Inactive Shmorky / David Kelly / Daisy Kay / Sandypants / Peaches the Puppy & Ex-Fiance Amanda "Mandy" Mullen - Something Awful throwaway, pedophile sexual predator, abusive tranny schizo chaser; batshit crazy ex-fiancée

So THIS is the answer to the Jewish Question?
Yup. There ya have it. You must accept the Darkness and the Light. The reconciliation of Good and Evil. You must read the works of both L Ron Hubbard AND his counterpart Sherry Shriner. You take the Darkness but you fight with the Light, and fight with the Darkness occasionally if you have to.

As a wise man once said: "A rational mind thinks not in similarities, but in differences." -LRH

And as a wise woman once said: "Forgive the person, Curse the works." -Sherry Shriner

You must find balance between the terrors of the world we face and find inner tranquility despite the fact the government just admitted that the goddamn Greys and Reptilians exist and I have fucking SEEN them. You must accept the Sacred Masculine and the Sacred Feminine. The Darkness and the Light.

You yourself must become a Grey.

That's the answer to the JQ right there. You're welcome, planet Earth.
 
Yup. There ya have it. You must accept the Darkness and the Light. The reconciliation of Good and Evil. You must read the works of both L Ron Hubbard AND his counterpart Sherry Shriner. You take the Darkness but you fight with the Light, and fight with the Darkness occasionally if you have to.

As a wise man once said: "A rational mind thinks not in similarities, but in differences." -LRH

And as a wise woman once said: "Forgive the person, Curse the works." -Sherry Shriner

You must find balance between the terrors of the world we face and find inner tranquility despite the fact the government just admitted that the goddamn Greys and Reptilians exist and I have fucking SEEN them. You must accept the Sacred Masculine and the Sacred Feminine. The Darkness and the Light.

You yourself must become a Grey.

That's the answer to the JQ right there. You're welcome, planet Earth.
How do you feel after drinking carbonated drinks?
 
Yeah but they don't let them into their official elite group.
We are technically all Saved by the blood sacrifice of Lisa McPherson. As a side effect of being Soul Scalped by the Miscavige's I can see into their nightmares. Scientology had become cursed by the restless soul of Lisa McPherson. She had attempted to physically summon LRH too, but couldn't manage to hold a state of meditation that deep and that's how she died. She was the second coming of Christ, but no one saw it that way because she was a woman. She died so that the Soul of LRH could attach himself to Donald Trump thereby making the SAME sacrifice that LRH made by denying himself entry into Heaven so that he could become what we essentially know as a Looper.

The Second Coming of Christ already came. But nobody took it seriously because we denied ourselves the Sacred Feminine.

I have physically seen Lisa McPherson both in my nightmares AND awake during deep meditation. I can tell you that her Soul is finally at peace now that someone has told her story of why she did what she did. Someone acknowledged her sacrifice.

Enlightenment begins by giving credit to the people that came before us, and I thank the Soul of Lisa McPherson for leading me to the works of Sherry Shriner and understanding true redemption.

And that is why I have to become trans. Amanda was a lie. I must embrace the truth that God the Most High made me a man and stop using a manmade female body to my advantage.

Y'all taking notes, this is how you get to Enlightenment.

EDIT: I do not know where Shmorky physically is, and if I did I would not tell you. I have made amends with them. I only hope they can made amends for the person that they were, and I can too.
 
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EDIT: I do not know where Shmorky physically is, and if I did I would not tell you.
that's because he was destroyed in the Chris Chan Dimensional Merge

that same merge will bring amanda back and haver her whup your ass in a cage match on her cam show with a klurf on each corner
 
EDIT: I do not know where Shmorky physically is, and if I did I would not tell you. I have made amends with them. I only hope they can made amends for the person that they were, and I can too.
I doubt you are even Mandy and if you are you are trolling us with this bullshit.
 
