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Given your behavior, either you have no shame, or you're jerking off to this right now.
Why not just own it? Just don't have any shame, become The Shitlord. Furries and trannies do it all the time, they don't care.
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Given your behavior, either you have no shame, or you're jerking off to this right now.
Why not just own it? Just don't have any shame, become The Shitlord. Furries and trannies do it all the time, they don't care.
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Because that's not who I want to be. I want to be just a regular normal person so bad. I fucking hate having this fetish. So much I have thoughts of cutting out the part of my brain responsible for that shit. I throw around the word normie so much because thats what I wish I was so fucking bad. There's nothing cool or special about having a fetish like this. It destroys your fucking mind and makes you into a fucking lunatic until you blow your head off and nobody gives a fuck.
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There is no fetish on this planet that has this much control over a person. It all has to do with YOU - your self control and your ability to see that it’s just something fucked with your brain and to not give it any attention. It’s all on you for giving it as much power as it has over you.
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Find a (to you) acceptable kink close to it that you figure you can deal with, then nut to that and only to that for a while. Your brain will accept and adapt the proxy over time. Doesn't necessarily make the original paraphilia go away, but it can help.
So your family abused you - just you? You used children; Plural; in one of your statements. Do you have siblings? how is your relationship with them?
You mentioned that seeing professionals didn't go well. Care to elaborate?
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My dad pretty much treated my brother like hot garbage when he was younger, so my brother took it out on me pretty bad doing the same kind of stuff.
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At this point, does your grocery store job not leave you with enough funds to move into your own home and cut off ties to your family?
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I'm gonna get serious for a second and say if you genuinely want to change yourself and become normal, it is entirely possible. Ever journey starts with a single step and you have to be the one to take it, there is plenty of help out there for people like you and if you don't know where to start, try here.
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Yeah it's minimum wage and rent is pretty expensive here so it's not really enough.
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Got a buddy to flat share with? Any local internet platforms for flat sharing? Better than staying in close proximity of abusive people.
Can you tell us some other family stories and elaborate on your health/psych evals up until now? Is your family wealthy (200$ shoes in high school?)?
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Do you have a license and a clear record? Become a trucker, having independence and taking baby steps towards becoming a man will do wonders for you.
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Have you considered finding a girl on some scat lovers forum or something?
I would say most women aren't turned on by the idea of shitting in people's mouths but maybe its some deeply held secret.
I would say most women aren't turned on by the idea of shitting in people's mouths but maybe its some deeply held secret.
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That stuff doesn't really work. Most of those forums are just cringe and full of men pretending to be women. And the actual legitimate women who are on there have a boyfriend IRL and are just there to post their videos they made that you have to pay for anyway.
Nope I have no friends, and I don't think they have any of that here but IDK for sure. I have considered going homeless if my family gets too much to take anymore. We're middle class but the way my mom manages the house would make it seem like we're poor. And I lied tbh the shoes were only $80 but IMO thats still pretty expensive for shoes.
Clean record yes. As for the license no but I'm almost there, I got the permit and a road test soon and I should be good after that. I have driven trucks before but just Pickup trucks, I've ridden in large trucks before but I never drove one myself.
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Who seriously gets off to crap, oh yeah @Gentleman Gamer would unironically do that. I'll never understand scat fetishes tbh.
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Beggars can’t be choosers.
So we’ve established you’re a chronic liar, what else did you lie about?
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From the wamen hating to the shoes, you lied about both. You obviously spin a lot of lies which will hurt your victim hood here.
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It's not so much as lying as me just using that as an excuse to scream at someone because my feelings were hurt bad.
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I wouldn't even bother with this guy, I only gave some half-assed suggestions myself because I was bored, but I don't expect this dude to change anything about himself. We've seen this time and again with the likes of Connor Bible, some people just love wallowing in their own filth and actively choose to do nothing with their lives while milking it for attention. I mean for fucks sake, he said he's seen actual professional help and then vaguely said "it didn't work out" without any further clarification, he probably just didn't work with them at all. Possibly due to some kind of narcissistic traits.
If this guy's life was this bad or if he wanted to improve it that badly, he'd just leave. Look at Cole Smithy, he saw how toxic and unhelpful his home life was so he just left. Then you have OPL who is basically identical to this guy, except slightly less manic.
If this guy's life was this bad or if he wanted to improve it that badly, he'd just leave. Look at Cole Smithy, he saw how toxic and unhelpful his home life was so he just left. Then you have OPL who is basically identical to this guy, except slightly less manic.
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Hedonistic behaviors whether in a group context or in an individual context tend to have a snowballing effect as impulse control is not that dissimilar from a muscle in that the less it's exercised the weaker it becomes.