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DramacowAmanda/Amari Turcol / LadyALT69 / Manda-Tee / Amarithenonbinary / Amaribabe93 / AmariStrawberry - Pedophile/pedo apologist and tulpamancer who gets into fictional relationships with a Spyro boss, goblins, and Pokemon, all while shipping herself. Decade reigning cow. TRUE AND HONEST Twin soul sister of OPL. IQ of 62.
I refuse to PL about this as it involves relatives, but, it is INCREDIBLY easy to get out of a psych ward like above said. Trust that I know this.
Even in cases where the person is delusional or unmedicated, they'll just ensure a few days doses get into their system, make sure there aren't any more obvious outbursts of self harming/suicidal behavior, then turn them loose after a few days of group therapy. It's scary, it's incredibly sad, just how little those who are hired to save lives are actually allowed to care about those who are mentally ill. They're stretched too thin, they've seen too many failures, they aren't given funding, they have their own problems.. All sorts of reasons. Too many people who are very obviously suffering slip through the cracks.
Rate me however you want, but, these people failed Amanda. Anyone who is living with these kinds of poor impulse control skills, delusions, mood swings, etc. deserves to get help from a professional or a drug or even just a family member. I'm glad the wellness check was not THAT serious, God help us all if she tried to do a flip right into hell, but at every single turn someone who should step in to knock some sense into her has put their tail between their legs and walked away.
Her brother and his awful hygiene are just one more example of how little a fuck anyone in their lives has given to them... Seriously, nobody in their life can even say "you fucking stink, take a shower" or "quit shitting on the toilet seat"? They are all THAT lazy and degenerate that leaving these two be seems like a solid plan? Even dogs have someone around to say "don't shit there." wow
I've seen people begging to get into wards only to be turned down because there just isn't any room. These kinds of facilitates seem to only work when the person has realized that they desperately need and want help. Manda doesn't want help, no matter how much she says she does. She says she doesn't want to act like this anymore, but she never puts in the work necessary to become stable. If I had to guess, their mother probably gave them the house to get them out of her hair. They both get tard checks, so it's not like she needs to worry about if they can feed themselves or not. It's the equivalent of an adult playpen, shit smears included.
Remember when OPL was ordered by the court to see a therapist, but clearly gained nothing from the experience as he carried on with his delusions afterwards? Similar situation here by the looks of it, and if Amanda were to get any further help at all it’s seriously likely she’d go to a “gender affirming” therapist who would encourage her to ruin her body even more with hormones and surgeries she doesn’t need which would cause her mental health to get even worse, or some wacky spiritual healer whose treatments are completely useless, but she’s convinced they’ll work due to her magical thinking. I can see her being the exact type to fall for that sort of scam.
The chat is talking about Mai-chan's Daily Life, because someone brought up Euphoria. I only mention this here because, if Amanda develops a scat fetish, we know who to blame.
[Stream]
This is her Second stream back and she gets frustrated with attempting to learn basic art techniques. Manda also admits that she only cares about her reputation in regards to being able to profit off of her "business."
2mins Realizes she lost a follower.
5mins Says she cried at her therapy appointment. "Art is my happiness, my passion."
6mins Asks if someone would commission or donate to her. Currently, her bank account is over-drafted. "Sorry if I'm e-begging or whatever."
7mins Continues to complain about her finances.
9min Links her Paypal in chat.
10mins Her account is over-drafted by $14 and she will also have to pay a fee.
12mins Talks about how no one wants to buy the garbage she's been trying to sell for over a month.
18mins Her therapist says she's too hard on herself.
19mins Someone bought the masks on eBay but, she never got the money for it.
20mins Continues to complaining about how she hasn't received payments from eBay.
22mins "It's pretty much stolen now."
23mins Complains about how Etsy has fees.
(eBay also has sellers fees)
25mins Says she can't advertise on DA because of her reputation.
27mins Says she cares about her reputation because she wants "business".
27mins Says another Grimsnarl artist has blocked her.
1h 10mins "I'm very impatient with my art."
1h 50mins Talks about her teeth/fang fetish.
Note: She only refers to being attracted to men with this feature.
1h 55mins Dead names Chris while talking about CWCville being apart of her Pokemon Universe.
2h 23mins "Some troll decided to come up to me and (mumbles)."
(I couldn't understand what she said.)
