Inactive Richard "Lowtax" Kyanka - Deadbeat (emphasis on "Dead") founder of Something Awful, forced out of his own community, on his second divorce, stuck his dick in crazy, "Birth Giver"

Hmmm. So Logan told Lowtax her therapist “sexually assaulted her“ and he therefore raced out to Utah to rescue (aka fuck) my lady, for three weeks. I bet they guilted Ashlii because she wasn’t supporting Lowtax supporting a rape victim!

No red flags there, no siree bob. BPD girls never make up dramatic stories that require a guy they have a crush on to run to their rescue. Guys worried about a woman who was just assaulted always try to get into their pants post haste.

Not ships passing in the night, speeding freight trains in broad day light coming at each other.
 
She really should shut up for a while before it all goes tits up.
Nah, to use the old SA catch phrase, she’s going to run this shit into the ground.

I think a symptom of BPD is never, ever quitting while you are ahead. If there is a drama fire burning they must continually fuel it and aren’t satisfied until the flames consume them.
 
Nah, to use the old SA catch phrase, she’s going to run this shit into the ground.

I think a symptom of BPD is never, ever quitting while you are ahead. If there is a drama fire burning they must continually fuel it and aren’t satisfied until the flames consume them.

Gotta beat that Lowtax horse until the bugs in the dirt under it are dead too.
 
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It's really gross how Lowtax has been saying to/of Logan "I 'loved' the person that you were minus alcohol" etc etc etc. Nigger you just met this fucking thot like 2 months ago. He truly has the emotional maturity of a teenager.
A lot of people have to deal with Alcoholics. It's a fact that alcohol is the most destructive drug, namely for its availability & cheap price but that's beyond the point.

You know what you do if your SO is an alcoholic? You don't keep alcohol in the fucking house. And if they start hiding it from you or going to the liquor store for pick me ups then you tell them "It's either me or the booze."

At the end we all know Richie won't give up the alcohol either because what would he take his pills with?
 
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Can someone link me to our holocaust denial thread? Asking for a friend.
 
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Can someone link me to our holocaust denial thread? Asking for a friend.
It's in Deep Thoughts.

You know I thought the whole point of an Internet Forum was to express ideas? I firmly believe in the Holocaust and I did articulate my thoughts in that thread. It's a nasty and emotional topic but everyone argues there with basic respect for one another.

I prefer an internet where we can be civil and discuss every taboo flamebait topic than one where people have to hide their thoughts. In terms of internet conversation I want to be more like Daryl Davis then some screaming maniac.
 
