Why does everybody beat me? Are kiwis ninjas?
I like him so I'll do a small summary:
Took time off youtube and social media to create space between irl and internet cause of the stressful times
Didnt deactivate twitter but deleted the app from his phone etc
Posted about BLM on instagram (I dont have insta, I cant verify)
His advice is that if you dont feel ready to talk about something, dont share it. Your channel is yours to do what you want. (He has given this advice to amberlynn)
Hes been working on his mentals, therapy...
"I can talk about it now without being too emotional"... what is it?
Got lots of personal bad news that piled up
Someone in their personal life died
They're dead
Makes him reevaluate many things like people in his life and who is affected
Family member went to the gyno and they found precancerous cells in her uterus
They love this person and losing them would be devastating
This is what made him decide to take a break from the internet
He makes the point that he understand that the internet is a place where peopl critique one another, as he has critiqued others, and he left because he was in a place where he felt that maybe he wouldn't handle it as well as he normally could or should. (Makes sense)
Wanted to be consistent in what advice he gives to people, that's why he didnt announce how long he would be gone or stick around anyway. Etc
Still wanted to raise awareness for BLM tho
People wanted him to talk about our gorls but he wasnt into that atm
His family member isnt a fucking death fat i guess so they are able to properly test her etc so let's see how that goes

Now he is talking about amberlynn having uterine cancer, and he believes her
The family situation made it hard for him to address her cancer plus
"Y'all need to take it easier on amberlynn. I hope she gets the care she needs to get through this."
He says haydur nation has been negative af and despite intentions, he says that he probably contributed to the negativity in some ways
"This should've happened before amberlynn had cancer ... to say this is enough, enough is enough"
WILL NO LONGER REACT TO CHANTAL OR AMBERLYNN
HE IS RETIRING FROM THAT KIND OF CONTENT
Wants to leave up his content about mental health but no longer wants to contribute to haydur nation
People are too mean to her, saying ridiculous shit, etc. Too much animosity. He's denouncing the haydurssssss
Still working on future plans for his channel. He expects people to unsubscribe. No hard feelings.
Doesnt wanna celebrate 100k subs because exodus will happen
He gives amberlynn compliments I guess
Reiterates that he is done and doesnt want to be a part of the hate. Questioning her diagnosis is silly. Blah blah blah gorl get on with it. A car honked.
I love you all, byeeeeeee