Jaron Seth Bloshinsky / Jazz Jennings / I Am Jazz - Puberty Blockers: Not Even Once

The ending of the last season just seemed too optimistic when they pretended like jazz was just going to go to college. too optimistic that jazz would be able to fit in. too optimistic that would even pass any of the classes. too optmistic that even if jazz had people cheat for jazz that jazz could even be a lawyer with a faked education. and that was right before corona virus.

also, I just made a tumblr just now. What is Noelle name on there. I typed Noelle and then typed Gwen in the search simply can’t find it. That pic you posted does not have a user name on the pic
 
I think he's saying that cis women look more trans than he does. Which is even more delusional imo.

I mean he kinda isn't tho, I have seen some cishet women with PCOS looking like line backers, chest hair and all, but I assume he is probably talking about those women out there that just kinda don't care too much how they look or dress....is it a girl? Is it a angry 14 year old boy? The world may never know.



He has this broken image of "what a woman should be" and he is fighting tooth and nail to achieve it, but as soon as he thinks he attains it and he's not happy then he has to redefine it.


Until he gets his mental shit in check...its never gonna end.
 
On some tiny level, I feel for Noelle in that I know how awful isolation and loneliness can be on a person. Everyone craves attention and approval and it's sad to see someone being ignored by the rest of the world to the point where it emotionally cripples them.

That said, Noelle also isolates himself by being unpleasant, narcissistic, and completely foolish when it comes to the real world or people. He would likely reject a lot of potential friends out of A.) Physical jealousy, B.) His stupid politics, or C.) His inability to empathize with anyone other than himself. Jazz at least demonstrates some level of compassion and empathy for others, even if it's in his own stunted, childish way. Noelle just seems to be a very negative, very insecure person with a lot of room for improvement but can't figure out that giving is better than taking. It's really depressing to think about, especially now that he's more isolated than ever and, unlike Jazz who has nepotism and media publicity, he'll likely be pushed farther and farther away from the rest of the world.
 
I mean he kinda isn't tho, I have seen some cishet women with PCOS looking like line backers, chest hair and all, but I assume he is probably talking about those women out there that just kinda don't care too much how they look or dress....is it a girl? Is it a angry 14 year old boy? The world may never know.



He has this broken image of "what a woman should be" and he is fighting tooth and nail to achieve it, but as soon as he thinks he attains it and he's not happy then he has to redefine it.


Until he gets his mental shit in check...its never gonna end.
I think he just realised nobody cares about him and now he's not "odd looking", nobody pays attention to him. This kid's so desperate for approval and being noticed that he doesn't even care about negative attention. If he doesn't solve his issues soon, he's a big candidate to 41% himself soon.

The only thing going on here is that on some level Noelle’s brain is desperately trying to protect him from reality. And the reality is that he was a healthy, attractive young man who got caught up in a modern hysteria and mutilated his genitals and he will never, ever “pass.” But this is unbearable. And so, his dysmorphic delusion regarding what a woman even looks like is extending to the rest of the world.

In other words:

“do I look female? Well, the question is, does any woman look female? Lol, amirite, fellas?

.....fellas?


...........fellas, amirite?”



I realize that nearly every thread on transsexuals is full of “he’s gonna 41% himself” comments but I fear this guy really is going to destroy himself sooner rather than later.
 
The ending of the last season just seemed too optimistic when they pretended like jazz was just going to go to college. too optimistic that jazz would be able to fit in. too optimistic that would even pass any of the classes. too optmistic that even if jazz had people cheat for jazz that jazz could even be a lawyer with a faked education. and that was right before corona virus.

The show had to end on a positive note I guess - ultimately, this was supposed to be the journey of a child who was completely normal except that he was "born in the wrong body", but today's medical technology could fix all that. That Jazz now as a consequence of said medical intervention has a lower IQ than his peers, a non-existent sex drive and a crotch that keeps falling apart isn't a nice heart-warming story.
 
The show had to end on a positive note I guess - ultimately, this was supposed to be the journey of a child who was completely normal except that he was "born in the wrong body", but today's medical technology could fix all that. That Jazz now as a consequence of said medical intervention has a lower IQ than his peers, a non-existent sex drive and a crotch that keeps falling apart isn't a nice heart-warming story.