He's a transcript:
R = Lowtax
L = Logan

L: *unintelligible mumbling*
R: Yeah, what kind of respect have you showing to me that I should be looking in your face?
L: I've been defending you on Kiwifarms all day long.
R: Who gives a shit about Kiwifarms?
L: Uh... (your lawyer)
R: I didn't ask you to do that.
L: Your lawyer...
R: I didn't ask you to do that.
L: Richard...
R: What?
L: Why do you hate me?
R: I just wish that you'd leave me alone. I don't like you. I don't wanna be with you. I wish you would respect that.
L: Okay, well, um... I... spoke to the police officer yesterday...
R: Uh huh...
L: And she said that I... have a lot of things here.
R: Uh huh...
L: And I don't know what it is that you're trying to accomplish, Richard.
R: I'm trying to accomplish you leaving because I don't want you here anymore.
L: What are you going to get in exchange?
R: I don't want anything in exchange, I just want you gone.
L: Because you dislike me?
R: YES!
*footsteps*
L: Why are you the way that you are?
R: I dunno, probably the same reason you called my ex-wife to say that, y'know, I hit you last night and you lied to her. And probably the same reason why now you're trying to...
L: I fixed it.
R: You fixed it?
L: I fixed it.
R: The fact that you LIED and then you lied again. Which one was the real lie?
L: Well, the real lie is that I had a panic attack.
R: The real lie is that you had a panic attack.
L: But it's not a lie. It's very true. I had a panic attack.
R: You'd been drinking.
L: Well... I think that... a panic attack and h... having been drinking are not mutually exclusive.
R: Uh huh... so then you just lied to the police.
L: No, I didn't.
R: No, what did you say to police?
L: What does it matter to you?
R: Because you're telling somebody something that you said about me, and I'd like to know what it was!
L: I said that you... threw me on the ground.
R: I threw you on the ground?
L: But they didn't believe it. Did they.
R: Why is that?
L: Because... I was... clearly in the midst of a... an episode.
R: YEAH. And maybe because it didn't happen?
L: I think that...
R: You cannot remember anythings that happen after you've been drinking, YOU KNOW THAT.
L: I... remember... what you've told me.
R: Yeah. But this time you don't remember this.
L: No, I...
R: THIS time, YOU remember FOR SURE what happened here.
L: No, I remember what you told me. I remember that I, I *felt* as if you had hit me but what had actually happened was you had stood up and your feet were slippery and I had roused you from sleep very quickly.
R *slurring*: Yes, you had punched me in my herniated disk that was up against my nerve... after you sending me probably about 30 messages saying how you wanted to kill yourself and how I treat you like shit.
L: Well... I just know that... when... I... fell to the ground, it was because it was an accident... it was...
R: Uh huh, but you told the police officer that I back-handed you, so you lied to the police.
L: The police didn't take a statement...
R: But you lied to the police.
L: The police didn't take a statement.
R: That's for... that's... not... what I'm asking! It's yes or no, did you or did you not lie to the police just like did you or did you not lie to my ex-wife?!
L: I... lied... I don't remember what it was that was the truth or a lie at the time.
R: Oh, okay. But you just told me that you lied.
L: Well, NOW I know that. And that's what I was saying on Kiwi Farms is that I said that I... I had roused you...
R: Heh. "Roused me".
L: And you felt that I had hit you in the back of the neck and I did not INTEND that...
R: Why did you even need to put that on another website?
L: Because I wanted to have proof that... uh... what had happened was totally... uh... copacetic at the time.
R: Mmm.
L: It was not at all abnormal.
R: And now you're going to lie to the police to stay here?
L: What do you mean "lie to the police"?"
R: Well, you already lied to them once, I assume you're going to lie to them again to stay here.
L: Why would I lie to them?
R: Because you were just telling me how, uh, you've been here for 30 days which means that you're a tenant.
L: I've been here since... May 5th. Which is the truth. That's not a lie.
R: Okay.
L: And it's... I'm sorry, what?
R: I said hold on. You can get away, out of my face, please.
L: What's wrong with you?
R: I don't want you in my face. I don't want there to be another sudden confrontation from you.
L: Well, what are you writing?
R: I'm TYPING IN how long it takes before somebody becomes, uh, a resident.
L: So you don't want me here?
R: No, I don't want you here.
L: But... I thought you said I could stay until tomorrow?
R: I said you could stay until you got your packages. But if you're going to be... making up or hearing things, saying that you're going to bring me to court to keep you here for 30 days, then I'm not going to let you bring... stay that long, and you're leaving tomorrow.
L: I'm not... making up anything.
R: Mmm.
