Manosphere Marijan Šiklić (ThatIncelBlogger) 2: The Revenge

[Bucharest]

Further:

... As for arguments, I never lost a single one. You are free to point out an argument I lost.

 

[4Macie]

So, next you diagnose online. That's insane. It's spitting on entire medical profession.

Says the man who said I'm a lunatic, insane, and have schizophrenia. Those aren't insults, they're medical diagnosis you are doing on the Internet.

Someone wrote to you to express concern for your health, genuine concern, and this is how you react. You attack them.

Horse is not your friend Holden. Do you know anything about horse? Anything at all? Hobbies? Favorite food or colors? Anything? Does horse know anything about you besides your crazy ideals?

Hell, how much time have you even spent talking with Horse? And by talking, I don't mean an interview or you just spamming messages.

 

[HickoryDickory]

What is this novel about?

He never finished it and still writing, if he's to be believed. (Think Conner)

"You continually attempt to obtain people's personal information as a means of leverage over them (numerous posters here)"

In fact not a single one.

Lies. You out of the blue do ask questions of an probing nature to gage the other person. Such as asking me if I'm white or not, and then saying that I must be "slanty eyed". -- Which I thought was hilarious, btw, even tho I'm sure you were hoping to insult me.

It's very sad that Fareal's post has fallen on deaf ears, but it's not surprising.

 

[autisticdragonkin]

I thought over whether to make this post or not, since the Farms have a rule of no interference with the verified, but I have to be honest with myself: my conscience is bothering me about Marijan's situation, and I am going to make this post even though I believe it will be in vain.

I am going to make this post, and then stop posting in this thread, because I feel on balance, I am not behaving ethically in continuing to poke fun at someone in this situation. There will be no need for you to respond, Marijan: I know you will state that I am "insane", a "crazy slut" and other intended insults. I will not read your further posts, so you need not do so. I also understand that your reaction will further demonstrate the extent of your current problems.

@Holden, I am now speaking to you very seriously, as one individual to another. I am not trolling or seeking to get a response out of you. I am not baiting you; I am expressing a genuine, sincere concern from one person to another about your situation and your health.

I believe - and I believe it has also become apparent to others following your threads on here and elsewhere - that you are seriously ill. You are unwell, you are getting worse, and you need urgently to seek medical help.

You are extremely sensitive on the point of whether you have, or indeed have been diagnosed with, a mental illness, and you are exceptionally angry at @4Macie for making the suggestion in jest. It is noted that you were particularly sensitive to the reference that you were "hearing voices". However, you have also disclosed to @flossman (and possibly others) that you were subjected to (apparently more than one) psychiatric evaluation when you were first in trouble with the law. You indicated that you were given no conclusive diagnosis, but that there was concern you might suffer from a personality disorder, possibly of a borderline or schizoaffective type. You were at that time too young for any psychiatrist to give you a conclusive diagnosis, as certain mental illnesses only conclusively present a little later in life. You are now in your mid twenties, the age at which a diagnosis - and most importantly, treatment - would be possible.

Marijan, the internet is your primary social outlet. You deny this when it appears necessary or convenient, but you have admitted it often both here and elsewhere, and it is apparent from your conduct that it is indeed so. You state you live alone. We know by your own free admission that you do not work, that you have few friends in your town, and that you feel a lack of connection with them. It is evident from your posting habits, as well as your content, that you do not frequently leave your home for social or other reasons. As a result, it is reasonable to take your internet presentation as representative of your current presentation and mental state.

You are displaying the symptoms of schizophrenia, and your presentation is deteriorating. You are unwell, and you are getting worse. I am not qualified to diagnose you, but I am competent enough in professional dealings with those detained under the Mental Health Act to notice and categorise the symptoms you are displaying, and in complete good faith I urge you to seek help.

I note that lack of insight into one's health and mental state is present in more than half of schizophrenics, and this increases if they are untreated. I am confident from all the copious information you have made available about yourself that you are currently unmedicated, and you have confirmed you are not presently in therapy or under the care of a psychiatrist. I believe you show lack of insight into your condition. You do not realise you are unwell, you certainly demonstrate no insight into the severity of your illness currently, and I except you to respond to this post with rage and claims that I intend you harm of some kind. I do not. I repeat, I make this post in full good faith and with no intent other than to urge you to seek appropriate healthcare.

