Really puts into perspective with just a few minutes how much he threw away in his fits of drug hazed narcissism. If he just kept putting out anime videos, even if they were not good, and kept his channel 'clean' he'd probably still have enough patrons to be financially stable. Or even if he was flat broke and had 0 dollars, he could've still stayed on decent terms with friends or at least the one friend (Nate). Now he really wants to stay very embedded in the drug zombie life by surrounding himself with fellow individuals with drug-melted brains. Even if Riley & co abandoned him I think he'd just quickly find other druggies who are similar anyway. I feel the most bad for Vic in a way since he's related by blood to that mess. He seemed to really want to see his brother clean up his act and get into something that works out well.Also discovered on Ben's twitter: a former fan making a video after having a "run of the mill parasocial breakdown" (his words, not mine, in the comments):
That RV toilet isn't going to stink like any ordinary RV toilet when it has to be subject to the shits of 4 drug addled bodies. My god