Lolcow Melinda Leigh Scott & Marshall Castersen - Sue-happy couple. Flat earth conspiracists. Pretending to be Jewish. Believe Kiwi Farms is protected by the Masonic Order. 0-6 on lawsuits. Marshall is dead.

[Dynamite Ninja]

Refer to comment #6204 where you got your aas handed to you about the definition of adultery in The Torah

You didn't do anything of the sort. You just typed a bunch of nonsense and passed it off as fact (like you always do).

 

[Spergichu]

You actually believe that? That's the same BS she fed to Andrew for sympathy and money.

Not really. But it is a possibility that we have to consider. Although I don't know why she would lie about that to us, considering we're not gullible creeps like Andrew that would throw all our money at her on the drop of a dime. Unless she's just that starved for attention.

 

[TamarYaelBatYah]

It sure is telling about a person when the only other members of their religion are an abusive manlet and a creepy sperg. You never did answer me on how someone could join your bullshit sect of Judaism.

She has no fellowship with any others of her faith offline because she's too busy raising six piglets and they all think she's insane anyways, so "debating" with us is the closest she'll ever get to actualizing her delusions of scholarly grandeur.

Where did you get the idea that I was the only one (outside of my family clan) who held the same beliefs as myself?

You don't really "join". If you believe, you believe. You don't need conversion certificates to worship Elohim.

And where did you get the idea that this site is the only place I have ever debated The Torah?

Let me tell you though, you're a wild crowd, but I've been one other place that was twice as vicious. Except for 2 rabbis and another dude there who tried so hard to get me to convert to Orthodox Judaism.

You literally ignored them when they pointed out the words of your own messiah to you and how you gleefully ignore them every time you autistically scream at us instead of taking care of your kids, so I don't think you get to condemn Viridian for not following Torah. Especially when you tossed like six books out of the Torah for being written by a dude who wasn't Pure enough for your liking. This is why no other Messianics like you, Linda, you're too crazy even for them.

I didn't ignore it at all. I answered fully in comment #6204.

Most Messianics do not like me, yes. I am completely aware of that. I am OK with that. The moment I tell them that I don't accept the writings of Paul, it's all downhill from there. But Messianics are not the sect I belong too. I believe most, but not all, Messianics are a lot like Christians, but with a Kippah. They believe in Christian theology but have mixed it with Orthodox Judaism, which is not wholly illogical because Paul of Tarsus was a Pharisee, trained by the same people who went on to write The Talmud.

I am among those who think for themselves (independent Torah followers) and The Netzarim. Although some people call themselves Netzarim but are really Messianic, in my POV. There are less than 500 Netzarim in the English speaking world that I have met. They have befriended me easily, have been very helpful in times of need, and they have been appreciative of my scholarship.

Let's be honest, if blessings drop into your lap, why does your life seem to be so miserable and why are the men in your life so abusive? Instead of seeking advice only from the Torah, you should also seek the help of a therapist. You have kids to raise and they need a safe environment and human connections, not lectures about the Torah. The Torah is just a book, you're kids are human beings who depend on you.

My life is blessed, under the definition of The Torah and The Prophets. I don't think it is miserable.

The Torah does not remove all conflict in your life. I believe in the past I got involved with abusive men because I believed in unconditional forgiveness and unconditional love. I stopped doing that. I stopped thinking it was my responsibility to fix people. It's not. I had to let go of the lie that I was responsible for others' righteousness. I'm not. I had to allow people to be sick if they want to, and learn to take responsibility for the one person whose righteousness I am responsible for: mine.

I learned what a "good" spouse should look like through The Torah. But ultimately I've learned that trying to be righteous yourself does not prevent you from being mistreated by others, even people claiming to follow The Torah (a disappointing and painful, but true reality).

I have a high standard in a relationship, and I just think that I don't put up with stuff that many people consider the inevitable fate of relationships. Some people have told me I have unrealistic expectations, that I need to stop leaving men and just accept that everyone exhibits certain evil behaviors. I just don't agree.
So I have left more than one man because I won't settle for idolatry in a relationship.

