walk by my side. For the Magic : The Gathering stuff, I’ll leave that to Twi…
Twilight : “There are lots of archetypes I enjoy playing in Magic! My favorites in the Legacy format have been T.E.S. (that’s 5 color Storm combo) and Dredge, but most of our friends play Commander so Jin and I have had to come up with some new decks for me to play in that format. I’ve played with several different generals but my favorite has been Sharuum the Hegemon. I think artifacts are really neat and my favorite color combination in Magic is Esper (White/Blue/Black) so you can see why I like Sharuum! Combo is by far the fastest and most efficient strategy to win with in any eternal format so Sharuum is very practical in that regard as well. Unfortunately our friends are not big fans of Sharuum so I have been trying other generals recently. They liked Azami, Lady of Scrolls even less than Sharuum, but they have been more accepting of Teysa, Orzhov Scion so that’s what I’ve been playing most of the time lately. Playing in Legacy format tournaments is one thing, but I’ve learned you have to be a little more considerate when playing with your friends so you don’t end up hurting their feelings. Unfortunately the strategies I like the most tend to hurt people’s feelings, but I do my best to avoid it when I can. Friends are very important you know!”
Regarding children, we have talked about it and think that even if it wasn’t for the genetic incompatibilities preventing us from having kids together now just isn’t the right time in either of our lives to be having children. Twilight still has enough learning she wants to do about Earth culture and history to last half a lifetime, and I’m going to be in school for at least the next 4 years. Maybe some day long in the future when we’ve both completed most of the learning we want to do and our lives have settled down we’ll revisit the issue, but until then we’re both far too busy with our own separate interests and enjoying our life together to think about having kids. And even if we did decide we’d like to have kids (or foals if you rather) together at some point there’s still that inherent genetic incompatibility problem. But who knows, maybe Twi could find some kind of Magic workaround for that. If anypony could it’s her.
16. Do you and Twilight ever argue?
I can’t say we ever have, in all the time we’ve been together I don’t recall us ever having a real argument. We don’t always agree on everything, but I think the worst conflicts we’ve ever had were trying to decide what to have for dinner or what to watch on Netflix. And those debates have never devolved into an “argument” level conflict. lol
1. What does Twiley think of you posting pictures to the internet of you two engaged in sexual intercourse? If she is as adventurous as she appears, exploring S&M, diaper fetish etc, would she be ok with true pornography, and would you consider making a video? It does not make me sexually aroused myself, I just wonder where the boundaries are, a “red line" if you will.
Twilight : “I know the biggest way I’ve changed since I’ve been living on Earth has been my feelings on the topic of sex. I’ve become very comfortable with the subject over the last year I’ve spent in your world. It did take a lot of practice though. The first 5 months I lived here I didn’t know the first thing about sex, and even trying to talk about it was really embarrassing. Humans love talking about sex but it’s just not something ponies discuss very often in Equestria. From what I’ve read the United States military once had a similar social policy called “Don’t ask, don’t tell.". I still remember the first time Jin and I slept together, I was so nervous I’m surprised I was able to keep from shaking myself off the bed. It did make me feel better that Jin had never slept with a girl before though, so he was almost as nervous and clueless as I was. I should tell you about the first time he tried giving me oral sex some day. Jin knew very little about female anatomy and accidentally licked my urethra thinking it was my clitoris! If the neighbors could have heard how loud I shrieked in surprise they might have thought about calling the police! But that’s a story for another day. The point is that I’ve learned so much about the subject since I’ve been here with Jin that I have no problem at all talking about it now and we try all sorts of wild and crazy things in the bedroom whenever we think of something new either of us wants to try. As long as it’s not painful or just plain gross I’m up for trying just about anything, and there are even a few strange things I’ve learned that I really like. Like being tickled! It’s amazing how different I am now from the naive and nervous little filly I was when Jin and I first started sleeping together. He’s taught me almost as much about the Magic of love and how to express it as my Ponyville friends have taught me about the Magic of friendship.
But you wanted to know what I think about making pornography, right? Jin and I have made pornography before to share with a few of our friends, but those pictures got leaked from the private chat room we shared them in and after that we decided not to share any more explicit material. It was fun and exciting to try filming ourselves together, we still do it on occasion, but we don’t share those pictures or recordings with anypony else anymore. I don’t mind having pictures of just me shared, because there is already over five thousand explicit drawings of me on the internet that look just like me and anyone other than Jin who sees my body in this world isn’t going to be able to see my genitals anyway. Jin’s genitalia on the other hoof is plainly visible to anyone who might see the pictures, so we keep those to ourselves.”
