Trashfire Adam Kovic & Ryan Haywood (The Dead Pixel / Koko / Pikovic, and James Ryan Haywoood / Iron Ryan / The Mad King / Vagabond) - Rooster Teeth associates who've sent horrifying nudes behind their families' backs in what looks like a gay catfish

[MirnaMinkoff]

I wonder how much Haywood’s wife is even aware tbh? She doesn’t seem to have any interest in his online autism career and doesn’t seem active on SM at all (probably just to avoid the autism vortex her husband swirls in). Ryan would have also gone to great lengths to keep her totally separate from his online life due to using it to hunt for chubby teen poontang.

The wife is a full time vet with two kids, she’s got very little time to worry about online BS or keep up with what Ryan does for “work” anyway.

Ryan whines he wasn’t getting any sex at home, but that could be because his wife was already done on some level. While she works full time and takes care of kids, Ryan stays locked up in his room “working” Besides his actual “work” he was leading on at least a dozen needy young girls, probably pursuing/looking for more and jerking off to their photos daily. I wonder if Ryan ever left the “home office” given his activities and case load of online girlfriends.

With his work and amount of interaction he had with so many chicks he must have been glued to his phone or computer 90% of his waking hours. I’m sure his wife and kids loved that.

His wife makes more money than him and is smarter. I bet creeping on needy teen girls who worshipped him, and he had a ton of leverage over, gave him the slobbering ego knob polishing that being married to a competent, successful adult woman never could provide. (For all his progressive BS he actually wanted needy, weak, young girls that made him feel powerful and dominate and that he could use as little more than sex toys with a pulse. Sadly, these gullible girls fell for his fetid bullshit because it gave them a big ego boost too.

Imagine Ryan and his wife’s actual life, talking to other local parents. She’s the well regarded animal doctor and what does he do? Makes online videos for teens and millennials about games. His “career” would be a bit of a joke or mystery to other grown ass adults, esp compared to the wife. But those chubby, needy, virgin teens? They think he’s almost a god and give him all the ego gratification and validation he could ever want.

So I wonder how much the wife is aware of thus far given she doesn’t engage in this niche online at all. I’d almost bet Ryan told her about a poor unstable girl “making up stories” to get in front of things. Given what’s been going on for years Ryan would have kept his wife as in the dark about his online activities as much as possible.

The fact that Ryan has still been trying to talk to these girls behind the scenes makes me think either the wife is still a bit in the dark, or more likely doesn’t give a fuck and his cheating came as no shock to her. I think if the wife was fully aware and/or gave a fuck he would have gone totally dark days ago.

As it is, his wife is going on with her life while her pathetic husband stays locked in his room begging 19 year olds to stay quiet about him using them as Kleenex and ruining HIS life. (I’d bet it’s still working on some girls too.)

 

[UnderPressure]

I can understand not noticing it, but honestly, the cues of their body language seem quite obvious to me on rewatching the specific clip of them talking about Ryan. Not sure what you're seeing, but this is what I noticed (and forgive the over-analysis):

- Firstly, the fact that Gavin and Jeremy are dead silent for the entire second half of the video. Geoff and Ray throw in little comments here and there, and I think Andy Blanchard speaks maybe once after the midpoint of the video, but most of the speaking is done by Michael.

- When Michael's talking about Ryan wanting to stay an extra day to "sleep in," Geoff looks off into the distance sort of absently, like he's thinking hard about something, and continues doing so even after he turns his head to look at Michael. Jeremy does the same thing, but he's biting his nails and his lip while staring hard at the table; all of those things are common tells of anxiety (not that he has anxiety, but that he may have been feeling anxious in the moment).

- When Ray says "that sounds like a cry for help from Ryan," he's sort of smiling at first, but the smile drops pretty quickly after he says it.

- Michael seems to realize that he fucked up mid-sentence (particularly after he says that Ryan wants to avoid going back to "that nightmare," i.e. his family) and tries to cover it up by saying that Ryan clearly loves his kids because they show up in his streams so much. Ray responds pretty quickly that showing the kids off in streams is "easy money," and he's making a weird face that's definitely not a smile at that point.

- And, of course, that painfully awkward silence at the end. Geoff lets out a giant sigh (which does sound troubled, honestly), Jeremy takes a huge swig of his drink, Ray is staring at Michael and shaking his head repeatedly, and everyone else just looks really uncomfortable. Michael's comment that they "didn't 'Jack' Ryan" seems to be an indicator to change the subject, and they almost immediately do so; Fiona just so happens to show up with a puppy immediately after Michael says this, which seems... weirdly convenient.

