People with more experience and more hope of finding anybody else can bear it better. I knew I was gone in 2007. I couldn't predict all that will happen but was pretty aware I am gone. Sure, the problem started earlier, when I wasn't taught to murder women and that they're animals, but I didn't quite understand this then.
The difference is, once again, that you are/were able to meet somebody else. All I could and can meet are wild animals.
wow, emo much? I guess you're some kind of autism vampire or something.
I am. I am, for all intents and purposes, a dead man. Horse can seek to compare herself with me in front of idiots, but she knows she'd never want to trade places with me.
What is emo about this? I am forced to pay for women being cut to pieces and to never have a wife.
One stupid relationship with a random girl didn't work out. Are you so important in this world that your love life literally affected society as a whole?
You're talking about how you're the living dead just because one girl dumped you. That makes you emo.
Oh, if only it were so.
No. I am saying I am a living dead because I am living in a world due to my general situation. And TFO didn't dump me.
You're right, you dumped her. That makes your emoing even more ridiculous.
Just read this to my friend. Her response
No. You dumped her and now your "mistake" has apparently altered reality. She's moved on with her life. Proof positive that it was just a teenage thing. She doesn't matter and you just want someone to blame. Hell, I doubt she thinks of you anymore. You weren't the center of her life in the slightest.
She was serious. It's a sad state of affairs that people think nobody can do or think anything before the age of 18. That's nonsense. Girls that age were wives and mothers not that long ago.
In fact, I just told her I am afraid and don't want to commit because I feared I'd miss her. I didn't dump her, though it was close to that.
No, I was just scared I'll miss her. I didn't think that she'd cheat there or anything.
I did.
I did, a lot. It's just that she lost interest when she saw I cared.
She said she'd forgive me but didn't. She arranged 4 dates she never appeared on. She'd start contacting me when I'd back off.
How ironic, in a post calling me crazy
Except I did paddle to boat, to see there was no other shore at all.
Goddamn, you really are one thick-headed wannabe motherfucker. Nothing you went through with "TFO"("The Fatal One?" Really? That's just sad) was in any way out of the ordinary. It was likely only so traumatic to you because you have underlying psychological or psychiatric issues. Holden, I don't like you, I think you're a pretty shitty person, and I'm in fact currently experiencing a good deal of schadenfreude from reading your whining, but I feel morally obliged to tell you this one thing, just this once:
