00:00-3:48 There's times where she speaks, but the lack of audio makes figuring out what she's saying difficult.
3:54 She asks how the chat is doing.
4:06 She slurs while trying to explain she's not fine, but says, "This too shall pass."
4:35 She recycles the previous point.
4:43 She says she, "...did horrible shit." in her discord server.
5:13 "I feel horrible for a lot of shit."
5:35 She calls herself narcissistic while saying people don't like to hang around people like that.
6:03 "Most people would deny being narcissistic."
6:20 Amanda says she realized her narcissism earlier on, but one no believed her. She also says she didn't get diagnosed with narcissism.
6:48 "I've been like this for years... because... sigh, I'm unappreciative of life."
7:06 She starts talking about how she doesn't get jokes, using multiple examples in the process.
7:44 Amanda starts getting more upset when she says other people have said, "You are the Queen of Fools for a reason."
8:05 "If you fucking cry, you're gonna turn off the Twitch stream. Because I don't want people to see you cry on fucking Twitch."
8:22 She complains she didn't deserve Ruben exposing her while also saying she's a horrible person.
8:29 "I don't deserve to be exposed for shit I regret doing."
8:43 Amanda admits she needs to shut up about what she's talking about.
9:08 "Move the fuck on Amari. Move the fuck on."
9:15 "I don't have enough respect for myself."
9:40 "I don't respect myself enough... to the point where... I made fun of people... for their... victim moments... that are fucking serious."
10:06 Amanda talks about the cops and how they think she's a predator now.
10:29 According to her, the cops know about what she did.
10:40 Because of what the cops knew, she apparently had to be hospitalized for a week.
11:04 Amanda says the cycle's starting over.
11:18 She says she needs to talk to her therapist asap.
11:34 Amanda says she has no friends irl. She also mentions the best friend she had to drop due to narcissism.
12:05 She says she gets nervous around people online because of potential arguments.
12:30 She complains about remarks people have given her such as, "You are evil."
12:38 Amanda insists she is not evil. She's just misunderstood.
12:42 "I'm a mistake... in God's eyes."
13:12 She tries to say she's not evil by saying she'd do, "a lot worse things."
13:22 Amanda insists she's done nothing wrong; she's just made mistakes.
13:40 She says she barely has any friends due to her behavior.
13:55 Amanda gets upset again because she got broken up with. She then immediately blames some of her friends for that happening.
14:09 She gets so upset from this she starts tearing up, ending the stream soon after.