I don't believe a therapist can help me fully because their psychology is not fully in line with The Torah. Instead I have consistently sought the wisdom of grey and white headed men and women, as the Scripture commands. I have been to therapists before. In my teenage years and again in my 20s, but that is not what helped me ultimately. What helped me was reading Scripture.

 

[Dynamite Ninja]

--said the doggie named Viridian who doesn't follow The Torah like The Messiah taught.

Let me translate that from your pagan speak to truth: BARK, BARK, BARK.

“It is not right to take the children’s food and toss it to their pet dogs.” (Mw 15:26)
“Don’t give to dogs what is set apart..." (Mw 7:6)

Doggie denied!

Said the re.tard named @TamarYaelBatYah who keeps posting here to feel validated because she never was .

Let me translate that from your re.tard speak to truth: DUH, DUH, DUH!

Never go full re.tard.
-Kirk Lazarus, Tropic Thunder

Re.tard denied.

 

[TamarYaelBatYah]

Oh but I do understand that your relationship with your sister has affected you. Whether her insults were small and innocent or were downright abusive, you've gotten used to it as you grew up. You miss her: not in the "boohoo I love her and want to see her again" way but in the "it is odd that no one is throwing insults at me there somewhere is and I need to hear it/ face it" way


You've gotten so used to verbal shit talk you keep coming back here for more because by now your brain is so wired to living with it you can't live without it.

Maybe. I do consider that I can fall prey to seeking out the battles of my past through other individuals. I've read yers ago that someone can seek out the "messengers of their wounds" if they are not fully healed. That a person will sometimes seek individuals to keep re-creating the same conflict/wounds of their past as a subconscious way of looking for healing. In spiritual terms, "the eye is the lamp of the body" concept. The idea that you attract and seek what you meditate on, sort of thing.

But I think it's more along the lines that I may seek out frames of old battles because of the larger concepts/problems that exist in the new battles. That I, as a person, become an advocate against what wounded me in the past.

Said the re.tard named @TamarYaelBatYah who keeps posting here to feel validated because she never was .

Let me translate that from your re.tard speak to truth: DUH, DUH, DUH!

Never go full re.tard.
-Kirk Lazarus, Tropic Thunder

Re.tard denied.

You are making fun of me but still...LOL

 

[White Baby]

I have a high standard in a relationship, and I just think that I don't put up with stuff that many people consider the inevitable fate of relationships. Some people have told me I have unrealistic expectations, that I need to stop leaving men and just accept that everyone exhibits certain evil behaviors. I just don't agree.
So I have left more than one man because I won't settle for idolatry in a relationship.

You have a high standard in relationships but you're with a white gangbanger who believes in slapping bitches around and hasn't repented for past sins, per your own words, and none of your alleged friends like him? Doesn't compute.

 

[A Cardboard Box]

No pity needed. It’s not harsh on my inner being at all. You overestimate the effects of this site on my inner peace. Perhaps you want to think you are affecting my emotions in a negative way, but that is you telling yourself stories to feed your inner sicknesses. Just like you tell yourself I must be “bad” or a “whore” because there is no way a good woman could get mistreated by more than one man, right? That would completely unsettle the patriarchal sickness in you, now wouldn’t it?

Really, you overestimate the importance of your opinion in my life. You’re a specimen in the eyes of a scholar. You’re pagans and the seed of Cain, your spirit contrary to the spirit living in me. Some of you are just a biting mouse in the paw of a lioness who plays with it before she swats it aside (especially you @Viridian ). Don’t expect my kindness when you attack me. I am not morally obligated under The Torah to be kind to an attacker.

I laugh at your arrogance which tries to condemn me with your terrible “cut and paste” exegesis of Scripture (@Viridian, @fnaarf). I laugh that in your arrogance you are completely unaware of Karaites and Messianics that don’t believe in blood genealogy making someone a “J*-e*-w*” either (@Anonymous Fluhre). “Fake J*e*w”, “fake j*e*w*” you cry. “Heretic”, “wolf”, “wrong” you cry. Yet still unable to use proper exegesis to prove any of your claims. I not only laugh, but I also resist your arrogance by withholding correction from you. Giving you secret knowledge and correction would be an act of mercy and love. You aren’t worthy of either. I don’t give mercy to the proud of heart. Like Father, like daughter (Prov. 3:34; James 4:6).