2h 36mins "Nobody wanted to teach me until now. They would think I'm too stubborn or pissy and don't wanna' hang around with me." (In reference to her art.)
2h 38mins "I'm bummed out about getting pissy for no reason ... It was like that in art class, in high school."
I wonder what absolute buffoonery she pulled that made another Grimsnarl artist block her. Maybe wouldn't stop asking for weird art? Who knows. It's the Spyro fandom all over again.
2h 36mins "Nobody wanted to teach me until now. They would think I'm too stubborn or pissy and don't wanna' hang around with me." (In reference to her art.)
Way to half-ass the “pansexual nb” act yet again, Amanda. All this insistence that she’s well and truly NON BINAHREE and even willing to take part in studies on gender identity if they can prove her bullshit is true (most likely the results would still say she’s female, with a few masculine traits due to being on the spectrum, and she’d either bitch about it on stream or twist it to mean “see? Science says I’m totes nb you gaiz!!!”) yet she continues to only want dick and doesn’t call her supposed idol by his troon name.
2h 36mins "Nobody wanted to teach me until now. They would think I'm too stubborn or pissy and don't wanna' hang around with me." (In reference to her art.)
2h 38mins "I'm bummed out about getting pissy for no reason ... It was like that in art class, in high school."
Then she needs to learn to take criticism and realise it’s not a personal attack. People saying “the anatomy is wrong” or “learn to do shading” isn’t the same as “your art is ugly and you suck at drawing”. Gawd, she’s like a child who’s just progressed from crayon scribbles on paper and wants to get serious, shares their anime fanart on the internet for the first time and breaks down in tears when an older, more experienced artist gives them advice on how to improve because it’s the first time they’ve heard anything other than their parents saying “that’s wonderful darling, keep it up!”
Way to half-ass the “pansexual nb” act yet again, Amanda. All this insistence that she’s well and truly NON BINAHREE and even willing to take part in studies on gender identity if they can prove her bullshit is true (most likely the results would still say she’s female, with a few masculine traits due to being on the spectrum, and she’d either bitch about it on stream or twist it to mean “see? Science says I’m totes nb you gaiz!!!”) yet she continues to only want dick and doesn’t call her supposed idol by his troon name.
Then she needs to learn to take criticism and realise it’s not a personal attack. People saying “the anatomy is wrong” or “learn to do shading” isn’t the same as “your art is ugly and you suck at drawing”. Gawd, she’s like a child who’s just progressed from crayon scribbles on paper and wants to get serious, shares their anime fanart on the internet for the first time and breaks down in tears when an older, more experienced artist gives them advice on how to improve because it’s the first time they’ve heard anything other than their parents saying “that’s wonderful darling, keep it up!”
It's so hilarious I'm holding my sides. In "da past" she always bitches and goes on a piss-fit whenever someone mentions Chris-chan to her. She hated being compared to him, is jealous of his "success" and wished he was dead. She even laughed when he got arrested and I think she once did a story where Chris' mother died a horrible death or something? And I'm pretty sure she did some tasteless hate art of him or two.
Nowadays, she's "looking up" to him, wishing she was just like him, trying to copy every trait of him and tried to personally speak with him on Twitter and then she puts on a shocked Pikachu face when it's discovered even Chris-chan caught wind of her shitnanegins and blocked her.
You know you're more fucked up when even OPL wants nothing to do with you.
[Stream]
This is her Second stream back and she gets frustrated with attempting to learn basic art techniques. Manda also admits that she only cares about her reputation in regards to being able to profit off of her "business."
2mins Realizes she lost a follower.
5mins Says she cried at her therapy appointment. "Art is my happiness, my passion."
6mins Asks if someone would commission or donate to her. Currently, her bank account is over-drafted. "Sorry if I'm e-begging or whatever."
7mins Continues to complain about her finances.
9min Links her Paypal in chat.
10mins Her account is over-drafted by $14 and she will also have to pay a fee.
12mins Talks about how no one wants to buy the garbage she's been trying to sell for over a month.
18mins Her therapist says she's too hard on herself.
19mins Someone bought the masks on eBay but, she never got the money for it.
20mins Continues to complaining about how she hasn't received payments from eBay.
22mins "It's pretty much stolen now."
23mins Complains about how Etsy has fees.
(eBay also has sellers fees)
25mins Says she can't advertise on DA because of her reputation.