I will note the symptoms I have observed in your presentation over past months. I have also taken care to read back through your past writings and comments on other internet sites, and I believe your symptoms are deteriorating over time. I note at this point that many of these symptoms are also present in schizoaffective disorder, a closely related illness, and this underlines the need for you to urgently obtain the expert care and opinion of a psychiatrist to be clear about the nature of your illness.

Schizophrenia, along with schizoaffective disorder, can present with mania, psychosis and depression. By your own admission, you are depressed, and you display symptoms of major depression. Your emotional affect is flat; you report feeling no pleasure in anything; you speak often of a nihilistic worldview and occasionally express suicidal ideation. You experience manic episodes where you stay up for several days frantically posting on this and other websites. You do not desist from this even when you are urged by myself and other posters to rest, eat, and sleep. I believe you may be experiencing psychotic symptoms also. You express delusional and paranoid beliefs, such as that women enjoy violent rape and that if you posted a photo of your dog, posters here would track down and harm your pet. You were extremely upset when Macie mentioned "hearing voices"; I believe you were upset because you have, now or in the past, experienced auditory or other type of hallucinations. These are serious symptoms.

You also display all of the major symptoms of schizophrenia, both the positive and negative classes. For the positive symptoms, you regularly display delusional beliefs founded upon either very limited, or indeed no, personal experience. You are unable to be dissuaded from these beliefs, although they are not founded in reality, by either personal testimony or scientific evidence presented to you. These are, by definition, delusions. You persist in believing a girl has conceived your child, even though it has been explained to you numerous ties that the girl could not have know whether she was pregnant at the time she is supposed to have disclosed this information to you.

You display the abnormal social functioning of a schizophrenic. You attempt to befriend people inappropriately (you believe @NobleGreyHorse has become a close personal friend based on a Skype conversation), you vent rage and threats without any provocation at other persons of your acquaintance (Macie, Lalala) and you make inappropriate sexual approaches to others (flossman, @HickoryDickory). You continually attempt to obtain people's personal information as a means of leverage over them (numerous posters here, the girl you coerced into sex by your own admission). You have few, if any, friends outside the internet, and you have freely admitted that you have difficulty maintaining those relationships. You display inappropriate sexual interest in children, and also a fixation with rape.

You display the disordered thought and speech patterns common in schizophrenia, and these in particular are getting noticeably worse. You continually demand "citations" and "quotes" when people repeat statements you have made, indicating you have difficulty remembering your own conversations. When these quotes are given, you continually and automatically deny you have made the statement in question. If you are willing to accept it is your statement, you flatly contradict the plain meaning of the statement itself and claim the clear meaning of the statement is in fact "crazy", "insane" and "lies". You will not I am not providing "quotes" in this post precisely to avoid triggering this behaviour in you, as I believe it is harmful and contributes to your thought disorder and delusions. Your English, which used to be excellent for a second language, has noticeably deteriorated - both your comprehension and your writing skills - and this has been commented on by numerous posters. Your thoughts appear disordered. You are no longer able to post coherently, and you routinely display an inability to follow an argument or chain of thought in your own posts, as well as those of those. Your conversations have become close to incomprehensible. This in particular has become noticeably worse in recent weeks and months. You also display inappropriate rage and agitation. You make threatening, rage-filled posts for no apparent reason and freely threaten posters here with violence and sexual violence.

As for the negative symptoms, we have already covered that you display flat, apathetic emotional affect. You are unable to motivate yourself to work. You only rarely socialise. You state frequently that there is no point to your life. You are fixated with the idea of obtaining a wife, but appear unable to motivate yourself to seek personal relationships. Those personal relationships you do have (parents, some friends) are by your own admission difficult for you to maintain. This is a well recognised symptom of schizophrenia. You also admitted you had been tested for facial expression recognition and had displayed in the past some difficulty with this; another symptom. We are not able to assess your self-care skills and physical presentation, but the photos that exist of you (which you deny are of you, in what appears to be a paranoid delusion that posters on the internet will seek you out and harm you) display a marked deterioration in your physical presentation and grooming over recent years. You are reluctant to leave your home. You freely admit you are unable to initiate conversations and repeatedly claim you have nothing to say when contacted via Skype. This is another negative symptom.

