She will never have children. Even if her body had never sprouted those cysts/tumors she would have been barren due to her weight. I say she talks about kids so much either because she's jealous that other people get to have the basic human experience and she doesn't, or she has a general desire to protect children since no one protected her when she was a child.
Have we discussed her secret childhood trauma? She talks about it here at 17:26:
I'll transcribe it so you don't have to hear the cow chew.
"There's something that happened to me when I was in school, something very cruel. I never told anybody about it because it's so humiliating. I don't know if I'll ever be ready to talk about it. I've never told anybody about it, not even my mother. I think that's partly why I have so much hatred ... towards humanity, towards people. Because I've been treated like pure shit from so many people for no reason. That really hurt me. How do you forgive that? How do you do it? I'm speaking from the heart and I know this is really morbid but I want to forgive them but a part of me really wants to collect them, lock them in a basement and watch them rot, and then set them on fire. That's how much hatred I have. I feel like I do need to see, talk to somebody, I don't know, before it just eats me alive. You know? I wonder why do I hurt myself for what other people have done to me when I didn't deserve it? Why? Does that make any sense?"
