Trainwreck Dollieguts / Tearzah Hayes / Salem Haze / Dreamalgia / Dollieguts / Faedoll / Dollclaws and Bailey Lovell / David Caleb Balaski - Creatively bankrupt and quickly degrading artist inspires copycats everywhere to read this thread

[Cutest Dirtbag]

Looks like Ponder Sprocket finally made that video she threatened Chimerama with a couple pages back.

 

[GayGayGay]

Looks like Ponder Sprocket finally made that video she threatened Chimerama with a couple pages back.

I'm begging for a TLDR until I actually have time to sit down and watch this

 

[Smooth Brained]

Looks like Ponder Sprocket finally made that video she threatened Chimerama with a couple pages back.

Do we really need two parts? For this?

 

[Lime Rogue]

Looks like Ponder Sprocket finally made that video she threatened Chimerama with a couple pages back.

9 minutes in, I'll probably be hopping on youtube to get a x1.5 on this drag of a video, but she's claiming that a design Tearzah stole ISN'T stolen because she put a white dress on the adopt. That she also put on a commission of the character.

Yeah, it's big brain time.

 

[She Brings The Rain]

Yes, I will admit this is me. After this, I won't post on this account to continue anonymity. Because of my personal run ins with Tearzah and being very close with people they have abused in the past, I see absolutely no point in not keeping tabs and adding information where I see fit.

I believe the person who made this post is in fact RottenGinma herself, though, since after she was exposed as a pedophile, she has tried to return online on numerous occasions and even made a rather pathetic attempt to make me speak to her mother on facebook. Which is rather sad.

To be fair, my only proof that this is Ginma is the fact that she is the only one who cares, aside from Tearzah maybe, but also the fact that this poster is brand new and is claiming she is French speaking. Which, fun fact, Ginma, Aka Maeva, is French.

That's all, bant on me if you'd like, but if no one pointed out this was the pedophile Ginma herself, I would've been annoyed.

Edit: Yes the poster did call Ginma pedo shit and said she knew of all this through Ginma, I don't buy it for a moment. Ginma Google's her username and finds it in kiwifarms and digs in. No random ex follower of hers would care.

Final point to add, why would this user limit who views her profile if she had nothing to hide about herself either?

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This thread is the most fantastic shitshow. Does anyone in the artistic community actually like her? Everyone seems to be two faced as hell and quick to rag on her while not being much better themselves.

 

[2369Baby]

so the empty brook video is here, and tbh honest I'm a little afraid to watch it

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

This thread is the most fantastic shitshow. Does anyone in the artistic community actually like her? Everyone seems to be two faced as hell and quick to rag on her while not being much better themselves.

I have to agree, many artists are very two faced from what I have personally seen, if not being a bit lolcowish themselves. I also find Ponder to be a bit like a 'know it all' kid, at least when I had my minimal interaction with her when I asked her if she had been aware of the Lumistarbun situation. I can enjoy her content, but sometimes she comes off as two faced herself and doesn't seem to fully understand the situation at hand. Especially when Ponder claimed the design wasn't stolen - like Lime Rogue said, "its big brain time".

Also, haven't seen these posted yet so I thought I'd share what horror and lazy work Tearzah seems to be producing lately.

Spoiler: Commissions and Art

Tearzah shared her views and opinions on Ponder's latest fiasco

and a new picture of the scars. Because we definitely want to see that.

Spoiler: NSFL

Thanks Tearzah, we really wanted to see your gross scars and hairy pits.

 

[NoFeline]

I also find Ponder to be a bit like a 'know it all' kid

Gonna make it worse for ya: Ponder is 25 years old.

This is utterly disgusting. 25 years old and she still draws her persona beating up people she doesn't like. Go ahead, look at all her youtube thumbnails, everything from physical to sexual assault.

IIRC the people in question in ^ this thumbnail sounded extremely underage, but we know it's not beyond Ponder to sexualize her own fans as young as 15.

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

Gonna make it worse for ya: Ponder is 25 years old.

Oh, I was aware she was an adult. I was making the comment that she's like a child who's a bit of a know it all - but thank you for the realization that she's a 25 year old woman making videos on drama that she hasn't even fully researched or taken the time to understand the issues that have occurred. But to be honest, I haven't watched the video yet. Don't know if I will yet - it already seems like a shitshow and not worth watching.