I try to help break yokes of oppression, like the evil oppression of Patriarchy, through writing about Gender Equality (Isa. 58:6), but I don’t give food to dogs that is meant for The Sheep (Mw 7:6; Mw 15:26).

What you don’t understand is that I grew up with the devil incarnate for a sibling who used my forgiveness of her childhood evil to in turn abuse me all over again. I had morally reprehensible relatives who have the same affection for scapegoating as you all. My father was their first victim and then when he died by suicide, they tried to make me his replacement. I then lived through my first husband who turned out to be a morally reprehensible man when his mask fell off. You don’t have to believe me about any of this, that’s not the point. I lived it. And living through this kind of stuff either makes you or breaks you.

I didn’t break, I wised up and learned to follow The Torah better. I didn’t break, I learned to dig deep and find traits inside of me like radical acceptance to remain a loving person with ambition and goals to go after my dreams. This is where the fate of my father and myself split. The Torah is the reason I have not and will not share in the same fate of my father (@Deadpool who has told me to kill myself several times). Because The Torah teaches you when to cut people off that don’t need to be in your life anymore...no matter how many spouses or people that turns out to be. You can call it “narcissistic” and “evil” but it’s not. It’s not a “discard” process, it’s boundaries. It is a process my father refused to do, to his own detriment.

The Torah is also the reason your attempts here to damage my internal peace or psyche don’t avail. You can’t penetrate or damage my psyche by “shittalking” me because, I SEE.

I’ve met so many people over the years who are morally out of control. It’s largely socially acceptable to be evil in this generation. I have seen for years and years all this sort of morally reprehensible behavior that you all display. The script is the same each time. I understand the root of it, I see through it. It doesn’t affect my inner peace. The energy I display here is because I have a passion for guarding The Torah and a fire for truth that bubbles out.

The script of your spiritual diseases are the same here. Although it’s not face to face like former people I have encountered. You hide behind fake profiles to live out your spiritual sickness and disease, but you act the same as the others. It’s predictable behavior, but nevertheless sickness and disease. You attack others vulnerabilities despite claiming to despise narcissistic behaviors so I expect this response to only be met with more pirana like behavior.

Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t create and support stalking and “shittalking” websites like this. Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t scapegoat others publicly. Mentally healthy, righteous and well adjusted people don’t instigate and provoke to assault others’ character publicly. I find you morally disgusting. Especially you @JumpingDwarf.

“Those who abandon Torah praise the wicked,
but those who keep Torah fight them.” (Prov. 28:4)

I don’t behave in the morally inferior manner that you do, I never have and I never will. I may return “eye for eye” but I don’t instigate. I conduct my life with the moral correctness of The Torah. I have always been a person of good character, living my life with the highest regard for ethics and doing what is right. That is why, without expecting a reward, I have blessings drop into my lap by surprise. No need to tell you the specifics of the good I have done to others because I don’t need to boast. I am a mentally healthy and well adjusted person. I never have allowed people of low ethical standards to remain in my life long term.

On the other hand, look who likes you. Look who likes all your posts. The Stalker. Birds of a feather flock together. You are the recruited flying monkeys of a drug addict and a Stalker.
Let the fact that he is fond of you sink in.


“Adonai, who can rest in your tent?
Who can live on your holy mountain?
Those who live a blameless[תָּמִים] life,
who behave uprightly,
who speak truth from their hearts
and keep their tongues from slander;
who never does evil to others
or seek to discredit neighbors;
who look with scorn on the vile,
but honor those who fear Adonai;
who hold to an oath, no matter the cost;
who refuse usury when they lend money
and refuse a bribe to damage the innocent.
Those who do these things
never will be moved.” (Psalm 15 CJB)

May YHWH bless The Righteous

You try to break the bonds of patriarchy by allowing men to rape women. Lmao okay dumdum.

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

Where did you get the idea that I was the only one (outside of my family clan) who held the same beliefs as myself?

