These leaks are A+ and you should definitely listen in if you want to hear what a genuine narcissistic psycho sounds like. I'll transcribe for anyone who doesn't want to listen and wants to get the gist of the conversations. Also in case anyone is uneasy around child abuse shit, just know that she confesses to sitting on her niece to shut her up while weighting about 400lbs. Please don't mind the spelling errors, Amanda's nonsense has given me acute brainlessness.
When Amanda is extremely upset, her autistic rage--pent up from the lack of sex with a fictional character--causes her to go on huge, toddler-like rampages. When she's mad, the only words she knows are "Fuck!!" and "Shit!!!" and uses them to add flavor to her virgin-with-rage temper tantrums.
0 - .55
Screams and cries about how a guy named Daniel on the Interwebz ruined her life. Because she has giant gaping eyeholes and physically cannot close them, Tyler the Creator's wise words mean nothing to her.
1.00 - 1.50
Amanda: Just because I made a lot of mistakes and stuff, saying that I dislike children-- you know I'm trying to say that children are just too much for me, and that people don't understand my struggles with kids...
Guy: Didn't you say a thing about senior citizens?
Amanda: Yeah it's kinda like sayin it about senior citizens. But they don't get in trouble for that shit
Guy: But you did say this is the year they're all gonna die.
Amanda: yeah.... I did say that.
Guy: That made you sound like an asshole.
Amanda: Yeah... I am an asshole.
2.09 - 3.55
Guy: You are coming off as a female Chris Chan.
Amanda: Mmmno. Chris chan is more innocent than me. I'm just my own person... I'm not...nothin like him. I sound like an asshole, yes. I express my opinions a lot. I fuck up every time. Maybe I should become mute, and never speak again.
Guy: No matter what. People are going to go after you.
Amanda: They're always trying to ruin my life. I need to take responsibility in myself. I guess I am a horrible person, because I have thoughts...and shit, that are so corrupted and shit. And I speak my mind about things.
Guy: Yeah, you do say the most hurtful things. Sometimes it's best we take a break from the internet once in awhile. Multiple months, maybe a year or so to help better yourself.
Amanda: That's what everyone keeps suggesting.
Guy: You can't just expect this to blow over in one day or so.
Amanda: Maybe I'm starting to believe I'm a horrible person. I'm starting to believe it.
This guy is speaking plain reason but make no mistake, it's no use when talking to a person who wants to molest and kill kids while fucking her fake goblin husband that exists in another realm.
4.00 - 4.15ish
She talks about her therapist visit, how her therapist thinks she should talk to her family and friends about her feelings instead of venting online. The kicker here is that her quack is either 1.) is just leeching Amanda's tugboat because she can see how helpless it is talking to a giant walking hambeast, or 2.) extremely incompetent because never once has this therapist ever given any sort of helpful advice that we know of.
4.22 - 7.45
Guy: There's a lot of people online that you can't trust nowadays. So are you really seeing a therapist?
Amanda:.....yes.
Guy: People don't seem to think you are getting help, that you are making this as an excuse.
Amanda: No... I am really seeing a therapist.
Guy: What do you TELL your therapist?
Amanda: (lists all her stupid mental issues, online drama issues, etc no one cares)
Guy: Why did you think it was a good idea to tell people that you hate kids online? What were you expecting?
Amanda: I just...felt really horrible. I told my therapist about that. I felt like a monster. She (therapist) knows it's okay to dislike kids, but.... I've had to deal with them (kids) through the years, going through different schools, and how kids were really rude to me. It's not a hatred, it's a dislike. You know, if I had a hatred for kids I would still be abusing them.
Guy: Wait, you say you abuse them?
Amanda: Wellllll, it was during junior high. The kids were bothering me. I got paranoid. I got into a rage. Shit got screwed up. Another time, it was with my niece...
Guy: Wait what, what about your niece?
Amanda: It was because she wouldn't shut up at the time. I got into a rage. It got physical.
Guy: How physical?
Amanda: I put my weight on her back.
Guy: What did your niece do exactly?
Amanda: Well my niece couldn't shut up. She wouldn't be quiet.
Guy: Was it intentional?
Amanda: Well I was trying to shut her up...that's it!
Guy: So you did it on purpose.
Amanda: I just wanted to shut her up. This is why I had to get my tubes tied. This is why I would be a bad mother. I am a bad aunt. I'm scared to be around kids. I can be abusive to them. I try to stay away from kids in public.
7.45 - 10.10
Guy: Have you ever thought about taking a break from the internet?
Amanda: I hardly have a life going on. If I had a job I would probably take a hiatus (having a job doesn't count being on hiatus lel) I just don't know.
Guy: Why not take a break from the internet? Practice your art. Why don't you take her (therapist) advice? Why do you just ignore it? If you actually did listen to it, none of this would have happened.
Amanda: Guess I'm an idiot.
Guy: Did you try?
Amanda: To say the truth, I don't think I did try.
Guy: Why didn't you? It gets easier later on... Or did you not want to try at all?
Amanda: I just don't know what's up with my mind. I should've ignored Kiwi Farms. I should've ignored the hate. But I don't know what's wrong with my mind.
The guy goes on a tangent and gently tries to scold her and teach her how to be a logical person but you can tell she just ate a huge bag of paint chips.
10.12 - end
Guy: Are you leaving Daniel alone?
Amanda: I have been. I've been trying my best to leave her alone.
Guy: Do you realize she's 17?
Amanda: She's young.....right.....
Guy: Word of advice, leave Daniel alone.
Amanda: She should leave me alone too, just to be fair. I just don't want to have that damn fuckin' pedophile label.
I don't know why they're calling Daniel a she, he's obviously a man? It's a possibility that Ladyalt actually can't remember who she's ever interacted with, and the boomer rot in her brain is starting to eat away at any cohesive thought.
But it's very obvious--has been obvious--that she's addicted to pity, and loves feeling bad for herself. She loves getting "taught a lesson" and being talked to like a baby. That is the end of the video
" and it's clear she wants validation. She wants someone to say "aw, no you're not, you keep doing what you're doing, you can't help it 'cause you're mentally ill."
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