Lolcow Melinda Leigh Scott & Marshall Castersen - Sue-happy couple. Flat earth conspiracists. Pretending to be Jewish. Believe Kiwi Farms is protected by the Masonic Order. 0-6 on lawsuits. Marshall is dead.

Never said the male hottie was going to be naked in the poster LOL

I don't think there's a "limit". I've met people who have had more than 10 girlfriends/boyfriends who finish well. "Nice guys finish last".

Well, nice girls finish last too!

Also, I don't intend to do the same thing I did in my 20s between my 2 marriages, where I had male concubines. Now I know more what to ask about a guy. I've added more to my inspection list since 2015.

And also now I know way more about narcissism. I was diagnosed as an Empath by a clinical psychologist during therapy sessions. So, I'm a Narc magnet and an Empath in recover. However, over the last 4 years more free resources have become available to me. I understand some things better now. So when I'm ready to marry again, I won't attract a Narcissist.... hopefully
Just because there isn't nudity doesn't mean you aren't coveting another man. It also doesn't make it not pornographic.
 
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Never said the male hottie was going to be naked in the poster LOL
what's the issue when you're the one getting a boner over them anyway

Doctors and nurses look at dicks and vag and don't get boners, which is why naked doesn't always = porno

You look at clothed men and get a boner over them. Yet you deride people who you think look at porn. Not even actual proof, just your assumptions

What if other people just look at clothed men/ women like you?
I don't think there's a "limit". I've met people who have had more than 10 girlfriends/boyfriends who finish well. "Nice guys finish last".

Well, nice girls finish last too!
unironically calling yourself a nice girl. Lol.

Welcome to femceldom
Also, I don't intend to do the same thing I did in my 20s between my 2 marriages, where I had male concubines. Now I know more what to ask about a guy. I've added more to my inspection list since 2015.

And also now I know way more about narcissism. I was diagnosed as an Empath by a clinical psychologist during therapy sessions. So, I'm a Narc magnet and an Empath in recover. However, over the last 4 years more free resources have become available to me. I understand some things better now. So when I'm ready to marry again, I won't attract a Narcissist.... hopefully
If you were empathic you'd understand how others in this thread felt about you. You'd understand how horrifying it was for you to promote spousal rape and spousal abuse. You'd understand how people got horrified when you said you'd abandon your kids if they didn't follow your cult.

If you're an empath, prove it and try to see others point of view
 
Where did it say that anything in my life was "going wrong"?

LOL, that's a good one, especially when you follow up with:

Has he? Someone send me an email if you find out. Marshall's been hitting the red button on his cell phone all day while I keep asking him for money for diapers. Again.

It's almost like the guy we've been calling a deadbeat is actually a deadbeat. Remember all of those times we told you that Marshall would never be a good parent, that he wouldn't step up and take care of his children either financially or emotionally?

If I'm a prophet, I've got a pretty good track record.


I was diagnosed as an Empath by a clinical psychologist during therapy sessions.

Was this when you were an emotionally disturbed kid in foster care because your mother was abusing drugs and your father didn't want you?
 
I remember lots of things about strangers that I meet everywhere. I observe everything. I'm a writer. I see the world through those eyes






There's someone for eveeyone out there. I believe in the saying: " find love where you are"


They sell petty pink dildos at sex stores ...in the meantime lol
Maybe a poster on my wall of a male hottie?






Why would he be in Gate City?




Lol
How severe is your autism where you're admitting on a forum for weirdos and fags who laugh at retards that you want to get fucked by a pink dildo because your abusive beaner husband is leaving you
 
It's almost like the guy we've been calling a deadbeat is actually a deadbeat. Remember all of those times we told you that Marshall would never be a good parent, that he wouldn't step up and take care of his children either financially or emotionally?

That can't be true because Kiwi Farms didn't even know about me until March 13, 2017, AFTER I signed my Ketubah with Marshall (Nov. 2016)



Was this when you were an emotionally disturbed kid in foster care because your mother was abusing drugs and your father didn't want you?

Actually, I never was emotionally disturbed. I practiced something called radical acceptance, without even knowing there was a term for it.

I was emotionally disabled then though, from trauma I faced. I also developed CPTSD and anxiety issues neither of which I have now

My dad was closer to me growing up, he didn't discard me like my mom did. He did lots of nice things for me before he died. I remember a great Lebanese restaurant in Arlington area that he took me to on a father-daughter date.

I went to therapy during foster care because it was required. I went to therapy again after my first divorce
Might need therapy again after my second divorce. There's more free stuff available now online. I watch a life coach online. She's really informed and understands Spiritual frequencies. I benefit a lot from doing her life coach techniques and watching her videos on her blog.