L: I just... I want us to be... I want us to be... peaceful.
R: That's not going to happen. You've burned every bridge that you had.
L: Why?
R: Hmm?
L: Why?
R: WHY?! Because of all the LIES, the you attacking me in the middle of the night, you screaming at me, you not respecting me, you not listening to me, you... you ignoring me when I asked you to STOP drinking and you continuing to drink! You're not respecting ME AT ALL! Everything
L: I...
R: NO.
L: That doesn't sound at all like actual... like, like, these don't sound like actual accusations in a court of law.
R: WHAT?! You don't have to PROVE why you DON'T LOVE SOMEONE IN A COURT OF LAW!! I'm not MARRIED TO YOU!
L: Well, no... but... um, I've been here since the 5th of May...
R: Okay.
L: And I'm pretty sure I count as a tenant.
R: Okay.
L: And... y'know, if you hate me that bad, then that's very unfortunate.
R: Mmm. You're not required to give a guest a 30 day notice no matter how long that person has lived in your home. *clicks tongue* Huh!
L: No, but wh... do you own this home? Is that th..
R: *sigh* No, I'll have *someone, can't make out name; Sean Pink?* do it. She'll kick your ass out in a day.
L: Why are you looking at him?
R: I just did.
L: Can I see? *a long pause* Alright, lemme look. Let ME look at something. Hehehe.
*another long pause*
L: Why are you treating me this way?
R: I've... are you going to ask that question, seriously, again?
L: So you don't love me at all?
R: No, like I've said: you've burned every single bridge.
L: You don't...
R: You have.
L: That's so sad.
R: It is sad.
L: It's sad on your behalf.
R: Why is that?
L: Because... your soul is...
R: *incredulously* My soul?!
L: ... is so cold.
R: How was your soul last night?
L: Uh...
R: How was your soul when I asked you to not drink and you keep drinking. How was YOUR soul when I would ask if you'd been drinking and you'd lie to me and say that you weren't.
L: My soul... was... struggling every single time. My soul was in full, in full view of whatever it is that you believe in. But your soul is, uh, you don't have one.
R: Well. That's terrible.
L: It IS terrible for you. Why are you being this way? I thought you said that we could talk tomorrow.
R: Because I... I never said this longer than 20 minutes ago, so you don't remember, I said if you're going to try to LEGALLY stay here for 30 days, and you're going to try to take me to court, then I have NOTHING left to say to you!
L: Well... I... I just wanna talk to you mano a mano, that's all I care about.
R: Yeah, and I asked you for one thing...
L: I'm not tryna go to court...
R: You just said repeatedly that you WILL take me to court.
L: I... y'know... I have no desire to go to court.
R: Then why did you just say that you will take me to court?
L: I... b-because you can't just throw me out.
R: I'm not THROWING you out, and you can't just lie to police and you can't just lie to my ex-wife and you can't just RUIN MY LIFE.
L: I've been... remedying... everything said, since last night, I... I've been sitting on, uh, uh, Kiwifarms.
R: *at mention of KF* Mmm!
L: I've been sitting and I've been saying you're an honorable man, that you did nothing wrong, that I was the one who, uh, acted improperly.
R: Mmm. Did I ask you to do that?
L: Well, no.
R: No. What did I only ask for you to do? To text me. And are you doing that?
L: I don't know what you want from me, Richard.
R: I don't know how to explain this any clearer: I said one thing: I want you to text me. I do not want to see you tonight. I do not want to talk to you tonight. If you have a question, you may text me. But I don't want you near me.
L: Why are you doing this now? What... why... what if we can talk about this in a couple of days?
R: What if...
L: Or what if tomorrow?
R: What if! We'll deal with that then, but right now you're not even showing me the respect to listen to the ONE rule.
L: What's your one rule?
R: I JUST TOLD YOU WHAT MY ONE RULE IS.
L: Text you.
R: Yes.
L: Wh...
R: And see? You can't even listen, like, I say "this is the rule". And instead of saying "okay, that's the rule", you have to argue with me, and we get no where with this.
L: I've been trying to talk to you, it, w-would you like for me to enter the thread and say "Rich said..."
R: I DON'T CARE what you say on Kiwi Farms.
L: You don't care?
R: No.
L: Okay.
R: But can you please do it up stairs, where I asked?
L: I'm sorry. Were you speaking to me?
R: Why are you saying it like that? I asked you one thing...
L: UH, I'M SORRY, you wanted me to say "sir", well...
R: WHAT?!
L: Well, um, I'm not gonna say "sir" anymore.
R: Okay. Don't do it. I don't like being called "sir". I told you that.
L: *giggles* Good. Then what the fuck do you want?
R: I ASKED YOU if you could PLEASE go up stairs!
L: Um, I think I'll stand right here.
R: 'k, then I will call the cops.
L: You're gonna call the cops?
R: Mmm, yeah.
L: Y... *recording ends*
I also took a stab at a transcript
[The recording begins as Logan is mid-sentence]