Yeah saying stuff like that makes me think there won't be another season. Also people saying Jazz is doing bad right now and that sends a bad message or something about Trans people. The ending of the last season felt let a series final as I was watching it but I wasn't sure if it was cancelled or not for sure. I can't find any information saying its been cancelled or renewed.

I don't think they should cancel the show just because Jazz is going through a rough patch right now. I would be very interested to see where it goes if there is another season.
 
Yeah saying stuff like that makes me think there won't be another season. Also people saying Jazz is doing bad right now and that sends a bad message or something about Trans people. The ending of the last season felt let a series final as I was watching it but I wasn't sure if it was cancelled or not for sure. I can't find any information saying its been cancelled or renewed.

I don't think they should cancel the show just because Jazz is going through a rough patch right now. I would be very interested to see where it goes if there is another season.

I believe it was confirmed somewhere that last season was the "final" series of "I Am Jazz". Hence why this thread moved.
 
Did Jazz Jennings ever have a psychiatrist? Anyone know who it was? (They should be horsewhipped btw).

I tried to do an advanced search and found no reference to one but I'm retarded that way.

Iirc there was the quack who did hypnotherapy or past life analysis or something or other. You know, the tragic episode when Jazz claimed that in a past life he was a gay man who just wanted to be himself but was rejected by his family and he started crying. Idk how anyone can watch that episode and not immediately get what’s up.

Also afaik Jazz has stated on the show that he doesn’t want to go to a therapist because he already knows himself or something like that, something very teenaged male sounding lol
 
I looked for any confirmation of the show being cancelled or renewed and this is all I got:

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CURRENT STATUS: As of September 27th, 2020, TLC has yet to cancel or renew I Am Jazz for Season 7. We’re continuously monitoring the status of I Am Jazz. This page will be updated as soon as I Am Jazz is cancelled or renewed. Stay tuned: bookmark this hub or subscribe to our free weekly renew/cancel newsletter or alerts.

A bit generic notice, but it's the kind of notice you get when a show is in limbo.

Jazz being a mess isn't an impediment for them to keep going with the show. btw. They keep going even after his vagina actually exploded, why would they stop now when his life has no meaning? A lot of editing here and there and it looks like Jazz's going through the normal tribulations of a teenager... despite he's 20.

Also afaik Jazz has stated on the show that he doesn’t want to go to a therapist because he already knows himself or something like that, something very teenaged male sounding lol

"MOM, SOME RANDOM INDIVIDUAL WHO DOESN?T KNOW ME CAN'T TELL ME WHO I AM, MOM!!!"


I love how Jazz thinks an actual therapist is just some "random individual" who doesn't really know him for who he really is, but some butcher can just give him a vagina. Even Jeannette is frustrated with the little monster she created.
 
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Also people saying Jazz is doing bad right now and that sends a bad message or something about Trans people.
omg the ride never ends "here's a play by play of what really happens when a mutilated gaslighted kid gets growth stunted and genitals mutilated"
"YAY, REPRESENTATION!"
"It turns out trans kids and people have several mental health issues and this looks like a goddamn disaster"
"TH-TH-THAT'S NOT IT, SHITLORD! *slides bullet into chamber*"
 
Holy shit Jeanette is such a monster. Imagine letting your kid get Mengele'd and then acting so smug and surprised that they have issues. It's actually hard to watch how badly Jeanette stokes the flames for Jazz to melt down in this video even after Jazz has calmed herself. Notice also, how Jeanette wants Jazz to go to therapy clearly because Jeanette is not happy with Jazz's behavior and wants someone to fix it up for her (like how Dr. Jesting "fixed up" her gay son for her with SRS). You can see it in Jazz's reaction, she's so frustrated like "you made me into this, why are you acting like you have no idea why I develop issues." Jazz is probably sick of professionals telling her who she is and how she thinks, and is terrified by the idea that she might realize certain things about herself and her mother through therapy.

This whole thing is just... :(

Jeanette is right about therapy, though. She's right when she says she can't help Jazz with his issues and his depression is a black hole they can't deal with it. Their problem is that they're looking for a therapist that confirms all of their biases. If she had taken Jazz to a normal therapist years ago, he wouldn't have chopped his dick.

