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Proof she didn't click it cuz it just leads to one of those UwU Im Here For You It Will Be Okay!!! posts.
handicapped? nah nigga. Amandicapped.
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Dramacow Amanda/Amari Turcol / LadyALT69 / Manda-Tee / Amarithenonbinary / Amaribabe93 / AmariStrawberry - Pedophile/pedo apologist and tulpamancer who gets into fictional relationships with a Spyro boss, goblins, and Pokemon, all while shipping herself. Decade reigning cow. TRUE AND HONEST Twin soul sister of OPL. IQ of 62.
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Proof she didn't click it cuz it just leads to one of those UwU Im Here For You It Will Be Okay!!! posts.
handicapped? nah nigga. Amandicapped.
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I signed up to TikTok and regulary check up on her stuff. No one comments and she gets maybe 1 or 2 likes at most? The only video that got her any "attention" was that one where she was celebrating her anniversary with the goblin, and people responded exactly the way you would expect.
Then she disabled comments and made another video asking people to "stop hatin" because of course she did.
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You walk into your room and find this on your bed. What do you do?
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"What the fuck are you doing in my room? Go back to the slaughterhouse"
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I would either call the police or the local butcher.
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Check self in for therapy.
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Burn my whole fucking house down.
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Tank and spank, she's barely a first level boss
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That would be actually pretty sad if we were talking about a normal person, but since it is about Amanda, then good. She deserves to be ostracized and left in the corner, since everything she touches turn into shit.
voidtime
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I went to search for Amanda's youtube again to check if she uploaded anything new. Of course she doesn't have anything on her page but I managed to find this shit.
A compilation of fairly short audio leaks between Amanda and someone else. From the way she talks and the stuff she brings up these audios were at a time before she got her job. She also brings up how exactly she harmed her niece, how she basically forced her massive lardy body onto that poor fucking child with the intent of "shutting her up", alongside her talking about the reason why she hates kids. Aka still salty about the kids that boolied the poor itty bitty crybaby bitchlit in school and she just never grew the fuck up from that.
The fact literally anyone could it there and defend her is baffling, it doesn't matter how far off the tendy spectrum she is that doesn't excuse harming minors in any way, shape or form.
The "I'm scared to be around kids" part I call massive bullshit, especially considering the shit she continuously does to fucking Muerte and how she tries to paint that kid as the one at fault for her shit.
The fact literally anyone could it there and defend her is baffling, it doesn't matter how far off the tendy spectrum she is that doesn't excuse harming minors in any way, shape or form.
The "I'm scared to be around kids" part I call massive bullshit, especially considering the shit she continuously does to fucking Muerte and how she tries to paint that kid as the one at fault for her shit.
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Jesus fucking Christ.
Wait, she has her tubes tied?
(But also has a breeding fetish)
EDIT: She also is constantly misgendering Muerte at the end but get's upset when people don't respect her gender identity?
Wait, she has her tubes tied?
(But also has a breeding fetish)
EDIT: She also is constantly misgendering Muerte at the end but get's upset when people don't respect her gender identity?
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voidtime
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Further back in the thread she did admit to this yes. Specifically this post
Id assume part of her reason why she got her shit tied either way was so she could spread her legs risk-free cause I absolutely don't believe her claims of being "scared" of kids when in all honesty the most the have done to her is point and laugh just like literally everyone else online has been doing so far.
In Dragon Realm it's another story for her, she can pop out fantasy freaks like a busted vending machine and not have to bother with actually raising the spawns she makes while she gets dicked by her goblin.
This is Amanda after all, she's dead set on thinking she's an untouchable queen. "Respect for me but not for thee"
Besides she isn't even an actual Genderfluid/Trans/whateverthecinnamontoastfuckgender she tries to claim herself as anyways, bold to assume she would give anyone even an ounce of respect, let alone a child.
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One part caught me off guard.
"If I had a hatred for kids, I would still be abusing them."
