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Shaddap about the autism.
Trying to be preachy.
Trying to be preachy.
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حلال Christian Davis / Wizzrobe / TDSTRVN / Aspi3Gam3r - Autist Artist With A Bionicle Fetish, Trollshields Connor Bible, Creator of Life of an Aspie
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Goddmnit Meme, why cant we just let the trollshield oroborus happen already. It would be free sperg energy! We could cure world hunger or something!
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Since it's a shitload of tweets he's cranking out right now, he basically wants to apologize for his Aspergers making him do stupid things. I'm gonna get all the stuff he wrote and put it into a paragraph.
Excuse the doublepost.
He alludes to Connor in the long diatribe he made. He's still tweeting right now and if he does the same thing there, I'll post all his words out like this again to save time on the caps.
Excuse the doublepost.
He alludes to Connor in the long diatribe he made. He's still tweeting right now and if he does the same thing there, I'll post all his words out like this again to save time on the caps.
I've been reflecting the past few days on how many people I've claimed to hate and people who've made fun of me for X reason such as being an aspie for example and you know what, when you give people even your friends reason to treat you as anything less than an equal even if you can't control what comes out of your mouth, i'm sorry but you deserve to reap what you sow. I've struggled in the past with admitting on occasion that I'm in the wrong about something, but now i feel i must make amends and strive to be less of a negative stereotype and more of a positive example of someone who has a disability, but doesn't let it define them and instead makes amends for his foolish antics and considers taking steps to prevent thyself from screwing up something that could have been prevented. I knew a guy on a forum who everyone made fun of myself included because of his mouth not having a filter. These days, aside from the occasional chimp out, this guy has long since ceased to talk about TMI info and instead has become a likeable young man who the forum treats as an equal only dressing him down for saying or doing something stupid. This guy is i guess im trying to say is my internet hero. He brought about his own trouble by being a moron, yet he's making strides to move past that and blossom into in a respected contributing member of the forum. I now know what its like to be in his shoes. if said person is reading this, i take back any trash i talked about you! I don't want to have bad blood with anyone, honestly i don't. I goofed up and now im ready to starting forgiving and maybe put this personal drama i'm going through behind me for good. To start the healing process, i must apologize for me. I must apologize for letting my asperger's and my temper get the better of me. I must apologize for being so goddamn stupid! its not easy, but it will feel oh so good to get this off my chest. I already feel a little better just tweeting about whats going on in my life 
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Excuse the doublepost.
He alludes to Connor in the long diatribe he made. He's still tweeting right now and if he does the same thing there, I'll post all his words out like this again.
I've been reflecting the past few days on how many people I've claimed to hate and people who've made fun of me for X reason such as being an aspie for example and you know what, when you give people even your friends reason to treat you as anything less than an equal even if you can't control what comes out of your mouth, i'm sorry but you deserve to reap what you sow. I've struggled in the past with admitting on occasion that I'm in the wrong about something, but now i feel i must make amends and strive to be less of a negative stereotype and more of a positive example of someone who has a disability, but doesn't let it define them and instead makes amends for his foolish antics and considers taking steps to prevent thyself from screwing up something that could have been prevented. I knew a guy on a forum who everyone made fun of myself included because of his mouth not having a filter. These days, aside from the occasional chimp out, this guy has long since ceased to talk about TMI info and instead has become a likeable young man who the forum treats as an equal only dressing him down for saying or doing something stupid. This guy is i guess im trying to say is my internet hero. He brought about his own trouble by being a moron, yet he's making strides to move past that and blossom into in a respected contributing member of the forum. I now know what its like to be in his shoes. if said person is reading this, i take back any trash i talked about you! I don't want to have bad blood with anyone, honestly i don't. I goofed up and now im ready to starting forgiving and maybe put this personal drama i'm going through behind me for good. To start the healing process, i must apologize for me. I must apologize for letting my asperger's and my temper get the better of me. I must apologize for being so goddamn stupid! its not easy, but it will feel oh so good to get this off my chest. I already feel a little better just tweeting about whats going on in my life
hear that @Connor? someone lolcowed harder than you and is apologizing
Frank Rizzo
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And to top it all off, @Connor, you got a guy who considers you his hero. Doesn't that make you feel all warm and squishy inside?
Edit: Wizzrobe just rated my post, looks like he's back.
Edit: Wizzrobe just rated my post, looks like he's back.