We are technically all Saved by the blood sacrifice of Lisa McPherson. As a side effect of being Soul Scalped by the Miscavige's I can see into their nightmares. Scientology had become cursed by the restless soul of Lisa McPherson. She had attempted to physically summon LRH too, but couldn't manage to hold a state of meditation that deep and that's how she died. She was the second coming of Christ, but no one saw it that way because she was a woman. She died so that the Soul of LRH could attach himself to Donald Trump thereby making the SAME sacrifice that LRH made by denying himself entry into Heaven so that he could become what we essentially know as a Looper.

The Second Coming of Christ already came. But nobody took it seriously because we denied ourselves the Sacred Feminine.

I have physically seen Lisa McPherson both in my nightmares AND awake during deep meditation. I can tell you that her Soul is finally at peace now that someone has told her story of why she did what she did. Someone acknowledged her sacrifice.

Enlightenment begins by giving credit to the people that came before us, and I thank the Soul of Lisa McPherson for leading me to the works of Sherry Shriner and understanding true redemption.

And that is why I have to become trans. Amanda was a lie. I must embrace the truth that God the Most High made me a man and stop using a manmade female body to my advantage.

Y'all taking notes, this is how you get to Enlightenment.

EDIT: I do not know where Shmorky physically is, and if I did I would not tell you. I have made amends with them. I only hope they can made amends for the person that they were, and I can too.
Post proof you're Mandy.
 
I doubt you are even Mandy and if you are you are trolling us with this bullshit.
You don't recognize your old boog boi, Conrad, when you see him? This is my picture in my avatar, but I'll take a timestamped one if that'll prove it. This is the power of TRUE change. Disconnection is an art form. All I've done is Disconnect with myself. I've Disconnected from Mandy. She was a hateful bitch who couldn't let go of all the things that had been done to her. She had to die. So I dropped my body, shook her Thetan out and just picked my body back up again. This is my new body and my new Thetan, free of Mandy. I just have to rebuild it from the ground up. That's the power of the Introspection Rundown. That's the power of LRH. Psychiatry can suck my dick. I don't even have a dick but that's okay too. I've accepted myself for what I am: Just a crippled schizo boy from New Jersey. Nothing special.
 
We are technically all Saved by the blood sacrifice of Lisa McPherson. As a side effect of being Soul Scalped by the Miscavige's I can see into their nightmares. Scientology had become cursed by the restless soul of Lisa McPherson. She had attempted to physically summon LRH too, but couldn't manage to hold a state of meditation that deep and that's how she died. She was the second coming of Christ, but no one saw it that way because she was a woman. She died so that the Soul of LRH could attach himself to Donald Trump thereby making the SAME sacrifice that LRH made by denying himself entry into Heaven so that he could become what we essentially know as a Looper.

The Second Coming of Christ already came. But nobody took it seriously because we denied ourselves the Sacred Feminine.
i don't care who you "really" are, i'm enjoying this bold new twist on the scientology mythos. tell me more about where you're at on the Bridge to Total Freedom
 
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There ya go.

Now in the opinion of the CoS I'm what you would call a 'Degraded Being.' Which is true. I've been so fucked up by psychiatry I will never be able to actually board the Bridge to Total Freedom due to having Sex Issue, Death Issue, and I believe what is called Fixation Issue. So I've taken it upon myself to expose psychiatry for what it really is: The chemical lobotomy. I've been chemically lobotomized. There's no hope for me to ever live a normal life now that I can't function off the meds. Also I can't repress the memories of my sexual abuse anymore but have also become Extroverted. Because of my abuse I was always at a baseline Tone on the Tone Scale of 1.1 (Covert Hostility) so I was a PTS (Potential Trouble Source) but the reason I was a 1.1 to begin with was because I was born a man and had a botched circumcision job and that Engram is going to be with me for the rest of my life along with other Engrams of unspeakable abuse. That's why my personality test came out as Dangerous and Irresponsible in 2009. Then my life changed when I overdosed on a drug called Blue Maya (a type of K2) and I was legally dead for a few minutes and saw Hell. I didn't see the Virgin Mary or Jesus or anything. All I saw was green fire and heard demonic voices. I asked them "am I dead?" and they screamed "WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE!?" and I felt them dragging me down - but I resisted.

