Yeah, he (like most trannies) is still way too inside his own head. Rambling about all this stupid shit for 40 minutes, trying desperately to relate it back to himself. Nigga, not everything is about you. Not everything is a stepping stone on your epic self fulfillment journey or whatever. Find work you like and you're good at, then you can sort out the rest later. Of course, he had that already. I don't know if it's because I'm a purely logical being with little time for emotions or what, but I still don't understand how or why someone would throw away five thousand dollars a month for rapping about stupid shit. And clearly, conrad felt the same! That interview I linked a few pages ago painted a picture of a man who was content with his anime reviewing lot in life, that shitty PS4 touhou game LP with may told of someone who was well aware of the self destructive behavior so common with "content creators". I feel like I'm just retreading the same ground over and over trying to wrap my head around how this motherfucker fell so completely, so quickly. Many such cases. It's like one day his quiet productive autism was suddenly swapped for crippling neurotic autism.
I think you may be on to something when you say he can't talk about anime anymore. There's just no reality in which he doesn't keep talking about anime if he is able, because of the fame and fortune he acquired from it. It has to be some sort of mental thing that prevents him from doing it anymore. No spark of creativity or passion, an extended writer's block. But he has to do something or the autism will drive him insane, so he becomes a tranny and starts doing outsider art-tier videos about whatever the fuck.
This concludes my autistic rambling for today.
Conrad is clearly deeply impressionable (as many troons would have to be), who all too easily looks up to other content creators who have ploughed a lonely furrow artistically, not just Filthy Frank/Joji, who I have mentioned before, but also Kanye West (Digibro's videos on him: "Defending Jesus Is King Kanye West & Purpose", 1 January 2020 - note the recent date -
https://archive.org/details/defending-jesus-is-king-kanye-west-purpose & "Drunken Rant About How Shit Kanye's "The Life of Pablo" Is", 15 February 2016,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CmegLbl6Ss), himself an extremely successful artist of "outsider art-tier" work, definitely The Dick Show, which is the only channel in the "Channels" section of Ygg Studio's Youtube page, with Dick Masterson still being a loyal ally of his, and maybe even Maddox (at least at one point in time, before the Lolsuit), who was a pioneer of pre-social media Web 1.0 creative work crossing into the mainstream, with his New York Times best-selling book and moving from Bumfuck, Utah to become a writer in LA.
He may have been all too aware at one point (particularly in that 'Let's Play' with May) how quickly a content creator can destroy themselves with mad ideas of abandoning their creative comfort zone and forging a new career from nothing, only to alienate the loyal audience from their former work in the process, but then again, he, like a moth to flame, couldn't himself resist the allure of such grand ideas eventually. As I mentioned earlier, even his anime analysis videos, which didn't have amazing production value (they were largely audio only, with anime playing as the backdrop, with occasional cues to what he is referring to), were polished and edited by Davoo. His pre-troon rap videos, particularly "Fat And Dangerous" with 10,000s of views and a very healthy like to dislike ratio, were engaging to watch and listen to thanks to Victor's excellent work as a producer.
Does anyone know anything about this venue/area? I can only find details about it closing, but nothing about it reopening. The gig is
also posted on "Twistello"'s social media, so it's not a complete scam or anything (I think).
Searching this via Twitter, I see only Riley promoting this gig at all. Even he admits many of these performers are complete unknowns without any Twitter handles (or he just wasn't bothered to find them):
https://twitter.com/ASEPresents/status/1379994078247591937/photo/4 (archive:
https://archive.ph/yTRIt and
https://archive.is/fNsYx; screenshots attached to this post)
Still, a few of the reported artists (including Zelda and Breed Tha Loc // Nosenss Records) have replied positively to Riley's tweet to state they are looking forward to performing at the gig.
Everytime i see the show advertised after his videos i can't help but think it's a scam. I don't live in the USA, currently there are no shows in my city. Some Venues closed because of the pandemic. Can you just do shows there?
I was also thinking this; the US is second to only the UK and Israel with rolling out the vaccine and states like Florida have been opening up their local economy for a while now, albeit to a limited capacity in places such as sports venues. So even if this venue is going to be open and this gig is 100% legit, they likely aren't going to make much money at the gate ($15 per head), unless they plan to make the bulk of the money from pre-sales ($10). Then again, I have no idea how Nevada is handling opening up to local businesses, particularly night clubs & bars.
The main thing I can take from that is: who the hell would travel across the entirety of the United States to do night club/bar gigs during a global pandemic??