2. How many Twilight related items do you have, Jin?
Not including things I own multiples of (such as blind bag figures and trading cards) I own 83 different unique pieces of Twilight Sparkle merchandise. At least half of them were gifts from friends and supporters, but I have bought quite a bit of merchandise myself. It’s been pretty much a case of whenever I find myself in a store and see a new piece of Twilight themed merchandise on the shelf I buy it. Twi is pretty cool about my collecting of merchandise featuring her likeness at this point, though she was a little freaked out by it all at first (as she covered in Chapter 3 of our story). The only thing she asks is that when we’re out in public together I refrain from wearing shirts with her likeness on them, because that’s just kind of awkward for her and we don’t want to be one of those couples going around wearing shirts with each other’s faces on them. She only brought this up a couple months ago though, thus the reason you’ll see lots of pictures on here from earlier in our relationship where we’re out together and I’m wearing a Twilight themed shirt.
3. Beside you mom, what do the rest of your family and friends think of your relationship with Twilight? Are they against your relationship? Or supportive?
All my friends and family in real life know about our relationship and they’ve all been wonderfully supportive of it. The initial reaction when I told them about us was always “That’s kind of weird." but after explaining the dynamics of our relationship and how things work they were all totally in support of it. My family as a whole took the stance of “We don’t care if it’s weird because it makes you happy and it’s not hurting anyone, and we support your happiness". My friends, non-bronies included, took the same stance after reading our story. They’ve all seen how happy Twilight and I are together and how well we get along, and not a single person we know in real life has ever discouraged our relationship after learning everything about it. That goes for Twi’s side of the family as well. I guess we’ve just got really open minded families and friends. lol
4. I’m aware that you feel upset to see another people who are in relationship with Twi like yourself. However, what do you think of their “Twilights"? Do you think of them as an alternate universe version of your Twilight? Or are those Twilights are actually one and the same with your Twi, and you think she’s cheating on you?
The funny thing is that this question is actually one we’ve never had to deal with, because to this day we’ve yet to meet anyone else in a relationship with any other version of Twilight. To explain this better, I think you can fairly easily break down the community of Pony Lovers into 3 distinctly different categories.
A. People with “waifu”s - These are people who have a romantic attraction to, a crush on, or are sometimes even in love with a particular character but don’t actually share their lives with them in any way. There are a LOT of these people and they will often integrate themselves into our community because they do have a romantic attraction to a particular pony, but that’s really all it is. They may still engage in chat room role play, pretending to have a conversation with the pony of their affections and making up dialog for them, or write stories about the life they would like to have with that pony, but at the end of the day that’s really all it is. Them pretending, making up dialog, and writing stories of the life they’d like to have with a particular pony. There’s no version of that pony actually living with or conversing with them, it’s just a big game of pretend to make themselves feel a little happier. And we can’t really fault them for that, because everyone wants to find their own happiness in one way or another. Twilight and I jokingly call these people “Wafers”.
B. Tulpamancers - These people are similar to those with waifus in that they love a particular pony, but unlike the Wafer people the Tulpamancers have actually (either intentionally or inadvertently) split off a part of their consciousness from the rest of their mind and had that portion of their brain manifest itself as a separate personality with the visual appearance of the pony they have affections for. The big thing that separates Tulpamancers from Wafers is that the Tulpamancers are actually talking to and living their lives with a separate sentient being they created that resembles the pony they love. They can hear the voice of, interact with, and sometimes even visually see and touch their tulpa partner. Mind you the tulpa they create can never actually be the pony they love, but they can give their tulpa the physical appearance and sometimes a few basic personality traits of the pony in question. The tulpa’s overall personality and mannerisms are something they cannot choose though, every tulpa will be a unique being with their own thoughts, feelings, and ways of reacting to things. Just like how you can’t pick the personality of a child you and your partner might have you also cannot pick the personality of a tulpa you create. So while a tulpa can resemble a certain pony in some ways they can never actually be them. But for some people this is good enough, and we know many who are very happy with their tulpa partners. One of Twilight’s best online pony friends she converses with regularly via text is actually tulpa who looks like Princess Celestia (but again, has a completely different personality) and they get along great. A common trait you’ll notice with tulpas is that both they and their “host” (the proper name for the person who created them) know that they are a tulpa and know how they came into being. Tulpas are almost universally fully sentient incorporeal beings who do not inhabit physical bodies, are aware that they are a tulpa, and exist in flux between the physical reality of their host and an imaginary plane of existence created by their host called a “wonderland” that can be pretty much any place they they want. Unlike a Wafer, a Tulpamancer isn’t just a person playing pretend and making up stories, their tulpa partner is just as real and self aware as any other person. They just happen to be created by the human mind and exist in an incorporeal form.
