Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

[Skuntank]

I'm not gonna lie, watching this whole saga unfold has been equal parts entertaining and sad to me. Digi was someone I respected in a way. He was able to build a nice career talking about what he wanted to talk about and acting how he wanted to act. I even cited one of his videos in an essay as an example of how hardcore Otaku can live normal and happy lives a few months ago. That essay looks pretty silly in retrospect. He reminds me alot of myself, especially when he broadcasts his destructive side. The difference is, the alcoholism, weed abuse and projection on anime characters is something I confronted and moved on from. Digi is kinda like looking into a warped mirror of myself and seeing what I could've become.

I guess this is to say that at one point, I wanted to be like him. Just be able to make a living writing about anime and games and whatnot. Seeing him go crazy just from doing that is definitely discouraging in it's own way.

That's a pretty big powerlevel. I'd be careful about sharing things as specific as that. Even if your professor isn't someone who would look at Kiwi Farms, I would still be careful about not making it a habit.

 

[Disinnitrite]

I hope your teacher looks up Digibro and retroactively gives you an F

Yeah, I'd take that like a man, lol

That's a pretty big powerlevel. I'd be careful about sharing things as specific as that. Even if your professor isn't someone who would look at Kiwi Farms, I would still be careful about not making it a habit.

Thanks to you and others for calling me out on this so quickly. I didn't realize doing what I did was bad etiquette here.

 

[Keeper of Locks & Keys]

Maybe this is a lesson. Stop masturbating to porn, go to school to get a real job, and leave the internet as a hobby.

The most hilarious thing about this statement is that Digi himself would probably disagree with all three points. Any job can be a real job as long as it makes money and you don't necessarily need schooling to achieve that. But this takes really hard work (which he DID for the first part of his "career"). I do agree however that taking breaks from social media and internet drama really helps with keeping proper perspective on your world view.

If you are a Digi fan he would probably shit on you for your opinions. Digi hates having a 9 to 5 job, hates school and hates the real world by now.

Nothing wrong with porn though imo. Just don't chafe your dick and watch your own level of escalation in tastes.

Thanks to you and others for calling me out on this so quickly. I didn't realize doing what I did was bad etiquette here.

I don't really think it's a matter of etiquete as much as a matter of privacy. One thing this website has educated me on is the online identity part. Keep anything that might help identify you close to the chest for your own safety and future safety. Especially with cancel-culture during these times and all the vitriol taking place.

 

[NoReturn]

Yeah, I'd take that like a man, lol


Thanks to you and others for calling me out on this so quickly. I didn't realize doing what I did was bad etiquette here.

The most hilarious thing about this statement is that Digi himself would probably disagree with all three points. Any job can be a real job as long as it makes money and you don't necessarily need schooling to achieve that. But this takes really hard work (which he DID for the first part of his "career"). I do agree however that taking breaks from social media and internet drama really helps with keeping proper perspective on your world view.

If you are a Digi fan he would probably shit on you for your opinions. Digi hates having a 9 to 5 job, hates school and hates the real world by now.

Nothing wrong with porn though imo. Just don't chafe your dick and watch your own level of escalation in tastes.


I don't really think it's a matter of etiquete as much as a matter of privacy. One thing this website has educated me on is the online identity part. Keep anything that might help identify you close to the chest for your own safety and future safety. Especially with cancel-culture during these times and all the vitriol taking place.

KiwiFarms: We bully because we care.

 

[he who has thus come/gone]

The most hilarious thing about this statement is that Digi himself would probably disagree with all three points.

I know, and that's kinda the issue at hand with Digi.

Any job can be a real job as long as it makes money and you don't necessarily need schooling to achieve that. But this takes really hard work (which he DID for the first part of his "career").

This is true, especially in the internet age. But having a typical education (and the social/professional benefits that provides) along with a "real" job allows you to live divested from the internet, which is often extremely unhealthy for young people.

I do agree however that taking breaks from social media and internet drama really helps with keeping proper perspective on your world view.

Yeah, and it takes a strong will to realize that and actualize a solution in your life. I've stopped using Twitter except during the weekends, and cut down on reddit significantly. I've dropped FB entirely except for the messenger to keep up with reading groups/friends/etc. The issue is, the internet has been offered, praised, and upheld as a replacement for both the social interactions and professional interactions you should have in meatspace. The platforms through which we most commonly interact are also purposefully unhealthy (Twitter, FB, Instagram, etc.). When you conflate all that together and live your life solely through it, it significantly deteriorates your everyday life and your ability to be happy in the real world. Plus, when shit happens on the internet—which always happens—it can knock out your job, your career, and your own means of fulfillment in one go. Without being able to take a strong personal stance and take breaks, you get locked into evermore unhealthy cycles of rage and dopamine rushes. But by the time most people realize this, it's too late. Digi for instance is now a netizen through and through who only LARPs as a person irl. Without the internet, he'd probably become an hero.