"I would still be abusing them."
So she's implying that she's abused kids before, not just her niece?
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Frankly I really think the "minors don't interact" / "scared to be around kids" thing (assuming those are the same thing you're referring to) came up as a result of the Muerte drama. And I really think it was more so put there just to cover her own ass more than anything. That's what it seemed like to me anyway.
Also I get that kids can be unpredictable and hyperactive, but I've personally found out that if you treat them like people then they'll generally treat you the same way right back. Just treat a child with decent respect and generally you'll find out they're not as bad as you may think. And trust me: I totally get the whole thing with how toddlers are anxiety-inducing and unpredictable and sometimes a little frightening to be in the vicinity of (as a lot of parents really DO suck ass at raising their kids right). I used to feel the same way until I stopped taking them so seriously and tried to start taking small children with a grain of salt. I mean, their screams and shrieks are absolutely abhorrent but like...I dunno, maybe I'm being optimistic but most kids aren't that bad.
She needs to let go of her high school trauma tbh. Also thank you for the audio leaks, void, as those really give us an interesting take on Manda.
Wait how can Manda misgender Muerte, I was like 99% sure he made it clear he's a totally normal cis guy tbh. That's fucking weird
Also @magalaza what the actual fuck, that's horrifying. I know she's the worst at articulating herself but that sounds like a kind of Freudian slip to me tbh
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I haven't watched the video yet but this is some prime psycho talk. Good god
edit; I'm listening to it now and holy fuck. This is just straight up evil talking.
Ticky-Tacky-Twackey I also completely agree, why is she calling Muerte a she when he obviously sounds and talks like a guy. Yet she has the audacity to call Chris chan a she
her shit's all upside down.
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I'm surprised no one has pointed out how hard she's trying to do the "fat girl angle shot" in that nasty DeviantArt picture. Oh man, she's trying SO HARD to look skinny despite the fact that she's only gained weight!
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wow. she's even more guilt trippy and an obvious narcissist with this dude she's talking to. This video is really fucked up. she really, really, really, sounds fucked up and unwell. This sounds like, different from how she portrays herself even on twitch and streaming. not that we're surprised by that but goddamn, this is really sobering.
Whoever this dude is that is pressing all these questions and not letting her go, good on him, seriously.
I'm still listening to this currently, but this video will have to be archived:
Whoever this dude is that is pressing all these questions and not letting her go, good on him, seriously.
I'm still listening to this currently, but this video will have to be archived:
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In case anyone wants to read, I transcribed the gist of it while listening. There are probably spelling/grammar issues, but that's because Ladyalt talks like she was born yesterday.
These leaks are A+ and you should definitely listen in if you want to hear what a genuine narcissistic psycho sounds like. I'll transcribe for anyone who doesn't want to listen and wants to get the gist of the conversations. Also in case anyone is uneasy around child abuse shit, just know that she confesses to sitting on her niece to shut her up while weighting about 400lbs. Please don't mind the spelling errors, Amanda's nonsense has given me acute brainlessness.
When Amanda is extremely upset, her autistic rage--pent up from the lack of sex with a fictional character--causes her to go on huge, toddler-like rampages. When she's mad, the only words she knows are "Fuck!!" and "Shit!!!" and uses them to add flavor to her virgin-with-rage temper tantrums.
0 - .55
Screams and cries about how a guy named Daniel on the Interwebz ruined her life. Because she has giant gaping eyeholes and physically cannot close them, Tyler the Creator's wise words mean nothing to her.
1.00 - 1.50
Amanda: Just because I made a lot of mistakes and stuff, saying that I dislike children-- you know I'm trying to say that children are just too much for me, and that people don't understand my struggles with kids...
Guy: Didn't you say a thing about senior citizens?
Amanda: Yeah it's kinda like sayin it about senior citizens. But they don't get in trouble for that shit
Guy: But you did say this is the year they're all gonna die.