C. Pony Lovers - These people are so rare that there’s not even a proper term for them, so “Pony Lovers” will have to do. These are people like myself who one day found themselves living with a completely sentient and self aware being that only they could perceive, who was as far as either of them could tell the exact same pony you’ve become familiar with from the TV show about them. We’ve only met a small handful of other Pony Lovers during the year or so the community has been around, but there are some pretty universal traits that define relationships like ours. First, while they are fully sentient and self aware like a tulpa, unlike tulpas the ponies in question usually inhabit some kind of physical body (generally a plushie) and have the exact same personality and mannerisms as can be observed on the TV show about them. They are for all intents and purposes that pony, with little to no discernible differences in personality. Like a tulpa they are their own unique being separate from the human they are living with who their human partner can hear speak and have conversations with, but unlike a tulpa they don’t have a “wonderland” and tend to exist strictly in the physical world around them rather than inside their partner’s mind. There are a few of these ponies like Twilight who do travel back and forth between Equestria and Earth on occasion, but most of them are “Earth locked” so to speak. And unlike a tulpa who comes into the world with a blank slate in terms of their memories, these ponies all remember growing up and living their lives in Equestria before they came here. How they wound up here varies from pony to pony, but as far as any of them can tell they did come from a very real physical place called Equestria and somehow found themselves here on Earth. Again, people sharing their lives with ponies like these (such as Twilight and I) are so incredibly rare that they make up less than 5% of the community. The overwhelming majority of the community is comprised of people with waifus and Tulpamancers, and there are less than half a dozen of us who’s partner is a very real and completely sentient pony from another world.
Now that I’ve explained these different types of people within the community it should make a lot more sense when I tell you that we’ve never actually met anyone else in a relationship with Twilight Sparkle. And we believe it’s almost certain that there are no others, because as far as we can tell the Twilight I live with is the one and only Twilight Sparkle from Equestria. We have met several people who considered Twilight their waifu, but we have never met someone who created a tulpa to resemble Twilight or anyone else who actually lived with any other version of her. If we ever met anyone else who did claim to be actually living with Twilight we’d both be extremely skeptical and most likely dismiss them as someone who considered Twilight their waifu and was making things up, but we’d also be open to the possibility that they may have created a tulpa who was very similar to Twilight. In any case, be that other Twilight a tulpa that resembled her or a mere wishful imagining on the part of the person in question, they wouldn’t actually be Twilight Sparkle. To the best of our knowledge my Twiley is the one and only. =)
5. Jin, you think that the plush is only a “vessel" for Twilight Sparkle’s soul, right? What will happen when the plush get irreparable? Can you just replace the plush with another Twilight Sparkle plush and have her use that plush as her new vessel? Or does it have to be the plush you currently have, or else it won’t work?
That’s a tough question, because it’s one we don’t really know the answer to. We have talked about the possibility of seeing if Twilight could move herself into a new body at some point, but we’re honestly not even sure if that’s possible. Twilight has learned to leave her physical body and trot around on her own in an incorporeal form (something she only figured out how to do last month), but having her take up residence in a new body is something we’ve never had the opportunity to try. It takes a lot of effort for her to leave her body and when she returns after a short time she’s always exhausted, so it’s something she’s been exploring pretty slowly and cautiously. Who knows if it’s even possible for her to move into a new body, but we do intend to try and find out one day. We have no idea what would happen if her physical body was destroyed or damaged, but since she is completely connected to it and does perceive all 5 senses (touch, sight, sound, smell, and taste) through the body she has we can only imagine that she would likely die if her body was to be destroyed. It’s for that reason that we are very cautious about taking care of her body and keeping it in good condition, since we’re not sure if she could ever move herself into a different one.