Nothing wrong with porn though imo. Just don't chafe your dick and watch your own level of escalation in tastes.

When you get locked into pony porn as a teenager, it takes an iron will and a real hard look at the self to change for the better. Digi doesn't have that, clearly (also probably legit mental health issues that are going untreated, along with drug addictions, though the effects of weed dependency are a different conversation entirely). Which is why I think abstinence from it is the best short term solution—e.g. get off the porn. Again, by the time most people realize they're at this point, their tastes have already escalated to dangerous points and they are personally unwilling to change.

If you are a Digi fan he would probably shit on you for your opinions. Digi hates having a 9 to 5 job, hates school and hates the real world by now.

Probably lol but the difference is I have a real life and a real career pathway to lead me to happiness that I can actualize through the sweat of my brow. Without the internet, I'm a normal guy who will be relatively unaffected. Without the internet, Digi would lose himself entirely.

I guess my point is, the internet is neat, but don't treat it as your first and only means of living your life. It just corrupts you until you have a moment of crisis, at which point it may be too late. You can get some neat things from the web—I love the PCP lectures Digi has been a part of, and some of his earlier content was very good. But for that sliver of good stuff, you have hundreds of hours of Digi's terrible music, his self-identification through anime lolis, meandering vlogs, and autogynephiliac/loli self insert porn writing. Will it really be worth it in another 10 years when he's truly a shell of a man? I don't think so, but at that point it will be too late.

 

[Keeper of Locks & Keys]

I agree. I've been down this rabbit hole myself. I've seen my tastes in porn escalate, same with drug use. I still do weed, but I take a breaks of about a month between sessions which last about a week. During these weeks I always feel like I'm having an epiphany, just like when I feel when I do use. I feel like I elevate myself to new thoughts on weed and afterwards I take time to process it and decide if I want to continue. I think there would be a lot of good to gained for Digi to just quit for half a year, but hey - he ruined his reputation and changed his online persona too much to reengage his "old" audience.

And well the porn. Yeah jacking it to hentai is nothing new. It's hot. But ponyfuckery and furry shit is way beyond me. I don't see the appeal.

EDIT: I don't even think porn is the problem, it's the drug use and encouragement from May and others in his community. I'll just repeat what I said in an earlier post; I don't know in what video he said this but his wording was: "When I wake up I have to deal with the struggle to decide if I'm gonna lay in bed for another hour warm and next to my wife, or jump up and start my first bong rip of the day".

If your first thought on waking up is ripping ye old weedpipe isn't an indicator of addiction, I don't know what is. Add to that that he must use a fucking lot as tolerance builds even though he said he took "breaks" - he didn't mention the length of said breaks. But I can tell you from experience that if I've been blazing for a week and take another week as a break from said weed, my tolerance will not have gone back to 0 yet. It takes a lot of time to fully clear your system as some people from the USA might now from drug screening test for jobs, which he mentioned in his stories from starting to work at Target - not that he used back then, the story was that he couldn't piss when other people were around and the lady in charge of the drug screening was standing outside the door to listen in if he wasn't taking too long or faking the test.

The youtube/whateverplatform anime discourse community could really use a person like his old self a lot right now, but he is unwilling to fill that slot despite the monetary value that is to be gained by it. Which lead me to believe he is either:

A: Completely serious about his coming out.
B: Too lazy to even pick the low hanging fruit.
or even worse
C: A combination of both. He thinks he is way above shitting on stupid shows and is serious about being a loloid.

My money is on C at this point. - and I think most of you would agree with me on this vote.

 

[Fist of Fury]

Honestly, from what I've heard about how long it takes for him to finish editing one video, that might even be the case. I would love to know the timeline on his recent edited stuff like the Smash vids (including the one from 2 weeks ago)

I don't really like WIAGW in general but I would hate the concept of his channel becoming centered on them a lot less if he was at least consistent with them. He didn't really seem like the type of person to let himself go like this. But maybe he just likes to present himself as a super productive person and I fell for it like an idiot.