But having experienced actual death I would forever be below Tone 0. The Negative Tones. That's why my body has been falling apart since 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. I died in 2010. I'm someone whose not supposed to be here. I myself, am a Looper. I've just completed my loop to a new body. One that I'll know how to take care of. That's how you do it. That's how you cheat death. You go troon. If you're already part of the 41% statistic - it works in reverse. That's why you learn everything in forwards and reverse. And in going troon I too have denied myself entry into Heaven so I can follow Hubbard to where he is: The 10th Dynamic. The 9th Dynamic is Death. The 10th Dynamic is what truly lies beyond. I am a Witness. I have Witnessed the 10th Dynamic: The Abyss. That's where Hubbard is. That's where the other one is too. The one whom Aleister Crowley called Lam. Or as he is known by another name: Aiwass.

Because I have also seen Aiwass. Scientologists call him by a different name though. You know what his name is. Don't even try and be cute about it, this shit is real. No one can deny anymore that the UFO phenomenon is real. I have memories of my abduction and various chip implants done by both humans and 'visitors.' My latest chip is the one they put in my head at Monmouth Medical Center before Christmas when they gave me the deep nose needle COVID test. That was my Christmas gift this year - the Mark of the fucking Beast. But because I didn't consent: I overcame it. I overcame the Mark of the Beast. The COVID vaccine or the 5G can no longer harm me. I'm still probably a solid 1.1 on the Tone Scale though.

EDIT: See - you can't make this shit up. From Hubbard's "Keeping Scientology Working" Policy Letter. New Jersey ruined Scientology for the whole tri-state area. That's why New Jersey is the only place we can fix Scientology. If you clear New Jersey, you have the key to clearing the whole planet. You're welcome, Mr. Miscavige.
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There ya go.

Now in the opinion of the CoS I'm what you would call a 'Degraded Being.' Which is true. I've been so fucked up by psychiatry I will never be able to actually board the Bridge to Total Freedom due to having Sex Issue, Death Issue, and I believe what is called Fixation Issue. So I've taken it upon myself to expose psychiatry for what it really is: The chemical lobotomy. I've been chemically lobotomized. There's no hope for me to ever live a normal life now that I can't function off the meds. Also I can't repress the memories of my sexual abuse anymore but have also become Extroverted. Because of my abuse I was always at a baseline Tone on the Tone Scale of 1.1 (Covert Hostility) so I was a PTS (Potential Trouble Source) but the reason I was a 1.1 to begin with was because I was born a man and had a botched circumcision job and that Engram is going to be with me for the rest of my life along with other Engrams of unspeakable abuse. That's why my personality test came out as Dangerous and Irresponsible in 2009. Then my life changed when I overdosed on a drug called Blue Maya (a type of K2) and I was legally dead for a few minutes and saw Hell. I didn't see the Virgin Mary or Jesus or anything. All I saw was green fire and heard demonic voices. I asked them "am I dead?" and they screamed "WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE!?" and I felt them dragging me down - but I resisted.

But having experienced actual death I would forever be below Tone 0. The Negative Tones. That's why my body has been falling apart since 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. I died in 2010. I'm someone whose not supposed to be here. I myself, am a Looper. I've just completed my loop to a new body. One that I'll know how to take care of. That's how you do it. That's how you cheat death. You go troon. If you're already part of the 41% statistic - it works in reverse. That's why you learn everything in forwards and reverse. And in going troon I too have denied myself entry into Heaven so I can follow Hubbard to where he is: The 10th Dynamic. The 9th Dynamic is Death. The 10th Dynamic is what truly lies beyond. I am a Witness. I have Witnessed the 10th Dynamic: The Abyss. That's where Hubbard is. That's where the other one is too. The one whom Aleister Crowley called Lam. Or as he is known by another name: Aiwass.