I've learned a lot from her the last few years. She's on her third marriage, so her story gives me hope.



How severe is your autism where you're admitting on a forum for weirdos and fags who laugh at retards that you want to get fucked by a pink dildo because your abusive beaner husband is leaving you

How does that make me autistic?

I guess you just haven't realized that you "making fun of me" doesn't matter to me in the long run.

A beetle, or a group of beetles,may snap at a lioness but she still plays with it. Some of you guys are still my specimen!

Either way, even if someone is discarded, divorced, abandoned or left by a Covenant partner or Spouse, why is that a moral judgment in and of itself for you all?









What if other people just look at clothed men/ women like you?

Humans are sexual creatures. How many times a day does the human brain think about sex?



unironically calling yourself a nice girl. Lol.

In context of relationships. How I treat someone in a relationship is different than my interactions with the outside world/people attacking me. That's the difference. I'm not morally obligated to be nice to people attacking me




you were empathic you'd understand how others in this thread felt about you. You'd understand how horrifying it was for you to promote spousal rape and spousal abuse. You'd understand how people got horrified when you said you'd abandon your kids if they didn't follow your cult.

If you're an empath, prove it and try to see others point of view

I already have.

But one thing I have to be careful of, as an Empath in recovery, is not showing empathy to everyone. That's what has gotten me involved with Narcissists over and over. Too much empathy.

Just because there isn't nudity doesn't mean you aren't coveting another man. It also doesn't make it not pornographic.

True. But if I'm single, and the male hottie is single, am I hurting anyone really? But then again, I think even if single it's best to save yourself in all ways for your soulmate
 
That can't be true because Kiwi Farms didn't even know about me until March 13, 2017, AFTER I signed my Ketubah with Marshall (Nov. 2016)
I think they meant that you were warned he would be a dead beat dad to your newest child.

So now that you are divorcing him, can you finally admit what we all already knew? That it was Marshall's account on here being a spaz.
 
And also now I know way more about narcissism. I was diagnosed as an Empath by a clinical psychologist during therapy sessions. So, I'm a Narc magnet and an Empath in recover. However, over the last 4 years more free resources have become available to me. I understand some things better now. So when I'm ready to marry again, I won't attract a Narcissist.... hopefully

Empath is still not something you can be "diagnosed" as.
It's also amazing that basically your entire family was narcissists and you, poor you were the only one that wasn't, despite hitting a lot of the same signs as one.
 
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How does that make me autistic?

I guess you just haven't realized that you "making fun of me" doesn't matter to me in the long run.

A beetle, or a group of beetles,may snap at a lioness but she still plays with it. Some of you guys are still my specimen!

Either way, even if someone is discarded, divorced, abandoned or left by a Covenant partner or Spouse, why is that a moral judgment in and of itself for you all?
Only the most hardcore of dumb downie niggers will reveal talk about how they're horny and lonely and wanna get fucked by silicone bought with a low cash tugboat whilst ignoring their 6 children

Keep talking about how you're a quote-unquote "lioness", just makes your ego that much more inflated and it gets funny when that bubble's bursted
 
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I think they meant that you were warned he would be a dead beat dad to your newest child.

So now that you are divorcing him, can you finally admit what we all already knew? That it was Marshall's account on here being a spaz.

I gave Marshall numerous chances over and over
Only the most hardcore of dumb downie niggers will reveal talk about how they're horny and lonely and wanna get fucked by silicone bought with a low cash tugboat whilst ignoring their 6 children

Keep talking about how you're a quote-unquote "lioness", just makes your ego that much more inflated and it gets funny when that bubble's bursted

Why are you people so afraid of basic words like DILDO, Vagina, and Penis being said publicly? Boob, Breast, Clit, Tit, Dick, Cock. FUCK.

Lighten up! It's not like I described.[CENSORED].

A few of those words are scientific classifications of human anatomy. Grow up people.



Empath is still not something you can be "diagnosed" as.
It's also amazing that basically your entire family was narcissists and you, poor you were the only one that wasn't, despite hitting a lot of the same signs as one.

Uh, I NEVER said everyone in my family was a Narc. Go back and read.

And secondly this comment shows you are uneducated because often there is ONE Scapegoat/Empath that emerges from Narcissistic family circles
 
Why are you people so afraid of basic words like DILDO, Vagina, and Penis being said publicly? Boob, Breast, Clit, Tit, Dick, Cock. FUCK.

Lighten up! It's not like I described.[CENSORED].

A few of those words are scientific classifications of human anatomy. Grow up people.

