Stray Sheep - tranny autistic from tumblr that loves horsecock and is triggered by this title

[pickledance]

lmao... holy shit are you a brainwashed tumblrite.

No an attention whore is someone who actively seeks attention, and you are doing just that.

Guys, let's just ignore this person they seem far too dense to understand anything that isnt dipped in the sugar coated tumblr language.

I'd actually be interested in why the word "attention" is ableist. No wait, it's what tumblrites never did in school so it's a default.

 

[Meowthkip]

No it's a fucking attack and extremely harmful to trans people.

I guess you'd be really hurt if you were a transperson, huh?

And I don't pretend to be violent. I get violent impulses all the time and never learned a good outlet because I thought they were normal (playing Saints Row is a decent one, I've learned, but otherwise I've got nothing.)

So, how many people have you punched. Scratched? Kicked? Bitten? You ever hit anybody, or spit at them? You ever throw any objects at anybody? Have you ever needed to be physically restrained?

"Attention whore" excellent use of ableist language and slurs used against sex workers there.

I'm pretty sure most prostitutes couldn't give less of a shit about you defending them. They just want to, you know, not get butchered by a crazy man and thrown into a wood chipper and get fed to pigs.

And I'm just gonna keep on repeating that Catherine can take on any form and there is no reason for her to have a gender because I'm SURE she seduced a gay guy or two.

Succubi use magic to seduce anybody, regardless of sexuality. They use magic like the date rape drug. Same with incubi. Succubi are female. Deal w/ it.

 

[pickledance]

I don't expect people to read my mind though, that's why I tell them "hey I'm not a girl".

I already said I'm not white. Fuck I used to have pretty dark skin up until I was 16 and my depression got worse and I started pretty much making myself sick.

I'm not scared of mosquitoes, but I don't care to be bitten up by them and be all itchy for the next few hours. Plus, the only reason I joined the Navy was pressure from parents. I wasn't on board with it at all but I had people saying how proud they were of me for the first time since elementary school and it felt good. And I don't want to do push ups, they hurt a lot and I usually can't do more than half of one.

Its taken me awhile to clean my room because I'm basically pulling out everything from everywhere (desk, closet, etc) and reorganizing it. I only have so much energy and can only clean for like. An hour before I need a break.

I already know y'all don't care about suicidal people, you don't have to tell me twice.

So it was Leelah Alcorns fault she killed herself when her parents put her through literal hell for trans people? She was weak? Every other person that has killed themselves due to their lives being literal shit was weak? Sure OK I'll believe that. Go tell my friend that her best friend who she had to watch kill himself was weak, i dare you.

And I know that intrusive thoughts are normal, but it wasn't until recently that I noticed I get them more than most people, because no one ever bothered to pay attention to my problems as a child and instead chose to ignore them.

I'm going back to ignoring people that call me a girl, solely for the fact that these replies are getting exhausting to type out, and I'm tired enough as it is.

Leelah was actually trans though, and wow, you must be soft if you are underweight and can't do a single pushup. most of the time those two don't correlate since they're easier to do if you have less weight to lift.

Honestly all I'm seeing is: "but gaining muscle is hard wah! But cleaning is hard wah!" get over it and man up if you wanna be a man.

 

[lolwut]

I'm going back to ignoring people that call me a girl

So what your saying is you're going to answer other Kiwis' questions for a few posts then go back to dedicating half of each reply to the guy who is intentionally being an asshole to you? (aka me)

No wonder you love Smegtrap so much. You're addicted to the contempt of others.

 

[Meowthkip]

So it was Leelah Alcorns fault she killed herself when her parents put her through literal hell for trans people? She was weak? Every other person that has killed themselves due to their lives being literal shit was weak? Sure OK I'll believe that. Go tell my friend that her best friend who she had to watch kill himself was weak, i dare you.

You know, it's pretty shitty for a transtrender to try and hide behind Leelah Acorn's death to avoid criticism. And the death of a friend of a friend. You are a bad person.

 

[Lurkingjay]

@Stray Sheep If you can't do half a pushup, how did you even get far enough into basic training to be discharged for mental health issues? Is Navy basic training way easier than I always assumed?

 

[pickledance]

@Stray Sheep If you can't do half a pushup, how did you even get far enough into basic training to be discharged for mental health issues? Is Navy basic training way easier than I always assumed?

Cause it's a lie.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

I don't expect people to read my mind though, that's why I tell them "hey I'm not a girl".

I already said I'm not white. Fuck I used to have pretty dark skin up until I was 16 and my depression got worse and I started pretty much making myself sick.

I'm not scared of mosquitoes, but I don't care to be bitten up by them and be all itchy for the next few hours. Plus, the only reason I joined the Navy was pressure from parents. I wasn't on board with it at all but I had people saying how proud they were of me for the first time since elementary school and it felt good. And I don't want to do push ups, they hurt a lot and I usually can't do more than half of one.

Its taken me awhile to clean my room because I'm basically pulling out everything from everywhere (desk, closet, etc) and reorganizing it. I only have so much energy and can only clean for like. An hour before I need a break.