Logan: -Deserve for you to talk to me in that voice?

Lowtax: What kind of respect have you shown to me where I should be looking in your face?

Logan: I’ve been defending you on Kiwi Farms all day long…

Lowtax: Who gives a shit about Kiwi Farms?

Logan: Uhh, your lawyer?

Lowtax: [Talking over her] I didn’t ask you to do that.

Logan: Your lawyer probably cares.

Lowtax: I didn’t ask you to do that.

Logan: Richard.

Lowtax: What?

Logan: Why do you hate me?

Lowtax: [sighs] I just wish you would leave me alone, I don’t like you. I don’t wanna be with you. I wish you would respect that.

Logan: OK. Well, uhm… [long pause] I… Spoke to the police officer yesterday…

Lowtax: Uhuh.

Logan: And she said that… I… Have a lot of things here…

Lowtax: Uhuh.

Logan: And I don’t know what it is that you’re trying to accomplish, Richard.

Lowtax: Imma trying to accomplish you leaving because I don’t want you here, anymore.

Logan: What are you going to get in exchange?

Lowtax: I don’t want anything in exchange! I just want you gone!

Logan: Because you dislike me?

Lowtax: Yes!

[Long pause]

Logan: Why are you the way that you are?

Lowtax: I don’t know. Probably the same reason that you called my ex-wife to say that, y’know, I hit you last night and you lied to her. And probably the same reason why now you’re trying to-

Logan: [Interrupting him] I fixed it!

Lowtax: You fixed it?

Logan: I fixed it…

Lowtax: The fact that you lied. And then you lied again; which one was the real lie?

Logan: Well, the real lie is that I had a panic attack…

Lowtax: The real lie is that you had a panic attack?

Logan: That’s not a lie. It’s very true. I had a panic attack.

Lowtax: You’d been drinking.

Logan: Well… I think that a panic attack and having been drinking are not mutually exclusive phenomena.

Lowtax: So then you just lied to the police?

Logan: No, I didn’t.

Lowtax: No, what did you say to police?

[pause]

Logan: What does it matter to you?

Lowtax: Because you’re telling somebody something that you said about me and I’d like to know what it was!

Logan: I said that you threw me on the ground.

Lowtax: I threw you on the ground?

Logan: But they didn’t believe it, did they?

Lowtax: Why is that?

Logan: Because I was clearly in the midst of a- An episode.

Lowtax. Yeah. And maybe because it didn’t happen?

Logan: I think that-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] You cannot remember any things that happened after you’ve been drinking, you know that!

Logan: I remember what you’ve told me…

Lowtax: Yeah.

Logan: [Talking over Lowtax] I remember you told me-

Lowtax: [Talking over Logan] But this time you don’t remember this.

Logan: No, I-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] This time you remember for sure what happened here?

Logan: No, I remember what you told me. I remember that I- I felt as if you had hit me, but what had actually happened was you had stood up and your feet were slippery and I had roused you from sleep very quickly. And-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] Yes, you had punched me in my herniated disc that was up against my nerve, after you sending me probably about 30 messages saying how you wanted to kill yourself and how I treat you like shit.

Logan: Well, I just know that when I fell to the ground it was because it was an accident. It was not because-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] You told a police officer that I backhanded you. So you lied to the police.

Logan: The police didn’t take a statement.

Lowtax: But you lied to the police.

Logan: The police didn’t take a statement.

Lowtax: That’s- That’s not what I’m asking, it’s ‘yes’ or ’no’! Did you or did you not lie to the police, just like, did you or did you not lie to my ex-wife?

Logan: I… I lied… I don’t remember what it was that was the truth or a lie at the time.

Lowtax: Oh, OK. But you just told me that you lied.

Logan: Well, now I know that… And that’s what I was saying on Kiwi Farms; is that I said that you- I- I had roused you and-

Lowtax: [Talking over her] Roused me…

Logan: And you felt that I had hit you in the back of the neck. And I did not intend that but-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] Why do you even need to put that on another website?

Logan: Because I wanted to have proof that, uhh… What had happened was… Totally… Uhh… Copesetic. It was fine.

Lowtax: Uhm.

Logan: It was not at all… Abnormal.

Lowtax: And so now you’re going to lie to the police to stay here?

Logan: What you mean, lie to the police?

Lowtax: Well, you already lied to them once. I’m assuming you’re going to lie to them again to stay here.

Logan: Why would I lie to them.

Lowtax: Because you were just telling me how, uhh, how you’ve been here for 30 days, which means that you’re a tenant.

Logan: I’ve been here since May 5th. Which is the truth. That’s not a lie.

Lowtax: Hold on…

Logan: I’m sorry, what?

Lowtax: I said hold on. [Pause] You can get away, out of my face, please.

Logan: What’s wrong with you?

