IRL Incels

Sped Xing said:
Try it. It's good practice. Talking to anyone you don't know can be intimidating, and when you're used to thinking you're not wanted, your brain will make up reasons to keep to yourself. Everyone has those feelings, not just autismos.

You seem like a decent enough puzzle piece. You'll find your way. Let's get back to making fun of our newfren with all the tophats.
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Idk, I've been a quote en quote incel since I was around 15 or 16. I'm 19 now. So that's about 4 years of this fucked up poisonous mindset. I'm only starting to come out of it now but even then it's hard, and I have moments where I relapse straight back into it. This shit is drugs seriously, this is the zoomer verison of heroin and crack cocaine. To an outsider it's comedy, but it's really scary shit and it needs to be taken seriously. I can't make fun of kek because it's just not funny to me. IMO the stuff he says is the dead opposite of funny, it's downright scary and it makes me very nervous and anxious to read. Idk if I can do it, there's a chance that some of the pieces to this puzzle are broken or lost forever? Maybe some people don't deserve to be helped. I always ask myself if I'm an evil person and do I really deserve love? I mean IDK. I feel like I'm trapped in a giant hole, there's a shovel next to me, but I'm suffering from dementia and I've forgotten what a shovel is. So I just flop the shovel around not knowing what the fuck to do, and one of these days I'm gonna throw the shovel out of the hole.
 
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Readhed said:
And how do you know that? You can still enjoy their company and friendship and be interested in getting pussy. One does not cancel the other out.

I'd be flattered that he feels that way about me, but I'd politely tell him no and that I am straight. I wouldn't ghost him from my life like some whiney stuck up bitchy bitch.
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Personally I've never ghosted any dude who was interested in me like that that I turned down. I can kinda see why some women would though for reasons other than maliciousness. Women are taught from an early age that every dude is looking to rapemurder them, so I can see why a woman would ghost a dude out of paranoia of rapemurder.
 
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Facial Skin Coloration Affects Perceived Health of Human Faces

Numerous researchers have examined the effects of skin condition, including texture and color, on the perception of health, age, and attractiveness in human faces. They have focused on facial color distribution, homogeneity of pigmentation, or skin quality. We here investigate the role of...
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Android raptor said:
Personally I've never ghosted any dude who was interested in me like that that I turned down. I can kinda see why some women would though for reasons other than maliciousness. Women are taught from an early age that every dude is looking to rapemurder them, so I can see why a woman would ghost a dude out of paranoia of rapemurder.
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I mean I did make a piss poor attempt to ask a girl out once in like freshman year and she rejected me pretty hard. I wasn't really her friend though. And she didn't completely ghost me (not that there was anything to really ghost from in the first place) she did occasionally talk to me but clearly wanted to stay away from me. I had crushes on other girls but was way too nervous to ask them out because it felt like they were way out of my league. I wish at the very least I gave it a shot, even if I got rejected there would atleast be some closeure.

After highschool there was basically no venue for me to meet anybody. And the virus was basically like a nail in the coffin, I was already an introverted weirdo who never left the house since freshman year, so the virus just cemented me to stay in more. I do exercise in the summer but in terms of social stuff it's been an absolute zero and dead end. I remember back in like 10th grade I used to unironically listen to Chris Chan's virgin with rage, watch Elliot Rodger's videos and that Columbine Zero hour doc, and I was like......Man, this is the shit, it doesn't get any realer than this. I was enamored with the whole incel/edgy kid culture from that point forward, finally I started to get out of it and it's really fucking scary to look back at my 16 year old self and think, holy shit, I used to unironically think that shit.

Now I still feel that way but I can at least look at it and see how utterly fucking broken, warped, and toxic that mindset is. Does that mean I'll fix myself, who knows, perhaps the damage is already done, and I might end up just pulling an hero if I eventually cant take the bullshit in life anymore. Who knows. Everything is filled with a sense of dread, confusion, and uncertainty for the future.
 
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Readhed said:
Idk, I've been a quote en quote incel since I was around 15 or 16. I'm 19 now. So that's about 4 years of this fucked up poisonous mindset. I'm only starting to come out of it now but even then it's hard, and I have moments where I relapse straight back into it. This shit is drugs seriously, this is the zoomer verison of heroin and crack cocaine. To an outsider it's comedy, but it's really scary shit and it needs to be taken seriously. I can't make fun of kek because it's just not funny to me. IMO the stuff he says is the dead opposite of funny, it's downright scary and it makes me very nervous and anxious to read. Idk if I can do it, there's a chance that some of the pieces to this puzzle are broken or lost forever? Maybe some people don't deserve to be helped. I always ask myself if I'm an evil person and do I really deserve love? I mean IDK. I feel like I'm trapped in a giant hole, there's a shovel next to me, but I'm suffering from dementia and I've forgotten what a shovel is. So I just flop the shovel around not knowing what the fuck to do, and one of these days I'm gonna throw the shovel out of the hole.
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I advise you to start drinking heavily.
 
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kekofthebest said:
link.springer.com

Facial Skin Coloration Affects Perceived Health of Human Faces

Numerous researchers have examined the effects of skin condition, including texture and color, on the perception of health, age, and attractiveness in human faces. They have focused on facial color distribution, homogeneity of pigmentation, or skin quality. We here investigate the role of...
link.springer.com link.springer.com
https://www.livescience.com/5860-attractiveness-based-partly-skin-color.html
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You've posted some stuff that seems more appropriate in a screed about white privilege, a study confirming conventional wisdom about online dating, a graph confirming that people aren't attracted to unattractive people, and a dumb meme.

