Inactive Richard "Lowtax" Kyanka - Deadbeat (emphasis on "Dead") founder of Something Awful, forced out of his own community, on his second divorce, stuck his dick in crazy, "Birth Giver"

There's speculation about Logan faking & just kind of mouthing along, but I think her distress is genuine. She seems remorseful & has some insight on how to fix her behavior, which is a step in the right direction. & to be fair, mental illness is the biggest liar of them all. It tells you you're broken, you're worthless, your reality & experiences aren't real. You can hear her struggling to choose her words carefully like someone trying to rewire her own brain in real time. & that's what you have to do with personality disorders---rewire your brain.

I'm sure her distress is real and that her distress tolerance is effectively zero at the moment. People with BPD create drama which will cause them distress. That doesn't mean they aren't manipulative, though.

She's been down this road before, though. She wouldn't have undertaken DBT in the past unless her behaviour was causing chaos in her life and especially in her interpersonal relationships. For whatever reason, she's not yet ready to put the chaos behind her and get back on the DBT track. Until she is ready, the smartest thing other people can do is stay out of her way.
 
How sad do you have to be to be "starstruck" by Lowtax though? It's like getting starstruck because you met a guy who does late night commercials for his local business, or a reporter for your small town news affiliate.
That absolutely happens in shitty nowhere towns among girls from lower income families with little to no prospects. The phrase "big fish in a small pond" was invented for a reason. The internet has its own version of that.
 
Goons never liked or wanted to support Logan, they just want any reason to hate lowtax. They want any reason to hate anyone really, because they are all miserable, broke-brain shitlords.

Adding that here, I don’t think anyone truly hates anyone else except confirmed child abusers. Goons have real vitriol for anyone with wrong opinions. But I have not found a cow here who is not worthy of mockery or disdain.
 
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i am the latter for everyone now, which is probably what i deserve for being an idiot. i'm just gonna fuck off and make art. people have literally told me to kill myself in this thread which is pretty harsh, but i just wanted to tell my story. everybody has distanced themselves from me and silenced me and null said he wanted to talk and it seemed harmless. guess not. oh well.
ill be your friend but no booze allowed, im a pretty miserable alcoholic
 
How sad do you have to be to be "starstruck" by Lowtax though? It's like getting starstruck because you met a guy who does late night commercials for his local business, or a reporter for your small town news affiliate.

Well, her broken brain turned "unpaid(?) intern for the Eric Andre Show for one season before her cocaine habit got the better of her and she had to move back home" or whatever into "professional brand strategist/synergist marketing expert with a specialty for pitching scripts to professional Hollywood indie directors", so it's not much of a stretch to think it'd also turn "failed unfunny abusive deadbeat dad with a pill addiction who runs a formerly famous comedy site and who has burnt every bridge he's had with genuinely talented people because he's an asshole and is living off patreon gibs" into "currently relevant comedy genius who has been done wrong by mean, bad people (professionally and personally) and who just needs a little help to get things sorted out", especially if she's viewing him through the lens of the mystique he had to her when she was 16 and the wheels hadn't yet totally fallen off SA.

That's a huge, defining feature of BPD (which, more than any other factor combined is the source of Logan's problems): when they're stoked on something, they're SUPER stoked on something; when they are bummed, they're SUPER bummed. There's little to no emotional nuance. It's a constant cycle of inappropriate, black-or-white idealization and devaluation. Whatever they're into is just the best thing on earth and it rules and there's no downsides or drawbacks to it at all and they're 100% committed to it and are all in on making it happen and if it's a person they are the most perfect amazing person ever and are their soulmate only oopsy some minor inconvenience happened and now it's actually a pile of useless, stupid shit and it sucks and is trash and woe are they and it's all just pointless and if it's a person, that person is now Satan incarnate and they have been betrayed and now they have to now hurt that person as badly as that person hurt them so that things are even and fair and they know what it feels like to hurt someone who was :'( just trying to love them a bloo bloo bloo :'(.
 
Lowtax, as per usual, is treating serious, credible allegations of abuse by cracking really unfunny jokes on Facebook rather than shutting the fuck up because he has a case pending.

Kind of wonder if the Null interview has the 'tax man rattled or something, since his tactic in the past has been to punch back at Logan immediately by dropping text receipts or posting anecdotal accounts of her being a nutcase; this time though, his response is almost verbatim to Peewee Herman's response copping to getting caught jacking off in a theater (https://youtu.be/FCxEAJGdIrs?t=80)

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someone must have gotten a cease & desist order from Mother & Dearest, LLP.
 
How sad do you have to be to be "starstruck" by Lowtax though? It's like getting starstruck because you met a guy who does late night commercials for his local business, or a reporter for your small town news affiliate.
 
Goddamnit guys, we had a golden BPD mormon cokewhore goose of our own and scared it off. Think of the vindictive petty shit on Richard she could have leaked if allowed.

Logan come back, I've got a website or two you can run marketing or whatever for. Sign up bonus is an old bottle of painkillers from my last hospital visit.
Her answers were vague and not very helpful. She's not here to answer she's here to get her ass kissed.
 
Her answers were vague and not very helpful. She's not here to answer she's here to get her ass kissed.
You have to understand Logan's mindset, being the power-hungry attention whore she is, giving you useful information right away would mean that she will receive less attention, playing hard to get makes you look more mature and interesting, or so she thinks. Perhaps she's keeping to herself to not spoil some lolsuit in the future, but that's just speculation though, I prefeer my former hypothesis.
 
You people hate me, goons hate me (they hated me before, but they hate me more now), Null just hit me up this morning and asked if I wanted to chat. I didn't even think it through. Bad decision, I guess.

You misunderstand. I don't speak for anyone here but I don't hate you. I just feel extreme apathy towards you and your drama, which means I won't be insulting you out of decency, but don't expect me or anyone who feels the same way to hero worship you.
 
You have to understand Logan's mindset, being the power-hungry attention whore she is, giving you useful information right away would mean that she will receive less attention, playing hard to get makes you look more mature and interesting, or so she thinks. Perhaps she's keeping to herself to not spoil some lolsuit in the future, but that's just speculation though, I prefeer my former hypothesis.

thanks josh. great talking to you. wish you the best going forward.
 
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