I believe the events that caused you to have contact with the criminal justice system were, for you, a first episode of psychosis. I believe you are experiencing a further episode now. Acute psychosis is hugely disabling, and schizophrenia - particularly if untreated - grossly reduces not only quality, but length of life, often by ten to twenty-five years.

Marijan, my concern for you is genuine, and not motivated by anything other than basic humanity. You need help. Please, speak to someone - perhaps your parents - and seek their aid and support to obtain psychiatric care urgently. Schizophrenia is treatable. It is often very successfully treated, and people can go many years without a relapse. Please seek help.

@Holden do you have anything to lose by getting a psychiatric assssment. If you are found to be mentally healthy you can brag about it here and tell @Faraeal that she was wrong and if you do get a diagnosis then you can start improving your life. Its a win win situation

 

[deductionotaku]

So, more insults and "I won!" claims before accusing me of being selfish with no explanation. What am I selfish about, otaku?

Holden, if you need me to explain why it's selfish to consider marriage as an exclusive right of a certain people, then you are beyond hope.

Show me that in the post. I told you to analyze it. Don't just claim.

I certainly didn't say this, cause I already believe they are allowed.

You're really going to make me dig it up again? Fine. Your post, verbatim:

I have to disappoint you. I am still very much in favor of this (and I mean actual rape) with girls from the femisphere that young. All will turn into wanton sluts soon after. Why not use that?

If you still deny it, you're one step beyond beyond hope.

Nope, when distort them like the Otaku mental patient does.

1.) See above for proof to the contrary.
2.) You're missing elements in this sentence that would make the start coherent.
3.) At least I'm getting help with my problems.

And Holden, I want to stress this again, you're being defensive about what I said in a poem.

 

[Owlflaps]

Why wouldn't it in areas like anthropology? You have to point out what is actually wrong with his research.

Darwin's book still hold many truths though being from 19th century.

Way to answer my question with a non-answer.

The Origin of Species took 17 years to write and publish. Even after Darwin's death, there are others who continued his work and gave credence to his research.

Besides, it has no relation to Unwin. Nice way to not distract me from having my question answered.

J.D. Unwin died before he could complete his thesis on "Sex and Culture". He spent a scant seven years researching this, and then died two years after his publication. No one took up his research after he died. None of his theories have been updated.

So, [citation needed], please.

 

[Emiya Kiwitsugu]

Yes, I did read the book some years ago, why?

Awfully convenient then that you only remember information found in the Wikipedia article on it.

Spoiler

You didn't read it.

Also, @Holden, @Saint was spot on about your reading comprehension.

You are displaying the symptoms of schizophrenia, and your presentation is deteriorating. You are unwell, and you are getting worse. I am not qualified to diagnose you, but I am competent enough in professional dealings with those detained under the Mental Health Act to notice and categorise the symptoms you are displaying, and in complete good faith I urge you to seek help.

So, next you diagnose online. That's insane. It's spitting on entire medical profession. Diagnose online all you want, but they don't recommend any treatments - you think psychiatry is bs.

So how do you get from, "I'm not going to diagnose you but I recommend you get diagnosed," to, "I'm going to diagnose you."

It may be useful if you actually read the argument given by someone before you attempt to counter it.

 

[Lalala]

Still spitting in the face of anyone who talks about anything but your fuckquest, eh @Holden? We will have hit 2000 pages and the only person you want to talk to anymore cant be fucked with yiue shit. Was it worth it, champ?

 

[Saint]

I just read 10+ pages of @Holden bullshit and didn't miss a damn thing. He is still wanting to rape minors, still using references that don't even support him in any form, still ignoring anyone who is better than him at debating, still using insults instead of actually providing any proof. I really didn't miss anything, and still fucking up the quotes. I should have skipped to the ending and saved myself from the rampant stupidity.