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I mean I did make a piss poor attempt to ask a girl out once in like freshman year and she rejected me pretty hard. I wasn't really her friend though. And she didn't completely ghost me (not that there was anything to really ghost from in the first place) she did occasionally talk to me but clearly wanted to stay away from me. I had crushes on other girls but was way too nervous to ask them out because it felt like they were way out of my league. I wish at the very least I gave it a shot, even if I got rejected there would atleast be some closeure.

After highschool there was basically no venue for me to meet anybody. And the virus was basically like a nail in the coffin, I was already an introverted weirdo who never left the house since freshman year, so the virus just cemented me to stay in more. I do exercise in the summer but in terms of social stuff it's been an absolute zero and dead end. I remember back in like 10th grade I used to unironically listen to Chris Chan's virgin with rage, watch Elliot Rodger's videos and that Columbine Zero hour doc, and I was like......Man, this is the shit, it doesn't get any realer than this. I was enamored with the whole incel/edgy kid culture from that point forward, finally I started to get out of it and it's really fucking scary to look back at my 16 year old self and think, holy shit, I used to unironically think that shit.

Now I still feel that way but I can at least look at it and see how utterly fucking broken, warped, and toxic that mindset is. Does that mean I'll fix myself, who knows, perhaps the damage is already done, and I might end up just pulling an hero if I eventually cant take the bullshit in life anymore. Who knows. Everything is filled with a sense of dread, confusion, and uncertainty for the future.
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Look @ Chris Chan, shit could be worse. Things do change, if you make a change, even the slightest change. Find something you love and just work at it and dive into it more. Find some people IRL or Online that dig the same thing and bounce from that. Life seems like a massive looming tombstone but really it isn't. It can be fun as fuck with a couple of friends, some dreams and a little bit of direction!
 
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Look @ Chris Chan, shit could be worse. Things do change, if you make a change, even the slightest change. Find something you love and just work at it and dive into it more. Find some people IRL or Online that dig the same thing and bounce from that. Life seems like a massive looming tombstone but really it isn't. It can be fun as fuck with a couple of friends, some dreams and a little bit of direction!
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I'm not too far off from Chris Chan considering I grew up in a similar household. Spend the entirety of my life on the internet and playing vidya, probably have some form of autism too. The only difference between me and (Classic) Chris is that I don't draw crayon comics and I'm not fat. If you compare everything else, we're pretty much identical.
 
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Readhed said:
I'm not too far off from Chris Chan considering I grew up in a similar household. Spend the entirety of my life on the internet and playing vidya, probably have some form of autism too. The only difference between me and (Classic) Chris is that I don't draw crayon comics and I'm not fat. If you compare everything else, we're pretty much identical.
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Well, why don't you starting from tomorrow stop playing the video games and go outside for 30 mins instead... anything can happen in those 30 mins and yeah your life could change just from that tiny thing. You are aware of the issues, so you can fix them. It's the fuckers that don't know, they can't be saved.

Also maybe turn off the computer and read some books instead. Swap it up with more "roots" based things like nature and physical books, your mind set will change big time!

The internet makes life seem scary, it's not scary at all.
 
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President Jeb Bush said:
Well, why don't you starting from tomorrow stop playing the video games and go outside for 30 mins instead... anything can happen in those 30 mins and yeah your life could change just from that tiny thing. You are aware of the issues, so you can fix them. It's the fuckers that don't know, they can't be saved.

Also maybe turn off the computer and read some books instead. Swap it up with more "roots" based things like nature and physical books, your mind set will change big time!

The internet makes life seem scary, it's not scary at all.
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I mean, that's what I really SHOULD do. But, knowing me that's probably not what I will do. I always find a way to fuckup the simplest of things and obligations. But perhaps when the weather gets better I'll give it a go. I do study natural science like evolution and whatnot but that doesn't really change my mindset or make me feel better. But, idk if that's what you mean by physical books. You did say books after all.

It seems very scary. Very super horrifying scary and sometimes it seems so scary that it's not worth living. Like a curse.
 
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I mean, that's what I really SHOULD do. But, knowing me that's probably not what I will do. I always find a way to fuckup the simplest of things and obligations. But perhaps when the weather gets better I'll give it a go. I do study natural science like evolution and whatnot but that doesn't really change my mindset or make me feel better. But, idk if that's what you mean by physical books. You did say books after all.

It seems very scary. Very super horrifying scary and sometimes it seems so scary that it's not worth living. Like a curse.
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It's good you already read some stuff. try reading anything, even fiction, it's all a different perspective that doesn't involve staring at a screen for hours...

Does life seem scary to you based on actual experiences you've had? or is it from this narrow POV of the internet?

If it's the former, that is valid and you'd need to speak with a therapist. If it's the latter.. well, you need to just realize the internet is basically bullshit and full of sensationalism!
 
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It's good you already read some stuff. try reading anything, even fiction, it's all a different perspective that doesn't involve staring at a screen for hours...
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Yep I read about fiction and wikis and shit. Occasionally I dive into political stuff but I don't delve too deep and mostly stay neutral.
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Does life seem scary to you based on actual experiences you've had? or is it from this narrow POV of the internet?
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Combination of both. I'd say I used the internet to escape past trauma, but it ended up being like salt on an open wound and just making the problem worse, as it gave me a violent ideology to relate with and justify some victimhood mentality, as well as overall being an edgy cunt.

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If it's the former, that is valid and you'd need to speak with a therapist.
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I should but, like I said, I'm not really good at facing obligations, needs, and reality.
 
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Readhed said:
I drank on holidays and every single time I end up having too many and vomiting and spending 2 hours sitting in the shower wanting to kill myself. What the fuck is that going to help?
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You need to practice every day.

The powerleveling pity party is really dull. I want more @kekofthebest lunacy.

Hey Kek, what's your opinion on age of consent laws?
 
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