Inactive Shmorky / David Kelly / Daisy Kay / Sandypants / Peaches the Puppy & Ex-Fiance Amanda "Mandy" Mullen - Something Awful throwaway, pedophile sexual predator, abusive tranny schizo chaser; batshit crazy ex-fiancée

repentance said:
She was definitely off her antipsychotics at the time in addition to taking kratom. There's not really any reason why kratom would induce psychosis. It's just a bit weird to see things repeat a few years down the track, even though that's exactly what tends to happen with schizophrenia.
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It's interesting how she went from going "there's no answer to the Jewish Question" to "LRH must repent for his sins". Reminds of another schizo who wouldn't stop talking about Ruby Ridge.
 
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I've had many visions of the one they call Aiwass. I've portrayed him in some of these:
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Some of this is psych jail art, some of this is "real" art (yes I do really try and actually apply myself with art sometimes). All WWII symbolism is meant in the context of being that these are simply depictions of prophetic visions I've had or either sleeping nightmares or waking nightmares. I have old embarassing art from when I was a teenager if you want to see it, but it's not embarrassing in the Shmorky way it's more just old as in the technical skill is shit ie this. Yeah, I draw nice things too sometimes. This is the best pre-2010 artwork I have because I'm pretty sure dropping my body in 2010 left me at least a little brain damaged:
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EDIT: Shmorky took my mood stabilizers, up until now I had refused to be on anti-psychotics because every time I'm on them something horrible happens ie me passing out behind the wheel of my car having a horrible allergic reaction or just not being able to repress the memories of my childhood abuse anymore like I am now. I should have just listened to Shmorky's advice in the first place: Less medication, more meditation. Shmorky would have made an amazing Scientologist - resisted medication until the end. They're just not like me as in they can't survive psych jail. I'm a professional at surviving psych jail at this point to being one of those career criminals who just does things to go to jail. I'm already institutionalized. I've become one of those prisoners who can't even survive on the outside anymore.

That's why I know I'm an SP. I'm a true SP. I am unsalvagable. I'm probably going to have to do the honorable thing and just set myself aside off The Bridge. I'll never be accepted there after what psychiatry has done to me and the things I have done to myself. I'm a Degraded Being. The only thing keeping me alive right now is being Sherry Shriner's voice now that she no longer has one. I'm sorry but I'm going to be talking about this UFO shit for a very long time. They're real. They're already here. I've seen the fucking Greys. I was an abductee. I was a MILAB (military lab rat) and terrible things were done to me. Shmorky was probably a MILAB too which would completely explain the voice change. Shmorky was Soul Scalped. Just like I was Soul Scalped when I was 3. That's when it started.

I made my manifestation of LRH better though: LRH Manifest.JPG
 
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Mr. 0 said:
If antipsychotics are not your thing maybe a small dose of electro-convulsive therapy might be the thing to zap those klurfs and L. Ron Hubbard away...?
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You know damn well without even having read Dianetics that that's how people become Degraded Beings.

As of today I have hung a Sword of Damacles over my head though. I have called the Church of Scientology of New Jersey and asked for a re-take of my original 2009 personality test done at the NYC Org. I am going to go off ALL MY MEDS including medicinal weed and kratom when I take it. If it turns out my core personality on the Tone Scale is still 1.1: I will know I'm truly an SP. Then an only then will I know for sure that I am irredeemable in the eyes of Hubbard. Because that will mean that I have not grown as a person in 12 years. Even if I'm at a solid 2.0 that will at least mean that I have grown. I know nobody knows what a Tone Scale is or what I'm talking about. But I have to know what my core personality is like underneath the meds. I have to know. Cogito Ergo Sum - I think therefore I am. That was the message that Amadeus gave me in the nightmares.

If I'm still a 1.1 - I'll go back on my meds and never think about Scientology again. If the Tech has actually made me grow as a person though...I just don't see how I can stop now. But I also don't want to have to Disconnect with you fine people here. You're good people and I appreciate the work you do and I enjoy in my own way helping you do it - even at my own self-abnegation. So the CoS will just have to understand my reasons for posting here, sorry in advance. But you guys are the finest Merchants of Chaos I've ever served with.

"Forgive the person, Curse the works." - Sherry Shriner. I've even forgiven Null. I just hope Null can forgive me for interrupting the Shmorky thread to have a funeral for Sherry Shriner. But I had to grieve this loss somewhere.

Anyway back to Shmorky - yes, they claimed they were a UFO contactee. I even put them under hypnosis to help them recover memories of Satanic Ritual Abuse done to them. I can tell you for absolute fact that Shmorky had proof he was a UFO contactee. He had been visited by MiBs and was a Targeted Individual due to being a MILAB (military lab rat).