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how do i get my intentions across and how do i come off as a now humble young man without sounding needy or bawww-ish? I suppose the best i can do is apologize for me and just pray for the best. Letting this experience help me grow as a person is the best course of action for me atm. I want to be able to have friends...people i can trust to do the right thing, people who can help me realize my full potential as an aspiring artist. people who help me feel like less of a loner freak that many people like me are often classified as without a seconds thought. To do that, I'm going to have to put on my big boy shoes and lower my shields to let people in. the world ends with me, I've got to get out and clash with other people, experience life through other's perspectives. Gunning it through life by myself adapting to roadblocks on the fly isn't going to cut it anymore! period! I know i can socialize when i want to. Killing my ego is for the best if i want to make the best webcomic manga there ever was. I've come a ways since i first started drawing manga, but having a bunch of no nonsense people tear down my older drawings and give credit where its due on my newer works has lit a fire under me that for some time, I've been trying to light albeit with mixed results! I've got the internet at my disposal to help me grow into my full potential, its time I stared using it to its max to help me achieve my dreams and goals! #WishMeLuck
Get Twitlonger dude.
Get Twitlonger dude.
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Also he is quoting an amazing JRPG, The World Ends With You. The moral is that the main character is a selfish and whiny emo who gradually learns to open himself to other people and overall improve himself as a person by not caring so much what other people think about him.
Which is hilarious because he's letting the world end with him by deleting his social media accounts and not talking to us here. Way to selfishly interpret the moral to better suit your needs!
@Wizzrobe HAS RETURNED! He just rated me like.
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Please be nice to Wizzrobe. He has seen the error of his ways and we should forgive him and believe him 100% without question.
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Welcome back @Wizzrobe! Wanna get into talking about that manga you wanna make?
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I am willing to give thorough and detailed art and writing critique and analysis. I will be debuting my website as a amatuer cartoonist within a month or two, so if you're serious about it I will help out.
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"...As an aspie..."
A gold dabloon to the first man to sight the sperg in the seas of Wrong Planet.
A gold dabloon to the first man to sight the sperg in the seas of Wrong Planet.
Frank Rizzo
kiwifarms.net
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So, do you guys think Wizzrobe will become the Kengles to Connor's OPL?
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@Wizzrobe DID YOU SEE MY PRETTY PICTURES I DID JUST 4 U
Wizzrobe
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Well...this isn't going to be easy, but I got myself into this mess and I will try my best to clean up as much of it as I can.
I hope you Kiwis are enjoying your Tuesday morning/afternoon/evening.
As some of you have already seen on my Twitter, I'm ready to start forgiving and start making amends. This post is going to be a loooonnnnggggg one, so get comfortable or just scroll down to the tl;dr part.
@KingofManga420 I apologize for originally getting you into this mess by complaining in chat (jokingly for the most part) about you rating my posts as autistic and dumb. I don't hold any grudges against you or any of the other Kiwis as the bible says to forgive and forget and also that you reap what you sow. I fucked up royally and its this board's job to chronicle anything that sticks out of the ordinary. Even its own members who do something incredibly stupid and in my own words "commit halalcide" like me and @Connor have done much to our respective embarrassments and self loathing.
@DeagleBoipussy420 I apologize for egging you into making a thread about my laughably bad bionicle doujin. If I had know I was about to commit halalcide the other night, I would have been like "haha you can't see my bionicle doujin" instead of providing a link to my old brickshelf folder containing all the pages and concept art of it. I know its my own fault for being the one who linked to the brickshelf folder, but I feel like I should still apologize for letting what eventually happened happen not because of you, but because of me.
@PurpleMonkeyDishwasher I apologize for not listening to you and a few other Kiwis in chat the other night when you guys were like "DONT DO IT!!!" and I was like "blah blah blah whatevs!"
@Connor I apologize for also dragging you into this mess by saying I'm not as bad as you when the poll for this thread says otherwise. At the time, I was a flurry of emotions and tried to act like I'm not as autistic as you probably are to deflect attention away from me which in hindsight didn't do me a damn lick of good! (no joke, your posts especially early on in your own thread made me speculate that you fall somewhere on the autistic scale and if you are autistic or an aspie, It doesn't bother me as a young man with asperger's syndrome. in other words, we're cool and having recently been in your shoes, I don't want there to be bad blood between us.)
For anyone here who liked or looked up to me and now don't, I can't change the past, but I can apologize for my idiotic behavior and maybe start over on the other side of the leaf if that's even an option at this point.
These past 24 hours have given me time to reflect on how much of a spergy tard I was being and I can now admit I suck at "trolling". I had trouble sleeping last night and couldn't find the energy to so much as sketch a rough draft of Elsa from Frozen much less eat my favorite foods. It's not often that I feel like I've hit rock bottom, but this was most definitely one of those times so I would like to ask for forgiveness and let live and forget from my fellow kiwis at this time
Now for a little FAQ
Q: Do you shove bionicles/legos up your ass?