And Jazz' reaction is, I agree, a defence mechanism. He knows deep inside he doesn't want to be told they all made a mistake. But it's also his millenial bratty attitude surfacing. He's saying what any ordinary tumblerina would tell you: "no, a doctor doesn't know me in the way I know myself!". They think they understand cancer better than oncologists.

If Jeannette really wants to help her child, he doesn't need therapy, he needs to first solve his rude behavior, trans or not. The other kids aren't like this, so she isn't a complete failure as a parent, she did something right with the other three who seem well behaved and normal.

ETA: grammar.
 
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If Jeannette really wants to help her child, she doesn't need therapy, she needs to first solve his rude behavior, trans or not. The other kids aren't like this, so she isn't a complete failure as a parent, she did something right with the other three who seem well behaved and normal.
They are well behaved, but I doubt they are normal. I know this dynamic very well from psych literature and people I've met who grew up in such families. I'll put most of the sperg under a spoiler, but the tl;dr version is that narcissistic parents intentionally use favortism with their kids maintain control over everyone in the home. They parent the favored and unfavored kids in completely different ways and they all end up incredibly fucked up, just in opposite ways.

the favored kid the golden child, and the other kids are called scapegoats.

Jazz was raised as a golden child, the kid that can do no wrong, but the cost of that is never getting to have appropriate personal boundaries with the mother, never getting to be seen for who they are outside of their similarities to their parent. The parent makes it very clear that jazz is only loved as long as he reflects back what Jeannette values about herself. The narcissistic mother sees the golden child as a mini-me, or as an idealized version of themselves, if the kid deviates from that is seen as being hurtful on purpose by their parent. That kid is allowed to be a brat because the parent is allowed to be a brat, and believing that you are special and above the rules is a diagnostic criteria of NPD. Sometimes the golden child gets demoted and another kid gets the title instead as a form of punishment.

The scapegoats are to blame for anything that goes wrong in the family, including anything that upsets the narcissistic parent or their favorite child. Sometimes some of the kids aren't exactly the scapegoat but clearly aren't favored, they get "benign" neglect, sometimes all the non GCs are scapegoated, it depends on the family. There is always one child that is treated worse than all others, it really seems like Ari in the bloshinsky family, and that keeps the other non favorite kids on their toes for fear of becoming the worst kid. The scapegoat children walk on eggshells and are feel inferior to the favored kid, also feel jealous of them, while the golden child is extremely isolated and has no one to confide in about their feelings about the parent. This is a very good way to keep the kids from developing close relationships with one another, otherwise they could potentially compare notes & blame parents. Everyone comes out of this situation extremely damaged and isolated.

So that's what she did differently with the other kids, and that's why they aren't huge brats. It wasn't right though. She neglected them emotionally and made them care for their parent, and care for jazz as well. The scapegoat children are often extremely good at taking care of others, but struggle to take care of themselves, and tend to have extremely low self esteem. They spent their formative years on red alert for any emotional suffering in others and tried (with limited success, being kids) to care for their dysfunctional parent, they carry that experience of feeling totally responsible for others and also essentially incompetent into adulthood. These are the types of people that many narcissists end up marrying as adults, since normal people don't put up with their shit for too long. I have heard a lot of stories of families like jeannettes, with an appearance obsessed NPD mom, and the scapegoat kids reported having to wear underwear that was way too old and full of holes or held together with safety pins, but their parents would pick out expensive (external) clothing and haircuts for all their kids because it was something that others would see. Their usefulness was only what the parent could see, and what the parent cared about.
 
Jeanette is right about therapy, though. She's right when she says she can't help Jazz with her issues and his depression is s black hole they can't deal with

Jeanette caused his issues.

If Jeanette went to a normal therapist years ago, she wouldn't have pushed her son to chopp his dick.
FTFY

If Jeannette really wants to help her child, she doesn't need therapy, she needs to first solve his rude behavior,

Jazz needs therapy at this point. The whole fucking family needs it. Jeanette is an abusive narc and who knows what is happening behing closed doors. There is a reason Ari was often absent in the show and didn't become a raging lgbt+ virtue signaler like Greg & Sanders.

And Jazz' reaction is, I agree, a defence mechanism. She knows deep inside she doesn't want to be told they all made a mistake. But it's also his millenial bratty attitude surfacing.

She's right when she says she can't help Jazz with her issues and his depression is s black hole they can't deal with it.

Using she & he pronouns for Jazz makes your post confusing
 
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