This is all complete conjecture, of course, but there is a clear air of discomfort in this little moment right before Fiona brings in the puppy. I can't specify why, exactly, but it's pretty clear that at least a few of them realized that something was up during this conversation.

I've been a fan of these guys for 10 years and I've noticed each one of these behaviors; Gavin also tightens his lips while Geoff sighs, Michael seems to scamper after a new point to keep the show moving, and Andy seems to shift his arms in and out of his pockets, starts bouncing his leg and looking at the ground seconds before Fiona brings in the puppy. They all look beyond uncomfortable; analyzing body language is a difficult and often innacurate evidence, so I won't treat it as anything besides speculation, but something was realized in that room during that recording. Maybe not the specifics, but something.

 

[Takodachi]

I wonder if hes gonna go down the Nasim way.

 

[GlowBones]

Jesus Christ if this ain't the most cringe shit.

Wasn't she a mod? Why are they all pretending they had no clue?

 

[Wilhelm Bittrich]

I'm sure these guys aren't the first YouTubers to take advantage of their 'fans', nor will they be the last.

Steven Fernandez, allegedly sexually exploited an underage girl while being himself a minor at that time. No charges. Channel is dead tho.
MikeLombardoMusic (channel nuked by YouTube) child pornography. Got five years in federal prison for persuading underage fans to exchange sexually explicit images.
Austin Jones (YouTube channel nuked) 10 years for child pornography, eligible for release in 2027.
Kanghua Ren, aka ReSet, was sentenced to 15 months in prison (sentence suspended) and given a $22,300 fine after he filmed himself handing a homeless man an Oreo filled with toothpaste instead of creme.
LensCapProductions aka Trey Eric Sesler, (channel nuked in 2020) life sentence for murdering his mother.
JinBob, (channel nuked) possession and production of child pornography.
Joel Faviere aka John Faviere, child pornography including babies, sentenced to 13 years in prison.
The Happy Scientist(channel nuked) John Robert Krampf, 64, youtuber who was arrested September 19, 2020 after police found over 20 hard drives full with Child Pornography.

 

[Most Dumbest Bitch]

Regardless of how powerful the person taking liberty is. I don't see this in terms of just raw age differential, or disparate social standing.

My position is ridiculously simple: Adults shouldn't be fucking minors.

I'm in complete agreement. This is what I meant when I was talking about the power dynamic.

I don't necessarily agree with every point about the 28 year old mod, but I'm definitely concurring with the crux of your argument.

 

[Xarpho]

Steven Fernandez, allegedly sexually exploited an underage girl while being himself a minor at that time. No charges. Channel is dead tho.
MikeLombardoMusic (channel nuked by YouTube) child pornography. Got five years in federal prison for persuading underage fans to exchange sexually explicit images.
Austin Jones (YouTube channel nuked) 10 years for child pornography, eligible for release in 2027.
Kanghua Ren, aka ReSet, was sentenced to 15 months in prison (sentence suspended) and given a $22,300 fine after he filmed himself handing a homeless man an Oreo filled with toothpaste instead of creme.
LensCapProductions aka Trey Eric Sesler, (channel nuked in 2020) life sentence for murdering his mother.
JinBob, (channel nuked) possession and production of child pornography.
Joel Faviere aka John Faviere, child pornography including babies, sentenced to 13 years in prison.
The Happy Scientist(channel nuked) John Robert Krampf, 64, youtuber who was arrested September 19, 2020 after police found over 20 hard drives full with Child Pornography.

JewWario did too. The whole #ChangeTheChannel thing from a few years ago was a lot of attention whoring and whining about drama, but it did shed some light on JewWario and why he blew his brains out.

 

[Anchors-Away]

Silvermania also had a cast member arrested for child-porn.

 

[Wilhelm Bittrich]

JewWario did too. The whole #ChangeTheChannel thing from a few years ago was a lot of attention whoring and whining about drama, but it did shed some light on JewWario and why he blew his brains out.

Yes, I know about him, but as he did at least an heroed himself I left him out of the list.
To be brutally frank, the Rooster Teeth dedacle is obviously just the tip of the Iceberg. Why the living fuck should YouTube be any different to Hollywood itself? It's literally a pigsty filled with depravity and degeneracy.