 

[Lime Rogue]

Oh, I was aware she was an adult. I was making the comment that she's like a child who's a bit of a know it all - but thank you for the realization that she's a 25 year old woman making videos on drama that she hasn't even fully researched or taken the time to understand the issues that have occurred. But to be honest, I haven't watched the video yet. Don't know if I will yet - it already seems like a shitshow and not worth watching.

Don't do it man. I was doing the dishes with literally nothing else on, and still got better entertainment by some asshole cat yelling on the roof.

 

[shitsophrenia]

Yes, I will admit this is me. After this, I won't post on this account to continue anonymity. Because of my personal run ins with Tearzah and being very close with people they have abused in the past, I see absolutely no point in not keeping tabs and adding information where I see fit.

I believe the person who made this post is in fact RottenGinma herself, though, since after she was exposed as a pedophile, she has tried to return online on numerous occasions and even made a rather pathetic attempt to make me speak to her mother on facebook. Which is rather sad.

To be fair, my only proof that this is Ginma is the fact that she is the only one who cares, aside from Tearzah maybe, but also the fact that this poster is brand new and is claiming she is French speaking. Which, fun fact, Ginma, Aka Maeva, is French.

That's all, bant on me if you'd like, but if no one pointed out this was the pedophile Ginma herself, I would've been annoyed.

Edit: Yes the poster did call Ginma pedo shit and said she knew of all this through Ginma, I don't buy it for a moment. Ginma Google's her username and finds it in kiwifarms and digs in. No random ex follower of hers would care.

Final point to add, why would this user limit who views her profile if she had nothing to hide about herself either?

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So you had contact to Ginma's mom.... and didn't tell her Ginma is a pedofile? Man, much for "Well if *I* lived with Bavid!".

*Sorry, 'Enbie babie,' not man. You became the very genderspecial you swore to hate, is this the tranny version of selling out? Suprise, you get no asspats here because you're the 'kiwifarms enby'.

 

[ForgotMyOwnPassword]

I feel so bad for MUH DEHISCENCE's victims. Here's splicekid's response

Ponder has some BIG fucking pendulous balls to do zero research before making an hour long video. Also hadn't someone come to the thread recently saying they know that Tea has a lot of other newer victims, but they just haven't come out about it yet? or did i dream that shit? they had a fish pfp but i have no idea how many pages ago that was

 

[GayDemiBoy]

I feel so bad for MUH DEHISCENCE's victims. Here's splicekid's response
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Ponder has some BIG fucking pendulous balls to do zero research before making an hour long video. Also hadn't someone come to the thread recently saying they know that Tea has a lot of other newer victims, but they just haven't come out about it yet? or did i dream that shit? they had a fish pfp but i have no idea how many pages ago that was

It's worse cause she went on to defend Tearzah's depiction of Ash as a sex worker with the body of a 4-5 year old because Tea said he was 18. Ponder was just fucking awful in this video and the fact so many people like this video is gross. It's disgusting. I'm going to say she plans on pt 2 being a demonization of Tea but I get the sense it won't be and it'll just be going on a tirade about how someone's shitty video warning others on Tea is awful.

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

It's worse cause she went on to defend Tearzah's depiction of Ash as a sex worker with the body of a 4-5 year old because Tea said he was 18. Ponder was just fucking awful in this video and the fact so many people like this video is gross. It's disgusting. I'm going to say she plans on pt 2 being a demonization of Tea but I get the sense it won't be and it'll just be going on a tirade about how someone's shitty video warning others on Tea is awful.

Ponder: iTs OkAy CaUsE aSh Is 18
also Ponder: *draws minors in sexually suggestive poses and situations*

Although this IS a thread dedicated to Tearzah, this isn't looking good for Ponder. Maybe for once all her bullshit is finally catching up to her.


Im sure the part 2 will be a rambling garbled mess as this one is. As I've said, I haven't (and probably won't) watched the video so I can only assume its Ponder basically going "HURR DURR YOU'RE WRONG, I'M RIGHT DEAL WITH IT, IM OCTO MOMMA" with a bit of legislative "information" thrown in to "back up" her points.

 

[GayDemiBoy]

Ponder: iTs OkAy CaUsE aSh Is 18
also Ponder: *draws minors in sexually suggestive poses and situations*

Although this IS a thread dedicated to Tearzah, this isn't looking good for Ponder. Maybe for once all her bullshit is finally catching up to her.