He really did do MIAMAFV or w/e though, and that was while having a job.

I've found the direction BGE's channel took after he quit his programming job really odd, given how well the MIAMAFV experiment seems to have gone. I never understood how he went from posting a lot of videos in a short span of time, deciding to be a full-time content creator/YT'er, quitting his job and now hardly releasing anything, other than a few low-effort podcasts.

Though it's always seemed to me that he lacked a passion for making videos and was forcing it a lot of the time, I don't imagine he'd change careers on a whim without having some idea what to expect. Definitely didn't expect him to lose interest so soon, if that is what happened. Maybe someone else knows more about what's going on--I'm sure he's talked about it somewhere.

 

[psuedonarrative]

I've found the direction BGE's channel took after he quit his programming job really odd, given how well the MIAMAFV experiment seems to have gone. I never understood how he went from posting a lot of videos in a short span of time, deciding to be a full-time content creator/YT'er, quitting his job and now hardly releasing anything, other than a few low-effort podcasts.

Though it's always seemed to me that he lacked a passion for making videos and was forcing it a lot of the time, I don't imagine he'd change careers on a whim without having some idea what to expect. Definitely didn't expect him to lose interest so soon, if that is what happened. Maybe someone else knows more about what's going on--I'm sure he's talked about it somewhere.

I feel like he had such a great time doing MIAMAFV and similar projects at the time, and the PCP was doing decent with the Radcons he thought it would be fun to turn that into a full time thing. Then when he made it a priority and took more responsibility on the main PCP channel and other handlings with the podcast and was able to focus more on his own channel and side projects realized managing all the members in the podcast is more work than its worth. On top of probably losing a lot of motivation for his own content.

 

[waffle]

I just assume BGE got the wind taken out of his sails by the communist coof and ensuing slow burn socieo-econimic colapse that has followed it.

 

[NotTheBooks]

In case you were wondering if Digibro still jumps onto every conspiracy theory train that runs through his burned-out brain.

 

[Mostly Here For Lurking]

In case you were wondering if Digibro still jumps onto every conspiracy theory train that runs through his burned-out brain.

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So does this mean that Digi is gonna do a Deus Ex LP?

 

[Simply Outplayed-HD]

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I didnt really realize how slow nates channel has been until now. Look at that fuckin top row. The Banjo video was March 6. The only "video" he uploaded for May is just the theme from MIAMFV 2

So if you've ever listened to the PCP (ProCrastinators Podcast with Digibro and the rest of his group) you'll know that Nate (BestGuyEver) is the only listenable person on that entire show. He understands comedic timing, doesn't scream like Munchy, he's not super prideful and trying too hard to be cool like Digibro and he's also not too autistic to have a conversation like Hippocrit.

I think around a year or a year and a half ago Nate hit 100k subscribers and he declared that he had quit his job as a programer and now he was going to do YouTube fulltime. Since then his channel had entirely stagnant growth. His videos were not interesting, he always fucks it up in one of these ways:

1. The subject matter is fucking shit, he'll do a video about something that nobody cares about.

2. The video format is inappropriate. Some of his videos are highly produced which of course takes a month for a 4 minute video and despite getting large amounts of views those viewers are one and done. They aren't subscribing or sticking around.

3. He'll just turn his webcam on and talk at the camera in a boring way, this sort of ties in to #1 but it's basically just a dude rambling for half an hour about shit nobody cares about.

It's irritating because if you see his PCP lectures he's obviously talented. I've got to assume that he eventually either went back to work or is slowly losing the money he said he put away from his previous full time employment.

 

[Neurotic Loser]

So if you've ever listened to the PCP (ProCrastinators Podcast with Digibro and the rest of his group) you'll know that Nate (BestGuyEver) is the only listenable person on that entire show. He understands comedic timing, doesn't scream like Munchy, he's not super prideful and trying too hard to be cool like Digibro and he's also not too autistic to have a conversation like Hippocrit.

I think around a year or a year and a half ago Nate hit 100k subscribers and he declared that he had quit his job as a programer and now he was going to do YouTube fulltime. Since then his channel had entirely stagnant growth. His videos were not interesting, he always fucks it up in one of these ways:

1. The subject matter is fucking shit, he'll do a video about something that nobody cares about.

2. The video format is inappropriate. Some of his videos are highly produced which of course takes a month for a 4 minute video and despite getting large amounts of views those viewers are one and done. They aren't subscribing or sticking around.