 

[Anchors-Away]

To be brutally frank, the Rooster Teeth dedacle is obviously just the tip of the Iceberg. Why the living fuck should YouTube be any different to Hollywood itself? It's literally a pigsty filled with depravity and degeneracy.

Just look at what happened with the Super Smash Bros scene, EVO or select Twitch creators a few months back. These gatherings bring out a lot of bad intentions from both the "stars" and would be fans.

I am sure plenty of shady shit has gone down at say MAGfest, TooManyGames, Yogscon etc. And these are just the notable cons that interwine with gaming. What about the smaller, niche events that take place across the UK and US? Plenty of targets regardless of the space you frequent

 

[Wilhelm Bittrich]

Just look at what happened with the Super Smash Bros scene, EVO or select Twitch creators a few months back. These gatherings bring out a lot of bad intentions from both the "stars" and would be fans.

I am sure plenty of shady shit has gone down at say MAGfest, TooManyGames, Yogscon etc. And these are just the notable cons that interwine with gaming. What about the smaller, niche events that take place across the UK and US? Plenty of targets regardless of the space you frequent

I'm pretty sure we will have quite a few more threads here in the Weeb Wars section in the nearer future.

 

[ArmouredRobin]

Took them long enough, but it looks like some fairly major games industry outlets are finally picking up on this story
Archive of GamesIndustry.Biz

 

[Fruity]

this ah/ryan stuff keeps reminding me of the psyguy/fb20xl/kirbopher stuff from a couple years back. that's twice now that something i've been an autistic walking encyclopaedia for has gone down in flames. though psyguy was always an autistic unfunny ugly chucklefuck so it's no surprise that he was an almost kid fiddler.

same kind of timeline too - day 1 is one girl with evidence, enough to get them to lockdown their social media and try n figure out a response. then shit hits the fan and we get double digits of receipts within a week, full of cringy sexts and all sorts of gross shit. not to mention the backward ass response they have to it - playing the victim, suicide baiting, mentioning legal action, etc.

psyguy mentioned a lot of mental illness/problems as well, so im wondering if ryan'll go the same route after he's finished the "think of the children" spiels. though despite the evidence, psyguy was able to hide away for years and rebrand himself, albeit completely unsuccessfully. i wonder if we'll see "AlmostNastyGaming" pop up in a couple years time.

 

[Actually Christian Bale]

Took them long enough, but it looks like some fairly major games industry outlets are finally picking up on this story
Archive of GamesIndustry.Biz

lol what a garbage article. Research is just a word in the dictionary, eh?

 

[ArmouredRobin]

lol what a garbage article. Research is just a word in the dictionary, eh?

The outlet are trash 99% of the time. I only keep an eye on them because they are generally pretty quick to post games industry news - editorial standards be damned

 

[Fruity]

The outlet are trash 99% of the time. I only keep an eye on them because they are generally pretty quick to post games industry news - editorial standards be damned

it's annoying cause it almost paints this as a one-off sorta thing, especially when it's like "tess accidentally sent photos and things went from there". there's reference to his mods coming out and saying "oh yeah he sexted other people sometimes" as well.

but nothing about the multiple chicks coming forward saying "yeah he paid me to go to texas and we fucked a bunch, here's a bunch of evidence". nothing but a quote from his twitter non-apology. this is one of the times these sites could go hog wild with cancelling someone and get all those clickbait/hateclicks/whatever so easy - the articles practically write themselves and yet they still fuck up.

 

[Rando453634567]

Took them long enough, but it looks like some fairly major games industry outlets are finally picking up on this story
Archive of GamesIndustry.Biz

Kotaku already ran a story five days ago but it didn't seem to have gained traction. Until some non-game industry outlet picks it up I think RT will sneak by.

My money's on RT putting out a more comprehensive statement which then prompts mainstream media attention.

 

[DrPleaser]

The Happy Scientist(channel nuked) John Robert Krampf, 64, youtuber who was arrested September 19, 2020 after police found over 20 hard drives full with Child Pornography.

Fucking really? I used to love watching his videos. And he used to tour schools /shudder

 

[Wilhelm Bittrich]

Fucking really? I used to love watching his videos. And he used to tour schools /shudder

Yup, really.

 

[thegooddoctor]

And we're at 7 ! Honestly, I'll take 10 by the end of the week for 200 Alex.

https://tw.tinf.io/MegaShiny/status/1316092377673719809

He absoutetly has a lot more people waiting in the woods and I truly belive that he's continuing to contact people in hopes that he can silence them, which honestly will probably work too.