Lowtax: I don’t want you in my face. I don’t want there to be another sudden confrontation from you.

Logan: Well, what are you writing?

Lowtax: I’m typing in ‘how long it takes before somebody becomes a resident.’

Logan: So you don’t want me here?

Lowtax: No, I don’t want you here.

Logan: But I thought you said I could stay until tomorrow?

Lowtax: I said you could stay until you get your packages. But if you’re going to be making up or hearing things, saying that you’re going to bring me to court to keep you here for 30 days then I’m not gonna let you bring- Stay that long. And you’re leaving tomorrow.

Logan: I’m not making up anything.

Lowtax: Uhm.

Logan: I just- I want us to be… I want us to be… Peaceful.

Lowtax: It’s not gonna happen. You’ve burned every bridge that you had.

Logan: Why?

Lowtax: Hmm?

Logan: Why?

Lowtax: Why? Because of all the lies. That- You attacking me in the middle of the night. You screaming at me. You not respecting me. You not listening to me. You- You ignoring me when I ask you to stop drinking and you continuing to drink! You’re not respecting me at all! Every single-!

[Logan] [Interrupting him] This doesn’t sound at all like actual… Like, like, these don’t sound like actual accusations in a court of law.

Lowtax: What?!

[Logan starts saying something but Lowtax immediately interrupts]

Lowtax [shouting]: You don’t need to prove why you don’t love somebody in a court of law! I’m not married to you!

Logan: Well, no, but… Uhm… I’ve been here since the 5th of May…

Lowtax: Ok.

Logan: And I’m pretty sure I count as a tenant.

Lowtax: OK.

Logan: And, you know, if you hate me that bad then that’s very unfortunate…

Lowtax: Well you’re- You’re not required to give a guest a 30 day notice no matter how long that person has lived in your home. Huh? [Lowtax audibly takes a deep breath]

Logan: Oh, but, who- Like, do you own this home. Is that- This home yours?

[Lowtax] No, I’ll ask Shan P [not sure what name Lowtax says here, it sounds like “Shan P”] to do it, she’ll kick your ass out in a day. [Lowtax continues to breathe heavily]

Logan: Why don’t you look at it? [Presumably she’s referring to Lowtax’s device that he searched the internet with to find out about tenant laws]

Lowtax: I just did.

Logan: Can I see?

[A long pause and sounds of movement]

Logan: Alright, let me look… Let me look at something. [laughs]

[Long pause]

Logan: Why’re you treating me this way?

Lowtax: I’ve- Are you gonna ask that question seriously again?

[Logan whimpers]

Logan: So you don’t love me at all?

Lowtax: No, like I said: you’ve burned every single bridge. You have.

Logan: [Talking over him] You don’t love me at all. That’s so sad.

Lowtax: It is sad.

Logan: It’s sad on your behalf.

Lowtax: Why is that?

Logan: Because… Your soul is…

Lowtax: My soul?

Logan: …So cold.

Lowtax: How was your soul last night?

Logan: Uhh…?

Lowtax: How was your soul when I asked you not to drink and you would keep drinking. How was your soul when I asked you if you’d been drinking and you would lie to me and say that you weren’t?

Logan: My soul… Was struggling… Every single time. My soul was in full- In full… View. Of whatever it is that you believe in. But your soul is, uhh… You don’t have one.

Lowtax: Well… That’s terrible.

Logan: It is terrible for you.

[Long pause]

[Logan] Why are you being this way? Why- I thought you said that we could talk tomorrow?

Lowtax: Because I- I know I said this longer than 20 minutes ago, so you don’t remember, but I said if you’re going to try to legally try to stay here for 30 days and you’re gonna try to take me to court then I have nothing left to say to you.

Logan: Well, I- I just wanna talk to you mano-a-mano.

Lowtax: Yeah.

Logan: That’s all I care about.

Lowtax: Yeah, and I ask you for one think-

Logan: [Interrupting him]: I’m not trying to go to court.

Lowtax: You just said, repeatedly, that you will take me to court.

Logan: I… You know I have no desire to go to court.

Lowtax: Then why did you just say you will take me to court?

Logan: Uh- Be-because… You can’t just throw me out on the street…

Lowtax: [Talking over her] I’m not throwing you out. And you can’t just lie to police and you can’t just lie to my ex-wife and you can’t just ruin my life!

