Trainwreck ArchivistBecks / 8bitBecca / RemembrancerMx / Yonah Bex Gerber / Rebecca Marie Hernandez-Gerber - The Unhappiest Bitch on Earth. Used a Cancer Scare to Raise Money for a Disneyworld Trip. Collects Identities and Minority Labels Like They're Pokémon; Retired at 36 because of Self-Diagnosed PCOS

[Karl der Grosse]

Becky really thought she was special, that she meant something to PunningPundit. It must have come as quite a shock to discover that he'd fuck anything, that he specialized in fat frumpy internet weirdos.

 

[Falling Star]

It's going to be funny if this is the same job that was advertised as "Temporary Narrative Historian (Apex Legends)" that @melty found.
Maybe Daniel put in a word to his bosses and got them to rename it as something more important-sounding (but ultimately still the same low-level temp position).
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In other news, Becky is once again whining about how abusive Mami and Papi were. Even though she was gushing about them just a few days ago... classic BPD.


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Spoiler: Unrelated bonus lolz

 

[Lady Crow]

Isn't it because they're antibiotics, and those can be abused or harmful if taken improperly?

Antifungal but spot on with the reasoning - the pill version can affect all over your body (and be excreted out to the water system) whereas the cream is targeted to one area and is therefore considered safe for over-the-counter with low potential for misuse.

 

[melty]

I was messing around with some stuff today and found Jackson's old livejournal. He has only one friend (not Becky) and a few posts, it's old, but it's still relevant. username is at the top of the image:

Spoiler: Text

Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
12:23 am
Just needed to get this off my chest
I need to write this to hopefully calm down. I know I fucking screw up. VERY VERY OFTEN. I hate when I do. It's the reason I always break down when I do. Especially, because I hurt the one person in my life that I love with everything I have. I hate hurting her. I hate emotionally abusing her, controlling her, that she fears I may do something physically abusive to her. She is the greatest person in the world and it just kills me when I see her cry or get upset or get depressed. I want to be for her there at all times and take care of her, but I can't. I can't say the right words or just say anything for that matter. Nothing ever works correctly. I don't know why that is and I don't know how I can help it. But I want to get better and I want to change for her. I know I haven't changed in the 9 months we've been dating. I wish I knew why I haven't changed, but I just don't know. I know I love her, so why can't I change for her? Why can't I be there correctly for her?

Why is it that whenever I'm saying something that I know is true, she think that I'm lying? Or that I'm trying to hurt her purposfully? I never mean to harm her in anyway.

I hate certain things that I do. I hate that I SI. I hate that I keep saying "I don't/do _____." I hate that I keep saying "Sorry" over and over again.

I wish she could trust me when I say that she looks like she is only 130 or 131 and no more. I wish she could believe that I love her with all that I can give.


Saturday, August 26th, 2006
12:17 am
Just Here
Quick update:

Auditions going on. 3 Calls backs. 1 down, and 2 tomorrow.

I really have to become self aware with what I do or say. Everything I do backfires on me and in the process emotionally hurts Bekah. I don't mean to do it and I'm trying to change it. I do so many of the same habits that get me in trouble. I don't want to do them anymore. I want to be me, but not have those specific faults. How can I do this? How can I change? I want to make Bekah be able to trust me. I know I lost her trust (twice), but I want to win it back. I want her to respect me for everything and be able to count on me. I know she can't now, but I want her to be able to soon.

Help me out here world. Please!!


Monday, July 10th, 2006
8:35 am
Alright so I may have finally found out where I fit religiously. All thanks to Bekah and one special article on Witchvox. I think I fit into Hawai'ian paganism. So Aloha and mahalo. Now a list of books I'm looking up to hopefully help me on my way:

Hawaiian Religion & Magic by Scott Cunningham

Fundamentals of Hawaiian Mysticism by Charlotte Berney

Instant Healing : Mastering the Way of the Hawaiian Shaman Using Words, Images, Touch, and Energy by Serge Kahili King, Ph.D

The Sacred Power of Huna : Spirituality and Shamanism in Hawaii by Rima A. Morrell

Urban Shaman by Serge Kahili King, Ph.D

The Hawaiian Oracle: Animal Spirit Guides from the Land of Light bye Rima A. Morrell

Huna: A Beginner's Guide by Enid Hoffman


2:51 am
Alright
Alright I'm finally using this and will start doing so more often now.