Amanda: yeah.... I did say that.
Guy: That made you sound like an asshole.
Amanda: Yeah... I am an asshole.
2.09 - 3.55
Guy: You are coming off as a female Chris Chan.
Amanda: Mmmno. Chris chan is more innocent than me. I'm just my own person... I'm not...nothin like him. I sound like an asshole, yes. I express my opinions a lot. I fuck up every time. Maybe I should become mute, and never speak again.
Guy: No matter what. People are going to go after you.
Amanda: They're always trying to ruin my life. I need to take responsibility in myself. I guess I am a horrible person, because I have thoughts...and shit, that are so corrupted and shit. And I speak my mind about things.
Guy: Yeah, you do say the most hurtful things. Sometimes it's best we take a break from the internet once in awhile. Multiple months, maybe a year or so to help better yourself.
Amanda: That's what everyone keeps suggesting.
Guy: You can't just expect this to blow over in one day or so.
Amanda: Maybe I'm starting to believe I'm a horrible person. I'm starting to believe it.
This guy is speaking plain reason but make no mistake, it's no use when talking to a person who wants to molest and kill kids while fucking her fake goblin husband that exists in another realm.
4.00 - 4.15ish
She talks about her therapist visit, how her therapist thinks she should talk to her family and friends about her feelings instead of venting online. The kicker here is that her quack is either 1.) is just leeching Amanda's tugboat because she can see how helpless it is talking to a giant walking hambeast, or 2.) extremely incompetent because never once has this therapist ever given any sort of helpful advice that we know of.
4.22 - 7.45
Guy: There's a lot of people online that you can't trust nowadays. So are you really seeing a therapist?
Amanda:.....yes.
Guy: People don't seem to think you are getting help, that you are making this as an excuse.
Amanda: No... I am really seeing a therapist.
Guy: What do you TELL your therapist?
Amanda: (lists all her stupid mental issues, online drama issues, etc no one cares)
Guy: Why did you think it was a good idea to tell people that you hate kids online? What were you expecting?
Amanda: I just...felt really horrible. I told my therapist about that. I felt like a monster. She (therapist) knows it's okay to dislike kids, but.... I've had to deal with them (kids) through the years, going through different schools, and how kids were really rude to me. It's not a hatred, it's a dislike. You know, if I had a hatred for kids I would still be abusing them.
Guy: Wait, you say you abuse them?
Amanda: Wellllll, it was during junior high. The kids were bothering me. I got paranoid. I got into a rage. Shit got screwed up. Another time, it was with my niece...
Guy: Wait what, what about your niece?
Amanda: It was because she wouldn't shut up at the time. I got into a rage. It got physical.
Guy: How physical?
Amanda: I put my weight on her back.
Guy: What did your niece do exactly?
Amanda: Well my niece couldn't shut up. She wouldn't be quiet.
Guy: Was it intentional?
Amanda: Well I was trying to shut her up...that's it!
Guy: So you did it on purpose.
Amanda: I just wanted to shut her up. This is why I had to get my tubes tied. This is why I would be a bad mother. I am a bad aunt. I'm scared to be around kids. I can be abusive to them. I try to stay away from kids in public.
7.45 - 10.10
Guy: Have you ever thought about taking a break from the internet?
Amanda: I hardly have a life going on. If I had a job I would probably take a hiatus (having a job doesn't count being on hiatus lel) I just don't know.
Guy: Why not take a break from the internet? Practice your art. Why don't you take her (therapist) advice? Why do you just ignore it? If you actually did listen to it, none of this would have happened.
Amanda: Guess I'm an idiot.
Guy: Did you try?
Amanda: To say the truth, I don't think I did try.
Guy: Why didn't you? It gets easier later on... Or did you not want to try at all?
Amanda: I just don't know what's up with my mind. I should've ignored Kiwi Farms. I should've ignored the hate. But I don't know what's wrong with my mind.
