Jaron Seth Bloshinsky / Jazz Jennings / I Am Jazz - Puberty Blockers: Not Even Once

[ADHD]

Fuck it, I'll just quote the whole boyfriend chapter.

Please stop pasting entire blocks of text. The whole thing has been uploaded, you can simply reference the material by page or chapter number.

 

[💗Freddie Freaker💗]

Please stop pasting entire blocks of text. The whole thing has been uploaded, you can simply reference the material by page or chapter number.

Will do. Is the PDF legal, though? I'm mildly worried having a pirated book linked here might bring dear feeder more legal trouble.

Page 116/117/118: Jazz is desperate to make out. He succeeds and makes out with two MTF "girls". He then wakes up his mom to tell her all about it.

Page 123: Jazz gets a FTM "boy"friend at tranny summer camp. They kiss once without tongue but surprisingly enough nothing more inappropriate happens. The "boy"friend gets dumped when Jazz realizes she only wanted to date him because he's a TV personality.

Page 133: He gets invited to the white house to meet Obama. There's something really gross about the leader of the free world giving the thumbs up to child abuse. Speaking of which...

After that it's just interviews with the family, nothing particularly interesting. And that's the end of the book.

 

[ADHD]

Will do. Is the PDF legal, though? I'm mildly worried having a pirated book linked here might bring dear feeder more legal trouble.

As far as I know, the PDF is fine, since he is not the one who uploaded it (and assuming he complies with any legal takedown notices if he receives them). My main concern with pasting the text of entire chapters has to do with SEO issues like the ones that caused him to make A&N viewable only to registered users, As long as you're not pasting so much that it would set off a plagiarism detector, it's probably fine. Screencaps are also fine.

 

[Free the Pedos]

Why would you even include all of this horrifying information in this book? Does Jeanette think she's being stunning and brave by doing so? People who bought Jazz's book did so to make themselves feel progressive and open minded, not for any real content. She should've just stuffed it with made up fluff rather than red flags about sexual abuse.

On the other hand, maybe Jeanette is so overbearing and boundaryless that it doesn't occur to her not to share these things.

 

[Hongourable Madisha]

Why would you even include all of this horrifying information in this book? Does Jeanette think she's being stunning and brave by doing so? People who bought Jazz's book did so to make themselves feel progressive and open minded, not for any real content. She should've just stuffed it with made up fluff rather than red flags about sexual abuse.

On the other hand, maybe Jeanette is so overbearing and boundaryless that it doesn't occur to her not to share these things.

Also, how old was Jazz when it was written? I wonder how much input he had in it, or could have consented to with it. Though his brain's stunted on the puberty blocking drugs, so it's a moot point I guess.

 

[Free the Pedos]

Also, how old was Jazz when it was written? I wonder how much input he had in it, or could have consented to with it. Though his brain's stunted on the puberty blocking drugs, so it's a moot point I guess.

Jazz was born in 2000, and the book was published in 2016, so it was probably written in '14/'15.

 

[PotatoSalad4711]

Yeah, ‘cause it makes total sense to be so afraid of the non-private bathroom that you decide pissing on yourself is the better alternative. Right. This kid definitely needed therapy, but not for gender issues.

Also, confirmed that Jazz was an insufferable little brat. If half of elementary school kids are calling you selfish, you probably are. He even got rid of his BFF Rebecca because of competitiveness. I’ve had friendly competitions in school. None of it ended over that.

Finally, that “first boyfriend”. My bet is that the mommy wanted some of that sweet TV attention and the child didn’t realize that “trans” means he has a penis. How awful.

 

[KeepHopeAlive]

I mean, that quote about kissing during the Hunger Games doesn't sound like he was fine kissing without tongue. Also that boy was a year younger than him? That's even weirder.

That passage about the Hunger Games and that Jazz planned to wait until a character's death to kiss the kid sounds like straight up grooming behavior. "I pretended to be shocked and sad and in need of comfort." Well learned kid, well learned.