I also found his reddit where he looks for women:

https://www.reddit.com/user/codejpg

https://www.reddit.com/r/polyamoryR4R/comments/9j6c5a/32_m4f_losangeles_part_of_polyam_marriage_looking/

r/SoCalR4R - [NSFW] 32 [M4F] - #LosAngeles - part of polyam household, looking for hopefully long term

1 vote and 0 comments so far on Reddit

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Spoiler: Text

Good afternoon!

How are you all doing on this Wednesday? I hope your week has been enjoyable so far!

I’m a 32 year old man from West Los Angeles. I’m 5’10”, 170 lbs, short brown hair, and blue green eyes. I have pics to share, once chatting.

I’m in a non-monogamous marriage, meaning we are able to have other completely equal, life long relationships. We aren’t looking for a third/unicorn, just looking for myself. Preferably I would love to find something long term, but friendships are great too.

My spouse, currently, has another partner, who also lives with us. And they are planning on doing a commitment ceremony sometime next year! Yay!

I’m attorney, currently working as a legal coordinator at an entertainment company. I’m an avid video game and board game player. I enjoy reading, singing, dancing. I’m the cook for our household and love cooking new things. I’m also a cuddle whore.

So who would be up for having a conversation and taking things from there?

Sincerely, Jackson

 

[AnOminous]

Maybe Daniel put in a word to his bosses and got them to rename it as something more important-sounding (but ultimately still the same low-level temp position).

This is looking great. This psycho is not only going to get fired, she's going to get one of the cucks fired, too, with some completely insane chimpout.

 

[Water-T]

LOL. Considering that Mami & Papi paid for you to fuck around in film school in Prague, send you money regularly, and saved you from a life of getting molested in a trailer park by a revolving door of your bio mom's boyfriends by adopting you, then yes, you DO fucking owe them something.

Quit boo hooing about them taking the door off your bathroom. It's their house, their door, their rules. That was almost 20 years ago - get over it, you histrionic cunt.

As Zoe Quinn has demonstrated, any job in gaming with "narrative" in the title really means "girl who does nothing but gargle balls for a paycheck". At least it's a job she can do under the desk while Tweeting and/or crying.

 

[Umaibae]

I love how all of Jackson’s pathetic pleas for pussy were viciously downvoted.

Also, I can’t believe he’s 34. I thought he was at least 40.

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

A high percentage of vaginal yeast infections are already resistant to fluconazole, one of the most commonly prescribed antifungal pills for the condition. There's a slew of other -azole drugs that work similarly but haven't been overused to death and don't have the same resistance issues. I think I've seen studies showing as many as 40% of yeast infections now show some resistance to diflucan (fluconazole). A lot of this is because it is OTC in many parts of the world (I believe you can get it in Mexico with the same ease that you could pick up viagra or tamiflu, similar in India). When lots of people in countries with less access to clean running water have more access to yeast infection pills, you start to get a lot of resistant fungi.

 

[Tragi-Chan]

I was messing around with some stuff today and found Jackson's old livejournal. He has only one friend (not Becky) and a few posts, it's old, but it's still relevant. username is at the top of the image:
View attachment 1984371

Spoiler: Text

Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
12:23 am
Just needed to get this off my chest
I need to write this to hopefully calm down. I know I fucking screw up. VERY VERY OFTEN. I hate when I do. It's the reason I always break down when I do. Especially, because I hurt the one person in my life that I love with everything I have. I hate hurting her. I hate emotionally abusing her, controlling her, that she fears I may do something physically abusive to her. She is the greatest person in the world and it just kills me when I see her cry or get upset or get depressed. I want to be for her there at all times and take care of her, but I can't. I can't say the right words or just say anything for that matter. Nothing ever works correctly. I don't know why that is and I don't know how I can help it. But I want to get better and I want to change for her. I know I haven't changed in the 9 months we've been dating. I wish I knew why I haven't changed, but I just don't know. I know I love her, so why can't I change for her? Why can't I be there correctly for her?

Why is it that whenever I'm saying something that I know is true, she think that I'm lying? Or that I'm trying to hurt her purposfully? I never mean to harm her in anyway.

