Kyle Lee Biddle / kyle2252 / p6274940 / Twilight Kyle / likykee1 / dinoman / soft kitty - Pedo Brony, Kothorix fan, Fedora-tipper, too dumb to live, managed nine days without fucking up.

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kyle2252 said:
Whatever you say, mind reader.
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If anyone doesn't know why this autist keeps going "are you a mind reader!? are you a mind reader!?" it's because weeks ago when he was Soft Kitty and having his meltdown, he made a quip like "oh are you a mind reader?" and I responded once with "actually yes I am a mind reader." and ever since then he has not dropped it, like he has some kind of vendetta against me having said that or something. It's more autistic than OPL singing "Homer Simpson" over the Flintstone's theme for half an hour straight.
 
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It's HK-47 said:
Some people might not be old enough to remember it, but at one point when the Kiwi Farms was much younger and had a much smaller, friendlier community, we had an entire thread dedicated to selfies. That seems like an absolutely horrific idea now, but back in the day it really wasn't much of a big deal and just about everyone participated to some extent. The thread hit 223 pages before it was moved to a hidden part of the Farms somewhere in late 2017, I assume out of security concerns because the Farms was rapidly becoming a target.

The Kiwi Farms is not a nice place, anymore.

There are 223 pages of selfies for the users on this forum up until 2017, and you have a bigger double-chin than every single user in that thread. If a moderately-restricted diet caused you to shed fifteen pounds in such a brief amount of time, I shudder to imagine how heavy you actually are. You are either astoundingly overweight and that picture is outdated, or you're lying about how much weight you lost.
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215 down from 230. My brother is even worse, he's at 250.
 
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chainsaw enthusiast said:
you certainly come from a family of lookers
(zed found these lol)
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wow. Nice work. I'd appreciate a picture of my dad though. From left to right that's my brother, my mom and my stepdad.

Son of Nothing said:
I don't believe you. Prove it.
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No. that's not such an unbelievable claim that it needs verifying. I'm still fat as fuck. Need to lose at least 30 more pounds before I'm normal.

JethroTullamore said:
I’d party with tie-die-shirt guy.
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He's a boomer and he did a lot of drugs back in the 70s.
 
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kyle2252 said:
I'm going to stop you right there. I am not 'off my meds'. I was off my meds before I was admitted to the hospital, I stopped taking them in early 2017. Moving back to current times, I stopped taking haldol and one other one..I forget the name but it's for the side effects of haldol, when I talked to my doctor about this, he expressed concern at me stopping it suddenly. He did not recommend going back on it. My medicines have been changed, I am now taking depakote ER once at bedtime and lithium twice a day. Following up in person in a week. He also said we would work on stopping the lithium.

Everything my doctor has told me has validated my previous assessment that the all of the armchair psychiatry here is complete bullshit. I am doing much better and I will be going back to work soon, the doctor agreed to sign off on that and one other thing not relevant to this discussion.

It helps me stay organized. One of my medications I have to take twice a day, this is so I don't forget to do that. I do not have dementia but have problems with ADD.

We did not discuss anything about the Kiwi Farms because it's not relevant to my treatment plan.
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I can't believe any competent psychiatrist would let a bipolar patient fresh out of hospital even consider stopping their lithium. Either you're lying or your doctor is terrible.

Bipolar, like it or not, is a lifelong condition. Your brain can't control your emotions properly, combined with the fact you're also autistic and ADD which cause emotional dysregulation, so unfortunately yes your mental illness is going to be life long. Maybe when you accept that you will start actually getting better instead of living in denial. Loads of people work with mental health issues, they just have to accept that it's going to be part of their lives and work with the people who will help them manage it.

Also, re: haldol, it's likely you got on it because you were psychotic during your manic episode. Delusions of grandeur are pretty common when you get high as a kite. You say it's crisis medication, but I guess the question is how long ago were you admitted/discharged?

I've heard the "I'm better now I don't need this" story many a time, it doesn't usually end well :story: Please consider: you feel better because you're taking medication. Big brain suprise right here I know, but work with me on this.
 
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Chicken Picnic said:
I can't believe any competent psychiatrist would let a bipolar patient fresh out of hospital even consider stopping their lithium. Either you're lying or your doctor is terrible.
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You're forgetting I'm also on depakote.
Maybe when you accept that you will start actually getting better instead of living in denial. Loads of people work with mental health issues, they just have to accept that it's going to be part of their lives and work with the people who will help them manage it.
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that's what I'm doing, retard. Try to keep up.
Also, re: haldol, it's likely you got on it because you were psychotic during your manic episode.
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No shit dude, I was fucking nuts. I went ballistic when they told me I couldn't leave. I've been stabilizing for the past week and I'm getting better.
Delusions of grandeur are pretty common when you get high as a kite. You say it's crisis medication, but I guess the question is how long ago were you admitted/discharged?
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Admitted on the 3rd, discharged on the 19th.

I've heard the "I'm better now I don't need this"
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That is not what's happening here, there's no reason for me to be on 2 bipolar medications instead of just one, and an anti-psychotic when I'm not psychotic. This is the healthplan that my doctor and I both agreed to. If you don't understand that, that's your problem.
Please consider: you feel better because you're taking medication. Big brain suprise right here I know, but work with me on this.
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Do you think I'm fucking stupid, nigger? I know that, that's why I'm still taking medication.
 
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