27mins Says she cares about her reputation because she wants "business".
27mins Says another Grimsnarl artist has blocked her.
1h 10mins "I'm very impatient with my art."
1h 50mins Talks about her teeth/fang fetish.
Note: She only refers to being attracted to men with this feature.
1h 55mins Dead names Chris while talking about CWCville being apart of her Pokemon Universe.
2h 23mins "Some troll decided to come up to me and (mumbles)."
(I couldn't understand what she said.)
2h 36mins "Nobody wanted to teach me until now. They would think I'm too stubborn or pissy and don't wanna' hang around with me." (In reference to her art.)
2h 38mins "I'm bummed out about getting pissy for no reason ... It was like that in art class, in high school."
Her obsession with Chris is borderline psychopathic at this point. She can't go at least ONE stream without mentioning the dude, seriously. I know he's the Status Quo of lolcows and a lot of people featured here mention him from time to time, but Amanda is operating on a whole other level here.
Her obsession with Chris is borderline psychopathic at this point. She can't go at least ONE stream without mentioning the dude, seriously. I know he's the Status Quo of lolcows and a lot of people featured here mention him from time to time, but Amanda is operating on a whole other level here.
she's trying so hard to get on his radar, I'm violently reminded how she tried to fight Jakoba (Jacob Sockness, a serial CWC orbiter) with her spiritual powers but no one knows she did that way back when, besides this thread. Absolute lulzworthy. She's just a sad nobody who can't even keep $14.
she's trying so hard to get on his radar, I'm violently reminded how she tried to fight Jakoba (Jacob Sockness, a serial CWC orbiter) with her spiritual powers but no one knows she did that way back when, besides this thread. Absolute lulzworthy. She's just a sad nobody who can't even keep $14. View attachment 1704815
''i believe i can destroy that bastard with my power''
''i'll surround myself in a powerful light first''
''he was a weak demon. had to meditate for a minute''
That really does look like something you's slap together in 15 minutes. They're not even fully drawn characters, they're outlines that have been colored in. Zero detail, no shading, nothing. This isn't even poor skills, it's just pure laziness. The way she renders curves almost gives me hope, like she might produce something decent if she actually sat down for an hour and genuinely put in some effort. Of course, she also needs to do a shit ton of study on anatomy. Those aren't even outlines of people, they're outlines of rotten pears.
This is one of the ugliest looking, laziest pieces I’ve seen from her yet. The smug expression on imaginary goblin boyfriend’s face is really unsettling, and the text on the shirts could at least have been typed and adjusted using the transform tool so it looks neater than just scribbling it on. No folds on the clothes either - they’re difficult, but she could learn how, just chooses not to. Possibly the reason the subjects are naked in a lot of her drawings too (apart from the fact she’s constantly horny) The self insert does look less chonky here (if she really wants to go on drawing her fantasy self fat, fine, but it isn’t aesthetically pleasing to a lot of people) and I can’t tell if that round shape in her jeans is meant to be a cameltoe or FUPA.
lel, thought they would at least comment or retweet out of social (media) obligation, but, I guess not.
Also, looking at this person's art was, uh... Unique. wow
Not gonna bother archiving this shit because it is extremely stupid and unrelated + I doubt the Artist will delete any time soon, but here's the twitter link, check media tab if you really need proof. As an aside "all characters are 18+!!" always sends off alarm bells in my head. It could mean the artist has a cartoony style that looks unrealistic, thus someone may come for their throat over ages, or it could just mean "I like drawing children, but they're not children!! I aged them up, pinky promise!" Thankfully, this looks more like the former.
While checking Amanda's following list to see if she followed the stickmin simp, I did find something interesting.
This account, which follows only 4 other accounts (not including Amanda), only has replies/no posts, and has only one follower- You guessed it, Amanda. Judging by the content of their tweets, I don't think this is her alt, nor do I think Amanda followed because she really loved replies like this, and she doesn't follow everyone back, so who the fuck is this? My guess right now is a family member... Either way, I think it's worth keeping an eye on. I suggest you don't follow, though, even on a sock- It would not only be obvious you were from KF, but, it would make your socks easier to sniff out. And some of them are already obvious.
So she posted that vent art to dA yesterday and this was the description. What an absolute joke considering MANY people have given her advice on how to fix her issues.