Im sure the part 2 will be a rambling garbled mess as this one is. As I've said, I haven't (and probably won't) watched the video so I can only assume its Ponder basically going "HURR DURR YOU'RE WRONG, I'M RIGHT DEAL WITH IT, IM OCTO MOMMA" with a bit of legislative "information" thrown in to "back up" her points.

Agreed. I think Ponder has been loosing it for a while. Before her last three videos she made a video talking about some recent stuff with her youtube channel. One of them being how multiple times people believed she was black because she's using her character Ponder as a mouth piece when in reality she's white, like very very white by her own admission, and talks about how a way to fix it would be to stop using Ponder as her main avatar but clearly that hasn't happened.

This video is only good for Tearzah as it'll help to bolster her as a 'victim' like Ponder says she is. She only tries to say Tearzah didn't romanticize self harm and abuse because it's tramua art guysss. But the reality is on Tearzah's Instagram there's been multiple pictures of Tearzah IRL showing off her self harm scars, showing her bruises and bloody lips and gushing over them and even sometimes saying the pictures were for aesthetic reasons. This is such a well known thing about Tearzah that everyone knows and Ponder just sweeping it under is disingenuous. I want to say at this point she's a contrarian for art drama. She's spoken up about popular drama and taking the other side less viewed. Denying the potential of the other sides concerns. Then goes on to make a thumbnail or her oc beating them or tying them up or pulling them to her breasts (Just A Robot might not have been 18 when she drew that either but IDK I don't think JAR is that old). It's so odd to see how she just doesn't even talk to the victims of Tearzah to see if it was true or not and just goes on to say Tearzah is innocnet.

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

Agreed. I think Ponder has been loosing it for a while. Before her last three videos she made a video talking about some recent stuff with her youtube channel. One of them being how multiple times people believed she was black because she's using her character Ponder as a mouth piece when in reality she's white, like very very white by her own admission, and talks about how a way to fix it would be to stop using Ponder as her main avatar but clearly that hasn't happened.

This video is only good for Tearzah as it'll help to bolster her as a 'victim' like Ponder says she is. She only tries to say Tearzah didn't romanticize self harm and abuse because it's tramua art guysss. But the reality is on Tearzah's Instagram there's been multiple pictures of Tearzah IRL showing off her self harm scars, showing her bruises and bloody lips and gushing over them and even sometimes saying the pictures were for aesthetic reasons. This is such a well known thing about Tearzah that everyone knows and Ponder just sweeping it under is disingenuous. I want to say at this point she's a contrarian for art drama. She's spoken up about popular drama and taking the other side less viewed. Denying the potential of the other sides concerns. Then goes on to make a thumbnail or her oc beating them or tying them up or pulling them to her breasts (Just A Robot might not have been 18 when she drew that either but IDK I don't think JAR is that old). It's so odd to see how she just doesn't even talk to the victims of Tearzah to see if it was true or not and just goes on to say Tearzah is innocnet.

She did mention she had other videos in the works, so that could be why Ponder (the avatar) was still being used in this setting. I even thought she was a black woman (and when I found out she wasn't, I felt a bit misled ngl) but I still enjoyed them because they were good background audio for whatever I was doing at that time. Then come to rewatch, found a lot of misinformation and blatant ignorance for both sides of the story.

It's one thing to make a video and educate others while giving your own thoughts, opinions and understanding of what that situation held. But it's another when you refuse to listen to the victims side of the story, and choose to call the ring leader of all this bullshit the victim, all because they got rightfully exposed and called out for their bullshit.

Not only that, she really does make videos regarding popular drama but only if it suits her and her appearance. There's been lots of drama in the art community, like with antoons and puppychan, and you don't see Ponder jumping on that bandwagon and throwing her 2 cents into the pile of other commentaries "2 cents" on drama. She might mention or touch on other drama, leading to "fans" asking for ponder to make a video on that, but unless it caters to her ideas, the community can frankly go stuff itself for all she cares.


As for Tearzah, the evidence is stacked up against her. She (figuratively speaking, although knowing her could be physically speaking due to her love and fascination of removing parts of her body) has no leg to stand on, and probably never will. Especially after they basically admitted to harboring a pedophile for so long, and their own collection of pedophilic content (Like the lolita novel) doesn't help.