3. He'll just turn his webcam on and talk at the camera in a boring way, this sort of ties in to #1 but it's basically just a dude rambling for half an hour about shit nobody cares about.

It's irritating because if you see his PCP lectures he's obviously talented. I've got to assume that he eventually either went back to work or is slowly losing the money he said he put away from his previous full time employment.

4. He spends half the video responding to fanmail (that are months old) which causes people to switch to another video, hurting his channel's growth in the algorithm.

 

[SwanDive]

Perhaps it's to be expected by this point, but Digi has put out yet another album and it sounds like absolute pain. I can see what they're trying to do and Digi not only misses the mark but instead ends up turning around and shooting someone in the chest instead.

 

[Jonah Hill poster]

In case you were wondering if Digibro still jumps onto every conspiracy theory train that runs through his burned-out brain.

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I’m not quite sure what he means here.
Wayfair news story has been confirmed to be a false news story, but how would Digi know that it is “inherently untrustworthy” if he didn’t bother to click on the page in the first place?

 

[he who has thus come/gone]

Perhaps it's to be expected by this point, but Digi has put out yet another album and it sounds like absolute pain. I can see what they're trying to do and Digi not only misses the mark but instead ends up turning around and shooting someone in the chest instead.

Maybe this type of music is just not meant for me, but this is what I expect the soundtrack to a DIY Marina Abramovic-style child sacrifice ritual to sound like. It makes my ears bleed. This is what you think sounds good as an emo teenager growing up in an opioid infested trailer park, but cringe about 5 years later when you mature a little.

 

[Maskull]

Maybe this type of music is just not meant for me, but this is what I expect the soundtrack to a DIY Marina Abramovic-style child sacrifice ritual to sound like. It makes my ears bleed. This is what you think sounds good as an emo teenager growing up in an opioid infested trailer park, but cringe about 5 years later when you mature a little.

It's a genuinely unenjoyable album to sit through. The second track, Prince of Queens, is especially unlistenable. He's nowhere near competent enough a musician to even attempt a synthesis of so many genres of such contrasting variety. I'm about halfway through a second listen and the only consistent thing about it is how messy the production is and how absolutely tryhard and angsty the lyrics are.

I wouldn't mind seeing someone with real talent and a better base of knowledge of these different strains of music try where he has failed as there is potential in voidgaze as a genre.

 

[Clorox Cowboy]

Perhaps it's to be expected by this point, but Digi has put out yet another album and it sounds like absolute pain. I can see what they're trying to do and Digi not only misses the mark but instead ends up turning around and shooting someone in the chest instead.

Just you wait, in 60 years his albums will be rediscovered and he'll be labeled as the new Shaggs.

 

[NotTheBooks]

I’m not quite sure what he means here.
Wayfair news story has been confirmed to be a false news story, but how would Digi know that it is “inherently untrustworthy” if he didn’t bother to click on the page in the first place?

To my best understanding of his rambling:

Digibro sits on the fence if Wayfair is, indeed, actually a pedo ring. The fact that he saw the refutation before the conspiracy story itself as well as as the phrasing of the refutation makes him wonder if this indicates that the conspiracy story is actually true (his own first level conspiracy theory as part of the larger one) or has been designed specifically to make him believe that (his second level conspiracy theory).

For more context google "Wayfair child trafficking".

I by myself saw Digibro's tweet before I've heard about the conspiracy theory and I'm not sure if I ever would have heard about it without it. This makes me of course wonder if Digibro is actually the head of a pedo ring and tries to divert attention or only wants us to believe he's head of a pedo ring, for clout. i GuEsS wE wIlL nEvEr KnOw.

 

[waffle]

To my best understanding of his rambling:

Digibro sits on the fence if Wayfair is, indeed, actually a pedo ring. The fact that he saw the refutation before the conspiracy story itself as well as as the phrasing of the refutation makes him wonder if this indicates that the conspiracy story is actually true (his own first level conspiracy theory as part of the larger one) or has been designed specifically to make him believe that (his second level conspiracy theory).

For more context google "Wayfair child trafficking".

I by myself saw Digibro's tweet before I've heard about the conspiracy theory and I'm not sure if I ever would have heard about it without it. This makes me of course wonder if Digibro is actually the head of a pedo ring and tries to divert attention or only wants us to believe he's head of a pedo ring, for clout. i GuEsS wE wIlL nEvEr KnOw.

Digi is unable to not brag about shit. If he was fucking kids there'd be a million posts about it wrapped up in a silly disclaimer about what he "totally didn't do ".