I already know y'all don't care about suicidal people, you don't have to tell me twice.

So it was Leelah Alcorns fault she killed herself when her parents put her through literal hell for trans people? She was weak? Every other person that has killed themselves due to their lives being literal shit was weak? Sure OK I'll believe that. Go tell my friend that her best friend who she had to watch kill himself was weak, i dare you.

And I know that intrusive thoughts are normal, but it wasn't until recently that I noticed I get them more than most people, because no one ever bothered to pay attention to my problems as a child and instead chose to ignore them.

I'm going back to ignoring people that call me a girl, solely for the fact that these replies are getting exhausting to type out, and I'm tired enough as it is.

You have exceptionally poor pattern recognition:
You seem fixated on continuing to talk about your race. Why is that? Are you trying to prove something?
As for suicidal people, I care about them enough to not enable them with coddling, because these people need to be pushed to get help, not fawned over. I don't reward attention-seeking behaviors. People like you are in love with the concept of suicide because it's been romanticized as some grand nihilistic gesture, rather than the last futile actions of a coward too selfish to care about who they hurt and leave behind. So, between the two of us, who is the one enabling suicidal people and who is the one who cares again?
I didn't know Leelah Alcorn. Unlike you, I don't assume she was automatically good or bad just because she was trans, because I never fucking met her. She might have been a lovely person. She might have been a cunt. I guess we'll never know, because she made a terrible, irrevocable decision, and can't tell us who she was anymore. I will happily talk to your friend about why enabling, instead of helping, suicidal people is a well-intentioned, but incredibly stupid idea.
As for your "intrusive thoughts", I really don't care. Your complaints of being ignored really aren't helping me believe this isn't just attention-seeking, though.

 

[Lurkingjay]

Cause it's a lie.

shhhhhh, I'm humoring
I really want to hear the explanation on this one -- it's gonna be good

 

[nonnewtonian]

I already know y'all don't care about suicidal people, you don't have to tell me twice.

No, we just don't care about people who throw around suicide threats to get attention or stop arguments.

 

[Stray Sheep]

I started a lot of fights back in jr high, and I used to act violently towards my brothers a lot. I've learned to at least restrain myself physically to an extent, aside from breaking shit sometimes.

And yes, doing a pushup is hard for me because I have poor muscle tone and stamina due to genetic shit my mom blessed me with. And yes, cleaning is fucking hard when I can't even get out of bed most mornings. I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

I'm not hiding behind their deaths I'm just asking if they were weak too. I like to think of myself as strong for surviving most my life not even knowing I was mentally ill, let alone being able to treat it.

I got two weeks into boot camp, we had just barely started physical stuff when they finally sent me to SEPS. I think I had to do pushups twice, once as practice for our first physical test, and once as a punishment for something. I collapsed both times.

 

[Trapped_Fairy]

I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

You'd be surprised at what some Kiwis have been through and the struggles they've faced. The difference between them and you is they had the willpower to power through and actively try to make shit better instead of whining online about it.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal..

Of course not. That's only for attention seeking tumblr special snowflakes who make suicide threats because they don't get what they want. Duh!1

[irony off]

 

[DocScuttleButt]

So it was Leelah Alcorns fault she killed herself when her parents put her through literal hell for trans people? She was weak? Every other person that has killed themselves due to their lives being literal shit was weak? Sure OK I'll believe that. Go tell my friend that her best friend who she had to watch kill himself was weak, i dare you.

it is taking every fiber in my being not to rail into you with how fucking disrespectful you are being, the name of an actual trans person, Leelah Alcorn, should not be a name for you , a transtrender, to hide behind.

Also I thought all you otherkin and multiple systems hated Leelah because she actively disliked and hated otherkin. I remember when the otherkin community first caught wind of that and basically said that she DESERVED to die and actively went out of their way to throw her name into the trash.

So sorry if i want to fucking throttle you in front of a train.

 

[Lurkingjay]

And yes, doing a pushup is hard for me because I have poor muscle tone and stamina due to genetic shit my mom blessed me with. And yes, cleaning is fucking hard when I can't even get out of bed most mornings. I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

This is a conviction about which you are wrong! A lot of people in this thread have discussed their own mental illness. It's difficult and awful! The thing is, though, that you can't use it as an excuse for not doing what you need to do, because life goes on regardless. If you want to maintain a healthy adult lifestyle, it's not an option to let your mental illness prevent you from doing basic tasks (self-care, home upkeep, etc.), much like it's not an option to let your mental illness make you be terrible to other people. Mental illness may be a reason for struggling with self-care and social interactions, but it's not an excuse for failing at them. You have to try, and if you're not in a place where you can even try, you need treatment urgently.

 

[pickledance]

I started a lot of fights back in jr high, and I used to act violently towards my brothers a lot. I've learned to at least restrain myself physically to an extent, aside from breaking shit sometimes.