Because I have also seen Aiwass. Scientologists call him by a different name though. You know what his name is. Don't even try and be cute about it, this shit is real. No one can deny anymore that the UFO phenomenon is real. I have memories of my abduction and various chip implants done by both humans and 'visitors.' My latest chip is the one they put in my head at Monmouth Medical Center before Christmas when they gave me the deep nose needle COVID test. That was my Christmas gift this year - the Mark of the fucking Beast. But because I didn't consent: I overcame it. I overcame the Mark of the Beast. The COVID vaccine or the 5G can no longer harm me. I'm still probably a solid 1.1 on the Tone Scale though.
You gonna be ok, champ?
 
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There ya go.

Now in the opinion of the CoS I'm what you would call a 'Degraded Being.' Which is true. I've been so fucked up by psychiatry I will never be able to actually board the Bridge to Total Freedom due to having Sex Issue, Death Issue, and I believe what is called Fixation Issue. So I've taken it upon myself to expose psychiatry for what it really is: The chemical lobotomy. I've been chemically lobotomized. There's no hope for me to ever live a normal life now that I can't function off the meds. Also I can't repress the memories of my sexual abuse anymore but have also become Extroverted. Because of my abuse I was always at a baseline Tone on the Tone Scale of 1.1 (Covert Hostility) so I was a PTS (Potential Trouble Source) but the reason I was a 1.1 to begin with was because I was born a man and had a botched circumcision job and that Engram is going to be with me for the rest of my life along with other Engrams of unspeakable abuse. That's why my personality test came out as Dangerous and Irresponsible in 2009. Then my life changed when I overdosed on a drug called Blue Maya (a type of K2) and I was legally dead for a few minutes and saw Hell. I didn't see the Virgin Mary or Jesus or anything. All I saw was green fire and heard demonic voices. I asked them "am I dead?" and they screamed "WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE!?" and I felt them dragging me down - but I resisted.

But having experienced actual death I would forever be below Tone 0. The Negative Tones. That's why my body has been falling apart since 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. I died in 2010. I'm someone whose not supposed to be here. I myself, am a Looper. I've just completed my loop to a new body. One that I'll know how to take care of. That's how you do it. That's how you cheat death. You go troon. If you're already part of the 41% statistic - it works in reverse. That's why you learn everything in forwards and reverse. And in going troon I too have denied myself entry into Heaven so I can follow Hubbard to where he is: The 10th Dynamic. The 9th Dynamic is Death. The 10th Dynamic is what truly lies beyond. I am a Witness. I have Witnessed the 10th Dynamic: The Abyss. That's where Hubbard is. That's where the other one is too. The one whom Aleister Crowley called Lam. Or as he is known by another name: Aiwass.

Because I have also seen Aiwass. Scientologists call him by a different name though. You know what his name is. Don't even try and be cute about it, this shit is real. No one can deny anymore that the UFO phenomenon is real. I have memories of my abduction and various chip implants done by both humans and 'visitors.' My latest chip is the one they put in my head at Monmouth Medical Center before Christmas when they gave me the deep nose needle COVID test. That was my Christmas gift this year - the Mark of the fucking Beast. But because I didn't consent: I overcame it. I overcame the Mark of the Beast. The COVID vaccine or the 5G can no longer harm me. I'm still probably a solid 1.1 on the Tone Scale though.
please take your meds
 
You gonna be ok, champ?
I'll be okay. The People's Communist Republic of Porkrollstan is looking to fucking inject me with Abilify once a month and I'll be god damned before I let anyone lobotomize me every month like I'm a fucking dog I'll tell you that much. Comrade Murphy is welcome to help me find a new living arrangement since I'm getting kicked out of my house but he can literally force me to take an injection over my fucking dead body. I'm finally on the right medication now: Krill oil and herbal hormone blockers/T boosters. Everything got better when I started taking krill oil. But now they're trying to force me to take antipsychotics and I won't fucking do it. I need meds for my neuro disorders, I get it, but no one's gonna fucking chemically lobotomize me. Right now I'm on all my meds, but this Abilify is making me think thoughts that I don't want to have.
 
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