I want to see a real binge. She claims she's never binged on-camera? Well, I want to see the horrorshow we've been missing.
I don't even think she binges
per se. I think her waking hours are spent in a near-constant state of caloric intake, Two or three hours of not filling her face gets referred to as "an intermittent fast." Every five or six hours, she'll eat something substantial-to-obscene. The prelude and coda to these meals are an hour or two of grazing on chips, cupcakes, or whatever is handy.
YouTube was already destined to put her into her grave, but combined with the new convenience of every meal delivered to the door (even from a gas station) is the cheezy potato that burst the camel's stomach, so to speak. Her destiny is now hastened. Eventually, every waking hour will be spent gnawing on something, looking for that satiety that never arrives. Then she will have one of her periodic moments of clarity (which she calls "anxiety attacks"), have mental images of her autopsy books haunt her at night, and we get the tearful "it's either crush my goals or die, and the last is not an option" soliloquy video that we've seen several times now, followed by a half-hearted health kick that used to average three weeks or so (with much elaborate chicanery, but at least appearances were kept up, clumsily). Then, that health kick started lasting only a week. Then, it was a three day thing, then a two day thing, then a six hour thing...Now it seldom gets past the talking stage.
Munch munch munch, where does the binge start? Where does it end? Her
whole existence is "binge", and we only see the orchestrated part of it, Sometimes a binge is worse than her videos, sometimes the video is worse, and sometimes the video is the binge. It all bleeds into one lifelong, gluttonous and psychotic rampage. And it isn't hard to deduce the rest we don't see, from what we
do see...and she herself has filled in the blanks verbally many times too.
