No pity needed. It’s not harsh on my inner being at all. You overestimate the effects of this site on my inner peace. Perhaps you want to think you are affecting my emotions in a negative way, but that is you telling yourself stories to feed your inner sicknesses. Just like you tell yourself I must be “bad” or a “whore” because there is no way a good woman could get mistreated by more than one man, right? That would completely unsettle the patriarchal sickness in you, now wouldn’t it?
Really, you overestimate the importance of your opinion in my life. You’re a specimen in the eyes of a scholar. You’re pagans and the seed of Cain, your spirit contrary to the spirit living in me. Some of you are just a biting mouse in the paw of a lioness who plays with it before she swats it aside (especially you
@Viridian 
). Don’t expect my kindness when you attack me. I am not morally obligated under The Torah to be kind to an attacker.
I laugh at your arrogance which tries to condemn me with your terrible “cut and paste” exegesis of Scripture (
@Viridian,
@fnaarf). I laugh that in your arrogance you are completely unaware of Karaites and Messianics that don’t believe in blood genealogy making someone a “J*-e*-w*” either (
@Anonymous Fluhre). “Fake J*e*w”, “fake j*e*w*” you cry. “Heretic”, “wolf”, “wrong” you cry. Yet still unable to use proper exegesis to prove any of your claims. I not only laugh, but I also resist your arrogance by withholding correction from you. Giving you secret knowledge and correction would be an act of mercy and love. You aren’t worthy of either. I don’t give mercy to the proud of heart. Like Father, like daughter (Prov. 3:34; James 4:6).
I try to help break yokes of oppression, like the evil oppression of Patriarchy, through writing about Gender Equality (Isa. 58:6), but I don’t give food to dogs that is meant for The Sheep (Mw 7:6; Mw 15:26).
What you don’t understand is that I grew up with the devil incarnate for a sibling who used my forgiveness of her childhood evil to in turn abuse me all over again. I had morally reprehensible relatives who have the same affection for scapegoating as you all. My father was their first victim and then when he died by suicide, they tried to make me his replacement. I then lived through my first husband who turned out to be a morally reprehensible man when his mask fell off. You don’t have to believe me about any of this, that’s not the point. I lived it. And living through this kind of stuff
either makes you or breaks you.
I didn’t break, I wised up and learned to follow The Torah better. I didn’t break, I learned to dig deep and find traits inside of me like radical acceptance to remain a loving person with ambition and goals to go after my dreams. This is where the fate of my father and myself split. The Torah is the reason I have not and will not share in the same fate of my father (
@Deadpool who has told me to kill myself several times). Because The Torah teaches you when to cut people off that don’t need to be in your life anymore...no matter how many spouses or people that turns out to be. You can call it “narcissistic” and “evil” but it’s not. It’s not a “discard” process, it’s
boundaries. It is a process my father refused to do, to his own detriment.
The Torah is also the reason your attempts here to damage my internal peace or psyche don’t avail. You can’t penetrate or damage my psyche by “shittalking” me because, I SEE.
I’ve met so many people over the years who are morally out of control. It’s largely socially acceptable to be evil in this generation. I have seen for years and years all this sort of morally reprehensible behavior that you all display. The script is the same each time. I understand the root of it, I see through it. It doesn’t affect my inner peace. The energy I display here is because I have a passion for
guarding The Torah and a fire for truth that bubbles out.
The script of your spiritual diseases are the same here. Although it’s not face to face like former people I have encountered. You hide behind fake profiles to live out your spiritual sickness and disease, but you act the same as the others. It’s predictable behavior, but nevertheless sickness and disease. You attack others vulnerabilities despite claiming to despise narcissistic behaviors so I expect this response to only be met with more pirana like behavior.
Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t create and support stalking and “shittalking” websites like this. Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t scapegoat others publicly. Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t instigate and provoke to assault others’ character publicly. I find you morally disgusting. Especially you @JumpingDwarf.
“Those who abandon Torah praise the wicked,
but those who keep Torah fight them.” (Prov. 28:4)
I don’t behave in the morally inferior manner that you do, I never have and I never will. I may return “eye for eye” but I don’t instigate. I conduct my life with the moral correctness of The Torah. I have always been a person of good character, living my life with the highest regard for ethics and doing what is right. That is why, without expecting a reward, I have blessings drop into my lap by surprise. No need to tell you the specifics of the good I have done to others because I don’t need to boast. I am a mentally healthy and well adjusted person. I never have allowed people of low ethical standards to remain in my life long term.
On the other hand, look who likes you. Look who likes all your posts. The Stalker. Birds of a feather flock together. You are the recruited flying monkeys of a drug addict and a Stalker.
Let the fact that he is fond of you sink in.
“Adonai,
who can rest in your tent?
Who can live on your holy mountain?
Those who live a blameless[תָּמִים] life,
who behave uprightly,
who speak truth from their hearts
and keep their tongues from slander;
who never does evil to others
or seek to discredit neighbors;
who look with scorn on the vile,
but honor those who fear Adonai;
who hold to an oath, no matter the cost;
who refuse usury when they lend money
and refuse a bribe to damage the innocent.
Those who do these things
never will be moved.” (Psalm 15 CJB)
May YHWH bless The Righteous