The guy goes on a tangent and gently tries to scold her and teach her how to be a logical person but you can tell she just ate a huge bag of paint chips.
10.12 - end
Guy: Are you leaving Daniel alone?
Amanda: I have been. I've been trying my best to leave her alone.
Guy: Do you realize she's 17?
Amanda: She's young.....right.....
Guy: Word of advice, leave Daniel alone.
Amanda: She should leave me alone too, just to be fair. I just don't want to have that damn fuckin' pedophile label.
I don't know why they're calling Daniel a she, he's obviously a man? It's a possibility that Ladyalt actually can't remember who she's ever interacted with, and the boomer rot in her brain is starting to eat away at any cohesive thought.
But it's very obvious--has been obvious--that she's addicted to pity, and loves feeling bad for herself. She loves getting "taught a lesson" and being talked to like a baby. That is the end of the video
When Amanda is extremely upset, her autistic rage--pent up from the lack of sex with a fictional character--causes her to go on huge, toddler-like rampages. When she's mad, the only words she knows are "Fuck!!" and "Shit!!!" and uses them to add flavor to her virgin-with-rage temper tantrums.
0 - .55
Screams and cries about how a guy named Daniel on the Interwebz ruined her life. Because she has giant gaping eyeholes and physically cannot close them, Tyler the Creator's wise words mean nothing to her.
1.00 - 1.50
Amanda: Just because I made a lot of mistakes and stuff, saying that I dislike children-- you know I'm trying to say that children are just too much for me, and that people don't understand my struggles with kids...
Guy: Didn't you say a thing about senior citizens?
Amanda: Yeah it's kinda like sayin it about senior citizens. But they don't get in trouble for that shit
Guy: But you did say this is the year they're all gonna die.
Amanda: yeah.... I did say that.
Guy: That made you sound like an asshole.
Amanda: Yeah... I am an asshole.
2.09 - 3.55
Guy: You are coming off as a female Chris Chan.
Amanda: Mmmno. Chris chan is more innocent than me. I'm just my own person... I'm not...nothin like him. I sound like an asshole, yes. I express my opinions a lot. I fuck up every time. Maybe I should become mute, and never speak again.
Guy: No matter what. People are going to go after you.
Amanda: They're always trying to ruin my life. I need to take responsibility in myself. I guess I am a horrible person, because I have thoughts...and shit, that are so corrupted and shit. And I speak my mind about things.
Guy: Yeah, you do say the most hurtful things. Sometimes it's best we take a break from the internet once in awhile. Multiple months, maybe a year or so to help better yourself.
Amanda: That's what everyone keeps suggesting.
Guy: You can't just expect this to blow over in one day or so.
Amanda: Maybe I'm starting to believe I'm a horrible person. I'm starting to believe it.
This guy is speaking plain reason but make no mistake, it's no use when talking to a person who wants to molest and kill kids while fucking her fake goblin husband that exists in another realm.
4.00 - 4.15ish
She talks about her therapist visit, how her therapist thinks she should talk to her family and friends about her feelings instead of venting online. The kicker here is that her quack is either 1.) is just leeching Amanda's tugboat because she can see how helpless it is talking to a giant walking hambeast, or 2.) extremely incompetent because never once has this therapist ever given any sort of helpful advice that we know of.
4.22 - 7.45
Guy: There's a lot of people online that you can't trust nowadays. So are you really seeing a therapist?
Amanda:.....yes.
Guy: People don't seem to think you are getting help, that you are making this as an excuse.
Amanda: No... I am really seeing a therapist.
Guy: What do you TELL your therapist?
Amanda: (lists all her stupid mental issues, online drama issues, etc no one cares)
Guy: Why did you think it was a good idea to tell people that you hate kids online? What were you expecting?