I hate certain things that I do. I hate that I SI. I hate that I keep saying "I don't/do _____." I hate that I keep saying "Sorry" over and over again.

I wish she could trust me when I say that she looks like she is only 130 or 131 and no more. I wish she could believe that I love her with all that I can give.


Saturday, August 26th, 2006
12:17 am
Just Here
Quick update:

Auditions going on. 3 Calls backs. 1 down, and 2 tomorrow.

I really have to become self aware with what I do or say. Everything I do backfires on me and in the process emotionally hurts Bekah. I don't mean to do it and I'm trying to change it. I do so many of the same habits that get me in trouble. I don't want to do them anymore. I want to be me, but not have those specific faults. How can I do this? How can I change? I want to make Bekah be able to trust me. I know I lost her trust (twice), but I want to win it back. I want her to respect me for everything and be able to count on me. I know she can't now, but I want her to be able to soon.

Help me out here world. Please!!


Monday, July 10th, 2006
8:35 am
Alright so I may have finally found out where I fit religiously. All thanks to Bekah and one special article on Witchvox. I think I fit into Hawai'ian paganism. So Aloha and mahalo. Now a list of books I'm looking up to hopefully help me on my way:

Hawaiian Religion & Magic by Scott Cunningham

Fundamentals of Hawaiian Mysticism by Charlotte Berney

Instant Healing : Mastering the Way of the Hawaiian Shaman Using Words, Images, Touch, and Energy by Serge Kahili King, Ph.D

The Sacred Power of Huna : Spirituality and Shamanism in Hawaii by Rima A. Morrell

Urban Shaman by Serge Kahili King, Ph.D

The Hawaiian Oracle: Animal Spirit Guides from the Land of Light bye Rima A. Morrell

Huna: A Beginner's Guide by Enid Hoffman


2:51 am
Alright
Alright I'm finally using this and will start doing so more often now.

I also found his reddit where he looks for women:

https://www.reddit.com/user/codejpg

https://www.reddit.com/r/polyamoryR4R/comments/9j6c5a/32_m4f_losangeles_part_of_polyam_marriage_looking/

r/SoCalR4R - [NSFW] 32 [M4F] - #LosAngeles - part of polyam household, looking for hopefully long term

1 vote and 0 comments so far on Reddit

www.reddit.com

View attachment 1984386
View attachment 1984385

Spoiler: Text

Good afternoon!

How are you all doing on this Wednesday? I hope your week has been enjoyable so far!

I’m a 32 year old man from West Los Angeles. I’m 5’10”, 170 lbs, short brown hair, and blue green eyes. I have pics to share, once chatting.

I’m in a non-monogamous marriage, meaning we are able to have other completely equal, life long relationships. We aren’t looking for a third/unicorn, just looking for myself. Preferably I would love to find something long term, but friendships are great too.

My spouse, currently, has another partner, who also lives with us. And they are planning on doing a commitment ceremony sometime next year! Yay!

I’m attorney, currently working as a legal coordinator at an entertainment company. I’m an avid video game and board game player. I enjoy reading, singing, dancing. I’m the cook for our household and love cooking new things. I’m also a cuddle whore.

So who would be up for having a conversation and taking things from there?

Sincerely, Jackson

View attachment 1984392

That Livejournal stuff sounds like textbook abuse. Constantly reprimanded for breaking the rules, never being told what the rules are.

 

[Karl der Grosse]

It's certainly a disturbing look into their relationship dynamic.

 

[metroid_fetish]

I was messing around with some stuff today and found Jackson's old livejournal. He has only one friend (not Becky) and a few posts, it's old, but it's still relevant. username is at the top of the image:
View attachment 1984371

Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
12:23 am
Just needed to get this off my chest
I need to write this to hopefully calm down. I know I fucking screw up. VERY VERY OFTEN. I hate when I do. It's the reason I always break down when I do. Especially, because I hurt the one person in my life that I love with everything I have. I hate hurting her. I hate emotionally abusing her, controlling her, that she fears I may do something physically abusive to her. She is the greatest person in the world and it just kills me when I see her cry or get upset or get depressed. I want to be for her there at all times and take care of her, but I can't. I can't say the right words or just say anything for that matter. Nothing ever works correctly. I don't know why that is and I don't know how I can help it. But I want to get better and I want to change for her. I know I haven't changed in the 9 months we've been dating. I wish I knew why I haven't changed, but I just don't know. I know I love her, so why can't I change for her? Why can't I be there correctly for her?