TLDR: Ponder has done an oopsie, and Tearzah is still a fucking idiot

 

[NoFeline]

She only tries to say Tearzah didn't romanticize self harm and abuse because it's tramua art guysss. But the reality is on Tearzah's Instagram there's been multiple pictures of Tearzah IRL showing off her self harm scars, showing her bruises and bloody lips and gushing over them and even sometimes saying the pictures were for aesthetic reasons.

She literally entered a romantic relationship with someone just because they kinned the character that abuses their self-insert and proceeded to self harm together and be abused as intended.

If that isn't the most literal version of abuse and self-harm romanticization I will eat my own ass.

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

She literally entered a romantic relationship with someone just because they kinned the character that abuses their self-insert and proceeded to self harm together and be abused as intended.

If that isn't the most literal version of abuse and self-harm romanticization I will eat my own ass.

Tearzah in a nutshell: I date someone because they uwu quirky like me, we can mutilate our bodies together uWu. <:3 He kinny my OC how womantic <:333. WAAAAH GuYSSSS He'S a P-P-P-PEDO!! I only came out about this because we bwoke up UmU pwease support meeeeee!! gUySSSSS loOk at mY dEhIsCeNcE!1!! omg my dehiscence is SO BADDD!! dehiscence! dehiscence!!1!!

 

[PIÑA]

Lol at this faggot in the comments.


There’s a difference between playing the victim and actually being a victim. Tea chimped out about Bailey talking and sliding in some shit about her on the forums and decided to leak her side of the story to cover her own ass. There’s no victims here, there’s just two SJW lolicons who decided to lure kids in their discord so they can diddle with them. The real victims are those kids and the artists who were fucked over by these cunts in the past. Tearzah deserves zero sympathy for being part of an relationship she decided to stay in and decided to seek help from her hugbox rather than seeking to the police about Bailey’s predatory behavior like an actual adult. Tearzah is a manipulative, spoiled rotten adult baby who can’t get out of her personal la la land to face reality and throws a tantrum when she doesn’t get what she wants.

The sad thing about the modern online art community is that there’s so many of these tumblr retards who can’t be bothered to read both sides of the story and take things at face value. They always have to be that one snowflake who be like “oh I know this person did something so criminal but I feel so bad for them ;-;” There’s a reason why many popular artists on twitter (especially on the East Asian side) don’t want to associate themselves with a huge circle of art friends because you’ll end up with dumbfucks like Tea and this commenter.

 

[LOCAL58NETWORKTELEVISION]

Lol at this faggot in the comments.
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There’s a difference between playing the victim and actually being a victim. Tea chimped out about Bailey talking and sliding in some shit about her on the forums and decided to leak her side of the story to cover her own ass. There’s no victims here, there’s just two SJW lolicons who decided to lure kids in their discord so they can diddle with them. The real victims are those kids and the artists who were fucked over by these cunts in the past. Tearzah deserves zero sympathy for being part of an relationship she decided to stay in and decided to seek help from her hugbox rather than seeking to the police about Bailey’s predatory behavior like an actual adult. Tearzah is a manipulative, spoiled rotten adult baby who can’t get out of her personal la la land to face reality and throws a tantrum when she doesn’t get what she wants.

The sad thing about the modern online art community is that there’s so many of these tumblr retards who can’t be bothered to read both sides of the story and take things at face value. They always have to be that one snowflake who be like “oh I know this person did something so criminal but I feel so bad for them ;-;” There’s a reason why many popular artists on twitter (especially the East Asian side) don’t want to associate themselves with a huge circle of art friends because you’ll end up with dumbfucks like Tea and this commenter.

I don't think Tearzah deserved to be raped(from what she had mentioned when outing Bavid), if that was true, but other than that 100% agree.

And it's the same with all popular artists who are toxic and are basically criminals. They end up with an audience of 'easy-to-manipulate' and naive children who basically white knight their fAvOuRiTe ArIsTs whenever they fuck up big time. Doesn't matter how old they are, they know what they're doing is wrong and it shouldn't be praised or brushed under the rug. "oH bUt ThEy'Re BeTtEr NoW!!1" doesn't mean shit. They fucked up - apologies without change is just manipulation.

Edit: sorry for my shitty spelling.