- Joined
- Aug 4, 2017
TL;DR version: rejected from social media for being a sperg and not worshiping blacks, came here, discovered my account from 3 years ago. plz like me.
Long rant version: So I decided to finally give in and make an account on this site I've seen/heard much of. Except... I already did??
When I went to hit "register", the form was already auto-filled in, to my surprise. So I logged into it... yep, I did make an account in 2017. Due to genetic memory issues (no drugs or alcohol involved, my whole family has bad memory), I completely forgot about it. Did someone else make an account on my computer? Nope, after reading the few posts on it, I can confirm I definitely made them lol I know my writing style.
So, about me: 27, gay white male, "gender non-conforming" (aka soy sissy faggot whatever), high-functioning autistic diagnosed as an adult (but obvious my whole life, looking back), furry, bipolar, terribly depressed, no friends, ugly, self-loathing, community college dropout, minimum wage worker, live with my mom, have no friends, no talents or skills...
I legit could've been a lolcow myself. I used to post my personal life online a ton, maybe not to CWC levels but still. I actually came back here after getting into "Christory" the past half year and realizing I'm almost exactly like him in like any way possible- even personal life drama like his stalking incidents, I did those too (again, to a lesser extent but still).
So why am I on here?
I fucking hate black people, and cannot rant about it anywhere on social media without insta-ban.
Okay, it's more complicated than that. The social justice bullshit has just gotten too far. Social media is my only place to socialize, and this bullshit has completely ruined it. A lot of it is spearheaded by jogs, and it tends to center them as "most oppressed", plus I have a bad history of them bullying me etc. (I'm from a diverse liberal state). I don't hate all of them and whatnot, but man so many of them just... I can't deal with them anymore.
I lost many online friends and some real life ones I had due to SJW brainwashing, so I pretty much have nobody now except my online boyfriend, who doesn't even fluently speak English. Nobody is willing to listen to my side of the story. I'm a degenerate to anyone conservative, and "an literal nazi" to anyone more liberal or leftist. I can't make friends IRL, but that is partially due to my mom living in a retirement area full of boomers and I'll likely never be able to afford to move out.
These social justice people have actually bullied me and tormented me way more than any right wingers did, and they even of course threatened to doxx me. But everyone kinda hates me so meh. I have had my pics stolen from my Facebook etc. and posted on 4chan cringe threads, I'd find out later. I think my phone number was posted too. As far as I know though, I have no recognition as a lolcow, and I deleted almost all my social media accounts and stuff at this point.
I've been reduced to only Reddit, which is either "an nazi site" or "full of soyboys", depends who you ask. But now it really veers towards soy after all the good subs got deleted. I used to be able to say any racial slur I wanted. Not anymore! But I go on it for the mundane topics- the culinary subs, art subs, whatever. It's a cope.
I tried 4chan and smilar in the past, hated it. I hate the anon message board format. It fucks with my sperg brain. It looks messy and hard to navigate and I just love having my own personal profile too much. But I used to be a web forum addict, and haven't joined one in so long. So I figured I'd dive in and really try this one this time.
Not sure what replies to expect, but... am I welcome here? Pweeeeaze? :3 ;w;
Long rant version: So I decided to finally give in and make an account on this site I've seen/heard much of. Except... I already did??
When I went to hit "register", the form was already auto-filled in, to my surprise. So I logged into it... yep, I did make an account in 2017. Due to genetic memory issues (no drugs or alcohol involved, my whole family has bad memory), I completely forgot about it. Did someone else make an account on my computer? Nope, after reading the few posts on it, I can confirm I definitely made them lol I know my writing style.
So, about me: 27, gay white male, "gender non-conforming" (aka soy sissy faggot whatever), high-functioning autistic diagnosed as an adult (but obvious my whole life, looking back), furry, bipolar, terribly depressed, no friends, ugly, self-loathing, community college dropout, minimum wage worker, live with my mom, have no friends, no talents or skills...
I legit could've been a lolcow myself. I used to post my personal life online a ton, maybe not to CWC levels but still. I actually came back here after getting into "Christory" the past half year and realizing I'm almost exactly like him in like any way possible- even personal life drama like his stalking incidents, I did those too (again, to a lesser extent but still).
So why am I on here?
I fucking hate black people, and cannot rant about it anywhere on social media without insta-ban.
Okay, it's more complicated than that. The social justice bullshit has just gotten too far. Social media is my only place to socialize, and this bullshit has completely ruined it. A lot of it is spearheaded by jogs, and it tends to center them as "most oppressed", plus I have a bad history of them bullying me etc. (I'm from a diverse liberal state). I don't hate all of them and whatnot, but man so many of them just... I can't deal with them anymore.
I lost many online friends and some real life ones I had due to SJW brainwashing, so I pretty much have nobody now except my online boyfriend, who doesn't even fluently speak English. Nobody is willing to listen to my side of the story. I'm a degenerate to anyone conservative, and "an literal nazi" to anyone more liberal or leftist. I can't make friends IRL, but that is partially due to my mom living in a retirement area full of boomers and I'll likely never be able to afford to move out.
These social justice people have actually bullied me and tormented me way more than any right wingers did, and they even of course threatened to doxx me. But everyone kinda hates me so meh. I have had my pics stolen from my Facebook etc. and posted on 4chan cringe threads, I'd find out later. I think my phone number was posted too. As far as I know though, I have no recognition as a lolcow, and I deleted almost all my social media accounts and stuff at this point.
I've been reduced to only Reddit, which is either "an nazi site" or "full of soyboys", depends who you ask. But now it really veers towards soy after all the good subs got deleted. I used to be able to say any racial slur I wanted. Not anymore! But I go on it for the mundane topics- the culinary subs, art subs, whatever. It's a cope.
I tried 4chan and smilar in the past, hated it. I hate the anon message board format. It fucks with my sperg brain. It looks messy and hard to navigate and I just love having my own personal profile too much. But I used to be a web forum addict, and haven't joined one in so long. So I figured I'd dive in and really try this one this time.
Not sure what replies to expect, but... am I welcome here? Pweeeeaze? :3 ;w;
