The realization that it makes more sense that there is probably no god(s) was actually profoundly disappointing to me. It was something I didn't want to be true and it left a hole. As far as religion goes, I'm fine with any branch of it that's been de-fanged. As long as it's just a fun club that gives people a sense of place in the universe without them destroying others who don't share their beliefs, I'm fine with them. I'd have to say Islam is the current most fanged religion, so that's actually the one I had the most problems with. People can still protest with signs about God Hates Fags, and I don't actually care. Words can hurt, but not when you make peace with yourself, then it just becomes part of the tapestry of life. Killing people because they are gay is beyond where I have drawn the line.