I know I say it like every day, but
FUCKING AGPs!!!
They aren't even pretending to hide it anymore, wtf?! I'm starting to honestly really feel bad for regular just-wanna-transition-and-live-a-normal-nondegenerate-life trans people now.
I've gone down the rabbit hole of AGP research and come to the conclusion that those who are self-aware, like Miranda Yardley, and quite a few random youtubers who have spoke about having this condition, are really quite interesting and likeable people. Those who aren't are fucking crazy, and here is why.
Being an AGP is a really debilitating condition that essentially threatens to destroy your entire life if you try to [strikethrough]fully explore your sexuality[/strikethrough] have a fulfilling sex life, something most humans (and definitely most men) need to do. It's an accidental brain wiring problem that maps the erotic "i want to fuck this" target location onto oneself as a female. It happens at a really young age eg about 3-7, and can't ever be undone. If they explore it further they will end up not just being attracted to themselves-as-female but falling in love with themselves-as-female. Once you've had a taste of it, its a slippery slope. They can't help it. And when you are in love, you want to be with that person all the time...
Essentially, AGPs are stuck with this for the rest of their lives and need to manage a condition that could end in them trooning out, destroying any family and marriage they have worked for, and probably also their careers and any friendships they have built up. Its a narcisstic condition imposed on someone who is probably not a narcissist in any other aspect of their lives, and turns many of them into narcissists just so they can cope.
Rather than accept and acknowledge that your pursuit of your true love requires destroying your own identity and thus ruining your relationships with the people who know and love that identity (perhaps even ruining those people's lives if they are your partner or children), rather than bear the shame and guilt of knowing you are the one who is hurting those you love, it is so much easier to get angry at them for not accepting you.
That sounds like a fate worse than death to me. I have nothing but sympathy and respect for AGP men who see this cycle in themselves before it happens, and know they have a lifelong struggle ahead of themselves.
Of course, none of those people are featured in this thread.
I said this quite a few times but 90% of the troons Kevin’s flirts with he would have 0 interest in meeting IRL. If mode_view rolled up to his front door with a bottle of wine and Japanese imported novelty micro condoms, Kevin would fake a panic attack and belittle mode view on twitter for a week straight. Maybe call the police.
Its so weird, Hailee is downright creepy, mode is just pathetic. I'd rather fuck pathetic than creepy.
Edited to change "fully explore your sexuality" to "have a fulfilling sex life".