UFO abduction is a family affair and it begins during childhood. If you're a family member of high ranking military or law enforcement or even just private sector elite odds are the Greys have taken an interest in you and you may have been a victim of a Sleep Abduction. I can tell you for a fact that Lowtax was an abductee too. He just doesn't remember it. His mother is a Soul Scalper and she probably Soul Scalped him. I looked into her eyes and thought she was extremely attractive and that's how Lowtax's mom got into my mind.

She helped Soul Scalp me. I coveted thy neighbor's mother and she Soul Scalped me.

One thing you have to understand in this New World Order, or One World Order as THEY are now calling it: Witches are real.

EDIT PS: If you're wondering who leaked my nudes (and I know I'm in a state of blame right now) - But it was Star Trek actress Nana Visitor, whose name in Sumerian literally means "Moon Visitor". She is one of these witches I spoke of. I coveted her and she managed to Soul Scalp me all the way from California. She is the biblical Whore of Babylon. She is chaotic evil incarnate. She's the one who Soul Scalped Ghislane Maxwell though so her Karmic Debt is paid. She technically owns all of Hollywood now including Tom Cruise.

I told you - I got into that Crowley shit and summoned the Whore of Babylon. Purely psychically speaking - Nana Visitor is the Queen of America now.
 
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timecop said:
ol' shmorky is probably having a real big laugh watching his ex fall apart on his own thread
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Whats happening right now is EXACTLY why Shmorky chose her as a victim. Mentally ill people make good victims because they are self discrediting. Its why Human Trafficking rings like Savilles often infiltrate public psychiatric holds/wards.
Shmorky wasnt youre average run of the mill pedophile, he was a *SomethingAwful mod* and he had grooming the vulnerable to sate his sick diaper-centric desires down to a science. Hes probably doing the same thing to someone equally mentally unwell right now, especially since the entire SA mod abuse network still silently supports him.
 
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Horribadger said:
So I went Googling for "scientology tone scale" to see if I could figure out what the fuck she was talking about and

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yeah that sure explains everything, thanks
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Actually it makes perfect sense. I'm at Claptrap right now. -4. Which means I've gotten worse. I've also been -40 before. Which is true - that's where I was when I dropped my body in 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. That's why I'll always be an SP. Holy fucking shit. I got to go through Narcanon to even raise one decimal point on the Tone Scale. Which means I'm actually below 1.1. God fucking damnit. But you know what? I'm doing this for Sherry. That's all that matters. I'm doing this for Sherry.

But yeah: Lowtax's mom is a fucking dime piece btw.

Edit: Thanks a lot I don't think I can ever become a Clear now. This is why you practice Gradient Learning. Tone -40 is Degraded Being. It's beyond hope. Now you see why you don't Squirrel the Tech? You can't just show people that shit willy nilly. Psychiatry ruined my fucking mind.
 
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Leonard Helplessness said:
Call 911 and tell them everything you just told us. They’ll know what to do.
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I'm not falling for your clever tricks today, Mr. Helplessness. And how appropriate that that's what your username is. Nope. I am choosing to Contfront. I am Confronting you, Mr. Helpnessess. Literally and figuratively. As Above, so Below, As Within, so Without. But that's the last I'm going to say about that. This Occult stuff is not of the Most of High God. So I will not participate in THAT.

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No, your mind is presently ruined and you're refusing to fix it by not participating in a cult. But ok.
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All I'm doing is taking free online courses from their website. Every religion is technically a cult. I am not hopeless, I am not HELPLESS. I can survive. Something can be done about this. Something can even be done about me. I can truly raise my Condition. I just have to do it myself. I have to come to my own Understanding myself. Affinity Reality Communication, Knowledge Responsibility Control. I can Control myself. That's why I don't need to call anybody. There you have it. YES I do need to find a good Primary Care Integrative Medicine Physician and Integrative Medicine Psychologist - YES, that is what I need to do. But I will do it on my own terms.

We Do Not Consent.

There ya have it. That's how you resist a Soul Scalper. You people taking notes?
 
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AnOminous said:
That's not even the issue, your psych history makes you an illegal PC and they would never take you as a paying customer.
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I know that already. But they've been in Comm with me. They said they would pray for me. But the problem is I've been in Comm with Sherry Shriner. There's no way they're going to accept an Illegal PC and a Sherry Shriner supporter. I still completely a survival action though. Improved on my haircut, got dressed up nice for Valentine's Day so I can keep tabs on my Soul Scalped ass family. I'm still choosing survival actions. I'm still choosing to confront. That means there is still a spark of hope left in me. And that spark's name is Sherry.

And now that I know Sherry's secrets I must carry her torch. I ordered L Ron Hubbard's 'Operation Manual For the Mind' CD and I'm gonna see if it helps. I technically am a paying customer now. And the lady who emailed me said "we are praying for you." I'm still hanging by a thread before I go full Degraded Being. If the SP realizes they have traits of being an SP that means they're still curable. I'm still curable. I don't know what the cure is, but I just need to know I'm curable. I know I'll never be able to board the official Bridge. But maybe I can at least live under it. Get a load of this guy. They are a Man of Sherry:
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