Jazz's early, persistent obsession with sexual activity is pretty remarkable and textbook touched behavior. Having it happen year after year in elementary school makes me wonder if any school employee reported it. If so, I can also see why nothing was done with lawyer dad, narc mom and muh president is behind it bullshit in our lovely modern world. ffs

 

[Muttnik]

I just look at it and I'm kind of horrified that Jazz just doesn't seem to understand how abnormal his behavior is. He claims that children show each other their genitals all the time, for example, and that if you think that's wrong then that's because you were shamed about it or some bullshit. Children don't flash each other, not even during sleepovers. Oh you'll have one Degenerate Donny in the classroom that likes to do nasty things and is the most likely to become a predator when he grows up. But regularly? Children are taught that their privates are to be kept hidden from others, never touched, and certainly not drawn on their goddamn coloring pages. It's not conservative taboo, it's just common fucking knowledge to keep kids innocent and safe from groomers. Why Jazz thinks this behavior is quirky and precocious is beyond me.

 

[NerdShamer]

I just look at it and I'm kind of horrified that Jazz just doesn't seem to understand how abnormal his behavior is. He claims that children show each other their genitals all the time, for example, and that if you think that's wrong then that's because you were shamed about it or some bullshit. Children don't flash each other, not even during sleepovers. Oh you'll have one Degenerate Donny in the classroom that likes to do nasty things and is the most likely to become a predator when he grows up. But regularly? Children are taught that their privates are to be kept hidden from others, never touched, and certainly not drawn on their goddamn coloring pages. It's not conservative taboo, it's just common fucking knowledge to keep kids innocent and safe from groomers. Why Jazz thinks this behavior is quirky and precocious is beyond me.

It's kind of normal of Kevin Gibes.

...Let that sink in.

 

[💗Freddie Freaker💗]

I forgot to mention a few things from the book.

When Jazz wrote it, he wasn't into fashion anymore. His childhood feminine phase has faded. If he wasn't a reality TV star, he might have become a relatively normal boy.



Page 115 also says the atmosphere at the trans-health conference is hypersexual but totally appropriate for kids. Jazz tries to make the fact that trans kids are often obsessed with sex sound normal.

Finally, that “first boyfriend”. My bet is that the mommy wanted some of that sweet TV attention and the child didn’t realize that “trans” means he has a penis. How awful.

That would make a lot of sense considering Jazz was still pissing himself on the regular when the first boyfriend arrived on the scene. I don't think most kids want to be involved with kids who constantly smell of pee.

 

[Peaches Demure]

It's kind of normal of Kevin Gibes.

...Let that sink in.

Kevin Gibes is an adult man LARPing as a "little". He only got into this really degenerate shit as a teenager who was given unrestricted access to the most fetid corners of early 2000's internet. One can argue about the effects of such on a naive teenage mind, but I also believe it's safe to assume that he had some agency and responsibility in his own life choices even back then. Jazz was raised with this degeneracy since he was literally an infant. There is no conceivable way Jazz could have turned out "normal" with an upbringing like this, similar to how kids raised in extreme cults always turn out some level of fucked-up.

 

[heathcliff]

Also, how old was Jazz when it was written? I wonder how much input he had in it, or could have consented to with it. Though his brain's stunted on the puberty blocking drugs, so it's a moot point I guess.

Jazz was born in 2000, and the book was published in 2016, so it was probably written in '14/'15.

The book ends with some "interviews" of each family member and with a list of "resources" (organisations, websites, books, films, TV series) for transgender kids/teens and their families. Several of the films/series/books only came out in 2015.

Sander and Griffen said they had applied for colleges and would know whether they got in in "a couple of weeks". They planned on leaving for college in "June/july/Augustus-ish".

Jazz herself said she was 15 at the time:


This leads me to believe the book was written in 2015.

 

[spiritofamermaid]

I'm noticing how many times Jazz brushes off all the body parts/nakedness/deviant behavior as "totally normal". Kids flashing their genitals is "totally normal". Seeing mom's boobs is "totally normal". Drawing boobs and vaginas in elementary is "totally normal".

Someone touched this kid.

Though I may not have the best track records with bets (only need to look at name and pfp for evidence) I'm putting money on Jeannette, if only because of the weird sexual closeness she has with him, as well as the emotional incest.

 

[KiwiFuzz]

One of the things that makes him sound super molested and/or mentally ill is that he feels the need to describe everything that happened with his dick between birth and middle school. And it's extensive.

