Social isolation weighs heavily on this, I think. The only people I've ever witnessed develop these often bizarrely specific "standards" had simply spent way too much time away from real people just marinading in their own reality-detached fantasies. Like they lose the ability to even discern what's a meaningful standard to have and what isn't.
You could splice this into a John Waters film and nobody would notice. This is absurdist comedy perfection.
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I almost think getting attacked is a sexual fantasy of hers,, like something she wishes she could say happened and survived . She seems to tempt fate enough with those midnight lonely country road drives. Thing is, that sexual fantasy will not happen. Women as old as 80 have been sexually attacked , but they were bag o bones... This would be like wrestling a wild boar......who would bother. ! Not even the most deprived. Even if you knocked her down, that vajayja would be too hard to even find !
I wonder what size a dude would have to be to actually get deep enough inside her. I doubt even Peter North could do it.
A dark thought, but even if it isn't a sexual thrill she's getting from doing risky things in the bushes of Ontario, what if part of her brain (the part that fawns over true crime and mass suicide) fantasizes about becoming a legend? If she disappears or falls prey to a serial killer, the reality of her existence would be erased, and no one could ever shame her again. They would have to tell the tale of her woeful demise with respect and sincerity forever and ever...
) but she’s actually out of breath just from that small movement. Sad!
She’s on.a birthday induced hormonal high right now and really feeling herself but a case of the “ mentuls “ is looming .Alternatively it will all culminate in the predictable ER visit for yet another ailment to add to the list .and the inevitable and futile “ I gots to change “ video. Chinny like clockwork
She goes absolutely insane talking to the cats between 04:50 - 06:00. It's like listening to an android malfunction.
She did admit a couple months back that she hasn't had sex in years and I'm pretty sure, when sex came up again during the whole leaking fupa phase, she said something to the effect that it's impossible for her to have sex now anyway because of all the fat.
She seriously may be jealous because there’s nothing feminine about her anymore.
Indeed ! She said herself in her live yesterday that her ""sexual goddess is now awaken" Jesus Lord Please No!
Frank: "Not GAY!"