Logan: I’ve been **riveting** [I’m not sure what word she says here, possibly she meant to say “revisiting”] everything you’ve said since last night. I’ve been sitting on, uhh, uhh… Kiwi Farms.

Lowtax: Uhm.

Logan: I’ve been sitting and I’ve been saying that you’re an honourable man, that you did nothing wrong. That I was the one who, uhh, acted improperly.

Lowtax: Uhm. Did I ask you to do that?

Logan: Well, no…

Lowtax: No. What did I only ask for you to do?

[Pause]

Lowtax: To text me. And are you doing that?

Logan: I don’t know what you want from me, Rich.

Lowtax: I- I don’t know how to explain this any clearer. I said one thing: I want you to text me. I do not want to see you tonight. I do not wanna talk to you tonight. If you have a question, you may text me. But I don’t want you near me.

Logan: Why’re you doing this, now?

[Lowtax loudly takes a deep breath]

Logan: What- What if we could talk about this in a couple of days?

Lowtax: What if.

Logan: Or, or-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] What if.

Logan: Tomorrow.

Lowtax: What if. We’ll deal with that, then. But right now you’re not even showing me the respect to listen to the one rule.

Logan: What’s your own- Your one rule…?

Lowtax: I just told you what me one rule is!

Logan: Text you.

Lowtax: Yes.

Logan: What-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] And see, you can’t listen! You just can’t listen! Like, I say: ‘this is the rule’! And instead of saying ‘OK, that’s the rule’ you have to argue with me and we get nowhere with this!

Logan: I’m trying to protect you. Would you like me to enter the thread and say ‘Rich said that I am not’-

Lowtax: [Interrupting her] I don’t care what you say on Kiwi Farms!

Logan: You don’t care?

Lowtax: No.

Logan: OK.

[Long pause] [From context, it seems like at this point Logan begins typing something on Kiwi Farms]

Lowtax: Could you please do it upstairs where I asked.

Logan: Oh sorry, were you speaking to me?

Lowtax: Why are you saying it like that. I asked you one thing.

Logan: Oh, I’m sorry. You wanted me to say ‘sir.’

Lowtax: What?

Logan: Well, uhm, I’m not gonna say ‘sir’ anymore.

Lowtax: OK, don’t, I don’t like being called ‘sir.’ I told you that.

Logan: [Laughs] Good. Then what the fuck do you want?

Lowtax: I asked you if you could please go upstairs.

Logan: Uhm, I think I’ll stand right here.

Lowtax: OK, well then I will call the cops.

Logan: You’re gonna call the cops?

Lowtax: Yeah.

Logan: You- [At this point the recording ends, cutting Logan off as she’s speaking]
Things that stuck out to me:
--She never admits to lying to the police, she only says that maybe she misinterpreted why she somehow ended up on the floor (and to a neutral listener it's just going to sound like the only reason she even says that much is because she's being pressured to) and that if she said things that were untrue to the police that she did so unintentionally.
--She even repeatedly says that she didn't lie to the police or about how long she's been staying with him (great evidence, Lowtax!)
--She also doesn't admit to attacking him.
--Despite him recording this to make himself look good he can't resist raising his voice, demeaning her and being needlessly cruel.
--And then he has his ridiculous "one rule" bullshit at the end (and if Lowtax actually wanted her to only interact with him via text he wouldn't have been able to record her, so clearly he was manipulating her to break the rule that he set from the very beginning - his one rule speech was gaslighting).
Throughout the whole recording she sounds like she's on the verge of crying whilst he's being sanctimonious and raises his voice and even shouts at her at several points.
--Despite Lowtax's claims, at no point does she threaten to take him to court over her residency. Although I guess you could say that she's implying that she would by looking up tenancy laws and asking if any of the things she's done are illegal.

So not only does this recording not exonerate him, it also just makes him look terrible. He's literally demeaning her and gaslighting her in the recording he made to "prove" he isn't abusing her.

I'm sure Logan's no angel but there's no doubt that Lowtax is an abusive scumbag, and honestly after listening to this I do think that he at least threw her to the floor after she either intentionally or unintentionally touched his herniated disc.
 
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