 

[HickoryDickory]

I just read 10+ pages of @Holden bullshit and didn't miss a damn thing. He is still wanting to rape minors, still using references that don't even support him in any form, still ignoring anyone who is better than him at debating, still using insults instead of actually providing any proof. I really didn't miss anything, and still fucking up the quotes. I should have skipped to the ending and saved myself from the rampant stupidity.

But then you might've missed Fareal's post. No one (involved in this thread) should miss that! It boils everything down quite succinctly.

He really should consider what @autisticdragonkin suggested, as well. -- But, he won't because he's afraid. In reality, I'm sure many people in this thread would respect him more if he dumped his ego and went in to get diagnosed. His parents wanted him to get help, and if he cannot even get help with his parents encouragement then I don't know what else to say about that... Other than he's a pitiable creature who chooses to be miserable and deluded.

 

[ChuckSlaughter]

I have no interest for her but as a friend.

hhihihihihihihihihih <-- like that sort of normal friendly interest?

Besides, Horse has never lied about me and always treated me civilly and seriously, despite not agreeing with me.

Ok so she made you feel respected when she pretended to like you so that you'd give her hilarious PMs ok.

Holden may very well actually treat other people the way he likes to be treated.

 

[Lalala]

hhihihihihihihihihih <-- like that sort of normal friendly interest?


Ok so she made you feel respected when she pretended to like you so that you'd give her hilarious PMs ok.

Holden may very well actually treat other people the way he likes to be treated.

In fairness @Holden was very civil when we spoke on skype...well other than that "Lalala please make love to me" shite

 

[Saint]

But then you might've missed Fareal's post. No one (involved in this thread) should miss that! It boils everything down quite succinctly.

He really should consider what @autisticdragonkin suggested, as well. -- But, he won't because he's afraid. In reality, I'm sure many people in this thread would respect him more if he dumped his ego and went in to get diagnosed. His parents wanted him to get help, and if he cannot even get help with his parents encouragement then I don't know what else to say about that... Other than he's a pitiable creature who chooses to be miserable and deluded.

Honestly, I think @Fareal is correct and I've wondered about whether @Holden needed honest help. I'm glad @Fareal stepped up and said it because it was needed. Still though, @Holden wont listen. Its sad to say, but it is true.

 

[melty]

I thought over whether to make this post or not, since the Farms have a rule of no interference with the verified, but I have to be honest with myself: my conscience is bothering me about Marijan's situation, and I am going to make this post even though I believe it will be in vain.

I am going to make this post, and then stop posting in this thread, because I feel on balance, I am not behaving ethically in continuing to poke fun at someone in this situation. There will be no need for you to respond, Marijan: I know you will state that I am "insane", a "crazy slut" and other intended insults. I will not read your further posts, so you need not do so. I also understand that your reaction will further demonstrate the extent of your current problems.

@Holden, I am now speaking to you very seriously, as one individual to another. I am not trolling or seeking to get a response out of you. I am not baiting you; I am expressing a genuine, sincere concern from one person to another about your situation and your health.

I believe - and I believe it has also become apparent to others following your threads on here and elsewhere - that you are seriously ill. You are unwell, you are getting worse, and you need urgently to seek medical help.

You are extremely sensitive on the point of whether you have, or indeed have been diagnosed with, a mental illness, and you are exceptionally angry at @4Macie for making the suggestion in jest. It is noted that you were particularly sensitive to the reference that you were "hearing voices". However, you have also disclosed to @flossman (and possibly others) that you were subjected to (apparently more than one) psychiatric evaluation when you were first in trouble with the law. You indicated that you were given no conclusive diagnosis, but that there was concern you might suffer from a personality disorder, possibly of a borderline or schizoaffective type. You were at that time too young for any psychiatrist to give you a conclusive diagnosis, as certain mental illnesses only conclusively present a little later in life. You are now in your mid twenties, the age at which a diagnosis - and most importantly, treatment - would be possible.

Marijan, the internet is your primary social outlet. You deny this when it appears necessary or convenient, but you have admitted it often both here and elsewhere, and it is apparent from your conduct that it is indeed so. You state you live alone. We know by your own free admission that you do not work, that you have few friends in your town, and that you feel a lack of connection with them. It is evident from your posting habits, as well as your content, that you do not frequently leave your home for social or other reasons. As a result, it is reasonable to take your internet presentation as representative of your current presentation and mental state.