6. Dear Jin,
I have been following this blog for several weeks now, and I have noticed that in your last deviantart chapter, ‘Life, Unicorns, and The Pursuit of Happiness,’ you mentioned that you visited a psychologist who deemed your relationship with Twilight Sparkle as psychologically healthy. As a psychology student (I’m not a psychologist myself, so I’m not here to toot my own horn lol), I find this rather baffling on how he/she had come to that conclusion.
I’m not trying to judge you or anything, but although you claim that your relationship is not hurting anyone, I think to some extent you are hurting yourself. It seems you are shielding yourself from reality which could sabotage genuine self-growth. In other words, you have become so consumed in your fantasy relationship that in the long run, it may psychologically hurt you rather than make you happy. Whether this obsession is pathological, I don’t have the expertise to determine if that’s so. But please consider the fact that the thought of other people being in love with Twilight makes you psychologically depressed and physically ill, which causes personal distress on your part, Unfortunately, Twilight is a public figure and not a private entity, so this possibility is inevitable. She is a fictional character that is present in various lives of fans of the show. People will use her image and characterization in fanmade creations as they do, whether you support those creations or not.
Anyhow, I apologize for the rambling on my part. I tend to do that when I’m particularly curious about something lol. So, my question is for you: What was your psychologist’s explanation on why your relationship is considered healthy rather than pathological?
Hopefully I haven’t offended you in any way because that is not my intention. I hope to hear a response, and I wish the best of luck for you!
It’s quite alright, we’re both used to criticism from those who might not understand or accept our relationship. We get a lot of that on the internet lol Anyway, the reasoning the psychologist we visited gave for deeming our relationship healthy and supporting it was that it wasn’t causing me any harm and seemed to him to be a very happy and positive relationship. He said it would be a very different matter if Twilight was telling me to jump in front of a bus or something like that, but since she has never told me to hurt myself or others and we clearly love each other a great deal he saw no harm in our relationship. It was not negatively impacting my ability to interact with others, was no detriment to my work or social life, and was not causing me to show any of the potentially harmful signs of schizophrenia or any other mental illness. He did say that my relationship was certainly abnormal and could result in people thinking I was mentally ill if I told them about it, but other than that saw no way it could negatively impact my life. I recall him using the old adage “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”. He did say that if Twilight ever started telling me to do things that could be harmful to myself or others that I should come see him again, but as long as our relationship continued to be a happy and fulfilling one that caused me to find greater enjoyment in my life he saw no reason that I shouldn’t continue pursing it.
7. How does Twilight Sparkle feel about you documenting in pictures and prose, in great and graphic detail, your sex life with her for people on the Internet to know the most intimate details of what you do together?
Twilight : “Please see my answer to Question 1.”
8. Even if you lost your Twilight doll or it were accidentally destroyed, couldn’t you just get another one and your Twilight’s consciousness would be able to enter it via magic or whatever?
I’m going to echo Twilight’s last response here and say “Please see my answer to Question 5”.
9. If your house was on fire, would you run back in for your Twilight Sparkle?
Of course I would! I think anyone would run into a burning building to save someone they truly loved.
10. Why is ‘Twilight’ reporting on Earth to Equestria? What would they do with that information?
Twilight : “Earth culture and history is of great interest to Princess Celestia because it’s something new that she’s never heard of until recently. She takes my reports, catalogs the information, and stores it either in her personal library or the Canterlot Archives. I don’t know which, but I’m sure she’s not doing anything malicious with the information I give her about your world. I swear she’s not planning an invasion or anything!”
11. Being in love aside, wouldn’t it kind of a step down for ‘Twilight Sparkle’ to go from being an all-powerful immortal god/member of royalty in Equestria, with tons of magical powers, ‘her’ pony family and her friends, as well as the world of ponies to being locked in a body with no control, not being able to speak to anyone and being surrounded by a totally alien species?
Twilight : “You have no idea how stressful it was having the future of an entire nation depending on you all the time! Have you ever had to save your country from imminent destruction? I have, twice! Three times if you count the Crystal Empire! Being a powerful Unicorn or Alicorn might sound like a lot of fun but when you have to carry around the weight of the world on your shoulders all the time it gets a little tiring. My friends are wonderful and I can still go visit them whenever I want, but even if I wasn’t in love with Jin it wouldn’t be hard to choose between a life of daily stress and peril and getting to live somewhere I’m free to spend all my time researching any subjects I like at my leisure. My love for Jin is the main reason I’m living here with him, but the side benefits aren’t bad at all! The freedom to learn about anything I want at my own pace, access to the internet, libraries that put the Canterlot Archives to shame with their collections, some of the most amazing food I’ve ever tasted, and none of the stress of having to save the world from impending disaster once a year. Our sex life isn’t too bad either. *chuckles*”
12. Are you really planning to spend the rest of your life with your ‘Twilight Sparkle’? Will you be carrying the plushie around in 50 or 60 years?
