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Now in the opinion of the CoS I'm what you would call a 'Degraded Being.' Which is true. I've been so fucked up by psychiatry I will never be able to actually board the Bridge to Total Freedom due to having Sex Issue, Death Issue, and I believe what is called Fixation Issue. So I've taken it upon myself to expose psychiatry for what it really is: The chemical lobotomy. I've been chemically lobotomized. There's no hope for me to ever live a normal life now that I can't function off the meds. Also I can't repress the memories of my sexual abuse anymore but have also become Extroverted. Because of my abuse I was always at a baseline Tone on the Tone Scale of 1.1 (Covert Hostility) so I was a PTS (Potential Trouble Source) but the reason I was a 1.1 to begin with was because I was born a man and had a botched circumcision job and that Engram is going to be with me for the rest of my life along with other Engrams of unspeakable abuse. That's why my personality test came out as Dangerous and Irresponsible in 2009. Then my life changed when I overdosed on a drug called Blue Maya (a type of K2) and I was legally dead for a few minutes and saw Hell. I didn't see the Virgin Mary or Jesus or anything. All I saw was green fire and heard demonic voices. I asked them "am I dead?" and they screamed "WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE!?" and I felt them dragging me down - but I resisted.
But having experienced actual death I would forever be below Tone 0. The Negative Tones. That's why my body has been falling apart since 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. I died in 2010. I'm someone whose not supposed to be here. I myself, am a Looper. I've just completed my loop to a new body. One that I'll know how to take care of. That's how you do it. That's how you cheat death. You go troon. If you're already part of the 41% statistic - it works in reverse. That's why you learn everything in forwards and reverse. And in going troon I too have denied myself entry into Heaven so I can follow Hubbard to where he is: The 10th Dynamic. The 9th Dynamic is Death. The 10th Dynamic is what truly lies beyond. I am a Witness. I have Witnessed the 10th Dynamic: The Abyss. That's where Hubbard is. That's where the other one is too. The one whom Aleister Crowley called Lam. Or as he is known by another name: Aiwass.
Because I have also seen Aiwass. Scientologists call him by a different name though. You know what his name is. Don't even try and be cute about it, this shit is real. No one can deny anymore that the UFO phenomenon is real. I have memories of my abduction and various chip implants done by both humans and 'visitors.' My latest chip is the one they put in my head at Monmouth Medical Center before Christmas when they gave me the deep nose needle COVID test. That was my Christmas gift this year - the Mark of the fucking Beast. But because I didn't consent: I overcame it. I overcame the Mark of the Beast. The COVID vaccine or the 5G can no longer harm me. I'm still probably a solid 1.1 on the Tone Scale though.