You don't really "join". If you believe, you believe. You don't need conversion certificates to worship Elohim.

And where did you get the idea that this site is the only place I have ever debated The Torah?

Let me tell you though, you're a wild crowd, but I've been one other place that was twice as vicious. Except for 2 rabbis and another dude there who tried so hard to get me to convert to Orthodox Judaism.




I didn't ignore it at all. I answered fully in comment #6204.

Most Messianics do not like me, yes. I am completely aware of that. I am OK with that. The moment I tell them that I don't accept the writings of Paul, it's all downhill from there. But Messianics are not the sect I belong too. I believe most, but not all, Messianics are a lot like Christians, but with a Kippah. They believe in Christian theology but have mixed it with Orthodox Judaism, which is not wholly illogical because Paul of Tarsus was a Pharisee, trained by the same people who went on to write The Talmud.

I am among those who think for themselves (independent Torah followers) and The Netzarim. Although some people call themselves Netzarim but are really Messianic, in my POV. There are less than 500 Netzarim in the English speaking world that I have met. They have befriended me easily, have been very helpful in times of need, and they have been appreciative of my scholarship.




My life is blessed, under the definition of The Torah and The Prophets. I don't think it is miserable.

The Torah does not remove all conflict in your life. I believe in the past I got involved with abusive men because I believed in unconditional forgiveness and unconditional love. I stopped doing that. I stopped thinking it was my responsibility to fix people. It's not. I had to let go of the lie that I was responsible for others' righteousness. I'm not. I had to allow people to be sick if they want to, and learn to take responsibility for the one person whose righteousness I am responsible for: mine.

I learned what a "good" spouse should look like through The Torah. But ultimately I've learned that trying to be righteous yourself does not prevent you from being mistreated by others, even people claiming to follow The Torah (a disappointing and painful, but true reality).

I have a high standard in a relationship, and I just think that I don't put up with stuff that many people consider the inevitable fate of relationships. Some people have told me I have unrealistic expectations, that I need to stop leaving men and just accept that everyone exhibits certain evil behaviors. I just don't agree.
So I have left more than one man because I won't settle for idolatry in a relationship.

I don't believe a therapist can help me fully because their psychology is not fully in line with The Torah. Instead I have consistently sought the wisdom of grey and white headed men and women, as the Scripture commands. I have been to therapists before. In my teenage years and again in my 20s, but that is not what helped me ultimately. What helped me was reading Scripture.

Bist du behindert?

 

[Burmese Rice Farmer]

Maybe. I do consider that I can fall prey to seeking out the battles of my past through other individuals. I've read yers ago that someone can seek out the "messengers of their wounds" if they are not fully healed. That a person will sometimes seek individuals to keep re-creating the same conflict/wounds of their past as a subconscious way of looking for healing. In spiritual terms, "the eye is the lamp of the body" concept. The idea that you attract and seek what you meditate on, sort of thing.

But I think it's more along the lines that I may seek out frames of old battles because of the larger concepts/problems that exist in the new battles. That I, as a person, become an advocate against what wounded me in the past.

You are making fun of me but still...LOL

Just make fucking TL;DRs instead of your tard rambles, Jesus Christ

Your obsession has no bounds

 

[redcent]

Maybe. I do consider that I can fall prey to seeking out the battles of my past through other individuals. I've read yers ago that someone can seek out the "messengers of their wounds" if they are not fully healed. That a person will sometimes seek individuals to keep re-creating the same conflict/wounds of their past as a subconscious way of looking for healing. In spiritual terms, "the eye is the lamp of the body" concept. The idea that you attract and seek what you meditate on, sort of thing.

But I think it's more along the lines that I may seek out frames of old battles because of the larger concepts/problems that exist in the new battles. That I, as a person, become an advocate against what wounded me in the past.




You are making fun of me but still...LOL

But that's what people like say your sister, and in all honesty people on this forum want: to see you "try to stand against it" , it is them getting a rise out of you. You are giving everyone want they want. Why do you continue to give text walls of arguments looking clearly offended when that's what others want to see?