You are displaying the symptoms of schizophrenia, and your presentation is deteriorating. You are unwell, and you are getting worse. I am not qualified to diagnose you, but I am competent enough in professional dealings with those detained under the Mental Health Act to notice and categorise the symptoms you are displaying, and in complete good faith I urge you to seek help.

I note that lack of insight into one's health and mental state is present in more than half of schizophrenics, and this increases if they are untreated. I am confident from all the copious information you have made available about yourself that you are currently unmedicated, and you have confirmed you are not presently in therapy or under the care of a psychiatrist. I believe you show lack of insight into your condition. You do not realise you are unwell, you certainly demonstrate no insight into the severity of your illness currently, and I except you to respond to this post with rage and claims that I intend you harm of some kind. I do not. I repeat, I make this post in full good faith and with no intent other than to urge you to seek appropriate healthcare.

I will note the symptoms I have observed in your presentation over past months. I have also taken care to read back through your past writings and comments on other internet sites, and I believe your symptoms are deteriorating over time. I note at this point that many of these symptoms are also present in schizoaffective disorder, a closely related illness, and this underlines the need for you to urgently obtain the expert care and opinion of a psychiatrist to be clear about the nature of your illness.

Schizophrenia, along with schizoaffective disorder, can present with mania, psychosis and depression. By your own admission, you are depressed, and you display symptoms of major depression. Your emotional affect is flat; you report feeling no pleasure in anything; you speak often of a nihilistic worldview and occasionally express suicidal ideation. You experience manic episodes where you stay up for several days frantically posting on this and other websites. You do not desist from this even when you are urged by myself and other posters to rest, eat, and sleep. I believe you may be experiencing psychotic symptoms also. You express delusional and paranoid beliefs, such as that women enjoy violent rape and that if you posted a photo of your dog, posters here would track down and harm your pet. You were extremely upset when Macie mentioned "hearing voices"; I believe you were upset because you have, now or in the past, experienced auditory or other type of hallucinations. These are serious symptoms.

You also display all of the major symptoms of schizophrenia, both the positive and negative classes. For the positive symptoms, you regularly display delusional beliefs founded upon either very limited, or indeed no, personal experience. You are unable to be dissuaded from these beliefs, although they are not founded in reality, by either personal testimony or scientific evidence presented to you. These are, by definition, delusions. You persist in believing a girl has conceived your child, even though it has been explained to you numerous ties that the girl could not have know whether she was pregnant at the time she is supposed to have disclosed this information to you.

You display the abnormal social functioning of a schizophrenic. You attempt to befriend people inappropriately (you believe @NobleGreyHorse has become a close personal friend based on a Skype conversation), you vent rage and threats without any provocation at other persons of your acquaintance (Macie, Lalala) and you make inappropriate sexual approaches to others (flossman, @HickoryDickory). You continually attempt to obtain people's personal information as a means of leverage over them (numerous posters here, the girl you coerced into sex by your own admission). You have few, if any, friends outside the internet, and you have freely admitted that you have difficulty maintaining those relationships. You display inappropriate sexual interest in children, and also a fixation with rape.

You display the disordered thought and speech patterns common in schizophrenia, and these in particular are getting noticeably worse. You continually demand "citations" and "quotes" when people repeat statements you have made, indicating you have difficulty remembering your own conversations. When these quotes are given, you continually and automatically deny you have made the statement in question. If you are willing to accept it is your statement, you flatly contradict the plain meaning of the statement itself and claim the clear meaning of the statement is in fact "crazy", "insane" and "lies". You will not I am not providing "quotes" in this post precisely to avoid triggering this behaviour in you, as I believe it is harmful and contributes to your thought disorder and delusions. Your English, which used to be excellent for a second language, has noticeably deteriorated - both your comprehension and your writing skills - and this has been commented on by numerous posters. Your thoughts appear disordered. You are no longer able to post coherently, and you routinely display an inability to follow an argument or chain of thought in your own posts, as well as those of those. Your conversations have become close to incomprehensible. This in particular has become noticeably worse in recent weeks and months. You also display inappropriate rage and agitation. You make threatening, rage-filled posts for no apparent reason and freely threaten posters here with violence and sexual violence.