Why is it that whenever I'm saying something that I know is true, she think that I'm lying? Or that I'm trying to hurt her purposfully? I never mean to harm her in anyway.

I hate certain things that I do. I hate that I SI. I hate that I keep saying "I don't/do _____." I hate that I keep saying "Sorry" over and over again.

I wish she could trust me when I say that she looks like she is only 130 or 131 and no more. I wish she could believe that I love her with all that I can give.

I had to look it up because I'm not a bored teenage girl seeking parental attention, but it turns out SI in this case means self injury. Jackson is a cutter just like Basic Bekah. Super fucked up he had appropriated Hawaiian culture, misgendered Becky, and deadnamed her all in the span of a few weeks. I'm glad she keeps him in line now, because he was clearly a monster that needed to be hurt and re-educated back then.

 

[Comrade Autogynephilia]

I also found his reddit where he looks for women:
https://www.reddit.com/user/codejpg

Wait till becky wakes up mid afternoon and checks the thread, cuckson's in real trouble....
what a pleb

cuckson your 'polycule', or what ever the fuck it is you have, is absolutely 'hierarchical', and you are very much at the bottom of it.

 

[Slutpuppies]

I didn't think anything could make me feel bad for those cucks (and Daniel still threatened to beat up an elderly woman so fuck him forever) but Yonahbex basically being an emotional abuser from the word "go" to Jackson actually makes me sad for dude.

 

[Haramburger]

I had to look it up because I'm not a bored teenage girl seeking parental attention, but it turns out SI in this case means self injury. Jackson is a cutter just like Basic Bekah.

This more commonly manifests in men with blunt trauma, burns and pinching, usually with tools. They hide it with "I was sloppy/careless" after having intentionally hammering their fingers hammering in nails for a picture frame, if it's even detectable at all. It's a shame we don't have more images of him regularly like Becky, it'd be fun to analyze where he's hiding it, or if he's lying online for asspats as a learned behavior from his queen bee.

 

[RisingPhoenix]

It's not really shocking that Jackson has such low-self esteem that he let himself be steamrolled and molded into whatever Bex wanted him to be then and now. If the person your dating is doing things like constantly pulling you up for stuff to the point you despair like those LJ posts and they are doing things like picking new "religions" out for you? The time to get out of there is yesterday.

It's why he likely buys and is super defensive of the whole Poly thing, even though it works horribly against him. It makes Bex happy and making them happy is more important than anything else in his mind. Which is naturally going to sabotage any additional girlfriends. I'ld bet good money that those girls are fine till they meet Bex, or till Bex implies she's unhappy with Jackson having a partner as he'll throw em to the wind asap every time.

 

[Spidersforfriends]

Am I reading this right from Jacksons Secret Diary - I wish she could trust me when I say that she looks like she is only 130 or 131 and no more. - and does 130/131 refer to elbees?

I would say that I'm surprised that Becky managed to use her own weight as a way to torture the poor lad, but I'm absolutely not.

 

[Falling Star]

Becky's been non-stop sperging out about Nazis for the past 7 hours...

This tweet was the cause, as far as I can tell ^^

Her tantrum is pretty boring, but here are a few tweets that caught my eye:








""Us""
Becky, did you forget you're a fake Jew? Don't appropriate their suffering.

 

[Falling Star]

Oh wow, amazing timing!



New saga confirmed!

edit: more info

Spoiler

No thank you for Daniel, I notice. Lol

 

[AnOminous]

New saga confirmed!

This is going to be delicious.

 

[melty]

I was pretty sure it was Apex, but held back a little on my comments just in case. She's been so unprofessional since she got the job - all her tweets about Apex have been about which characters she wants to fuck, or how much she likes a fapfic with the characters. She also posted this

100% Daniel persuaded them to give her that title, it was most definitely the Temporary Narrative Historian position as that was still active when she announced the job and was taken down later that same day.

This is gonna be really good, Apex fans already tear her apart just for having proximity to Daniel, imagine this bitch actually being involved in the game and demanding stupid shit like her dog be in it while using fanfiction as her main reference for the game lore. My god Respawn are fucking retards, this is fabulous.