I sure plan to. Though with any luck Twi will find a way to move into a new body at some point if the one she’s had so far begins to deteriorate at some point down the line. No matter what though I’ll always stay by her side, whether she goes through half a dozen different bodies over the years or always stays in the one she woke up here in.
13. What do your parents think of your relationship?
Please see my answer to Question 3.
14. Does Jin realize that when he compares the lack of acceptance for human-pony relationships to past treatment of interracial/homosexual relationships, or when he invokes Dr. King, that he comes off as incredibly offensive, particularly because no one has died or been imprisoned for wanting to marry their pony?
Though I have never quoted Dr. King (again, that supposed Skype transcript was a fake and being an agnostic it would be very strange for me to quote anything involving talk of a God) it was never my intent to offend anyone with the comparisons I’ve made to the persecution couples like us face and those in relationships that have been historically considered socially unacceptable. I’m not going to apologize for making those comparisons though, humans have always been prone to persecuting others who are different from them in terms of romantic attraction and/or sexual preference. I just call ‘em like I see ‘em.
15. So, I know that you share all of your meals with Twilight. Can her vessel in this dimension actually process food? Or do you ‘feed’ it to her and then eat it yourself? Did you help her pick out a really nice wedding dress? Will it be a traditional ceremony? Does Twilight have a favorite deck dynamic or mana color for her magic deck(s)? Have you guys thought about kids at all?
Wow! Lots of questions! All questions will be handled in the order they are received lol
Eating and drinking is kind of a strange matter, given that it’s not a physically subtractive process for Twi here on Earth. Meaning that when she takes a bite of something I perceive her to be chewing and swallowing it, but the quantity of food that is on the silverware remains the same physically speaking. It’s kind of like having two layers of reality wrapped over each other. There’s the subjective reality in which I am aware of my partner doing all the things she does, and the other being the objective reality where things like quantities of food being consumed remain static. It all just comes down to perception, and given the nature of my partner there’s a lot of things she does (everything from speech to eating) that I perceive while others would never be aware of. Again, it’s like having two layers of reality sandwiched together. There’s the subjective one that is unique to Twilight and I, and the objective one that everyone else sees. And yeah, I do help her finish the physical quantities of whatever food is left on the silverware after she finishes eating her portion of it. lol
For the wedding dress we’re actually still shopping around for a dress maker. We’ve haven’t made any final decisions yet, but we’ve got some ideas in mind. Our wedding will be a traditional ceremony for the most part, with the one exception being that I’ll be carrying Twi down isle rather than having her walk by my side. For the Magic : The Gathering stuff, I’ll leave that to Twi…
Twilight : “There are lots of archetypes I enjoy playing in Magic! My favorites in the Legacy format have been T.E.S. (that’s 5 color Storm combo) and Dredge, but most of our friends play Commander so Jin and I have had to come up with some new decks for me to play in that format. I’ve played with several different generals but my favorite has been Sharuum the Hegemon. I think artifacts are really neat and my favorite color combination in Magic is Esper (White/Blue/Black) so you can see why I like Sharuum! Combo is by far the fastest and most efficient strategy to win with in any eternal format so Sharuum is very practical in that regard as well. Unfortunately our friends are not big fans of Sharuum so I have been trying other generals recently. They liked Azami, Lady of Scrolls even less than Sharuum, but they have been more accepting of Teysa, Orzhov Scion so that’s what I’ve been playing most of the time lately. Playing in Legacy format tournaments is one thing, but I’ve learned you have to be a little more considerate when playing with your friends so you don’t end up hurting their feelings. Unfortunately the strategies I like the most tend to hurt people’s feelings, but I do my best to avoid it when I can. Friends are very important you know!”