As for the negative symptoms, we have already covered that you display flat, apathetic emotional affect. You are unable to motivate yourself to work. You only rarely socialise. You state frequently that there is no point to your life. You are fixated with the idea of obtaining a wife, but appear unable to motivate yourself to seek personal relationships. Those personal relationships you do have (parents, some friends) are by your own admission difficult for you to maintain. This is a well recognised symptom of schizophrenia. You also admitted you had been tested for facial expression recognition and had displayed in the past some difficulty with this; another symptom. We are not able to assess your self-care skills and physical presentation, but the photos that exist of you (which you deny are of you, in what appears to be a paranoid delusion that posters on the internet will seek you out and harm you) display a marked deterioration in your physical presentation and grooming over recent years. You are reluctant to leave your home. You freely admit you are unable to initiate conversations and repeatedly claim you have nothing to say when contacted via Skype. This is another negative symptom.

I believe the events that caused you to have contact with the criminal justice system were, for you, a first episode of psychosis. I believe you are experiencing a further episode now. Acute psychosis is hugely disabling, and schizophrenia - particularly if untreated - grossly reduces not only quality, but length of life, often by ten to twenty-five years.

Marijan, my concern for you is genuine, and not motivated by anything other than basic humanity. You need help. Please, speak to someone - perhaps your parents - and seek their aid and support to obtain psychiatric care urgently. Schizophrenia is treatable. It is often very successfully treated, and people can go many years without a relapse. Please seek help.

I agree 100000000%. Please listen to fareal, Marijan. I think fareal and I probably care more about your mental health than almost everyone else here. I don't necessarily dislike you as a person and I would really prefer to see you get better and have some better stuff going on in your life. And if she is wrong what's the harm in trying to get help anyway? If nothing else you'd at least be able to try getting a different therapist to sleep with you this time.

 

[Marjan Šiklić]

Holden, if you need me to explain why it's selfish to consider marriage as an exclusive right of a certain people, then you are beyond hope.

And if you need me to explain why an institution that had been going on for millenia and served the most vital purpose in society should not be expanded, then you are behind hope.

Your evidence (which you finally dug up) doesn't say they should have the right. It's in favor of the act.

(my actual belief is that they have the de facto right already btw, because said sluts don't know what consent is and would never understand it, just like their mothers didn't, which I also said before but you ignored or missed that)

So you were lying. Again. Thanks.

I agree 100000000%. Please listen to fareal

So you agree with somebody who diagnoses online and made all those mistakes I countered?

and I would really prefer to see you get better and have some better stuff going on in your life.

You oppose any measure which would actually enable this.

And if she is wrong what's the harm in trying to get help anyway? If nothing else you'd at least be able to try getting a different therapist to sleep with you this time.

I am certainly not interested in getting any therapist to do that anymore. The harm is in more useless medical documentation to hamper me in the unlikely case I ever go anywhere in life (I am trying to get rid of it, not add more), waste of time, nerves, exposure to useless and harmful drugs.

And for what? To still not get things like relationships cause I can't go abroad? To get sex decent men can only get by raping?

Also, one other hilarious thing that shows how delusional you are is that you attacked me for saying I'd pimp any gf I had in the West.

At the same time you're attacking me for not having a job.

What sense does that make? You're just confirming you do want slave labor from males.

Why wouldn't I earn something on the fact that my "gf" is a retarded slut ?

 

[Emiya Kiwitsugu]

And if you need me to explain why an institution that had been going on for millenia and served the most vital purpose in society should not be expanded, then you are behind hope.

Your evidence (which you finally dug up) doesn't say they should have the right. It's in favor of the act.

(my actual belief is that they have the de facto right already btw, because said sluts don't know what consent is and would never understand it, just like their mothers didn't, which I also said before but you ignored or missed that)

So you were lying. Again. Thanks.

@Holden, you should know that simply saying, "Well people did x before and society didn't collapse so it's a good thing," isn't a very particularly good argument. Allow me to demonstrate.