 

[Toasty]

Not really. But it is a possibility that we have to consider. Although I don't know why she would lie about that to us, considering we're not gullible creeps like Andrew that would throw all our money at her on the drop of a dime. Unless she's just that starved for attention.

She knows that some of us could possibly be very supportive of her if she chose to break off a toxic relationship.
She has already stated that he won't let her go very easily and things like that.
But she lies so much, no one can tell. She's broken up with him before. And reached out for sympathy from someone she claimed to be a stalker. So who the fuck knows what she's up to.
@TamarYaelBatYah message me if you want help for resources in your area.

 

[TamarYaelBatYah]

But that's what people like say your sister, and in all honesty people on this forum want: to see you "try to stand against it" , it is them getting a rise out of you. You are giving everyone want they want. Why do you continue to give text walls of arguments looking clearly offended when that's what others want to see?

Because I like the challenge of debate. This site opened the door for an opportunity to debate. Debating people is like riding a kayak down the river. I control my paddle but the river (others' words) does too. I discover my strengths and weaknesses (in my arguments) in the process. I take that and grow intellectually.

I was Treasurer of the Debate Team in High School. Then I went to law school to try to be a lawyer. I'm a person who finds order through arguing. I don't do it to feel better than anyone. I do it to become a better thinker and writer.

Also, I came here to find closure. At first when I discovered this site, I was like "WTF, what the hell is this?". "Oh, some morons on the internet talkin' shit". No big deal, life goes on. Then my anger started when some other morons intercepted the information on this site and we had some terrible conflict get thrown in our faces. It affected my children too, so that's when I got doubly mad. So I had to come here after the lawsuits ended to give the people responsible for it a royal "fuck you". Better to express my anger rather than hold it in.

I didn't expect to be here 300 pages but then the opportunities for debate just kept appearing. So, yeah, here I am.

Bist du behindert?

Nein. Ich bin stur

You try to break the bonds of patriarchy by allowing men to rape women. Lmao okay dumdum.

Woah, hold the brakes. I never said that. What I said was that I don't believe it is a sin in context of marriage covenants

You have a high standard in relationships but you're with a white gangbanger who believes in slapping bitches around and hasn't repented for past sins, per your own words, and none of your alleged friends like him? Doesn't compute.

My high standard is what is making me care enough to reflect on the situation. I want my relationship with Marshall to be Tamiym. I'm open about our conflict at times because our relationship was forced by others into the public eye. We became like controversial celebrities. We were portrayed like a "Bonnie & Clyde" and lots of neighbors and contacts got involved, with various reactions. So sometimes Kiwi Farms is like Paparazzi and we are forced to deal with the situation best we know how. Questions, debates and all.

I do recall Marshall saying something about "slapping bitches" on a thread. I give him empathy because I try to put myself in his shoes, what he dealt with in his first marriage. I've felt like slapping some of my exes. I just don't think he is morally obligated to show kindness to people who attacked him, whether by words or by objects or by their behavior.

I’m sorry, what is your favorite non-pagan holiday?

Sukkot ... because I'm a major foodie.

 

[Burmese Rice Farmer]

Sukkot ... because I'm a major fatty.

ftfy

 

[A Cardboard Box]

Because I like the challenge of debate. This site opened the door for an opportunity to debate. Debating people is like riding a kayak down the river. I control my paddle but the river (others' words) does too. I discover my strengths and weaknesses (in my arguments) in the process. I take that and grow intellectually.

I was Treasurer of the Debate Team in High School. Then I went to law school to try to be a lawyer. I'm a person who finds order through arguing. I don't do it to feel better than anyone. I do it to become a better thinker and writer.

Also, I came here to find closure. At first when I discovered this site, I was like "WTF, what the hell is this?". "Oh, some morons on the internet talkin' shit". No big deal, life goes on. Then my anger started when some other morons intercepted the information on this site and we had some terrible conflict get thrown in our faces. It affected my children too, so that's when I got doubly mad. So I had to come here after the lawsuits ended to give the people responsible for it a royal "fuck you". Better to express my anger rather than hold it in.

I didn't expect to be here 300 pages but then the opportunities for debate just kept appearing. So, yeah, here I am.