I can recall two instances of looking at classmates' junk on sleepovers when I was in first or second grade. (And it wasn't for lack of opportunity; my bestie was a boy and we'd sleep over at each other's houses in the same bed all the time. After the first time looking at the frank & beans, it just wasn't that fascinating to me.) I wasn't interested in actually kissing boys until I was 13 or so. I didn't draw naked people. I didn't voluntarily (!) piss myself in a fit of passive-aggressive pique.

It's strange to read something that someone wrote about themselves and not like the person, but goddamn he sounds like a little creeper.

Like if my hypothetical daughter came home and said that there's a "girl" in her 5th grade class who spends the day grabbing her crotch, pissing herself, drawing mermaids with bobs and vagene, and forcibly holding down and kissing boys, I would absolutely have words with the school because trauma like that is contagious and I wouldn't want my kid exposed to that. And if I found out that the "girl" was a boy, I would raise holy hell about it.

And for the teachers involved, like what teacher of any grade older than maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe kindergarten expects to have to change kids' clothes on anything but the most rare occasions. A quick googling of "Is my kid ready for kindergarten" says that being toilet trained is essential. And part of that is liability for the school. The first time jovial Mr. M. gets caught with a naked child is going to be the last time Mr. M. is a free man, and Mr. M. ain't going out like that.

And then how old was Jazz when he was smacking his head into the wall? 10? Even for a depressed kid, that's abnormal.

Why didn't Jazz have a tard wrangler?

And on edit: HELL YES THE SCHOOL SHOULD HAVE KEPT HIM OUT OF THE GIRLS' BATHROOM.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

Why didn't Jazz have a tard wrangler?

What if he actually has the tism and that's the actual cause of his mermaid obsession? Not all autistic boys like trains. Many also like toys for girls & girl clothes because it feels good on their skin.

 

[NerdShamer]

What if he actually has the tism and that's the actual cause of his mermaid obsession? Not all autistic boys like trains. Many also like toys for girls & girl clothes because it feels good on their skin.

Going by the excerpts, it feels like he's fitting the criteria. But the missing links are the sensory issues and the intelligence.

 

[Barbarella]

I read the book too, and figured Jeanette must have written it based on her fantasy life of what Jaron was thinking, without any understanding of child development.

Two year old children in diapers are not walking in heels, and barely are steady in shoes. Two year old kids have no understanding of gender and what it means or the differences between them: there are just mommies and daddies.

Plus, all Jaron talks about in the book are superficial things: clothing, colors, toys, penises showing in clothes. He never discusses how anybody but him might feel about it, or even considers that maybe a male playing on a female sports team may cause an unfair advantage. Everything is from his perspective, there is no depth or insight.

Little kids don’t know about sex, sex traits or any of the stuff Jeannette wrote that Jazz understood. A two year old does not want a “Gagina” because they don’t have a clue what it’s for except maybe that’s where they urinate from, but a diapered child still doesn’t really get it. A dream about a fairy taking away body parts would be concerning, but I don’t think it would even happen before 9 or 10. Having different sexed siblings of close age bathing together is normal when they are toddlers, but after an interested glance or discussion at the differences first time, it’s just brother or sister blowing bubbles or whatever. And by 5 or so, they should bath on their own.

A nugget of trivia-Jennings came from newscaster Peter Jennings. They just thought it sounded neutral and went with Jazz.

Jaron was a terrible, over-sexualized, pissy (literally) brat. Once the attention is gone, and it will be, he should be in a world of hurt that the game is over-although he’s so focused with the transsexual movement that he may never even question it, and will be generally unhappy without knowing why forever.

People like Blair White had a choice. It’s a weird choice but whatever an adult wants to do is fine. But poor little Jaron had no say in any of this. It should be illegal to do the things his mother did before 18. (if he had waited and still wanted to be trans, he probably would not be so fat and be in better health.)

I don’t really believe he was sexually abused in a traditional way, but I do think his mind was focused entirely on sex and body parts to the exclusion of everything else at too early of an age. He was mind-fucked, if you will. Brainwashed. Had his parents just let him be, he probably would have been a normal gay man or maybe even just a feminine straight. Or maybe he’d be trans, and if so, his choice. We will never know because his mother took that away from him. His real identity is gone forever. He did not come up with this trans idea as a toddler, I know that for certain.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

penises showing in clothes.

Oh god, what??

 

[NerdShamer]

Oh god, what??

The potty incident at school.

He couldn't tuck it right after he wet himself.