Dramacow Amanda/Amari Turcol / LadyALT69 / Manda-Tee / Amarithenonbinary / Amaribabe93 / AmariStrawberry - Pedophile/pedo apologist and tulpamancer who gets into fictional relationships with a Spyro boss, goblins, and Pokemon, all while shipping herself. Decade reigning cow. TRUE AND HONEST Twin soul sister of OPL. IQ of 62.

Just rolling by to dump some of her art.
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I have to be honest, this one is actually, pretty decent by amanda standards. The only issues I really have are like the outlines being a lighter colour than the dress in places, and Amanda's giant anime eyes compared to Leastus' normal eyes. If the eyes weren't ungodly huge, it would actually be kind of passable.
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Nothing new but the description is funny.
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Because that's a thing random Pokemon trainers can do. Sperging but time travel is usually reserved for legendary pokemon who have power over time like Dialga and Celebi. But what does Amanda know about Pokemon other than fat goblin cocks huh
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puhlease, your few onlyfans contributors were farmers. You are not a sex worker.
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nothin to say with this one lol
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please do
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I like that she has no teeth or tongue and the hair color is leaking out of the lineart.

There's also the monster fucker shirt one but I do not feel like archiving any more stuff sorry :oops:
 
So she posted that vent art to dA yesterday and this was the description. What an absolute joke considering MANY people have given her advice on how to fix her issues.

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If she had half a brain she’d know that strangers on the internet aren’t the best source of advice. A therapist was mentioned in the stream the other day but knowing Amanda she has no desire to better herself despite what she says so either she’s completely ignoring the therapist’s advice or found one who does nothing but go along with her BS and give her the validation she’s desperate for. Which would mean not doing their job properly.
 
Amanda did an art stream earlier today. It was cut short because Celeste broke up with her. I'll add a bitchute link to the stream once it's finished uploading.
ETA: The bitchute link is available now.

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00:00-3:48 There's times where she speaks, but the lack of audio makes figuring out what she's saying difficult.

3:54 She asks how the chat is doing.

4:06 She slurs while trying to explain she's not fine, but says, "This too shall pass."

4:35 She recycles the previous point.

4:43 She says she, "...did horrible shit." in her discord server.

5:13 "I feel horrible for a lot of shit."

5:35 She calls herself narcissistic while saying people don't like to hang around people like that.

6:03 "Most people would deny being narcissistic."

6:20 Amanda says she realized her narcissism earlier on, but one no believed her. She also says she didn't get diagnosed with narcissism.

6:48 "I've been like this for years... because... sigh, I'm unappreciative of life."

7:06 She starts talking about how she doesn't get jokes, using multiple examples in the process.

7:44 Amanda starts getting more upset when she says other people have said, "You are the Queen of Fools for a reason."

8:05 "If you fucking cry, you're gonna turn off the Twitch stream. Because I don't want people to see you cry on fucking Twitch."

8:22 She complains she didn't deserve Ruben exposing her while also saying she's a horrible person.

8:29 "I don't deserve to be exposed for shit I regret doing."

8:43 Amanda admits she needs to shut up about what she's talking about.

9:08 "Move the fuck on Amari. Move the fuck on."

9:15 "I don't have enough respect for myself."

9:40 "I don't respect myself enough... to the point where... I made fun of people... for their... victim moments... that are fucking serious."

10:06 Amanda talks about the cops and how they think she's a predator now.

10:29 According to her, the cops know about what she did.

10:40 Because of what the cops knew, she apparently had to be hospitalized for a week.

11:04 Amanda says the cycle's starting over.

11:18 She says she needs to talk to her therapist asap.

11:34 Amanda says she has no friends irl. She also mentions the best friend she had to drop due to narcissism.

12:05 She says she gets nervous around people online because of potential arguments.

12:30 She complains about remarks people have given her such as, "You are evil."

12:38 Amanda insists she is not evil. She's just misunderstood.

12:42 "I'm a mistake... in God's eyes."

13:12 She tries to say she's not evil by saying she'd do, "a lot worse things."

13:22 Amanda insists she's done nothing wrong; she's just made mistakes.

13:40 She says she barely has any friends due to her behavior.

13:55 Amanda gets upset again because she got broken up with. She then immediately blames some of her friends for that happening.

14:09 She gets so upset from this she starts tearing up, ending the stream soon after.
 
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amanda never suspects she gets broken up with over her irrational, crazy behaviour. it's always becuz of secks. but i mean i didn't think celeste was actually interested in her anyways. does anyone remember what his twitter was? i wanna see if he's even tweeted about it
Damn, right after she got out of the hospital AND during the election? In the middle of her stream?! That's cold, Celeste. Fucking brutal.

Here's that Twitter, there is not and never once was a mention of Amanda. I've been looking.

Thinking on that, I'm inclined to believe it WAS all about the sex. They DID fuck right after meeting, not to mention Celeste's very public thirst for fat girls (or NB), the total dead eyed thousand yard stare during their stream... I was inclined to believe that Celeste kept it all quiet for fear of the evil kiwis, but damn. Was Amanda being strung along the entire time? That's kind of sad.