Nein. Ich bin stur




Woah, hold the brakes. I never said that. What I said was that I don't believe it is a sin in context of marriage covenants




My high standard is what is making me care enough to reflect on the situation. I want my relationship with Marshall to be Tamiym. I'm open about our conflict at times because our relationship was forced by others into the public eye. We became like controversial celebrities. We were portrayed like a "Bonnie & Clyde" and lots of neighbors and contacts got involved, with various reactions. So sometimes Kiwi Farms is like Paparazzi and we are forced to deal with the situation best we know how. Questions, debates and all.

I do recall Marshall saying something about "slapping bitches" on a thread. I give him empathy because I try to put myself in his shoes, what he dealt with in his first marriage. I've felt like slapping some of my exes. I just don't think he is morally obligated to show kindness to people who attacked him, whether by words or by objects or by their behavior.

You're literally okay with rape. You're right, too. We must secure the existence of our people and a future for Yahweh's children, even if the women aren't willing. We will make them.

 

[Toasty]

. I give him empathy because I try to put myself in his shoes, what he dealt with in his first marriage

This is a giant red flag. Many people who are abused make the excuse that the abuser should be given a break given a bad situation they had lived through. So he lived through an bad relationship with his ex wife, so it's ok if he has a hair trigger with you. If I had a nickel for every time I had heard that, I'd have a bunch of useless nickels. It's usually paired with the idea that if the person being abused can just heal the abuser of their previous trauma, they will magically 'fix' them, and the abuse will then stop and things will go back to the honeymoon phase. Been there, done that.
No empathy will help. There is no magic wand. You can't fix them.

Edit: I'm falling into the trap of wanting to give a lolcow advice. They don't listen. Toasty is threadbanning herself until tomorrow.

 

[lamp]

I do recall Marshall saying something about "slapping bitches" on a thread. I give him empathy because I try to put myself in his shoes, what he dealt with in his first marriage. I've felt like slapping some of my exes. I just don't think he is morally obligated to show kindness to people who attacked him, whether by words or by objects or by their behavior

we’ve all felt anger towards people in our life. The difference is Marshall has acted on that anger and intended physical harm towards one person (to our knowledge. He could’ve hurt many others). The fact that you know that and victimize/sympathize with him is a red flag to any sane person.

 

[White Baby]

Woah, hold the brakes. I never said that. What I said was that I don't believe it is a sin in context of marriage covenants

Rape is not a "oh in certain contexts" thing. It's either bad everywhere, every time, in every situation or not bad at all. If a person is fighting off another person who is attempting to sexually violate them that is morally reprehensible regardless of whether or not rings have been exchanged.

 

[redcent]

Because I like the challenge of debate. This site opened the door for an opportunity to debate. Debating people is like riding a kayak down the river. I control my paddle but the river (others' words) does too. I discover my strengths and weaknesses (in my arguments) in the process. I take that and grow intellectually.

I was Treasurer of the Debate Team in High School. Then I went to law school to try to be a lawyer. I'm a person who finds order through arguing. I don't do it to feel better than anyone. I do it to become a better thinker and writer.

Also, I came here to find closure. At first when I discovered this site, I was like "WTF, what the hell is this?". "Oh, some morons on the internet talkin' shit". No big deal, life goes on. Then my anger started when some other morons intercepted the information on this site and we had some terrible conflict get thrown in our faces. It affected my children too, so that's when I got doubly mad. So I had to come here after the lawsuits ended to give the people responsible for it a royal "fuck you". Better to express my anger rather than hold it in.

Closure

Now where have I heard that word before?

 

[SS Reichsmarshall]

@TamarYaelBatYah What law school did you attend and subsequently fail out of first semester?
Wow, of all people to use the word "closure" you show your true colors. You didnt give Andrew closure so you deserve none as per your weird eye for an eye J.ewish cargo cult laws.

 

[Sir Dank-a-Lot]

What a fucking moron. EVERYONE ELSE IS WRONG!!! YOU ARE ALL PAGANS!!! I AM THE CHOSEN ONE, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO IS RIGHT, AND I WILL POST AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL THE REST OF YOU ADMIT IT!!

That’s some professional grade autism there,