And yes, doing a pushup is hard for me because I have poor muscle tone and stamina due to genetic shit my mom blessed me with. And yes, cleaning is fucking hard when I can't even get out of bed most mornings. I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

I'm not hiding behind their deaths I'm just asking if they were weak too. I like to think of myself as strong for surviving most my life not even knowing I was mentally ill, let alone being able to treat it.

I got two weeks into boot camp, we had just barely started physical stuff when they finally sent me to SEPS. I think I had to do pushups twice, once as practice for our first physical test, and once as a punishment for something. I collapsed both times.

Sweet cheeks you are so fucking deluded.
Many people here have and do deal with mental and physical health issues, what we don't do is use them as excuses for shit behavior and attitudes, especially online where they know everyone else is dealing with their own garbage and don't need that kind of baggage.

Your issues are your issues, pull on your big girl panties and deal with it. Learn some fucking coping skills that don't involve depending on others ass-pats for your mental well being, you clearly need to if you're having issues with breaking shit when you get upset.

And yes they were weak for killing themselves, anyone who kills themselves is weak and enabling them to be weak does not help them get better.

 

[Stray Sheep]

I've been working to make it better but I honestly don't know how. I didn't know there was anything to fix about my life until recently. I spent more time thinking this was all something that was perfectly normal, than I have spent knowing it was not.

"Sorry if I want to throttle you in front a train"
So you can threaten me for citing examples of why the "suicide is weak" mentality is wrong, but I do it to defend against people attacking me and I'm bad? Ok then.

And trust me I know I need treatment. Tell that to my parents who make almost no effort to help me schedule appointments or anything like that. I can't exactly do it on my own since they're my ride, my insurance, and the schedule keepers.

 

[lolwut]

shhhhhh, I'm humoring
I really want to hear the explanation on this one -- it's gonna be good

Having seen her type before in the Army, I can almost guarantee I know what really happened.

First off, she most definitely did enlist. Those horrible glasses she wears? They're called BCGs (birth control glasses), and they're standard issue to all military recruits with eye problems (I've got the same pair stuffed in my closet somewhere). No doctor outside the military would be so cruel as to let their patient wear such dreadful things. it violates the Hippocratic oath to do no harm.

Honestly, I don't even doubt she got ELS'd for mental health issues either. That talk of how you can get dropped from the military within 180 days of enlisting for any reason? Total bullshit. It exists, yes, but no Drill Sergeant/Navy equivalent would ever allow such a thing to be used. She almost certainly starting spazzing out so that the cadre would send her to get checked out, then spoon fed the doc a bunch of crap. Eventually they would have got tired of listening to her and came up with a reason to give her the discharge she was so obviously trying for.

tl;dr Basically what we all already know; she lied to get out of her commitments.

I got two weeks into boot camp, we had just barely started physical stuff when they finally sent me to SEPS. I think I had to do pushups twice, once as practice for our first physical test, and once as a punishment for something. I collapsed both times.

Except you don't ship if you can't pass a PT test, at least in the Army. (Any Navy Kiwis here to confirm this?) So you would have had to have had some level of fitness.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

I started a lot of fights back in jr high, and I used to act violently towards my brothers a lot. I've learned to at least restrain myself physically to an extent, aside from breaking shit sometimes.

Fights in junior high and sibling squabbles? That's what you've got for us to back you "I'm so crazy" narrative? For shame.

I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

Hahahaha that's adorable. Honey-boo, I've known depths you can't fathom. Then I got off my ass, got help, stopped being a little pussy, and fixed my fucking life. It sucked, it took a lot of hard work, and I really didn't want to deal with anything at that point, but I did it, and you can too. It's called "getting over yourself". It fucking blows, and it'll be the best thing you'll ever do for yourself. I'd advise against lecturing as though you're some magically unique and interesting creature (more on this in a second).

I'm not hiding behind their deaths I'm just asking if they were weak too. I like to think of myself as strong for surviving most my life not even knowing I was mentally ill, let alone being able to treat it.

I know you like to think of yourself that way, but the truth of it is that you're just not that special, kiddo. You seem like a pretty average person with pretty mundane problems, you just dress them up as way more fantastical and important than they actually are. I don't know if Leelah Alcorn was weak-willed, because I didn't know her, but I do know she made a very stupid decision, and threw her life away for nothing. Tossing aside your own life seems pretty wasteful to me. I think she was a kid, too young and stupid to know any better, who made a very tragic choice that she can't take back. I think she left people behind whose lives are forever altered by that choice, which they had no say in. You tell me if that makes her innocent. It's a touchy topic, and you can try to smokescreen with it all you want, but suicide is ultimately a choice, and it affects everyone around you. Their pain at your decision to throw it all away is on you.

 

[TheAmazingAxolotl]

And trust me I know I need treatment. Tell that to my parents who make almost no effort to help me schedule appointments or anything like that. I can't exactly do it on my own since they're my ride, my insurance, and the schedule keepers.

Then don't tell them. Suffer if that's what you want to do, but just know that if you're old enough to complain about the state of your health, you're old enough to do something about it.