A: The short answer is NO! The long answer is that no I have never shoved anything up my behind. I think someone either in chat or early on in my thread was trying to be "funny" and asked if I did.
Q: Why did you delete/make your personal social media accounts private?
A: I had (and this is going to shock a lot of you) been contemplating deleting my personal social media accounts for some time now due to mass inactivity. @KingofManga420 digging them up prompted me to finally get off my butt and actually do that. In hindsight, I could have deleted them months ago like I did with my old DA account for similar reasons if I knew I was going to be doxxed as a result of my own autistic induced stupidity and fail trolling.
Q: Are you ashamed for showing us your art?
A: That's not the part that upset me originally and tbh, I'm actually glad for the most part some of you Kiwis ripped select pieces a new one. I do however feel like a tard now for trying to insinuate I'm better than chris chan at art when the truth is I just a have a slightly better grasp on anatomy than he does.
Q: Why does x bionicle in your doujin look like Abraham Lincoln?
A: at the time I originally started it, making humanoid versions of the characters in retellings of the original story was all the rage on a bionicle fansite I used to visit a lot. I never thought of Pohatu as a modern day Abe Lincoln though.
Q: What are your future plans regarding your shoujo manga and Kiwi Farms?
A: After some debating back and forth, it will still be published. As for KF, I'm still undecided about whether I will still be around on here. Ideally, I would be most appreciative if my halal thread was deleted off the face of the earth, but that's just wishful thinking and...
A: It's my own damn fault that it exists to begin with
B: I know you guys have some good in all of you, but I'm not going to hold my breath and wait for a miracle such as the aforementioned deletion of this thread (which again is just wishful thinking)
C: That being said, I feel it should be a put to a vote what happens to my thread.
Future of Wizzrobe's halal thread
Delete it: He's well and truly learned his lesson about NOT revealing your power level in these forums
Delete it, but refer to it from time to time especially if any Kiwi's might be struggling to keep their power level under control.
I'm neutral about this.
Delete any personal information about him, but keep the thread in some form or another.
Lock and archive it to serve as a cautionary tale for future kiwis
It's nice that he's apologized for his autism, but...
I'm typing this with my expectations for what will happen next kept to a minimum. I've done my part (apologizing for my stupidity/tard sperging), but it is however up to you, Kiwi Farms , to decide what happens next. I hope you make the right choice as I know I will be from this point forward.
Tl;dr I've fully apologized for me...being me during an unsavory moment in my life that I now fully regret knowing that I only have myself to blame and not a single one of you kiwis.
P.S If any of you have any lingering questions, keep them about my art please! Thank you!
I hope you Kiwis are enjoying your Tuesday morning/afternoon/evening.
As some of you have already seen on my Twitter, I'm ready to start forgiving and start making amends. This post is going to be a loooonnnnggggg one, so get comfortable or just scroll down to the tl;dr part.
@KingofManga420 I apologize for originally getting you into this mess by complaining in chat (jokingly for the most part) about you rating my posts as autistic and dumb. I don't hold any grudges against you or any of the other Kiwis as the bible says to forgive and forget and also that you reap what you sow. I fucked up royally and its this board's job to chronicle anything that sticks out of the ordinary. Even its own members who do something incredibly stupid and in my own words "commit halalcide" like me and @Connor have done much to our respective embarrassments and self loathing.
@DeagleBoipussy420 I apologize for egging you into making a thread about my laughably bad bionicle doujin. If I had know I was about to commit halalcide the other night, I would have been like "haha you can't see my bionicle doujin" instead of providing a link to my old brickshelf folder containing all the pages and concept art of it. I know its my own fault for being the one who linked to the brickshelf folder, but I feel like I should still apologize for letting what eventually happened happen not because of you, but because of me.
@PurpleMonkeyDishwasher I apologize for not listening to you and a few other Kiwis in chat the other night when you guys were like "DONT DO IT!!!" and I was like "blah blah blah whatevs!"
@Connor I apologize for also dragging you into this mess by saying I'm not as bad as you when the poll for this thread says otherwise. At the time, I was a flurry of emotions and tried to act like I'm not as autistic as you probably are to deflect attention away from me which in hindsight didn't do me a damn lick of good! (no joke, your posts especially early on in your own thread made me speculate that you fall somewhere on the autistic scale and if you are autistic or an aspie, It doesn't bother me as a young man with asperger's syndrome. in other words, we're cool and having recently been in your shoes, I don't want there to be bad blood between us.