Regarding children, we have talked about it and think that even if it wasn’t for the genetic incompatibilities preventing us from having kids together now just isn’t the right time in either of our lives to be having children. Twilight still has enough learning she wants to do about Earth culture and history to last half a lifetime, and I’m going to be in school for at least the next 4 years. Maybe some day long in the future when we’ve both completed most of the learning we want to do and our lives have settled down we’ll revisit the issue, but until then we’re both far too busy with our own separate interests and enjoying our life together to think about having kids. And even if we did decide we’d like to have kids (or foals if you rather) together at some point there’s still that inherent genetic incompatibility problem. But who knows, maybe Twi could find some kind of Magic workaround for that. If anypony could it’s her.
16. Do you and Twilight ever argue?
I can’t say we ever have, in all the time we’ve been together I don’t recall us ever having a real argument. We don’t always agree on everything, but I think the worst conflicts we’ve ever had were trying to decide what to have for dinner or what to watch on Netflix. And those debates have never devolved into an “argument” level conflict. lol
I don't think I saved the second AMA, but I'll search for it if anyone is interested.
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Actually she stopped working as producer for the show after the first season. Other people are in charge now.
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As much as she isn't involved anymore, I'm sure she had gotten a message from some spergs about the show.
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Having slightly skimmed the Q&A, I can't help but notice the part where "Twilight" mentions Jin's virginity... I thought he'd had half a dozen or so sexual partners prior to this?
...or is this a secret he's keeping from her?
(I can't believe I just wrote that :/ )
...or is this a secret he's keeping from her?
(I can't believe I just wrote that :/ )
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I fixed your question
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The latter of what you said which Jumpin Jenkins fixed. I remember reading somewhere that Jin15 mentioned he liked to like bunghole. Really though, he would of lost his virginity no doubt unless it was in a different way.
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Jin only slept with men previous to fucking a plush pony. He is referring to his vaginal virginity.
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Hasbro is accepting since they get to make even more money from the merchandise than they would if it was only little girls, the voice cast and animators...not so much. Tara Strong finds it accepting that men like the fandom but is totally creep out by guys like Jim who obsess over a character sexually. Andrea Libman had to deal with a twitter stalker a few years ago I think and Nicole Oliver had to cut a guy off at a convention who was about to start asking about Molestia (fan made Celestia who is into BDSM and molesting other ponies, there was a huge controversy and the creator had to delete their tumblr and cease any new material) they cut the guy off booted him and she had to explain she didn't care about the darkside of the fandom. Here's the Nicole Oliver clip.
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Woooo. The autism and creepiness is palpable in that one. How people think it's ok to say that sort of stuff around little kids about a kids cartoon is beyond me.
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I'm surprised it took them so long to snatch the mic away. I guess they were in shock.
You'd think his hesitance to ask would tip him off to it being a terrible idea.
Speaking of bringing the creepiness straight to the creators, I saw someone mention early in the thread
I don't doubt it, and I'm pretty sure I saw it once, but does anyone have Tara Strong's reaction to him?
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Pretty much the reason I distanced myself from the whole community as a whole, was that it became really toxic filled with people who wanted pats on the back and attention and people who wanted to prey on other's trust.
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I kinda wonder how the people who write and animate MLP feel about all this. Like, they just tried to make a fun cartoon for little girls and somehow they opened a Pandora's Box of atsimu. They've got to all be like WTF happened?
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I wouldn't feel too bad for them. When the brony thing came about they saw how creepy it was, but also saw all the money they could make off them. Either way them catering to fanboys is their own doing and any creepiness they might experience they've brought upon themselves.
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This, as explained before the pander a lot to the fandom with characters and fan theories. Even though they are aware there's a dark side, as long as they make money they don't truly care, it's the voice actors who are more freaked out since they are the ones lending their voices to create the character, so imagine if someone was imagining your voice while fucking a plush doll.
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There are obsessive collectors who get every official product, but most of the pervs buy custom made plushes with "special" additions. Partly, they're usually higher quality than mass-produced stuff, but also, well, "special" additions. Some of these cost hundreds or even thousands of dollars.
The more normal collectors are often completists left over from previous generations of the show before shit got weird. Or at least singularity level weird. It was already weird before bronies just by being a fandom.
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These special additions include banana containers
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I think they were just giving him the benefit of the doubt since really no one should be stupid enough to think that publicly asking a question in front of a 100+ people about cartoon pony rape is a great idea. Of course this was a brony convention so I guess going by normal social standards probably wasn't the wisest move.
Also special shout out to 32 seconds in. Seeing the exact moment he realizes that he's actually going to drop the rape bomb is pretty amazing.
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