I'm trying to figure out if there's anything that you feel genuine confidence about. As far as I can see, the answer is you feel genuine confidence over absolutely nothing. You're deeply insecure about every facet of your existence. You're insecure about being a woman. You're insecure about your maternal competence and capabilities. You're insecure about your intelligence. You're insecure about your looks. You're insecure about your choice of sexual partners. You're insecure about your high libido. You're insecure about your relationship with God.
Does a rich man need to tell you that he's rich?
Does a smart man need to tell you that he's smart?
Does a tall man need to tell you that he's tall?
You see what I mean? It's okay that you're a moron, plenty of lovable and successful people are morons. It's okay that you're a woman. It's okay that you love cock. These things that you're insecure about are just fine. What bothers most people is that you try to convince yourself that you're better than them. The insecurity itself is what turns you into human garbage. If you could just accept your faults and limitations, own them, you'd be much better off mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Doesn't being hostile all the time get tiring