Literally nobody here is afraid of cocks and tits, it's literally the fact that you're talking about masturbating and fucking yourself with a dildo like an absolute fucking loser and femcel on a public internet forum making fun of you for being a retard. Nobody is asking about your sexual desires or habits, but you still go out and spill it like a tard

often there is ONE Scapegoat/Empath that emerges from Narcissistic family circles
You got sources?
 
Uh, I NEVER said everyone in my family was a Narc. Go back and read.

I did read when you tarred the majority of your family as narcissists. But you seem to be having trouble comprehending what I wrote because I never said you said everyone was. Of course you could also just be deliberately misinterpresting what I wrote to try and deflect, but given it would be so utterly inept an attempt at it, it's hard to say, really.

And secondly this comment shows you are uneducated because often there is ONE Scapegoat/Empath that emerges from Narcissistic family circles

There's that word you love again. Uneducated. You really do have this fixation on seeing those who disagree with your as uneducated and thus easily dismissed.

And yet none of your response actually addressed that "Empath" is not a diagnosis you can be given, nor that you display extreme narcissist behaviors yourself.

You got sources?

She's mangling the language of actual narcissist family dynamics, both by adding the "Empath" label and by treating it like families full of narcissists are common. What she's also leaving out is that narcissist parents also commonly produce narcissist and Borderline children.

ETA: https://narcissistfamilyfiles.com/2...n-to-the-true-narcissist-7-definitive-traits/

Here, play Melinda bingo.
 
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That can't be true because Kiwi Farms didn't even know about me until March 13, 2017, AFTER I signed my Ketubah with Marshall (Nov. 2016)





Actually, I never was emotionally disturbed. I practiced something called radical acceptance, without even knowing there was a term for it.

I was emotionally disabled then though, from trauma I faced. I also developed CPTSD and anxiety issues neither of which I have now

My dad was closer to me growing up, he didn't discard me like my mom did. He did lots of nice things for me before he died. I remember a great Lebanese restaurant in Arlington area that he took me to on a father-daughter date.

I went to therapy during foster care because it was required. I went to therapy again after my first divorce
Might need therapy again after my second divorce. There's more free stuff available now online. I watch a life coach online. She's really informed and understands Spiritual frequencies. I benefit a lot from doing her life coach techniques and watching her videos on her blog.

I've learned a lot from her the last few years. She's on her third marriage, so her story gives me hope.





How does that make me autistic?

I guess you just haven't realized that you "making fun of me" doesn't matter to me in the long run.

A beetle, or a group of beetles,may snap at a lioness but she still plays with it. Some of you guys are still my specimen!

Either way, even if someone is discarded, divorced, abandoned or left by a Covenant partner or Spouse, why is that a moral judgment in and of itself for you all?











Humans are sexual creatures. How many times a day does the human brain think about sex?





In context of relationships. How I treat someone in a relationship is different than my interactions with the outside world/people attacking me. That's the difference. I'm not morally obligated to be nice to people attacking me






I already have.

But one thing I have to be careful of, as an Empath in recovery, is not showing empathy to everyone. That's what has gotten me involved with Narcissists over and over. Too much empathy.



True. But if I'm single, and the male hottie is single, am I hurting anyone really? But then again, I think even if single it's best to save yourself in all ways for your soulmate
1. CPTSD is bullshit

2. So it's okay for you to look at porn and masturbate but not others. Got it.
 
I did read when you tarred the majority of your family as narcissists. But you seem to be having trouble comprehending what I wrote because I never said you said everyone was. Of course you could also just be deliberately misinterpresting what I wrote to try and deflect, but given it would be so utterly inept an attempt at it, it's hard to say, really.



There's that word you love again. Uneducated. You really do have this fixation on seeing those who disagree with your as uneducated and thus easily dismissed.

And yet none of your response actually addressed that "Empath" is not a diagnosis you can be given, nor that you display extreme narcissist behaviors yourself.



She's mangling the language of actual narcissist family dynamics, both by adding the "Empath" label and by treating it like families full of narcissists are common. What she's also leaving out is that narcissist parents also commonly produce narcissist and Borderline children.

ETA: https://narcissistfamilyfiles.com/2...n-to-the-true-narcissist-7-definitive-traits/

Here, play Melinda bingo.

I don't need your pathetic link. I've studied Narcissim for over 8 years, reading 200 quality hours of blogs, watching 200 videos, and infact, the very source of identifying Narcissism: reading the Hebrew Bible, which describes evil and Wicked people perfectly.

I don't address a lot of what you say because it's just labels with no substance. Like I said before you write like this: "You do A. You are B." But you don't follow up you statements with specifically details. I'm not going to just sit here and say "no I'm not" and "no I don't" repeatedly.