)For anyone here who liked or looked up to me and now don't, I can't change the past, but I can apologize for my idiotic behavior and maybe start over on the other side of the leaf if that's even an option at this point.
These past 24 hours have given me time to reflect on how much of a spergy tard I was being and I can now admit I suck at "trolling". I had trouble sleeping last night and couldn't find the energy to so much as sketch a rough draft of Elsa from Frozen much less eat my favorite foods. It's not often that I feel like I've hit rock bottom, but this was most definitely one of those times so I would like to ask for forgiveness and let live and forget from my fellow kiwis at this time
Now for a little FAQ
Q: Do you shove bionicles/legos up your ass?
A: The short answer is NO! The long answer is that no I have never shoved anything up my behind. I think someone either in chat or early on in my thread was trying to be "funny" and asked if I did.
Q: Why did you delete/make your personal social media accounts private?
A: I had (and this is going to shock a lot of you) been contemplating deleting my personal social media accounts for some time now due to mass inactivity. @KingofManga420 digging them up prompted me to finally get off my butt and actually do that. In hindsight, I could have deleted them months ago like I did with my old DA account for similar reasons if I knew I was going to be doxxed as a result of my own autistic induced stupidity and fail trolling.
Q: Are you ashamed for showing us your art?
A: That's not the part that upset me originally and tbh, I'm actually glad for the most part some of you Kiwis ripped select pieces a new one. I do however feel like a tard now for trying to insinuate I'm better than chris chan at art when the truth is I just a have a slightly better grasp on anatomy than he does.
Q: Why does x bionicle in your doujin look like Abraham Lincoln?
A: at the time I originally started it, making humanoid versions of the characters in retellings of the original story was all the rage on a bionicle fansite I used to visit a lot. I never thought of Pohatu as a modern day Abe Lincoln though.
Q: What are your future plans regarding your shoujo manga and Kiwi Farms?
A: After some debating back and forth, it will still be published. As for KF, I'm still undecided about whether I will still be around on here. Ideally, I would be most appreciative if my halal thread was deleted off the face of the earth, but that's just wishful thinking and...
A: It's my own damn fault that it exists to begin with
B: I know you guys have some good in all of you, but I'm not going to hold my breath and wait for a miracle such as the aforementioned deletion of this thread (which again is just wishful thinking)
C: That being said, I feel it should be a put to a vote what happens to my thread.
Future of Wizzrobe's halal thread
Delete it: He's well and truly learned his lesson about NOT revealing your power level in these forums
Delete it, but refer to it from time to time especially if any Kiwi's might be struggling to keep their power level under control.
I'm neutral about this.
Delete any personal information about him, but keep the thread in some form or another.
Lock and archive it to serve as a cautionary tale for future kiwis
It's nice that he's apologized for his autism, but...
I'm typing this with my expectations for what will happen next kept to a minimum. I've done my part (apologizing for my stupidity/tard sperging), but it is however up to you, Kiwi Farms , to decide what happens next. I hope you make the right choice as I know I will be from this point forward.
Tl;dr I've fully apologized for me...being me during an unsavory moment in my life that I now fully regret knowing that I only have myself to blame and not a single one of you kiwis.
P.S If any of you have any lingering questions, keep them about my art please! Thank you!
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you are so fucking dumb holy shit
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Wizzrobe
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True, but hey, I didn't continue to flip out and backtrack on things I've said like some of the lolcows on here have though after my initial sperg when this thread got underway. It takes guts to admit one is in the wrong and fully apologize for one's stupidity. If @Connor can learn to quit whining about his life, put in the hours on his college degree, and even willing buy a copy of his most personally despised film despite never having seen it before to watch at some point in the future, I think it stands to reason I can be forgiven for my own crazy antics and move past it like it never happened right?
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If every lolcow thread could get deleted upon request the TJ Church thread wouldn't have lasted a single page.
You don't get to beg for forgiveness and then expect us to forget about you. If you want your thread gone just leave, it'll eventually become inactive and we'll stop caring.
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You were a member here forTrue, but hey, I didn't continue to flip out and backtrack on things I've said like some of the lolcows on here have though after my initial sperg when this thread got underway. It takes guts to admit one is in the wrong and fully apologize for one's stupidity. If @Connor can learn to quit whining about his life, put in the hours on his college degree, and even willing buy a copy of his most personally despised film despite never having seen it before to watch at some point in the future, I think it stands to reason I can be forgiven for my own crazy antics and move past it like it never happened right?
SIX MONTHS
Dude how the fuck do you not get how things work on here...?
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