Amanda: I just...felt really horrible. I told my therapist about that. I felt like a monster. She (therapist) knows it's okay to dislike kids, but.... I've had to deal with them (kids) through the years, going through different schools, and how kids were really rude to me. It's not a hatred, it's a dislike. You know, if I had a hatred for kids I would still be abusing them.
Guy: Wait, you say you abuse them?
Amanda: Wellllll, it was during junior high. The kids were bothering me. I got paranoid. I got into a rage. Shit got screwed up. Another time, it was with my niece...
Guy: Wait what, what about your niece?
Amanda: It was because she wouldn't shut up at the time. I got into a rage. It got physical.
Guy: How physical?
Amanda: I put my weight on her back.
Guy: What did your niece do exactly?
Amanda: Well my niece couldn't shut up. She wouldn't be quiet.
Guy: Was it intentional?
Amanda: Well I was trying to shut her up...that's it!
Guy: So you did it on purpose.
Amanda: I just wanted to shut her up. This is why I had to get my tubes tied. This is why I would be a bad mother. I am a bad aunt. I'm scared to be around kids. I can be abusive to them. I try to stay away from kids in public.
7.45 - 10.10
Guy: Have you ever thought about taking a break from the internet?
Amanda: I hardly have a life going on. If I had a job I would probably take a hiatus (having a job doesn't count being on hiatus lel) I just don't know.
Guy: Why not take a break from the internet? Practice your art. Why don't you take her (therapist) advice? Why do you just ignore it? If you actually did listen to it, none of this would have happened.
Amanda: Guess I'm an idiot.
Guy: Did you try?
Amanda: To say the truth, I don't think I did try.
Guy: Why didn't you? It gets easier later on... Or did you not want to try at all?
Amanda: I just don't know what's up with my mind. I should've ignored Kiwi Farms. I should've ignored the hate. But I don't know what's wrong with my mind.
The guy goes on a tangent and gently tries to scold her and teach her how to be a logical person but you can tell she just ate a huge bag of paint chips.
10.12 - end
Guy: Are you leaving Daniel alone?
Amanda: I have been. I've been trying my best to leave her alone.
Guy: Do you realize she's 17?
Amanda: She's young.....right.....
Guy: Word of advice, leave Daniel alone.
Amanda: She should leave me alone too, just to be fair. I just don't want to have that damn fuckin' pedophile label.
I don't know why they're calling Daniel a she, he's obviously a man? It's a possibility that Ladyalt actually can't remember who she's ever interacted with, and the boomer rot in her brain is starting to eat away at any cohesive thought.
But it's very obvious--has been obvious--that she's addicted to pity, and loves feeling bad for herself. She loves getting "taught a lesson" and being talked to like a baby. That is the end of the video
voidtime
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So a friend of mine had a fucked up epiphany that I have to share here.
Considering the fucked up shit she did to her niece, forcing all her weight on that poor child. What does that say about her fucked up crushing fetish?
Keep in mind the character here getting crushed is a kid, and all because said kid dared to do the horrible act of gasp making fun of an obese person. Isn't this also why Amanda hates kids, Cause she was made fun of in school? So putting 2 and 2 together just makes this whole situation so much worse. Fucking imagine enacting one of your gross degenerate fetishes on your own niece over the excuse of "She wouldn't shut up", vile.
That being said I'm also going to drop a handful of extra gross porn she made while my friend was looking for the above picture, if I had to see this shit you do too.
Considering the fucked up shit she did to her niece, forcing all her weight on that poor child. What does that say about her fucked up crushing fetish?
Keep in mind the character here getting crushed is a kid, and all because said kid dared to do the horrible act of gasp making fun of an obese person. Isn't this also why Amanda hates kids, Cause she was made fun of in school? So putting 2 and 2 together just makes this whole situation so much worse. Fucking imagine enacting one of your gross degenerate fetishes on your own niece over the excuse of "She wouldn't shut up", vile.
That being said I'm also going to drop a handful of extra gross porn she made while my friend was looking for the above picture, if I had to see this shit you do too.
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