Edit: Here, have a bunch of screenshots of stupid shit Celeste has tweeted, there's no reason for me to watch anymore. Might as well clear out.

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I just find the fact Celeste is okay with being called Chocolate funny as many black folks HATE that lel
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""You've done something wrong" no, I just make mistakes!" Seriously? Mistakes =/= doing something wrong in Amanda's eyes. And she really believes her friends talked Celeste into breaking up with her. Wild
If anyone wants it, I could transcribe the stream since it's a short one.
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I'm the king of fools for not thinking to check her Furaffinity... :cryblood:
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she got hospitalized and then within a few days shits out art after art after art with no care or effort. Like look at that background, and the lazy green glow. And she's still drawing herself having sex in a binder. If she knew the first thing about being trans, she'd know you're not meant to do any sort of strenuous activity in them, like exercising, running, etc. She just does not care to even research these things and it baffles me.
 
The shirts are switched here, Leastus should be using the ''monster fucker'' one, because yeah.
Why she even cares about drawing herself with a binder when she will have her fucking vagina on full display? Like, the purpose of a binder is giving the user a more masculine appearance because the owner wishes to be perceived as male. What is the purpose of trying to pass as male when you're shoving your cock cave in everyone's face? What a lunatic.
 
We all knew Celeste was using Manda for sex and tardbux. I just want to know why. Half these people he's replying to on twitter aren't fat, and are staging their photos a little attractively, while Manda is a literal smelly gremlin with negative sex appeal. Is Celeste that much of a loser that he can't bag a fellow college-aged person? What the flying fuck was going through his head? At least he finally woke up and dumped her.
 
We all knew Celeste was using Manda for sex and tardbux. I just want to know why. Half these people he's replying to on twitter aren't fat, and are staging their photos a little attractively, while Manda is a literal smelly gremlin with negative sex appeal. Is Celeste that much of a loser that he can't bag a fellow college-aged person? What the flying fuck was going through his head? At least he finally woke up and dumped her.
A tard is more easily duped.
 
Why she even cares about drawing herself with a binder when she will have her fucking vagina on full display? Like, the purpose of a binder is giving the user a more masculine appearance because the owner wishes to be perceived as male. What is the purpose of trying to pass as male when you're shoving your cock cave in everyone's face? What a lunatic.
There are a lot of different preferences when it comes to how NB people feel about their genitalia. Some AFAB people don't mind having a vagina and are more concerned with their breasts since it affects their outward appearance and leads to the most misgendering in public settings and takes away from the androgynous feeling. I don't see why she just doesn't draw herself without tits. It's her art, she's in control of everything in it, why not portray yourself how you'd ideally want to be seen?
 
I like how she's so retarded that she can't use a journal or a Word document or something like a normal person, and has to create a Discord server that will only have her on it in order to write out her thoughts and feelings.

Celeste probably could have used her as a living fleshlight/piggy bank combo for quite some time, so it's telling that he abandoned her.

It's also hilarious how she has a $14 overdraft on her bank account, yet has money to spend on a Leastus tiddy mousepad.
 
It's really entertaining to watch her flip flop between "I did such horrible shit............. I'm a bad person, don't feel sympathy for me" to "I did NOTHING wrong, those were just little mistakes."

That said, I am very curious about the self-admitted "horrible things" she did in her discord. 🔍👀

I'm not gonna sit here and armchair diagnose her or anything so I can't really say whether she's a legit narcissist in the medical sense, but damn it'd be a wild ride to watch her try and buck for a personality disorder diagnosis, especially NPD, so she could use it as a "get out of being an asshole free" card and then forget about it after a week.

Edit for additional thought: If she even managed to get a doctor to agree that she's a narcissist, she'd probably also be the type of dickhead that excuses her own shitty behavior with "but muh mental illness made me like this", while completely neglecting to acknowledge that -with treatment, therapy, and medication management- even someone with a PD can be a perfectly well-adjusted and functional individual. Travis McElroy, for example, has diagnosed NPD and seems to be a decently nice and well-adjusted person despite his illness. Of course, that also takes work and accepting responsibility for yourself and your actions (mental illness or not), and if her whole PGAD adventure is any indication, Amanda can't do that.
 
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Some AFAB people don't mind having a vagina and are more concerned with their breasts since it affects their outward appearance and leads to the most misgendering in public settings and takes away from the androgynous feeling.
Yeah, I get what you're saying, but Amanda always said she is ''more masculine'' and wanted to be ''transmasc'', so I still fail to see how she would be comfortable drawing her vagina being pounded by a very male dick. And if she is so concerned about being misgendered because of her breasts, I don't think drawing herself with a vagina (in all her drawings, mind you) would make the situation any better.

It is the same as if a male leaning NB put on a binder to go out, but took off their pants to show everyone their big fat juicy vagina.

She's just so messed up upstairs that she can't even make it make sense.
 
I've been watching for about 10 minutes, and it's boring as hell. xXemogirl2001Xx isn't hiding her contempt for Fatty as much as she had been (it reminds me of Kim's comments on Chris' Facebook statuses back in the day), and Big Stuff has referred to herself as Amari out loud several times, but that's the only thing of note I've seen.

Where's Gross Puppy when you need him?
 
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