SnailTrail
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- Feb 16, 2021
I find the most (and frankly, only) fascinating thing about this new phase in the cycle is that her body is obviously telling her not to eat as much, but her mind is still compelling her to continue to order unhealthy food and TRY to eat as much, even when she's feeling nauseous.
I’m currently watching her live from today, where she’s drinking Coke and eating that huge sandwich and rice balls, and I can’t stop thinking about how awful she must feel constantly. High blood sugar is such an awful feeling that I have a hard time describing it. It causes everything from the shits to anger to non-stop nausea and barfing.
So for her to be living like that constantly, along with the sixteen other medical conditions she’s eaten herself into AND all of that weight, it blows my mind that food is more powerful to her than not living like that.