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- Apr 2, 2016
Let me put on my Fat Hat...I don't mean to be too graphic, and yeah, rate me horrifying but...
Is not wiping after she shits even a choice? From waste and digested stomach acids, wouldn't it burn off sensitive skin around the anal mucus membrane? Certainly awkward wiping with that tool thingy is better than having acid burns and open wounds around her asshole. Not to mention the general discomfort of swampass. Maybe she's just used to it.
Yes, having a chronically unwiped ass is terribly uncomfortable. Women who cannot clean themselves after urinating have horrible issues in that regard as well. Bidets are limited in what they can do for people that fat and the conscientious among them will essentially take a shower after a massive dump but once you get to the point that you cannot wipe or use a bidet because there's too much fat blocking a water stream, taking a shower is generally an ordeal as well. What happens to babies who are not changed regularly and kept dry and clean happens to fats who cannot wipe their asses and don't have anyone who will clean them up afterward.
But here's the thing: It's worth it to them. People Chantal's size are always miserable. Always. Walking a few steps is a misery for her. Standing for a minute is painful. She routinely crams her stomach to the point that I am genuinely stunned it has not split open from the mass of food she eats. She stuffs herself with fatty foods knowing she does not have a gall bladder and will end up with debilitating diarrhea that verges into fecal incontinence. The psychological and physiological high food gives her is worth experiencing pain that even a small fat would consider torture. A bleeding mud butt is just one of many horribly painful things Chantal deals with to continue eating the way she does. The pain of not gorging is worse than being unable to breathe, never feeling clean, unwashed skin breaking down, and all the shit that goes into being someone that fat. Having a crusty, burned or bleeding rectum is just the cost of doing business, and probably isn't even in her top five physical issues.
That's why it's so sad and ridiculolus to me that she talks about Jamaica/DR or travels with Peetz because positive goals are worthless to her. Positive goals are meaningless to her because she can't even regulate herself to avoid outright pain. If she will not change to avoid this amount of net negative - misery, humiliation and physical torment - it's safe to say she's talking about travel because she has to talk about something. This travel story is just the other side of the stories she tells about shitting everywhere or coworkers who wanted her desperately - it's just something to say in between bites.