Holden, aren't you an atheist? Do you know of another old tradition that society had for many millennia, that served a vital purpose in dealing with figures deemed dangerous to society, and one that society has since altered?

BURNING HERETICS AT THE STAKE.

See, this is why blind appeals to old traditions fall flat on themselves. You need something more than just that, or 99% of the time someone can counter with a tradition that would execute the person making the appeal in the first place.

 

[HickoryDickory]

So you agree with somebody who diagnoses online and made all those mistakes I countered?

She never said she was diagnosing you. She said that she was following your posting history and saw some flags that are alarming and you should consider being diagnosed.

You oppose any measure which would actually enable this.

No. What @meltychocolate said was very caring towards you, and it would do you well to listen to the ladies who are giving you positive advice. It is more than many other posters are willing to offer you... But, we all know you prefer negative attention than people showing genuine concern.

I am certainly not interested in getting any therapist to do that anymore. The harm is in more useless medical documentation to hamper me in the unlikely case I ever go anywhere in life (I am trying to get rid of it, not add more), waste of time, nerves, exposure to useless and harmful drugs.

How would it hamper you? It would actually help you get on track and work towards your goals rather than raving online to people who do not care. Your parents care and you are hurting them by not getting help.

And for what? To still not get things like relationships cause I can't go abroad? To get sex decent men can only get by raping?

The reason you cannot go abroad is because you are so paranoid, and I'd be curious if you would even be given a holiday Visa (Or similar) to visit a real Western, first-world country.

No one who is rational believes that decent men rape. That is your fantasy in your delusional world, and it's scary. No one wants to be around someone who is so obsessed with delusions that they do not realize that it hurts themselves and how people perceive them.

Also, one other hilarious thing that shows how delusional you are is that you attacked me for saying I'd pimp any gf I had in the West.

At the same time you're attacking me for not having a job.

What sense does that make? You're just confirming you do want slave labor from males.

Why wouldn't I earn something on the fact that my "gf" is a retarded slut ?

That does not coincide. You're trying to rationalize that you cannot get a job if you do not profit from pimping out a girl. The fact is, you are too mentally ill to work. No one wants to be around you because you are full of hate and toxicity.

tl;dr
Get help, please.

-- Edit --
As I said several times before, I do not believe you are a bad person. I do believe, however, that you are ill.

 

[Emiya Kiwitsugu]

So you agree with somebody who diagnoses online and made all those mistakes I countered?

@Holden, my friend, you're obviously ignoring me again. So I'm going to have to shove this quote in again until you address it.

Also, @Holden, @Saint was spot on about your reading comprehension.

You are displaying the symptoms of schizophrenia, and your presentation is deteriorating. You are unwell, and you are getting worse. I am not qualified to diagnose you, but I am competent enough in professional dealings with those detained under the Mental Health Act to notice and categorise the symptoms you are displaying, and in complete good faith I urge you to seek help.

So, next you diagnose online. That's insane. It's spitting on entire medical profession. Diagnose online all you want, but they don't recommend any treatments - you think psychiatry is bs.

So how do you get from, "I'm not going to diagnose you but I recommend you get diagnosed," to, "I'm going to diagnose you."

It may be useful if you actually read the argument given by someone before you attempt to counter it.

@Fareal never at one point said she was diagnosing you. She simply said that you seem to express some symptoms, and that you should get to an actual professional in real life to get a diagnosis. Strawmen arguments typically try to add unrelated information that the person didn't say, and honing in on that to nullify any valid points they may have had, you take it to the extra exceptional individual level by saying they said the polar opposite so you can argue against them.

 

[Marjan Šiklić]

She never said she was diagnosing you.

Ummm, she posted about two mental illnesses. Is she qualified to do that? No. Is anyone in the world qualified to do that online? No.

It doesn't matter what Meltychocolate said. What matters is that she's opposing any idea that would actually help me.

It would not get me back on track. You see, "a track" isn't paying to be single and so that rapists can be considered saints. That is not a track, dear. That is not a life.

 

[Emiya Kiwitsugu]

Ummm, she posted about two mental illnesses. Is she qualified to do that? No.

See: Above.