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HickoryDickory said:
Every one has baggage. Even children have baggage. It all depends on how each individual person deals with so it doesn't get to a state where it's not emotionally healthy... You sir, are emotionally unhealthy.
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Don't forget that he earlier said he is too much baggage as well.

@Holden, you have had a lot of anger in your posts lately. When I first started talking to you, it was an actual debate. But ever since a few pages before the end of MS2, you have have been saying a lot of shit about "Niggers" and most of your posts have seem to be fueled by rage. I don't know why you feel the need to spew hatred against blacks (Men especially) but both it and this rage of yours are clear signs that something is wrong. several people have tried to convince you to get help because you really do need it. Please, for your own sake, look into getting some help.

I know he is probably ignoring me right now, so please someone copy and paste this so he can see this.
 
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@Holden, you have had a lot of anger in your posts lately. When I first started talking to you, it was an actual debate. But ever since a few pages before the end of MS2, you have have been saying a lot of shit about "Niggers" and most of your posts have seem to be fueled by rage. I don't know why you feel the need to spew hatred against blacks (Men especially) but both it and this rage of yours are clear signs that something is wrong. several people have tried to convince you to get help because you really do need it. Please, for your own sake, look into getting some help.
 
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Shoigy said:
@Holden answer me with your thoughts on Pavelic, you do have a history degree right or did you make it up.
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That's a good point Fuckbot, what do you think of the Ustase? I mean, I know you've admired the Nazis in the past, but you've been quiet on them as well as your stances towards the other balkans groups like Serbs, Montenegrins, Bosniaks, Slovenians, Roma, Turks, Bulgarians, Macedonians, and Albanians.
 
But, @Saint! You don't know the joy I had when randomly getting "beautiful nigger cows" messages! I admit, I laughed for a few minutes... And then wondered what I was doing with my life. :oops:

It's the little things, y'know?
 
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HickoryDickory said:
But, @Saint! You don't know the joy I had when randomly getting "beautiful nigger cows" messages! I admit, I laughed for a few minutes... And then wondered what I was doing with my life. :oops:

It's the little things, y'know?
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It is indeed the little things @HickoryDickory. Such as many of the ones @Holden doesn't know. Like working your ass off for months so you can rent a beautiful hotel room for the first night alone with that special someone. Sitting on the bed that night, watching crappy cable TV while eating cheap pizza and drinking cheap wine. But you can't stop from smiling at her because you know she is the love of your life and her return smile just lights up every fiber of your being.

Then after all the other things,
the sex, shower, and shower sex,
the two of you settling down to sleep and holding each other. But you don't sleep. You are too happy because of everything that has happened. Everything, even that bad things, that led to this point, have all been worth the wait. And when you do finally drift off, it is with that same cheesey smile plastered all over your face.

@HickoryDickory I truly feel sorry for @Holden when I think about how he has never had experiences like this. He knows only the pain he holds on to. I think that is why I want him to get some help. He is still young enough to actually have a life. To MAYBE get to have some of the experiences he has missed out on. But that is something he has to fight for.
 
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Saint said:
It is indeed the little things @HickoryDickory. Such as many of the ones @Holden doesn't know. Like working your ass off for months so you can rent a beautiful hotel room for the first night alone with that special someone. Sitting on the bed that night, watching crappy cable TV while eating cheap pizza and drinking cheap wine. But you can't stop from smiling at her because you know she is the love of your life and her return smile just lights up every fiber of your being.

Then after all the other things,
the sex, shower, and shower sex,
the two of you settling down to sleep and holding each other. But you don't sleep. You are too happy because of everything that has happened. Everything, even that bad things, that led to this point, have all been worth the wait. And when you do finally drift off, it is with that same cheesey smile plastered all over your face.

@HickoryDickory I truly feel sorry for @Holden when I think about how he has never had experiences like this. He knows only the pain he holds on to. I think that is why I want him to get some help. He is still young enough to actually have a life. To MAYBE get to have some of the experiences he has missed out on. But that is something he has to fight for.
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I kind of thought you were going for an erotic story about dear Marijan and I. Now I am disappoint. :(

It would be better as a slash fiction tho... @Holden and @flossman sounds like a better coupling!
 