---

To Ryan,

I feel taken advantage of. You were my boss. I was your YouTube mod / manager. For the past couple of years, I felt I couldn’t say no without repercussions. What would happen if I did? Would you take YouTube away from me? Would it be some awkward working relationship?

Maybe that’s why you “trusted” me. That’s what you said. You said I was your friend.

You sent me a sexual comment after I made a height joke. That was at lunch time on a Sunday in Sept 2017. By that evening you were sending me nudes.

I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t want it. But yeah I did it. I played along with it because I thought it was harmless fun.

Then you told me bout your wife and how you didn’t get any sex and you were basically celibate. I went through the same thing in a prior relationship. I knew what that was like. I didn’t want you to have to experience it too.

So I slept with you.

I felt guilty doing it. I wanted to stop. But then it was like what would happen. I worked for you. So I pushed it aside. I repressed it. I focused on trying to have fun even when I was anxious as hell.

I struggled with adhd and anxiety and you knew it. I told you about it. I told you when I had really good days and things were great. I told you when I couldn’t get anything done and adhd was making my life hell. You and I talked about social anxiety.

I left something important to me because of something you said. Was that a lie Ryan? Was it the truth? It hurts. I miss it everyday. I want to go back but I don’t know if I can.

My feelings have fluctuated over the past couple of days. I’ve told people. Starting with someone I knew I could trust. Then I told another. And another. They’ve helped.

Now, I’m just numb. I had asked you how many people. You said 1 or 2. This isn’t 1 or 2 Ryan. This is a helluva lot more than that.

The post on Thursday is what pushed me. On Tuesday and Wednesday you asked me, begged me not to say anything. Because you know what I have. But that post on Thursday resonated with me. It was exactly like you treated me. I cried while reading it.

Because of you, I have trust issues. I know you pitted me against your other mods. And for what? Your own pleasure and amusement? Or was it to keep me from telling them what was happening? Was it ultimately to keep your secret?

I lost friends because I trusted you. I don’t know if what you’ve told me is a truth or a lie. I have a lot of doubts right now.

Want to know how I’m doing, Ryan? I weigh in the double digits now. I was 104 last Sunday. I’m 97 now.

I tried telling you no to something, clearly hesitant and uncomfortable. But you said you know how to make me say yes.

I’ve been scared to come out and say anything, in fear of what you would do. I kept my mouth shut.

I will not be silent now.




10/13 Update

Here is a bit more that is not “addressed to him”.

He regularly did not use condoms. Even though I was under the impression that it was me and another woman who I knew. I asked him about this, made references to it, gave him chances to say if there were more. He still always said it was me and her.

I know there are others he wanted. Sadly, I helped. He asked me to do him a favor and I helped. I am ashamed of that. Thankfully though, the other person was dense and nothing ever came of it. I’m glad for that. They’re doing well and they don’t know. He asked other favors but that one stood out to me. It felt wrong to me then and it feels worse now.

He would throw all this attention and praise at you, make you feel special, and I ate it up. I fell for it. I liked it. It was kind of like a drug. Then he would basically ghost you. And I’d wonder what happened. And if you asked what was wrong, or what happened, he would tell you nothing was wrong or that what you had experienced was not the truth. I’ve never fully looked back at the snap chat records before this, but yeah, he was lying on that one too.

I look back at my messages and cringe. I sound desperate and anxious. It wasn’t healthy. I’m glad to have met others who had a similar experience. It’s a relief.

As to the lack of screenshots, I’m still scared of him. I didn’t want him to know that I was sharing this. Last week, he had begged and pleaded with me not to say anything. He had told me about downing a bottle of pills and when I asked because I was scared for him, he told me no, he wouldn’t do that. I didn’t want him to have any warning because otherwise he might try and stop me.

If you’re wondering about me not fitting the age profile. Look at me. I regularly get mistaken for an 18 year old. He made several allusions to innocence too. I think he was under the impression that I was around that age. He never asked but I did tell him my age because I thought that would be something he would be concerned with.

He thought it was all between consenting adults. It’s hard to have consent when the person is your boss. How exactly do you tell them no? So I pushed through the anxiety. I pushed through the hesitations. Forced myself to have fun and focus on that. And as he said, he knew how to get me to say yes.

Hoo boy, at this rate well reach a lucky 10 by the end of the month!1 Hoorah for thotism and male debauchery!!