Up to this point in my life, I've always been volcel. It's only until recently I've started to see the true reality of it all.
Yes, almost every girl I've spoken to personally disgusts me (except for physically). All their interests, hobbies, everything they like repulses me at a very personal level. I even recently went over to my brother's and his wife's house (his wife is fat) and I was absolutely disgusted every time he would show me a TikTok video on his phone. It made me so depressed and isolated that people find that funny or entertaining. I went home shortly after that.