I use the word uneducated, not because I disagree, but because of illogical statements that show poor analytical skills OR my all-time biggest pet peeve: saying the Scriptures say something they don't actually say! (Someone acting like they know what they are talking about but clearly they haven't even read the text first!)

You can actually be diagnosed an Empath. If you're in therapy and your therapist listens and determines you are an Empath that has been Narcissitically abused, it's a diagnosed, albeit informal.

You won't even know you're an Empath until you have been abused by one or more Narcissists. You truly understand Narcissism not from reading about it or watching videos but by being Narcissistically abused.



1. CPTSD is bullshit

2. So it's okay for you to look at porn and masturbate but not others. Got it.


No, I never said I could look at porn. I don't want to open that door, might lead to an addiction.

I got in a porn war once with a guy I had a Covenant with. I ended up forming an addiction and I repented of that. I don't want to open that door ever again.

Also, based on what I saw, it's really pathetic anyway. The men in the videos have no clue how to cater to a woman's sexual needs. Their manuevers are quite lame and flat. Most porn clearly is made for men. I can do better with just my imagination.




Literally nobody here is afraid of cocks and tits, it's literally the fact that you're talking about masturbating and fucking yourself with a dildo like an absolute fucking loser and femcel on a public internet forum making fun of you for being a retard. Nobody is asking about your sexual desires or habits, but you still go out and spill it like a tard


You got sources?


Uh, quite the opposite. The subject was brought up and I responded. Who cares, KF is like a bar. Why are you so prude?

And anyways, my sexuality was brought up from DAY 1 on March 13, 2017 and ever since everybody up in my business about who I fuck and what I do with my own damn vagina.

So don't be a hypocrite while I defend my own sexuality as a woman. As an advocate of gender equality, you should expect a woman like me to promote the idea that women are just as sexual as men.

I bet if I was a man talking on here like this you'd just he giving me props
 
Uh, quite the opposite. The subject was brought up and I responded. Who cares, KF is like a bar. Why are you so prude?

And anyways, my sexuality was brought up from DAY 1 on March 13, 2017 and ever since everybody up in my business about who I fuck and what I do with my own damn vagina.

So don't be a hypocrite while I defend my own sexuality as a woman. As an advocate of gender equality, you should expect a woman like me to promote the idea that women are just as sexual as men.

I bet if I was a man talking on here like this you'd just he giving me props
Nobody brought up your sex habits besides the fact you fuck Marshall lmao, all of your hypocritical deviancy was brought up on your own
No, male lolcows talking about how they fuck are just as disgusting, it's all about the details you put out there that nobody cares about nor anyone ever asked about. Every lolcow is treated as they deserve here, you act like a retard, you get treated like a retard. Theres a reason your thread is over 500 pages and Andrew's is like 350

Right?! Because women who express their sexuality in serial Monogamy are "sluts" and "whores" but men who do the same are just "Polygynysts", "Patriarchs" and "The Man", and "Sewing wild oats".

Isn't that right you GOY?!
Man you're all out of fucking whack lmao, they're all whores, male, female, troon, doesn't matter.
 
I don't need your pathetic link. I've studied Narcissim for over 8 years, reading 200 quality hours of blogs, watching 200 videos, and infact, the very source of identifying Narcissism: reading the Hebrew Bible, which describes evil and Wicked people perfectly.

Link wasn't for you. That is a pitiful amount of research for eight years of "study"
It's quite interesting the 180 you've done on Narcissism these last few months.

I don't address a lot of what you say because it's just labels with no substance. Like I said before you write like this: "You do A. You are B." But you don't follow up you statements with specifically details. I'm not going to just sit here and say "no I'm not" and "no I don't" repeatedly.

When I do get specific about your details and behaviors the response is exactly the same, so why put forth extra effort?

I use the word uneducated, not because I disagree, but because of illogical statements that show poor analytical skills OR my all-time biggest pet peeve: saying the Scriptures say something they don't actually say! (Someone acting like they know what they are talking about but clearly they haven't even read the text first!)

So, you are your biggest pet peeve. Got it.

You can actually be diagnosed an Empath. If you're in therapy and your therapist listens and determines you are an Empath that has been Narcissitically abused, it's a diagnosed, albeit informal.

They can call you an empath, but it is not a diagnosis.

You won't even know you're an Empath until you have been abused by one or more Narcissists. You truly understand Narcissism not from reading about it or watching videos but by being Narcissistically abused.

Your kids should be experts in it, then.
 
I watch a life coach online.

Huh. I suppose it can't hurt to listen if someone really has their shit together and is well educated in psychoanaly-

She's [...] understands Spiritual frequencies.

Well, even with that being the case, perhaps she can give advice on how to build successful long term rela-

She's on her third marriage

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