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trombonista said:
Nah, @Holden/@ThonisSH is where it's at.
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B-but... I just finished making the book cover. (:_(
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Holden said:
You could, if you point out what they're saying wrong
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Holden said:
Just that you listen to insane people all the time without any questioning.
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Holden said:
If you want to make this argument use actual facts that try to disprove it.
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Holden said:
You're an idiot accusing me of shit in your own mind.
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Holden said:
Do you have actual evidence?
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Holden said:
As I told you, you need arguments with me. Empty phrases you can use on your idiots.
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Holden said:
How, again, am I supposed to believe you or them if you're that deranged?
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Holden said:
This is the problem with you nutjobs. You think everyone is as insane as you are.
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Holden said:
You're just spewing bs.
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Pages and pages of irony. And certain pieces omitted simply because you were just a wee bit specific in your claim.

Holden, can you go back to posting when I'm not out for the day or sleeping? It's too late for me to get into a debate with you as all the necessary points have been made, and I feel really useless just pointing out your utter lack of self-awareness.

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EDIT: @Holden I have a serious question for you man. Do you talk to your irl friends like you do to us? If one of them tells you they just got a new girlfriend, do you start telling him that she is "Chad meat" and that he needs to make her work the street for his financial gain?
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I've been down this road with him before. He'll dodge the question over and again with "clever" phrasing until you have enough to piece together that he's actually nothing like this in the real world. This will in turn prove that he knows everything he says is false and that he's an absolute coward - as if his conditions for fighting anyone from the forums didn't demonstrate this enough - a conclusion he will ignore.
 
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Owlflaps said:
@Holden, have you gotten over a teenaged girl you dumped over ten years ago?

No? Maybe you should, since it seems like the first step to admitting your problems and seeking actual professional help.
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There's nothing to get over for him. She used him to buy booze since she wasn't old enough, which Marijan interpreted as "love". lol
 
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There's nothing to get over for him. She used him to buy booze since she wasn't old enough, which Marijan interpreted as "love". lol
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I wouldn't be surprised if she thought she loved him, or at least thought having an older boyfriend was cool. (The difference between these points is negligible if you're a teenage girl.) The thing is, if she really was a teenage girl with a crush on him, he probably put her through the wringer emotionally, too, what with being super-clingy and then dumping her. But of course, it's only Holden's pain that matters.
 
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Nara said:
I wouldn't be surprised if she thought she loved him, or at least thought having an older boyfriend was cool. The thing is, if she really was a teenage girl with a crush on him, he probably put her through the wringer emotionally, too, what with being super-clingy and then dumping her. But of course, it's only Holden's pain that matters.
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You know, when I picture Holden, I keep thinking of a more psychotic, dumber version of Billy from "Six Feet Under".
 
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flossman said:
This point was especially driven home to me when he claimed the "sickest thing" I've ever posted is that she was likely being sarcastic about marriage.
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And she likely was. You cannot rely on what a 16 year old says about their feelings, they are only just beginning to experience those feelings and learning how to manage those feelings. All these new feelings seem like such big things at the time, but with age, experience and time the person is able to put those feelings into the appropriate perspective. At least, that's how the majority of people work. They learn and move forward and don't get hung up on what some teenager did to them years and years ago.
 
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@Holden tried to message me on here (again).
This is what he has to say...for some reason he wants it in a message, not on the forum. Don't know why.
Holden said:
Something I forgot to say - you trading places with me isn't you being alone and happy. That's not being in my position.

You trading places with me is being alone and suffering immensely, while knowing you are expected to fund women being killed and raped.
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All I can say is this. Holden, your misery is self inflicted. No one is inflicting this suffering on you.
People are alone. It happens. Whether or not you can deal with it and be happy by yourself is your own choosing.

I feel like Holden is one of those people that hates being alone because he hates himself. He probably annoys himself for being so weak and useless. He's so sad because he can't understand why no one else will fill this hole in his life....not even considering that he can fill that hole himself if he just tries.

Switching places with you would not make you happy Holden. Because you would still have the midset you have now. Switching places infers that you are keeping your brain while going into someone else's body or scenario (with your own mindset).

So, if I HAD to switch places with your; I'd be ok. Because my mindset is that I'm ok with being alone. I don't need someone else to make me happy. Sure, I'd love to have a partner, but I'm not killing myself over it..... and to be honest, as a guy, I'd probably have a lot more female lover options than I do as a woman. So maybe it would be a plus.
 
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